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Life took a tumble...
So You know how I said I was back... Well last two weeks I had a mental breakdown over assignments and I completely fell out of life and just dissociated. Yay we love mental health disorders.... If that makes sense?
In regards to coming back to writing, I will continue the last draft, but I am not sure I how feel about still writing war related fanfic, especially with the genocide going on in Palestine 🇵🇸. My heart aches for all those people, and I am so fucking lucky and privileged compared to those in Palestine, who are being killed by those actual terrorists that is Is-not-real, and their government.
The original storyline I had planned out just does not seem right to write about anymore. And the next chapter may be the last for a while.
But in the meantime:
Falasteen hurra 🇵🇸
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Life Update 🦋💙
Hello there everyone,
I am now actually ~partially~ back and now been reading some other work from brilliant writers.
Hope everyone has had a nice holidays and Happy New Year! As it is only the 16th day out of the 349 remaining days of the year.
Just took an edible and if the mood and creativity strikes that perhaps I may write something this evening...
But I HOPE ALL OF YOUR ARE WELL and keeping warm during the winter season! Unless you are in the southern hemisphere then... Keep cool! :D
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hi there!
i just wanted to check in and see how you’re doing :)
happy near year and happy holidays if you celebrate. i hope you’re doing better during this hiatus and know that there are people thinking of you (including me) <3
absolutely no pressure for you to open this and respond/share, have a nice day/night regardless!!l
Helllo Starryrina!
I have been well sort of... Finally got out of the bad relationship and just been kind of 'recovering' the past few weeks. But it is indeed a New Year and new things are on the horizon ahead.
It is currently assessment month for me, I'm not sure if I will return with a continuation of my ongoing series yet.... But you never know! ;)
Hope you have been good and had a good Christmas and New Years and keeping well and hydrated!! <3
ThoughtsandBones 💙
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Little Update
Hello Folks,
I am taking a bit of a break from writing, motivation and inspiration is lacking and my mental health hasn't been the best over the past weekend.
Not sure how long I will be gone for, but I will be reading on here, just not posting anything.
Hope everyone is having a lovely week!
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A cranium full of tea and coffee
Pairing: Simon 'Ghost' Riley x F!Cafe Reader
Synopsis: Ghost takes a trip to a cafe out of town and meets a curious young lady and bond over books.
Warnings: Fluff basically, slightly OOC Ghost.
Song inspo: Baba O' Riley - The Who, Asleep - The Smith, With You - AP Dhillon, Wise Enough - Lamb and Excuses - AP Dhillon
A/N: (Discovered AP Dhillon a few weeks ago, because I have a bad habit of listening to songs/bands I already know...) SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL COFFEE SHOPS!!
(Reader is wearing glasses cos who doesn't love glasses...? Also I assume my reader is South Asian because there is a lack of South Asian representation for COD fanfics sorry not sorry)
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It was quiet rainy Thursday afternoon in the the small town centre of Maidsfield. Ghost had the next seven days off and he was already bored out of his mind in his flat in London that he decided to take a train to a nearby town centre, Maidsfield, on the outskirts of London.
As he sat on the train he pulled out a book from his rucksack, flicking through the pages. His firm fingers ran over the bumps of the illustration on his new hardback copy of Stephen King's Salem's Lot.
Ghost hated the hustle and bustle of London cafes. All full of business folk, rushing in and out, talking too loudly on their mobiles, hosting noisy meetings next to him.
Office folk should stick to the office he remarked to himself the one and only time he went to a chain cafe in central London when a bunch suits sat next to him cackling over their espressos. When he looked up from his book he caught one the suits staring at him, giving him an odd look. Of course Ghost was wearing his signature skull balaclava, which often meant every day folks staring at him with odd looks.
Ghost returned the book in his backpack and sighed heavily, hitting his head back on the headrest of his seat. The carriage he sat in was virtually empty. He looked behind him as the train pulled to a stop and the other passenger got off. Ghost took this opportunity to go the toilet and switch from his regular skull balaclava to a black face mask the covered his nose and mouth, leaving the top of his head bare.
Before placing the mask on, Simon quickly brushed out his messy light brown hair so it was somewhat neat. He didn't wear any black paint today, partially because he forget his standard paint at base and also thought he'd give his skin a break today. Giving a final glance at himself in the small mirror he sighed again and raised his eyebrow at his reflection.
Simon left the toilet, and swung his backpack over his right shoulder, and stood by the doors as the train reached his stop. When the doors opened, he stepped out and pulled up his hoodie to combat the rain.
Walking out the station, Simon stood momentarily to the side. He realised he had to no idea where he was going in this new town. This was quite unusual for Simon, always a man prepared for anything and everything, especially on the battlefield. But this was not the battlefield. For the next seven days he had to acclimatise to civilian life.
Coffee shop sprung into his mind at last, and he walked down the road past various hurrying from shop to shop, trying to shield themselves from the onslaught of rain that came battering down.
Simon didn't mind the rain, he was strangely comforting to him, but as it became heavier he soon realised he had to find refuge in a warm cafe.
A chain coffee shop was just on his right, Simon glanced into the shop and saw that it was very busy, partially full of suits.
Fuck chain coffee shops he thought and walked on down further into the town. Simon was determined to find a small cafe that was not too busy.
Turning right down a small alleyway, Simon walked down the cobblestones pathway and noticed a coffee shop that drew him in instantly, Cerebrum Coffee Potions, which had a logo underneath of a white skull with a snake wrapped around the base.
Simon walked in and saw that it was virtually empty
"Afternoon!" Said the lady behind the counter who working behind the coffee machine
"Afternoo'" Simon said, shaking off the rain that drenched his jacket.
He noticed on the side a winding staircase that led upstairs. He took in the cafe, the various gothic art in black frames and antique tables and chairs adorned the bottom floor.
"Bit wet outside?" The lady said laughing slightly at Simon's drenched jacket and hood that covered his damp hair.
"Just a bit" Simon said, forcing a chuckle moving over to the till, gazing at the menu behind.
"What can I get you?" the lady said wiping her hands on her apron.
"Tea, Earl Grey please" He said and the lady typed away on the tablet. Simon gazed again at the winding staircase.
"There's space upstairs if you'd life" The lady said, noticing Simon's wondering eyes.
"Cheers" He said, returning to look at the total amount on the card machine.
"That's £2.30 please" She said, Simon pulled out his card and tapped it against the machine.
"Wonderful, I'll bring it up to" She said
"Thanks" Simon said, and made his way up the staircase, the walls were also decorated with more artwork of various skulls, both human and animal, woven with flowers or snakes.
As Simon reached the first floor, he noticed a younger woman, wearing a black hoodie, blue jeans with bright pink boots, sitting in the corner typing away on her laptop. Tortoise shell glasses framed your face that moved as your scrunched your nose. You looked up at Simon, who moved to the table in the opposite corner.
You smiled briefly as you locked eyes with him, Simon nodded back as he took a seat. Returning to typing, Simon pulled out his book and placed it on the table as he took his wet jacket off and placed it on the chair next time.
His eyes wondered at the antique coffee machine opposite him, serving as a condiment table. So far, he felt comfortable and relaxed compared to the chain coffee shops that had previously been in.
The barista came up the stairs holding a tray and placed it on the table where Simon sat.
"Anything else I can get you?" She asked him
"No, all good thanks" Simon said, moving the tray close to him and taking the black teapot, white teacup and saucer off and setting it to the side.
The barista smiled and walked over to the other lady in the corner.
"R/n, how's the report going?" She asked
You looked up with a disappointed look, pouting your full lips at the barista.
"Awful Jane" You sighed "Only so many times I can say experiment didn't work out well due to lack of time" You continued
"Awh, well I'm sure your supervisor will understand" Jane replied giving a smile.
"Hmm, hope so" You said smiling before returning to her laptop.
Simon watched as the barista walked back down the winding stairs, before pouring his tea in the cup, where he noticed there was also a skull embossed in black on the side.
I like this place so far Simon thought to himself as he poured the tea into his cup, placing one sugar cube, taking the vintage spoon stirring the hot dark amber liquid before adding a dash of milk.
He gazed at the lady in the corner again, who was making funny faces at her laptop as she typed with fervor, leaning closer and closer to her screen.
After he was sure that she wouldn't look, Simon took off his mask and took a sip of his tea. The taste of bergamont slid over his tongue, mixed with the sweetness of sugar. The warmth soothed his cold shoulders as he took another sip.
"Ahhh" Simon moaned aloud, he looked up briefly to see if you had noticed, yet you were still typing away, one eyebrow raised and only inches away from the screen of your laptop. Stopping momentarily, you rest your head on your left hand, with your pinky finger you slide your glasses up your nose bridge.
A part of him wanted to say 'Any closer and you'd be in your laptop' but he held his tongue. He opened his book and began re-reading the first chapter of his new hardback.
You sighed heavily and withdrew from your laptop, you leant so far back that your head hit the white brick wall behind you. Your skull bounced softly. Confusion struck you. You hit your head again on the white brick wall, and your skull bounced again.
Simon looked up curiously as you repeated the move, eyes bewildered as you knocked your head again.
Why is the wall so soft? You thought, whacking your head a bit harder this time, and then repeated the motion a few more times, staring blankly at the red walls in front of you. Withdrawing your hands from the keyboard of the laptop you touch the brick wall, as you pressed against it, felt it was soft slightly.
Of course it's a fake brick wall... You conclude, bouncing your skull again. You look over at the man in the corner, who was staring at you with his bright blue eyes in confusion. Your eyes widened as you realised you were not alone... The man in the corner had locked his eyes on you, you noticed his
"Ah sorry" You laugh nervously "It's a fake brick wall" you add smiling at him and touching and pointing to the wall behind you.
