thevoidofsound

[thevoidofsound]

January 2, 2025

When I put on the sound bath that was from YouTube, I ended up immediately finding that every time the guy rang the bell. I knew he was ringing a bell that there was a bright star that would flicker really bright white light and then the next thing you know, I would almost be blind and by the damn thing! Also, there was a lot of blotches of color, particularly white, yellow, orange, purple, and blues that being said soon enough, these things started to become eyes that were blinking whenever I “blinked” and that was kind of unusual as well cause I’ve never been surrounded by a bunch of eyeballs or eyes and a particular dream or in this case of sound hallucination that’s what sound baths do is that they cause these visions anyways so that being said, I ended up finding out that not only were these eyes staring at me, but then I saw one guy turned to his right laughing, turning into the laughing that he was crying because he saw horrible people who were probably in the hellfire that being said on the left, and on the right, he was seeing the good people who were in paradise. That being said, I also found myself being short to space like my body was being beamed out of my body and going into space.

Like I was being projected in a space that being said that was one thing the other thing I had seen, and this was a big thing was I was orbiting a star by soul and body and mine altogether or orbiting the star. It was not our son it was a star. It had one planet on it. I don’t know what the name of that exoplanet was, but all I know was that I saw the star that I was ordering along with this planet that was also orbiting the star it was kind of unusual. I don’t know how to explain it to be honest with you!

And then I saw something that was unusual. I was going around this planet as I mentioned in the above paragraph and found that I was being plucked from the orbit and then I saw what looked like an old man with a booming voice that big said also my nose was itchy during this whole sound bath vision! anyways old man he look like a friendlier person like Santa Claus but he was in robes and stuff. He was a very nice guy. I don’t know what that was about. Was that a supernatural Anthony I didn’t know but anyways you’re gonna think I’m a fucking nut case and then I’m off my rocker! But I am not I’m just simply in a world that sound created. It was kind of unusual and then I saw just plain white light like as if it was white out conditions if you ever driven in winter, you know what that’s like!

Then I saw the creator of the universe. You’re probably gonna think I’m fucking nuts again. But this was a white giant entity that did not have a face so I cannot draw this particular even if I did some religions one thing I blasphemed for drawing this entity it’s kind of unusual that I saw this entity. It was kind of unusual that this was the creator of the universe. If you must say oh whatever you must call it it was kind of unusual. He didn’t say very much he was a quiet fellow, but it was unusual nonetheless and then I was back to ordering this damn star yet again and I also saw the sun up close why did I see the sun up close? I don’t know what I’ll be figuring that one out one day!

It was a real cosmic adventure. The last time I did go to a sound Bath in person everything was green tone in my “hallucination!” That being said that there for me, but this baffles me every time now that I think about it last night sound bath! This time I did not hear or see green at least that was the small mercy of that because green is not my favourite color. Why did I see that colour in my first sound bath was because first of my healer, I am being healed, also I believe in security! That’s why I saw a green in my first sound bath, but the sound bath was very unusual. I must tell you!

This might sound like I am going insane but I am not……try a sound bath and see what comes up!

[thevoidofsound]

Introducing

Hello there! The nick name is flea zombie, though my legal name is Elena Melanson! This is my story! Usually I write poetry but instead I will write about what is on my mind and stuff! That being said…..I was born in Romania, and adopted to Canada where I live now! I was two when adopted and now I am almost 36, how the time flies! I am non-binary it’s the way my god damn brain is wired not how I was built! That being said at the end of the day I am still 2 X chromosomes and the same when I walk up! I am neurodivergent (autistic and adhd) as well as I have a trauma in my life and also ocd! That being said I am a creative one! I am and artist, author musician, going into a band and I love live more then thing that it can be a bitch especially dealing with a brain like mine! I am multiethnic and I am of the shamanism religion (Siberian). Shamanism is more nature based the myth based! I find it is a religion of peace and healing! Something I needed in my life -though I was races catholic it did not go with my personality! I love to get tattoos and piercing (piercings if the moodstrikes me).

I had two loving parents (both are in the spirit world in other gone). I wish I could have helped the live better! As they did for me.

Right now I have 7 tattoos and a septum piercing! I am who i am! A unique experience anda joy some people would refer to me as! I am getting my next tattoo and piercing in a few months!

I am a writer, like I mentioned and and currrntly working on a novel and memoir on my Wattpad act @fleazombie! As for the music I do I am singer/songwriter/throatsinger, guitarist and Handpan player! That being my hand pan I got at a Christmas party a few weeks ago as I am interested in the hand pan and I also have mini (small steal tounge drum =like my hand pan!) As well as the hand pan and guitar!

I have one brother who is really something, a good guy! Also I have a boyfriend named curt double my age! That sounds weird but it isn’t as weird!

I am just starting to identify as non-binary a few years ago during the pandemic! I think we can remember that! I also host to YouTube channel and I am a YouTuber!

I am hear since a few weeks ago! But would love to have more friends from all “colours” and walks of life! I say in question marks “colours” as we are really just one colour but different shades! There is only one race of humans! Human!!!

Likes:

-I love music: i am obsessed with music not just tattoos and piercings but also music! As you probably now from my first real blog entry that I a singer, guitarist (acoustic) and a Handpan player! So music is the one thing that will keep me from going in sane and from swearing like the trailer park boys! Although it’s freaking funny tv show! I feel that a lady (though I am non-binary) Should not swear too much. It is ok in music but not in real life in case something ridiculous happens! I also like tattoos and piercings, goth sub culture and the insane clown posse! I also love a fresh snow fall as it is beautiful and the sight of the Big Dipper asterisms (in other words part of Ursa Major the constellation)! I love the Big Dipper for how beautiful, simple and delicate it looks as well as mighty!

-I also like other people opinions on stuff that may or may not matter to me! As life is a pick your own adventure and a learning curve! Also I enjoy people who don’t look “normal.” How man y serial killers look too “normal!”

-I love astronomy and stargazing as it helps me cope with my depression and that idea that life and it’s bull sh*t it too small compared to the universe! Also I love nature in general as it is the ultimate anti-depressant! I find!

-crystals, are another health pay obsession I have as I cannot walk into a hippie shop with out going to look and pay for crystals that they sell!

And the simple sh*t in life

Dislikes:

- the fact that people think acab ( when not all cops are bastards). I am not trying to take thought away y form people as it is valid, but not all cops are bastards they are only human! It is the politicians I find that create the problem not the cops!

-nsfw and only fans models are just plane perverted in most cases I tried to do only fans to show my face and got obscene comments on my body! Also (d)ick pics and (t)it pics also nudes piss me off as they’re not only annoying but dangerous for the person sending them to random people!

-sleep is a bitch

-having trauma in life is also a bitch! I don’t know what I have but I know I was traumatized a lot as a kid! That being said it was not PTSD though that is a bitch in it on itself that being a form of mental trauma is a bitch! I don’t know how many times I had to bring a pair of Chinese stress balls into a restaurant or what have you! And just saying that you need them at the top of your lungs = not good! Also depression and other signs of trauma are assigning to deal with and over come! If you are reading this about ptsd and trauma you know what it’s like!

-racism/homophobia/ transphobia/ Islamophobia- enough said there grow the hell up!