Simon was taken aback by that smile, that showed dimples in your cheeks.
"S'alrigh'" He said before returning to his book, smiling under his mask. Returning his focus back to the book, but his eyes flickered back to you.
Picking up the cup, Simon took another sip, taking pleasure in the sweet hot tea, he turned the pages of his book, fingers tracing the edges of the next page as he read on.
You got up from your table and went downstairs, grabbing another coffee from Jane. As you made you way up the stairs, you noticed that the man was reading a Stephen King book from the bold font on the spine.
"Stephen King fan huh?" You blurt as you caught eyes with the man again.
Simon cleared his throat "Yeah" he said closing the book, showing the cover.
"Salem's Lot!" You say grinning at him "I like Carrie, got a signed copy when he came into town last year at Page Stoner"
Simon leaned back in his chair, wonder captivated him.
Finally, someone who also likes Stephen King he thought, reminiscing the time he tried to get Johnny to read this book, but refused stating he hated anything to do with horror.
"Carrie is a good one" he said moving his hand from the table and resting it on the edge of the empty wooden chair next to him.
"Did you go to Page Stoner to see him?" You asked, taking a sip of coffee, still standing near his table.
Simon was confused, Page Stoner?
"Ergh no, I'm not from here" He said
"Ahhh" You sigh, "Where do you hail from then?"
"London" Simon said, not telling the whole truth "Wanna sit down?" He added motioning to the chair opposite him.
"Sure" You said smiling, setting down your coffee on his table "Let me just pack my things" You said, realising that you left your stuff unattended.
Simon watch you sit in the chair opposite, taking another sip of coffee.
"What's your name?" You ask
"Simon" He replied
"Nice, I'm R/n" you say, smiling again brightly
"Nice to meet you R/n" Simon said, admiring the dimples in your cheeks.
"So what do you do for a living?" You ask
Simon looked down at his half empty cup. He knew this was dangerous territory and didn't want to give too much away.
"Army" He said, blue eyes meeting yours.
"Ahh, Royal Marine?" You guess, judging by his muscular and tall build.
"Can't say" He murmured, taking his mask off, so he could take another sip of his tea.
"Oh sorry, I didn't mean to pry" You said, looking down at your cup of coffee, briefly looking at his face, you saw a glimpse of several scars over his lower jaw and over his nose.
"It's okay" Simon replied "How about you?" He asked placing his mask back on.
"Student, studying a masters in chemistry at UCL" you say "But I live here, commute to university"
"Nice" Simon said, looking down at his cup, observing you as you took another sip.
"How's your tea?" You ask
"Best Early grey I've had" Simon chuckled, tapping the edge of his cup with his right hand.
"This coffee shop is great. Better than those shitty chain stores"
"Indeed" Simon agreed with you.
"You like any other Stephen King books?" He asked, clearing his throat again.
"Yeah, I love IT and The Shining" You say, remembering you had a copy of The Shining in your bag, pulling it out to show Simon.
Simon took ahold of the book, flicking through the worn pages, clearly read many times.
"Didn't get this signed then?" He said, opening the first page of the book.
"Nah, was only allowed to get one copy signed..." You said remembering the look on Stephen King's face when you brought five of his books with you to the signing.
"Did you try and get more than one book signed?" Simon asked, grinning under his mask.
"Yeah..." You said, guilt flooded your face, cheeks turning slightly pink.
The rain outside pounded against the window where they sat, you look out, eyes trailing the raindrops running down the glass. Thunder bellowed outside. Perfect weather to be inside.
"Good thing you settled with Carrie" He said, setting his eyes again on you.
"Hmm" You smile in agreement
"I haven't read The Shining..." Simon started, staring back down at your copy, running his forefinger against the creases of the worn spine.
A grin appeared on your face as your eyes met. Simon saw your deep doe eyes glisten slightly.
Was this guy flirting..? You ponder,
"I haven't read Salem's Lot.." You replied, grinning mischievously.
"Want to do a swap?" Simon suggested
What are you doin'? A little voice spoke up in his head
"I'd love to" You say beaming at him.
Simon took in your big smile, that it made your dimples even deeper which caused a warmth to spread across his chest.
"Any chance you have a pen?" He said without thinking
Don't do it the little voice whispered again in his head
"Sure" You say, reaching for you rucksack, and taking out a pen from the outside pocket and handing it to Simon.
Simon grabbed a clean napkin from the tray and wrote his number down, his fingers went numb slightly as he hurriedly finished the last four digits.
"If you're in London the next few days, we should meet up" He said, handing the napkin over to you.
Taking the napkin, you fingers graze his for a moment, Simon ran his fingers against yours, a sharp zing simmered from his fingertips, up his arm to his chest, he quickly retracted his hand before temptation grew to hold your hand in its entirety.
The stairs creaked as Jane the barista came up, stopping just at the top.
"Sorry, guys, I'm about to close" She said
"Ah shit, it's 4:30 already?" You say bewildered checking your watch.
"Yep, times flies eh!" Jane said as she made her way back down.
Both you and Simon began to pack your belongings, Simon handed Salem's Lot over to you, and he placed your copy of The Shining in his bag and slung it over his shoulder.
"You heading home now?" You ask
"Yeah, train station actually." He replied
You nod at him and then peer out the window, it was still raining. You notice his jacket was slightly damp still. Your heart fluttered a bit, as you thought about offering to walk with him... He seemed so enticing and it was actually great to meet another avid reader of Stephen King.
Pulling out an umbrella from your backpack you hold out to Simon
"Think you might need this" laughing slightly as you motion to his damp jacket with the umbrella
Simon chuckled and moved closer to you, peering down at your slim frame and then looked out at the ever persistent rain outside.
"Think we both need it" He said raising his left eyebrow and then motioned with his head.
"Guess we'll have to share it then" You say smiling
"I'd like that" Simon said, gesturing you to go first down the stairs.
Once outside, you opened the umbrella, Simon took ahold of it, placing his hand briefly on your back as you both walked away from the coffee shop. You were quite surprised at how tall he actually was when you stood beside him. Together you walked down the wet cobblestones towards the train station.
Simon looked down at you and smiled under his mask. Today, he was grateful that he hated chain coffee shops, because it meant he met someone sweet like you.
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I mean c'mon...
I am in a cafe in the city trying to study, but this cafe is literally got Simon 'Ghost' Riley written all over it. And by that I mean all the skulls and gothic drawings...
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I am in a cafe in the city trying to study, but this cafe is literally got Simon 'Ghost' Riley written all over it. And by that I mean all the skulls and gothic drawings...
#modern warfare fanfiction#call of duty#simon ghost riley#cod ghost#i may have to write a cafe reader post...#thoughtsandbones
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hello!
this is my first ever ask on tumblr and your blog is also the recipient of my first tumble reblog, so thanks and congrats on helping me come out of my shell in a way on here :)
anyway, i’m sending this ask because i saw your relationship post and i just wanted to say that MEN AINT SHIT ‼️‼️
but fr tho, i want you to know that your feelings about the relationship are valid and i think you should talk to your partner about how their actions are making you feel. also keep in mind that you’re always going to have your readers (aka me!!!) to support you in your “filling the void” fanfics and that you’re not alone in this :)
i hope feel better about all this and know that i look forward to see your notifications of when you post!!
- starryrina ➶-͙˚ ༘✶
Omg Starryrina 💙💙
Thank you so much for this, honestly made me smile and just tear up a bit.
Will try speaking to him (again..) but honestly this relationship has been crumbling for a long time :(
Mainly got back into writing to just cheer myself and now you wonderful readers! I will be back soon with another chapter for our lovely duo.
Thank you again for the kind message, my inbox is always open and thank you thank you for the support and love you give, it has honestly made me feel better ❤️🩹
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I read and write fanfics to fill my own lonesome void...
One thing that sucks about being in a relationship with someone is how lonely you feel when they other person doesn't put in the same amount of effort as you do.
Just a rant...
#that's the post#I am so lonely#like I even messaged him#and he ignores me#is this a one sided relationship?
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Doth thy demons dwelleth in the darkness too, my belov'd Reaper?

🚨WARNINGS: Mention of mental health illness mention, profanity, scars, fluff, anxiety, medical inaccuracies, blood, gore and just getting the POV of our friendly neighbourhood masked menace.
I do not consent to any AI or anyone taking my work!
Plot: Doctor Ruhari Hari Kaur (OC is South Asian ☺️) joins the 141 again, but this time as their doctor. After the betrayal of Shepherd and Graves, Task Force 141 begins their hunt on his whereabouts and locating Makarov.
Word count: 6043K
Song inspo: Summer High - AP Dhillon, Don't Fear the Reaper - Blue Oyster Club, Sinner - The Last Dinner Party, The Lara Croft: Tomb Raider Legend soundtrack.
All rights reserved to the rightful owners of Call of Duty Modern Warfare.
spelling and some grammar mistakes as I am bad at times... :/
(FYI: bold sentences... that are like this... are supposed to describe redacted data/info to the plot... ;] .. )
Please do let me know how you all are finding this fanfic! :D
MASTERLIST
PART 1, PART 2, PART 3, PART 4, PART 5, PART 6, PART 7, PART 8, PART 9, PART 10, PART 11, PART 12, PART 13, PART 14, PART 15 I, PART 15 II and PART 16
Part 17
The tiny specs of dust floated amongst the surrounding atmosphere, highlighted in the beams of sunlight that penetrated your room. A few settled down on the frame still clutched in your hand, the gold frame sparkled from the light as you tilted it, staring deeper into the image of Simon. That mole on his jugular kept drawing you in, beneath the skin, the vein you thought for the past 13 years had been burnt to ash was actually flowing steadily. The deep crimson blood slithers from his brain back to his heart after all.
Could it honestly be that Ghost is Simon Riley... or Simon is Ghost... One in the same. You thought to yourself, you get up lay down on your bed, the framed photo at the tip of your round nose.
Time stood still for what felt like hours.
It would make total sense, he knew your old name. You recall the day you first met, when he said that name. The inscription of the former shell you shed. That person who you haven't been able to come to terms with. Unable to reclaim the innocence of not knowing the cruelty of mankind. The lust for war over land, oil, weapons or whatever it is people fight for nowadays...Unwilling to let go that guard you have down.
That mole drew you in again, displayed on the only available photo you have of him.
Did everyone else know...? Surely. Perhaps not... A supposed dead man displayed by a skull face was filled with irony. You couldn't help but laugh at the thought of Simon's smug face startling new and old people with this faux relic of his former self.
Checking your watch, you realise you spent perhaps too long wondering about the past. No time like the present to find out the answers to the questions that flushed through your synapses.
Gathering your selected files and papers, placing the gold frame on top, you put the lid back on the box and slide it back to its former spot. Placing the chosen contents in a spare tote bag, swinging it over your shoulder.
Glancing around your room you look at the knick knacks laying in their places. Collecting dust and time. The gemstones you once fiddled with when looking out the window laid dormant.
Heading back down, you meet Clarissa back in her car. Once back in the passenger seat, you feel a lightness overcome you.
If Ghost really is Simon Riley, then it means he had his own reasons to hide. After what brief knowledge you of have of his supposed death, a part of you understood. Yet there was a slight annoyance growing inside of you.
Clarissa noticed you pursing your lips and frowning as you lulled your head side to side with the smooth motion of the car. After contemplating whether or not to tell you about her encounter with Gaz, the cute sleauthe, to fill the quietness.
But she was reminded of your sudden snore coming from your mouth that you were a surgeon who dealt with an extremely serious injury, and then be ridiculed by the moronic Dr Jones.
As Clarissa drove up to the gate of base she called in a favour from a new friend, Kyle Garrick, to help with getting permission to drive up to the rear of building 2 so you could get back with ease to your quarters.
Clarissa was guided back to the emergency back entrance of Building 2, you woke suddenly with the familiar sound of a large tank thundering by. You rubbed the sleep from your eyes and blinked several times, trying to focus them to know your exact location.
"Go get some sleep" Clarissa said as she gazed at you as your rubbed your temple.
"Been a long day" You scoff slightly and then yawn again.
"I'm gonna talk to your Captain about Jones and get something done" Clarissa said
You had heard what she said and nodded, unable to move your jaw to let the words escape.
Exiting the car you to wave Clarissa goodbye and then make your way back up to your room. As your reach your dear you look down the corridor and see the rough outline of Ghost's door...
Taking a deep breath you open your door, the tote bag carrying the gold frame and your documents swung as you strolled into your room. Closing the door behind you, placing the tote bag on one of the hooks and then stripping off your scrubs and crawl back into bed. Gathering the strewn duvet cover from when your were first paged nearly 2 hours ago.
As you cocooned yourself your mind went back to Ghost - or Simon Riley. How 3 hours ago he was shrouded in mystery. But now... You have an idea of who he really could be...
I hope it is you Simon you plead quietly within the emptiness of your room. Your aching bones and flesh beg into sink into the mattress, sleep came quickly this evening as the heaviness of your strung out body shut down.
...
Simon took another deep inhale, his tongue became even more drier as it touched the roof of his dry mouth. Trying to moisten his mouth with saliva, he swallowed the little that came out down. He looked up and realised he had fallen asleep in the shower. The white light of the bathroom pierced his still tired eyes. Simon adjusted his body and sat up straighter, his back bracing the cold white tiles.
With his left hand he touched the now dry bandage and sighed with relief. As he got up, the wound pulsated with pain across his abdomen. Finally, he was feeling the full physical effects of the mission. Simon examined his pale naked body in the mid sized mirror.
Bruises began to appear, especially on his stomach and right shoulder. He could make out the thick red imprint of his gun strap. Brushing his fingers across his shoulder, he felt grains of sand roll against his skin. Simon resorted into having to wash himself with a damp towel and small splashes of water. All in order to avoid the bandage and the wound you stitched together from getting wet.
After feeling far more fresher, Simon wore his comfiest black joggers and socks that had a little German shepherds embroidered on the cuff. Slowly he put on a black vest and then a grey zip up hoodie, but leaving it unzipped. He laid down on his bed and took in the calm silence.
The ringing in his ears came back suddenly; tinnitus. An ever so common issue for soldiers, especially given close contact with flash grenades. Simon tried to forget the images of a bloodied Soap out of his mind, but they, along with the many demons, echoed within his mind.
Suddenly, there was a sharp rapid knock on the door, Simon knew all too well that it was Price. Gently getting up he reached for a clean skull balaclava and put it on and sliding on his trainers.
Ghost opened the door and saw Price, also showered and refreshed, not with his signature boonie.
"Alrigh' Price?" he mumbled, as he leaned against his doorframe.
"Not bad, Soap is awake" Price said, giving a slight grin, which grew as he noticed Ghost's eyes widen.
"How is he?" Ghost says grabbing his keys and moving out of his room, zipping his hoodie as Price moved out the way.
"Alive and well. You can see him, Gaz is there right now" Price said as he watched Ghost lock his door and then turned to face him.
"Let's go"
"Have a good rest?" Price asked
"Somewhat" Ghost gruffed "Can Johnny walk?" He asked
Price chuckled and gave Ghost a light pat on his shoulder
"More than that, he's dishin' out gossip to anyone who would listen" Price huffed
"Really?" Ghost said confused. Hours ago Soap was near the edge of death, and now he is gossipping.
"You have to see it for yourself" Price said
Both Price and Ghost made their way to the ICU where Soap was recovering. And recovering well Ghost assumed as he heard the sergeants laugh fill his body with ease; finally safe and alive.
Ghost approached the edge of the bed, Soap and Gaz finished their conversation before turning their attention to him. Gaz gave him a brief nod.
"Lt! You finally came!" Soap exclaimed his arms reached out, both which had ECG cables coming out him. Ghost saw the biggest grin he had ever seen coming from Soap's bruised and grazed face.
"Johnny.." Ghost mumbled
"Can yer believe that I am alive?!" Soap said, spitting out a laugh, lightly clapping his hands together "For sure thought I was dead" Soap laughed again finally resting his arms from excessive movement on his stomach.
Ghost narrowed his eyes at Soap and crossed his arms. He was acting like he had just had a small tumble and not got shot in the back.
"How's the legs?" Ghost mumbled moving closer over to Soap.
Soap gripped the blue hospital blanket, pulling it up slightly and revealing his wiggling toes. Ghost felt another wave of relief ripple through him.
"Alright Soap, put your stinkers away" Gaz said poking at Soap's feet with his charts that he was looking through earlier.
"Pfft, wanna gimme a sponge bath Gaz?" Soap grinned at Gaz who looked back him disgustingly at the thought.
"Come off it Johnny" Ghost said shaking his head at Soap.
"I was only jokin' Lt!" Soap chuckled
Ghost took in Soap's face and the shared moment of relief and serenity with Price and Gaz. The team was safe, wounded and shocked in places but back in familiar territory.
Gaz sat back down and continued to chat about who would give Soap a sponge bath, asking Price how much or what would it take... Price huffed and said something along the lines of not even if my right leg was blown off.
The conversations between the three faded as Ghost grabbed a chair and sat down, observing his comrades.
"Hey Lt, you hear about Doc?" Soap said, turning his attention to him
"Eh?" Ghost grunted looking up at Johnny with narrowed eyes
"Well, I was laying here, recovering, just woke up from the coma" He starts
'Wasn't a coma mate" Gaz said, Soap ignored him
"I hear a conversation slowly drift into my ears as I lay here recoverin'" Soap continued
"Ah he's telling the long version" Gaz interrupted and quickly went silent as Soap shot him an evil look.
"That Jones fella apparently paged Doc 999 - ICU.. Bless her soul, she must've thought I was dyin' again" Soap said sympathetically towards Ghost, whose eyes were still narrowed at him.
"Runs down here, and Doc notices my intubattery is out"
"Intubation tube" Gaz corrected stifling a laugh with his hand.
"Spit out the short version Johnny, I ain't got all day listenin' to fairy tales" He said sighing
"Pfft thought yer'd be nicer to be me since I am recoverin'" Soap spitted, point to his back.
"Basically, Jones paged Hari on the basis of doing an unauthorised surgery and said to show him her qualifications" Gaz summarised
"Oi, I was tellin' a story here!" Soap shouted, and flung a piece of apple at Gaz from his tray.
"Cut it out Soap" Price said and Soap promptly had a guilty look on his face.
"Wait, what?" Ghost said, straightening up in the chair
"Jones think she committed medical fraud" Price said
"But she saved 'im" Ghost said, throwing his hand out to Johnny
"Aye she did, oh forgot to mention the part Jones said she went psychotic at Foxham"
"Soap.." Price said sternly
"I didn't say anthin'" Soap exclaimed
"You say a lot shit Johnny" Ghost said "What you mean psychotic?" He added
"She apparently had a mental-" Soap started
"Alright, that's enough" Price stepped in "It's all been sorted" he added
"Is she leavin'?" Ghost asked, worry began to tremble through him.
What if you left before he could tell you who he was?
"No, she's staying." Price said
"Good" Ghost said aloud, then realised he said that aloud.
"Takin' a likin' to her ey Lt?" Soap said, giving him a mischievous grin.
Ghost looked away from Soap, he could feel his cheeks and neck getting hot.
"Not the only one" Gaz said, leaning back in his chair looking at Ghost and Soap with a grin. Both looked at eachother.
"I said she was pretty, I'm not in love with her" Soap shouted back at Gaz
As Gaz continued to tease Soap, Ghost got up and put the chair back
"You going?" Price asked
"Yeah" Ghost said moving closer to Price "Might see Doc, see if she's alrigh'?" He added
"She's knocked out at the moment, give her a till tomorrow" Price said and Ghost nodded.
"You goin-" Price started
"Give me 5 days." Ghost said looking straight at Price, who nodded and smiled, he gave him a light pat on the shoulder and let him go.
During the walk back to his room, Ghost made a promise to himself, to you.. 5 days, Ghost checked his watched, it was the 8th of October, 5 days would make it October 13th... He soon realised what day that was; the day The Captain died.
...
Finally after a good sleep, you were feeling slightly better. Yet the inner itch of anxiety trickled down your nerves anytime you heard the words Jones said to you...
"Heard you went psychotic whilst on shift."
Everytime that sentenced pierced your grey matter, your body shuddered, an attempt to rid the thought.
The hot droplets of water scattered across your naked body, taking your bamboo loofah, scrubbing your apple soap, creating a nice lather. You watch the bubbles accumulate as you scrub clean the sweat, the gunk trapped in crevices and bringing new life to the skin.
The fresh apple scent uplifted you, in combination with the hot shower, you felt like you could melt away...
But the oncoming thoughts of the revelation made the previous day flooded your thoughts.
Why would he take so damn long? You thought as you scrubbed over your knee and then down your calf.
But in your mind, you reasoned with yourself.. If you had been betrayed and then supposedly burnt alive you would keep that a secret. Anonymity was literally his name. Ghost
There... But not there really.
Getting out the shower, the cold morning breeze drifted into the bathroom, hitting your fresh skin.
After getting ready you made your way to the mess hall. As you locked the door, you gazed down the corridor to Ghost's room. Checking your watch it was 9:36 am, he would most likely be doing paperwork or something...
Heading down to the mess hall, it was there in the near empty hall you saw Ghost sitting alone on a lunch bench, a cup in front of him. As you both locked eyes, your mouth instantly curved into the biggest grin as you stared at the man hiding beneath the mask.
Your mischievous big grin made Ghost wary of you suddenly as he saw you walk in the mess hall, grabbing breakfast.
Something is up he thought to himself
Watching as you grabbed some breakfast, he kept his eyes on you until you sat right in front of him.
"Morning Lieutenant" You said, trying to not say Simon... Another grin appears.
"Mornin' Doc" He said, puzzled still by your big grin.
He watched as you slowly tilted your head to the side, strands your long brown hair falling too, as if you were analysing his inner workings. Trying to figure him out
"Is it your turn now doin' the starin'?" Ghost huffed, folding his arms
"Hmm perhaps" You replied
Ghost grumbled and looked down at his near empty tea in his mug.
"How's your injury?" You added as he remained silent, now it was his turn to stare at you.
"Fine. Better" He said.
"Good" You said, sucking in some air. You could feel some tension rising between you.
"Heard about Jones" He said, breaking the silence
You look at him, shocked at the bluntness.
"How did you-" You started
"Soap" Ghost said
"Soap?" You questioned "He's awake?!" You exclaimed
"Yeah, he's all good, you did a great job" He said, his eyes softened as he met your curious brown eyes.
"Good..." You say, taking a sip of coffee "What did he say about Jones?"
"Something happened at your old hospital" Ghost said, studying your face for any reaction.
"Yes..." You whispered, dreading the conversation that will follow.
Ghost took a deep breathe in.
"Tomorrow, we need to resume trainin'. Assume you've been doin' some since we've been away" He said changing the subject.
Shocked that he wasn't going to question you, you smiled briefly at him.
"Yeah, definitely, and yes, been training with the martial arts team on base too" You replied
"We shall see how well you can spar tomorrow" Ghost said.
He picked up his mug and said his goodbyes. He knew not to pressure you into giving him information he desperately wanted to know.
Within your own darkness, you seem to be hidin' your own demons too Ghost thought as he walked out.
...
It had only been a 3 days since Ghost, aka Simon Riley, had his deep wound stitched up, and yet he was persistent on picking back up the training, especially hand to hand combat training.
It was no surprise, the Simon you remember was proficient in unarmed combat. Now added with his Ghost persona, daunting others in his stride.
Each time you greeted each other in front of the training room he booked out, you'd ask him how he was.
"Alrigh'" He gruffed
That was his usual response. You didn't want to annoy him any further so you bit your tongue.
Finally, on the fourth day of training, you pinched a nerve with Ghost when you kept repeatedly asking if he was okay and if his wound be able to handle a beating or two.
"So far, I've overthrown you... 7 out of 8 times past three days" He snapped at you, blue eyes narrowed at you.
"Pretty sure it's 6" You replied bluntly as you recall the time you were jumping repeatedly to try and pull him over.
"7" Ghost retorted crossing his arms and stepping closer to you
"You are twice the mass of any normal combatant" You say rolling your eyes edging over to the mat.
"Well if you could knock me over, then it'd be easier knocking normal people" Ghost said following you onto the mat, and got into his ready position as you did the same.
He watched as your face changed, the fire suddenly lit behind the eyes as you narrowed your eyebrows. Waiting for your move, because he knew you would lunge first with a kick. And you did, he used his right arm to swat it away as if the oncoming kick was a fly. He took in satisfaction from your frustration at his easy block.
"Too predictable" Ghost muttered as he circled you slowly.
Taking a deep inhale you let out a deep sigh
"I don't have the upper body strength to take you down" You hurled back at him
"Just try it" He calmly said
Pulling your arms closer to your chest and face, jolting forward and giving a right punch. Ghost dodges.
Ghost decides to up the game and throws a punch, you duck and attempt to trip him with your legs again. He sighs and raises his leg in an attempt to kick you but you block with your right arm and side of the body, with your left arm you grab his thigh but Ghost quickly uses his upper arm to push you back - you stumble with the amount of force he put with such ease.
"Good attempt" He groaned as he stretched his neck and arms. where the muscles laid too defined under his scarred pale skin.
Meanwhile you were panting for air like anything. Walking off the mats you grab your flask and take a quick swig from it. The water replenishes the dryness of your mouth.
"Ready for another round?" Ghost asks, and you swear you heard a glimmer of laughter
Turning around placing the flask down in its own spot, wiping away droplets of water from the edge of your mouth, walking back up to the mats and face Ghost, getting back in your stance.
Lunging first again, you manage to hit Ghost and block one of his oncoming punches. Using his thigh as a stool, you jump up and twist round to his back and wrap your legs around his shoulders hooking your feet against his lower back, trying to use your core to tip him over, but you just ended spinning yourself to his front, feeling you slip, Ghost instinctively grabbed hold of your waist, keeping you from falling and snapping your neck.
"Ain't ya gonna listen to me and not use your legs?" He said gruffly
A small groan come out from your mouth.
His calloused fingers of his right hand grazed the brown skin beyond the edge of the joggers you wore. His grip around your hips tightened as he felt you relaxing your upper body, yet the grip with your legs over his shoulders remained.
He heard you panting slightly as you hung below him. Your tank top rose, unveiling more of the warm smooth brown skin. Like magnets, his eyes took in the vulnerability of your position as you hung casually.
You're gonna pounce he thought, planting himself and engaging his core, his wound although padded and nearly healed (Ghost thought) throbbed dully.
Yet you lay still. Ghost peered down at you again, his eyes laid on your breasts, between them he quickly looked at your chin and then the edge of your round nose. For a moment, he let himself glance at your breasts and then trailed up from your ribs to the protruding skin, a bronze glow as a beam of light bathed that region... Within his chest a ripple formed that gave him ease. His eyes wandered back up to the legs wrapped around his shoulders.
Taking your vulnerability to his advantage; Ghost grabs you right arm with his left and pulls you up and then over him. He heard you yell in disbelief as you were flung over him.
His right hand was no longer securely on your waist but now grasping your right inner thigh, making you lose grip over his shoulder.
Falling on your back you groaned with growing agitation as he threw you down.
"Was that necessary?" You groaned
"I ain't a damn tree" He snapped back, surveying you as you sat crossed legged down on the mat. The black tank top was perfectly fitted, showing your toned arms as you leant back. Ghost looked away and turned his back slightly
"Built like one" You muttered to yourself quietly and get back up up, rubbing your sore back and shoulder.
"Look, come here" Ghost said, rubbing his the skin underneath his mask, then motioned with his hand.
You came closer, and he took hold of your right arm gently.
"Form a fist" He said still holding your arm as you tightened the muscles lying beneath the skin.
"Good" Ghost said, and you looked up at into eyes blue eyes. Simon's blue eyes. As your eyes meet you feel a sharp zing bolt across you, quickly glancing back down to your fist, the feeling spread down to where he held your arm.
"Now, hit me with your upper arm-" He began and proceeded to move that part closer to your body "close like this" he added, and look down at you, meeting your eyes once again.
"'Kay" You sighed, engaging your core.
"Use your arms this time" Ghost repeated and gave a nod for you to go ahead.
You aim for Ghost's chest, he dodges, you attempt again to hit him with your left hand and you hit his chiseled torso.
"Good" he said "Block and defen' now" he added, and he lunged forward suddenly, delivering quick and sharp punches.
You block two, and then grab his right arm, and attempt to hurl him over, but due to his large size he remained where stood.
Thrusting your backside into him to try and get a bit of momentum, but he stood still.
Ghost felt slightly awkward as you kept getting close to his front, he felt your back, especially your bum, hitting his cock. He took a step back and turned his waist to the side, yet you followed his move in attempt to try and bring him down. With his left hand, he wrapped around your waist and lifted you up over his head.
"Not again!" You yelled as Ghost you mid air. He chuckled slightly as he brought you down but you swung your left leg around the back of his waist to try and swivel yourself out of his hold.
"Stop!" He yelled as he lost his balance and you let go of his waist with your leg, but still held onto his right arm. The sudden change in weight and momentum made Ghost fall right on top of you. Your face slammed into the mat, and lips making contact with the grit on the mat, saliva sputtered out as you groaned with annoyance and tiredness.
Ghost lifted himself off of you, he noticed your bare shoulders, as your tank top had a strap in the middle, exposing the tattoo he saw briefly one time on your left shoulder.
As you panted on the mat, Ghost stood on one knee over you and examined the different four flowers coming out of what looked like a skull. He gazed at the black monochromatic skull; an odd reflection of the skull he wore over his own.
He moved back and up, watching as your back muscles flexing as you pushed yourself up from the mat.
"Last round?" You say, wiping your hands together to get rid of the grit from the mats.
"Until you knock me over then it'll be the last roun'" He said, standing in the centre of the mat. Stretching his arms over his head and gazing back at you.
You meet his blue eyes again. Part of you so badly wanted to run up, jump and take his mask off and be huzzah! But that would be a total invasion of personal space and you figured he'd just toss you back to the ground as soon as you made any move.
Best bet is to keep on the defensive mode... Wait for him to strike
After about a minute of circling one another, Ghost struck first, punches that struck you on the side, yet you began to dodge them, delivering punches in return.
"Finally" Ghost said aloud, as he looked at your delivery of punches, few which he blocked and few a he took. He looked deep into your brown eyes, full of focus and determination.
Throwing more punches, blocking and then attacking.
"Good" Ghost said again and he swung out his right leg, doing a high kick and you block it and try to toss him over. It didn't work. Instead you let go his leg, and he swiveled trying to kick you again, you blocked and then remembered a move... A sudden rush of adrenaline charged through your blood.
With his back turned, it was then with your right leg that as you quickly crouched, hooking it around Ghost's left leg causing him to stumble, allowing you the edge to push his back with your left hand.
As Ghost fell forward he felt your hand grip his right ankle flipping him over like a pancake onto his back. Before he could fight back, you lunged on top of him, pinning his left arm with your right leg and your right hand near his throat. Your left knee was placed just on his hip, just the right amount of pressure to prevent him from getting up.
It was one of his signature moves. The surprise attack he would often use from behind.
How could you.. But then he remembered... Simon...
Him
You learnt it from him.
You kept him pinned down in the same position, forcing your entire weight on the points you held him down by. Boring your eyes into his. You could see the remaining black painting creased as he squinted his eyes at you.
"Gonna get off me?" He growled, hoping that would intimidate you.
Yet you persisted. Keeping the same stern look you stared at him. Tightening the grip you had on his right arm.
Annoyance began to grow in Ghost. But then he figured if you knew, then this was the consequences of his own making.
Your fingers were splayed against his throat covered by his skull balaclava. There was a terrible temptation to how badly you wanted to slide your fingers underneath, revealing the mole on his skin that covered his jugular.
What colour was it?
Smooth and circular or rough like potato. What shape is the mole?
As you thought of the mole, your grip began to tighten slightly on Ghost's throat.
Ghost felt his anxiety building inside as she tightened her grip on his throat.
How could I be so fuckin' stupid Ghost thought to himself, he pushed himself up but you were exerting all your strength into keeping him where he is.
"Do you know?" he croaked
"I know a lot of things, to which are you referring to?" You retorted
"Hmm" Ghost groaned, he shifted again under you, yet you remained.
"The day we first met.." You started, thinking carefully of the way you were wording your thoughts. Ghost eyes widened, becoming more attentive.
"Go on.." He said
"You said my old name, how did you know?" You asked, eyes narrowing at Ghost, hoping to catch him
"Looked through a file" Ghost lied quickly. Unable to bring himself to tell the truth.
You smirked, eyes narrowing further.
"Nah, pretty sure the Captain redacted my name"
Ghost drew all of his strength, he managed to get his right leg up and with his knee shifted his weight so that you stumbled off of him as he turned over.
"What you gettin' at?" He said getting up off the mat, lending out his right hand to help you up. You take it, and Ghost helps pull you up.
You know.. Ghost thought to himself as he watched you study his face
"I think I know who you are.." You whispered
Ghost felt a cold tinge begin within him, he crossed his arms over his chest, partly to stop his shaking hands being in view.
"Who am I?" He asked, stepping a bit closer to you
You take a deep breath.
"Simon Riley"
At the moment, Ghost's entire body went cold. What felt like an electric shock bolted in his body.
He was lost for words.
"What makes you think that?" He asked
"You have a mole on your neck, and Simon also had a mole" You stated, wanting to be done with the mind games and for him to take his mask off.
"Had?" Simon asked "Must mean he's dead"
"Supposedly dead" You said slyly.
"How'd you know this Simon had a mole?" Ghost asked, fully relishing in the moment of teasing you. He could sense the gears working overtime in your brain.
"I have a photo" You snapped "And I'll show it to you" You said, walking off the mats.
You were tired of the running around the questions. Answers were needed. As you looked behind you, Ghost began to follow your footsteps as you lead the way.
...
Ghost followed you into your room and closed the door behind you.
You pulled out the gold from that had the photo of the five soldiers, staring at it one last time before handing it over to Ghost.
Looking down at the image in the frame, Ghost recognised the Captain, you and a younger version of himself.
There he was. Simon Riley, before the betrayal, before the chaos and when he had a family. When he had a life outside the military.
Ghost looked up at you, your face still had the same stern look, he could tell that you wished it was the same Simon under this mask, the same Simon that was in the framed photo.
Standing in front of Ghost, he was leant back against the wall. The foreboding skull face whose eyes still protruded glared at you. Every now and then those blue eyes blink, replenishing the moisture of his lense covered in black paint ridden skin.
"I thought you were bacon"
"Bacon?" Ghost said in surprise
You tilt your head up, and watch as Ghost - no Simon - cock his head to the side, taking in an inhale as he shifts his weight about.
"Fried to a crisp" You muttered
"That ain't bacon love" He retaliated
You mouth curved when he said love... A cold pleasant feeling rippled through you.
"Is it you?" You ask, voice-breaking slightly, you could feel your eyes beginning ot sting as tears formed.
Ghost sighed, he placed the golden frame upright onto the set of drawers near him. He reached with his slightly trembling fingers, grasping the edge of his mask and took it off.
Your heart skipped a bit, mouth opening wide as the person finally revealed was alive.
"Simon" You murmured, stepping closer to him. It wasn't the same Simon in the photo. His blonde hair was not so blonde, dirtier blond-brown, and was messy and long on the sides. His jaw was covered in stubble, and as you stepped closer your could see scars scattered over his face; one over his nose that ran near his left eye, another across his cheek. His eyes looked tired, but the black paint didn't help.
Taking in every detail, you scan his face. Your mouth curved as you savoured this precious moment. Unable to stop the tears and the tightness in your chest as you got close to him. Simon.
Simon watched as the tears that fell from your eyes finally trickled down your cheek, dropping down to the floor that held them both in this moment of silence. He reached out for your hand and pulled you closer to him.
He took in your sorrow, guilt riddled him like an aching virus. He brought his hands up, his fingers tracing the bronze skin that glowed in the candlelight, trailing his forefinger and thumb against your skin, taking in the softness. Simon sighed and bowed his head slightly, he looked up and saw more tears coming from your eyes, wiping them away with his thumb. The rough palms grasped the nape of your neck, lulling your head back as he weaved his fingers through your brown hair. Simon gazed back, and closed his eyes placing his forehead against yours, his cold sharp nose tip pressing into your round nose.
"Ru" He whispered finally, his eyes still closed, yet he felt your wet lashes flicker against his.
"Simon" You croaked, and sighed deeply into him, Simon felt you relax and pulled in close to him, wrapping his warm strong arms tighter around you. Taking in the comfort as you melted into him.
Each inhale brought in a mix of cinnamon, musk, cigarettes and sweat. A perfect elixir that soothed your melancholy.
"Didn't mean to take so long" Simon gruffed
"I knew something was up" You said, sniffling as you pulled away, wiping the tears away with your wrist. Looking up at Simon, who still held you close to him.
"I just needed time" Simon said, his forehead touched yours has he took another inhale, a weight finally lifted off him.
Reaching around his waist, you wrap your arms tight.
"You took your time, then I took the shot" You said chuckling slightly into him. His grip on you tightened and you could feel him laugh a little too.
As Simon held you in his embrace, thankful that you were not mad, he finally felt his inner demons quell within the darkness that had put a hold on him for far too long.
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MW3 Spoilers!
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Am I the only one that is disappointed that Alejandro and Rodolfo didn't make an appearance in MW3? Genuinely thought they'd make an quick cameo like Farah did in MW2...
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rb if ur mutuals an followers can infodump in ur inbox, even if they won't answer the ask

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How do you like 'em Onions?
Inspired by that post I saw of Ghost chopping onions from @a-small-writer-in-a-big-world
Ghost looked down at the variation of onions that sat before him in various brown baskets at the supermarket.
How many types of onions...? He thought as he looked at the assortment of onions, different colours and shapes. He scanned the labels; shallots, white onion, red onion, spring onion, sweet onion, yellow onion... potato onion? He read one label and raised his brow. Ghost had always thought there was just one type of onion. Like there was one type of potato. (who's gonna tell him he's wrong...)
With his bare hands, he picked up two of each from the baskets and placed them in their food bags and took them to the checkout.
The lady behind the counter scanned the onions, giving Ghost an odd look as she passed them down the belt to where he stood, putting them in his shopping bag. He stared back plainly.
Was it the onions. Or was it him? he thought
"That's £7.68" The lady said "Cash or card"
"Cash" Ghost said, giving the lady a ten pound note.
With his change and onions in tow, Ghost left the supermarket and made his way back home.
Looking back, he wasn't sure how it started... This obsession with cutting onions.
But here he was, Monday afternoon, a bag filled with an array of onions on his way back to base. Everyone has their weird obsessions... This was his.
It started when Price was making fajitas, and chopping onions in the mini kitchen of the break room they shared. When Ghost walked in his eyes stung and it felt like a million needles where being stuck in them.
"The fuck is goin' on in here?" He said walking over to Price
"Chopping onions for fajitas" Price said as he wiped a few onion tears.
"Why they makin' you cry?" Ghost asked looking at Price, who looked back at his tears ruining is black paint over his eyes.
"Making you tear up too Simon" Price smirked returning to the knife on the board.
Ghost snorted and rubbed his fingers over his eyes, but Price was right. He felt droplets at his tear ducts.
Defeated by a fuckin' vegetable? Ghost thought
And it was from this day that Ghost vowed to never be submitted to the pain of onion tears, he made his new mission to begin chopping onions until his eyes stopped tearing up.
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I can just imagine him going up to Gaz and Soap, not saying anything, pulling out his knife, a wooden board and onions.
Gaz and Soap visibly confused yet curious.
Ghost just starts messily chopping onions.
The chemicals released by the onion sliver their way to Gaz and Soap; eyes immediately waters. Ghost looks up and smirks at them both points to his eyes with the tip of his knife.
"No tears 'ere" he says as Gaz and Soap run to the bathroom
Cod tumblr what do we do
IF HES CUTTING ONIONS WHOS DYING
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Doth thy demons dwelleth in the darkness too, my belov'd Reaper?

🚨WARNINGS: Mention of mental health illness mention, profanity, scars, fluff, anxiety, medical inaccuracies, blood, gore and just getting the POV of our friendly neighbourhood masked menace.
I do not consent to any AI or anyone taking my work!
Plot: Doctor Ruhari Hari Kaur (OC is South Asian ☺️) joins the 141 again, but this time as their doctor. After the betrayal of Shepherd and Graves, Task Force 141 begins their hunt on his whereabouts and locating Makarov.
Word count: 6043K
Song inspo: Summer High - AP Dhillon, Don't Fear the Reaper - Blue Oyster Club, Sinner - The Last Dinner Party, The Lara Croft: Tomb Raider Legend soundtrack.
All rights reserved to the rightful owners of Call of Duty Modern Warfare.
spelling and some grammar mistakes as I am bad at times... :/
(FYI: bold sentences... that are like this... are supposed to describe redacted data/info to the plot... ;] .. )
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MASTERLIST
PART 1, PART 2, PART 3, PART 4, PART 5, PART 6, PART 7, PART 8, PART 9, PART 10, PART 11, PART 12, PART 13, PART 14, PART 15 I, PART 15 II and PART 16
Part 17
The tiny specs of dust floated amongst the surrounding atmosphere, highlighted in the beams of sunlight that penetrated your room. A few settled down on the frame still clutched in your hand, the gold frame sparkled from the light as you tilted it, staring deeper into the image of Simon. That mole on his jugular kept drawing you in, beneath the skin, the vein you thought for the past 13 years had been burnt to ash was actually flowing steadily. The deep crimson blood slithers from his brain back to his heart after all.
Could it honestly be that Ghost is Simon Riley... or Simon is Ghost... One in the same. You thought to yourself, you get up lay down on your bed, the framed photo at the tip of your round nose.
Time stood still for what felt like hours.
It would make total sense, he knew your old name. You recall the day you first met, when he said that name. The inscription of the former shell you shed. That person who you haven't been able to come to terms with. Unable to reclaim the innocence of not knowing the cruelty of mankind. The lust for war over land, oil, weapons or whatever it is people fight for nowadays...Unwilling to let go that guard you have down.
That mole drew you in again, displayed on the only available photo you have of him.
Did everyone else know...? Surely. Perhaps not... A supposed dead man displayed by a skull face was filled with irony. You couldn't help but laugh at the thought of Simon's smug face startling new and old people with this faux relic of his former self.
Checking your watch, you realise you spent perhaps too long wondering about the past. No time like the present to find out the answers to the questions that flushed through your synapses.
Gathering your selected files and papers, placing the gold frame on top, you put the lid back on the box and slide it back to its former spot. Placing the chosen contents in a spare tote bag, swinging it over your shoulder.
Glancing around your room you look at the knick knacks laying in their places. Collecting dust and time. The gemstones you once fiddled with when looking out the window laid dormant.
Heading back down, you meet Clarissa back in her car. Once back in the passenger seat, you feel a lightness overcome you.
If Ghost really is Simon Riley, then it means he had his own reasons to hide. After what brief knowledge you of have of his supposed death, a part of you understood. Yet there was a slight annoyance growing inside of you.
Clarissa noticed you pursing your lips and frowning as you lulled your head side to side with the smooth motion of the car. After contemplating whether or not to tell you about her encounter with Gaz, the cute sleauthe, to fill the quietness.
But she was reminded of your sudden snore coming from your mouth that you were a surgeon who dealt with an extremely serious injury, and then be ridiculed by the moronic Dr Jones.
As Clarissa drove up to the gate of base she called in a favour from a new friend, Kyle Garrick, to help with getting permission to drive up to the rear of building 2 so you could get back with ease to your quarters.
Clarissa was guided back to the emergency back entrance of Building 2, you woke suddenly with the familiar sound of a large tank thundering by. You rubbed the sleep from your eyes and blinked several times, trying to focus them to know your exact location.
"Go get some sleep" Clarissa said as she gazed at you as your rubbed your temple.
"Been a long day" You scoff slightly and then yawn again.
"I'm gonna talk to your Captain about Jones and get something done" Clarissa said
You had heard what she said and nodded, unable to move your jaw to let the words escape.
Exiting the car you to wave Clarissa goodbye and then make your way back up to your room. As your reach your dear you look down the corridor and see the rough outline of Ghost's door...
Taking a deep breath you open your door, the tote bag carrying the gold frame and your documents swung as you strolled into your room. Closing the door behind you, placing the tote bag on one of the hooks and then stripping off your scrubs and crawl back into bed. Gathering the strewn duvet cover from when your were first paged nearly 2 hours ago.
As you cocooned yourself your mind went back to Ghost - or Simon Riley. How 3 hours ago he was shrouded in mystery. But now... You have an idea of who he really could be...
I hope it is you Simon you plead quietly within the emptiness of your room. Your aching bones and flesh beg into sink into the mattress, sleep came quickly this evening as the heaviness of your strung out body shut down.
...
Simon took another deep inhale, his tongue became even more drier as it touched the roof of his dry mouth. Trying to moisten his mouth with saliva, he swallowed the little that came out down. He looked up and realised he had fallen asleep in the shower. The white light of the bathroom pierced his still tired eyes. Simon adjusted his body and sat up straighter, his back bracing the cold white tiles.
With his left hand he touched the now dry bandage and sighed with relief. As he got up, the wound pulsated with pain across his abdomen. Finally, he was feeling the full physical effects of the mission. Simon examined his pale naked body in the mid sized mirror.
Bruises began to appear, especially on his stomach and right shoulder. He could make out the thick red imprint of his gun strap. Brushing his fingers across his shoulder, he felt grains of sand roll against his skin. Simon resorted into having to wash himself with a damp towel and small splashes of water. All in order to avoid the bandage and the wound you stitched together from getting wet.
After feeling far more fresher, Simon wore his comfiest black joggers and socks that had a little German shepherds embroidered on the cuff. Slowly he put on a black vest and then a grey zip up hoodie, but leaving it unzipped. He laid down on his bed and took in the calm silence.
The ringing in his ears came back suddenly; tinnitus. An ever so common issue for soldiers, especially given close contact with flash grenades. Simon tried to forget the images of a bloodied Soap out of his mind, but they, along with the many demons, echoed within his mind.
Suddenly, there was a sharp rapid knock on the door, Simon knew all too well that it was Price. Gently getting up he reached for a clean skull balaclava and put it on and sliding on his trainers.
Ghost opened the door and saw Price, also showered and refreshed, not with his signature boonie.
"Alrigh' Price?" he mumbled, as he leaned against his doorframe.
"Not bad, Soap is awake" Price said, giving a slight grin, which grew as he noticed Ghost's eyes widen.
"How is he?" Ghost says grabbing his keys and moving out of his room, zipping his hoodie as Price moved out the way.
"Alive and well. You can see him, Gaz is there right now" Price said as he watched Ghost lock his door and then turned to face him.
"Let's go"
"Have a good rest?" Price asked
"Somewhat" Ghost gruffed "Can Johnny walk?" He asked
Price chuckled and gave Ghost a light pat on his shoulder
"More than that, he's dishin' out gossip to anyone who would listen" Price huffed
"Really?" Ghost said confused. Hours ago Soap was near the edge of death, and now he is gossipping.
"You have to see it for yourself" Price said
Both Price and Ghost made their way to the ICU where Soap was recovering. And recovering well Ghost assumed as he heard the sergeants laugh fill his body with ease; finally safe and alive.
Ghost approached the edge of the bed, Soap and Gaz finished their conversation before turning their attention to him. Gaz gave him a brief nod.
"Lt! You finally came!" Soap exclaimed his arms reached out, both which had ECG cables coming out him. Ghost saw the biggest grin he had ever seen coming from Soap's bruised and grazed face.
"Johnny.." Ghost mumbled
"Can yer believe that I am alive?!" Soap said, spitting out a laugh, lightly clapping his hands together "For sure thought I was dead" Soap laughed again finally resting his arms from excessive movement on his stomach.
Ghost narrowed his eyes at Soap and crossed his arms. He was acting like he had just had a small tumble and not got shot in the back.
"How's the legs?" Ghost mumbled moving closer over to Soap.
Soap gripped the blue hospital blanket, pulling it up slightly and revealing his wiggling toes. Ghost felt another wave of relief ripple through him.
"Alright Soap, put your stinkers away" Gaz said poking at Soap's feet with his charts that he was looking through earlier.
"Pfft, wanna gimme a sponge bath Gaz?" Soap grinned at Gaz who looked back him disgustingly at the thought.
"Come off it Johnny" Ghost said shaking his head at Soap.
"I was only jokin' Lt!" Soap chuckled
Ghost took in Soap's face and the shared moment of relief and serenity with Price and Gaz. The team was safe, wounded and shocked in places but back in familiar territory.
Gaz sat back down and continued to chat about who would give Soap a sponge bath, asking Price how much or what would it take... Price huffed and said something along the lines of not even if my right leg was blown off.
The conversations between the three faded as Ghost grabbed a chair and sat down, observing his comrades.
"Hey Lt, you hear about Doc?" Soap said, turning his attention to him
"Eh?" Ghost grunted looking up at Johnny with narrowed eyes
"Well, I was laying here, recovering, just woke up from the coma" He starts
'Wasn't a coma mate" Gaz said, Soap ignored him
"I hear a conversation slowly drift into my ears as I lay here recoverin'" Soap continued
"Ah he's telling the long version" Gaz interrupted and quickly went silent as Soap shot him an evil look.
"That Jones fella apparently paged Doc 999 - ICU.. Bless her soul, she must've thought I was dyin' again" Soap said sympathetically towards Ghost, whose eyes were still narrowed at him.
"Runs down here, and Doc notices my intubattery is out"
"Intubation tube" Gaz corrected stifling a laugh with his hand.
"Spit out the short version Johnny, I ain't got all day listenin' to fairy tales" He said sighing
"Pfft thought yer'd be nicer to be me since I am recoverin'" Soap spitted, point to his back.
"Basically, Jones paged Hari on the basis of doing an unauthorised surgery and said to show him her qualifications" Gaz summarised
"Oi, I was tellin' a story here!" Soap shouted, and flung a piece of apple at Gaz from his tray.
"Cut it out Soap" Price said and Soap promptly had a guilty look on his face.
"Wait, what?" Ghost said, straightening up in the chair
"Jones think she committed medical fraud" Price said
"But she saved 'im" Ghost said, throwing his hand out to Johnny
"Aye she did, oh forgot to mention the part Jones said she went psychotic at Foxham"
"Soap.." Price said sternly
"I didn't say anthin'" Soap exclaimed
"You say a lot shit Johnny" Ghost said "What you mean psychotic?" He added
"She apparently had a mental-" Soap started
"Alright, that's enough" Price stepped in "It's all been sorted" he added
"Is she leavin'?" Ghost asked, worry began to tremble through him.
What if you left before he could tell you who he was?
"No, she's staying." Price said
"Good" Ghost said aloud, then realised he said that aloud.
"Takin' a likin' to her ey Lt?" Soap said, giving him a mischievous grin.
Ghost looked away from Soap, he could feel his cheeks and neck getting hot.
"Not the only one" Gaz said, leaning back in his chair looking at Ghost and Soap with a grin. Both looked at eachother.
"I said she was pretty, I'm not in love with her" Soap shouted back at Gaz
As Gaz continued to tease Soap, Ghost got up and put the chair back
"You going?" Price asked
"Yeah" Ghost said moving closer to Price "Might see Doc, see if she's alrigh'?" He added
"She's knocked out at the moment, give her a till tomorrow" Price said and Ghost nodded.
"You goin-" Price started
"Give me 5 days." Ghost said looking straight at Price, who nodded and smiled, he gave him a light pat on the shoulder and let him go.
During the walk back to his room, Ghost made a promise to himself, to you.. 5 days, Ghost checked his watched, it was the 8th of October, 5 days would make it October 13th... He soon realised what day that was; the day The Captain died.
...
Finally after a good sleep, you were feeling slightly better. Yet the inner itch of anxiety trickled down your nerves anytime you heard the words Jones said to you...
"Heard you went psychotic whilst on shift."
Everytime that sentenced pierced your grey matter, your body shuddered, an attempt to rid the thought.
The hot droplets of water scattered across your naked body, taking your bamboo loofah, scrubbing your apple soap, creating a nice lather. You watch the bubbles accumulate as you scrub clean the sweat, the gunk trapped in crevices and bringing new life to the skin.
The fresh apple scent uplifted you, in combination with the hot shower, you felt like you could melt away...
But the oncoming thoughts of the revelation made the previous day flooded your thoughts.
Why would he take so damn long? You thought as you scrubbed over your knee and then down your calf.
But in your mind, you reasoned with yourself.. If you had been betrayed and then supposedly burnt alive you would keep that a secret. Anonymity was literally his name. Ghost
There... But not there really.
Getting out the shower, the cold morning breeze drifted into the bathroom, hitting your fresh skin.
After getting ready you made your way to the mess hall. As you locked the door, you gazed down the corridor to Ghost's room. Checking your watch it was 9:36 am, he would most likely be doing paperwork or something...
Heading down to the mess hall, it was there in the near empty hall you saw Ghost sitting alone on a lunch bench, a cup in front of him. As you both locked eyes, your mouth instantly curved into the biggest grin as you stared at the man hiding beneath the mask.
Your mischievous big grin made Ghost wary of you suddenly as he saw you walk in the mess hall, grabbing breakfast.
Something is up he thought to himself
Watching as you grabbed some breakfast, he kept his eyes on you until you sat right in front of him.
"Morning Lieutenant" You said, trying to not say Simon... Another grin appears.
"Mornin' Doc" He said, puzzled still by your big grin.
He watched as you slowly tilted your head to the side, strands your long brown hair falling too, as if you were analysing his inner workings. Trying to figure him out
"Is it your turn now doin' the starin'?" Ghost huffed, folding his arms
"Hmm perhaps" You replied
Ghost grumbled and looked down at his near empty tea in his mug.
"How's your injury?" You added as he remained silent, now it was his turn to stare at you.
"Fine. Better" He said.
"Good" You said, sucking in some air. You could feel some tension rising between you.
"Heard about Jones" He said, breaking the silence
You look at him, shocked at the bluntness.
"How did you-" You started
"Soap" Ghost said
"Soap?" You questioned "He's awake?!" You exclaimed
"Yeah, he's all good, you did a great job" He said, his eyes softened as he met your curious brown eyes.
"Good..." You say, taking a sip of coffee "What did he say about Jones?"
"Something happened at your old hospital" Ghost said, studying your face for any reaction.
"Yes..." You whispered, dreading the conversation that will follow.
Ghost took a deep breathe in.
"Tomorrow, we need to resume trainin'. Assume you've been doin' some since we've been away" He said changing the subject.
Shocked that he wasn't going to question you, you smiled briefly at him.
"Yeah, definitely, and yes, been training with the martial arts team on base too" You replied
"We shall see how well you can spar tomorrow" Ghost said.
He picked up his mug and said his goodbyes. He knew not to pressure you into giving him information he desperately wanted to know.
Within your own darkness, you seem to be hidin' your own demons too Ghost thought as he walked out.
...
It had only been a 3 days since Ghost, aka Simon Riley, had his deep wound stitched up, and yet he was persistent on picking back up the training, especially hand to hand combat training.
It was no surprise, the Simon you remember was proficient in unarmed combat. Now added with his Ghost persona, daunting others in his stride.
Each time you greeted each other in front of the training room he booked out, you'd ask him how he was.
"Alrigh'" He gruffed
That was his usual response. You didn't want to annoy him any further so you bit your tongue.
Finally, on the fourth day of training, you pinched a nerve with Ghost when you kept repeatedly asking if he was okay and if his wound be able to handle a beating or two.
"So far, I've overthrown you... 7 out of 8 times past three days" He snapped at you, blue eyes narrowed at you.
"Pretty sure it's 6" You replied bluntly as you recall the time you were jumping repeatedly to try and pull him over.
"7" Ghost retorted crossing his arms and stepping closer to you
"You are twice the mass of any normal combatant" You say rolling your eyes edging over to the mat.
"Well if you could knock me over, then it'd be easier knocking normal people" Ghost said following you onto the mat, and got into his ready position as you did the same.
He watched as your face changed, the fire suddenly lit behind the eyes as you narrowed your eyebrows. Waiting for your move, because he knew you would lunge first with a kick. And you did, he used his right arm to swat it away as if the oncoming kick was a fly. He took in satisfaction from your frustration at his easy block.
"Too predictable" Ghost muttered as he circled you slowly.
Taking a deep inhale you let out a deep sigh
"I don't have the upper body strength to take you down" You hurled back at him
"Just try it" He calmly said
Pulling your arms closer to your chest and face, jolting forward and giving a right punch. Ghost dodges.
Ghost decides to up the game and throws a punch, you duck and attempt to trip him with your legs again. He sighs and raises his leg in an attempt to kick you but you block with your right arm and side of the body, with your left arm you grab his thigh but Ghost quickly uses his upper arm to push you back - you stumble with the amount of force he put with such ease.
"Good attempt" He groaned as he stretched his neck and arms. where the muscles laid too defined under his scarred pale skin.
Meanwhile you were panting for air like anything. Walking off the mats you grab your flask and take a quick swig from it. The water replenishes the dryness of your mouth.
"Ready for another round?" Ghost asks, and you swear you heard a glimmer of laughter
Turning around placing the flask down in its own spot, wiping away droplets of water from the edge of your mouth, walking back up to the mats and face Ghost, getting back in your stance.
Lunging first again, you manage to hit Ghost and block one of his oncoming punches. Using his thigh as a stool, you jump up and twist round to his back and wrap your legs around his shoulders hooking your feet against his lower back, trying to use your core to tip him over, but you just ended spinning yourself to his front, feeling you slip, Ghost instinctively grabbed hold of your waist, keeping you from falling and snapping your neck.
"Ain't ya gonna listen to me and not use your legs?" He said gruffly
A small groan come out from your mouth.
His calloused fingers of his right hand grazed the brown skin beyond the edge of the joggers you wore. His grip around your hips tightened as he felt you relaxing your upper body, yet the grip with your legs over his shoulders remained.
He heard you panting slightly as you hung below him. Your tank top rose, unveiling more of the warm smooth brown skin. Like magnets, his eyes took in the vulnerability of your position as you hung casually.
You're gonna pounce he thought, planting himself and engaging his core, his wound although padded and nearly healed (Ghost thought) throbbed dully.
Yet you lay still. Ghost peered down at you again, his eyes laid on your breasts, between them he quickly looked at your chin and then the edge of your round nose. For a moment, he let himself glance at your breasts and then trailed up from your ribs to the protruding skin, a bronze glow as a beam of light bathed that region... Within his chest a ripple formed that gave him ease. His eyes wandered back up to the legs wrapped around his shoulders.
Taking your vulnerability to his advantage; Ghost grabs you right arm with his left and pulls you up and then over him. He heard you yell in disbelief as you were flung over him.
His right hand was no longer securely on your waist but now grasping your right inner thigh, making you lose grip over his shoulder.
Falling on your back you groaned with growing agitation as he threw you down.
"Was that necessary?" You groaned
"I ain't a damn tree" He snapped back, surveying you as you sat crossed legged down on the mat. The black tank top was perfectly fitted, showing your toned arms as you leant back. Ghost looked away and turned his back slightly
"Built like one" You muttered to yourself quietly and get back up up, rubbing your sore back and shoulder.
"Look, come here" Ghost said, rubbing his the skin underneath his mask, then motioned with his hand.
You came closer, and he took hold of your right arm gently.
"Form a fist" He said still holding your arm as you tightened the muscles lying beneath the skin.
"Good" Ghost said, and you looked up at into eyes blue eyes. Simon's blue eyes. As your eyes meet you feel a sharp zing bolt across you, quickly glancing back down to your fist, the feeling spread down to where he held your arm.
"Now, hit me with your upper arm-" He began and proceeded to move that part closer to your body "close like this" he added, and look down at you, meeting your eyes once again.
"'Kay" You sighed, engaging your core.
"Use your arms this time" Ghost repeated and gave a nod for you to go ahead.
You aim for Ghost's chest, he dodges, you attempt again to hit him with your left hand and you hit his chiseled torso.
"Good" he said "Block and defen' now" he added, and he lunged forward suddenly, delivering quick and sharp punches.
You block two, and then grab his right arm, and attempt to hurl him over, but due to his large size he remained where stood.
Thrusting your backside into him to try and get a bit of momentum, but he stood still.
Ghost felt slightly awkward as you kept getting close to his front, he felt your back, especially your bum, hitting his cock. He took a step back and turned his waist to the side, yet you followed his move in attempt to try and bring him down. With his left hand, he wrapped around your waist and lifted you up over his head.
"Not again!" You yelled as Ghost you mid air. He chuckled slightly as he brought you down but you swung your left leg around the back of his waist to try and swivel yourself out of his hold.
"Stop!" He yelled as he lost his balance and you let go of his waist with your leg, but still held onto his right arm. The sudden change in weight and momentum made Ghost fall right on top of you. Your face slammed into the mat, and lips making contact with the grit on the mat, saliva sputtered out as you groaned with annoyance and tiredness.
Ghost lifted himself off of you, he noticed your bare shoulders, as your tank top had a strap in the middle, exposing the tattoo he saw briefly one time on your left shoulder.
As you panted on the mat, Ghost stood on one knee over you and examined the different four flowers coming out of what looked like a skull. He gazed at the black monochromatic skull; an odd reflection of the skull he wore over his own.
He moved back and up, watching as your back muscles flexing as you pushed yourself up from the mat.
"Last round?" You say, wiping your hands together to get rid of the grit from the mats.
"Until you knock me over then it'll be the last roun'" He said, standing in the centre of the mat. Stretching his arms over his head and gazing back at you.
You meet his blue eyes again. Part of you so badly wanted to run up, jump and take his mask off and be huzzah! But that would be a total invasion of personal space and you figured he'd just toss you back to the ground as soon as you made any move.
Best bet is to keep on the defensive mode... Wait for him to strike
After about a minute of circling one another, Ghost struck first, punches that struck you on the side, yet you began to dodge them, delivering punches in return.
"Finally" Ghost said aloud, as he looked at your delivery of punches, few which he blocked and few a he took. He looked deep into your brown eyes, full of focus and determination.
Throwing more punches, blocking and then attacking.
"Good" Ghost said again and he swung out his right leg, doing a high kick and you block it and try to toss him over. It didn't work. Instead you let go his leg, and he swiveled trying to kick you again, you blocked and then remembered a move... A sudden rush of adrenaline charged through your blood.
With his back turned, it was then with your right leg that as you quickly crouched, hooking it around Ghost's left leg causing him to stumble, allowing you the edge to push his back with your left hand.
As Ghost fell forward he felt your hand grip his right ankle flipping him over like a pancake onto his back. Before he could fight back, you lunged on top of him, pinning his left arm with your right leg and your right hand near his throat. Your left knee was placed just on his hip, just the right amount of pressure to prevent him from getting up.
It was one of his signature moves. The surprise attack he would often use from behind.
How could you.. But then he remembered... Simon...
Him
You learnt it from him.
You kept him pinned down in the same position, forcing your entire weight on the points you held him down by. Boring your eyes into his. You could see the remaining black painting creased as he squinted his eyes at you.
"Gonna get off me?" He growled, hoping that would intimidate you.
Yet you persisted. Keeping the same stern look you stared at him. Tightening the grip you had on his right arm.
Annoyance began to grow in Ghost. But then he figured if you knew, then this was the consequences of his own making.
Your fingers were splayed against his throat covered by his skull balaclava. There was a terrible temptation to how badly you wanted to slide your fingers underneath, revealing the mole on his skin that covered his jugular.
What colour was it?
Smooth and circular or rough like potato. What shape is the mole?
As you thought of the mole, your grip began to tighten slightly on Ghost's throat.
Ghost felt his anxiety building inside as she tightened her grip on his throat.
How could I be so fuckin' stupid Ghost thought to himself, he pushed himself up but you were exerting all your strength into keeping him where he is.
"Do you know?" he croaked
"I know a lot of things, to which are you referring to?" You retorted
"Hmm" Ghost groaned, he shifted again under you, yet you remained.
"The day we first met.." You started, thinking carefully of the way you were wording your thoughts. Ghost eyes widened, becoming more attentive.
"Go on.." He said
"You said my old name, how did you know?" You asked, eyes narrowing at Ghost, hoping to catch him
"Looked through a file" Ghost lied quickly. Unable to bring himself to tell the truth.
You smirked, eyes narrowing further.
"Nah, pretty sure the Captain redacted my name"
Ghost drew all of his strength, he managed to get his right leg up and with his knee shifted his weight so that you stumbled off of him as he turned over.
"What you gettin' at?" He said getting up off the mat, lending out his right hand to help you up. You take it, and Ghost helps pull you up.
You know.. Ghost thought to himself as he watched you study his face
"I think I know who you are.." You whispered
Ghost felt a cold tinge begin within him, he crossed his arms over his chest, partly to stop his shaking hands being in view.
"Who am I?" He asked, stepping a bit closer to you
You take a deep breath.
"Simon Riley"
At the moment, Ghost's entire body went cold. What felt like an electric shock bolted in his body.
He was lost for words.
"What makes you think that?" He asked
"You have a mole on your neck, and Simon also had a mole" You stated, wanting to be done with the mind games and for him to take his mask off.
"Had?" Simon asked "Must mean he's dead"
"Supposedly dead" You said slyly.
"How'd you know this Simon had a mole?" Ghost asked, fully relishing in the moment of teasing you. He could sense the gears working overtime in your brain.
"I have a photo" You snapped "And I'll show it to you" You said, walking off the mats.
You were tired of the running around the questions. Answers were needed. As you looked behind you, Ghost began to follow your footsteps as you lead the way.
...
Ghost followed you into your room and closed the door behind you.
You pulled out the gold from that had the photo of the five soldiers, staring at it one last time before handing it over to Ghost.
Looking down at the image in the frame, Ghost recognised the Captain, you and a younger version of himself.
There he was. Simon Riley, before the betrayal, before the chaos and when he had a family. When he had a life outside the military.
Ghost looked up at you, your face still had the same stern look, he could tell that you wished it was the same Simon under this mask, the same Simon that was in the framed photo.
Standing in front of Ghost, he was leant back against the wall. The foreboding skull face whose eyes still protruded glared at you. Every now and then those blue eyes blink, replenishing the moisture of his lense covered in black paint ridden skin.
"I thought you were bacon"
"Bacon?" Ghost said in surprise
You tilt your head up, and watch as Ghost - no Simon - cock his head to the side, taking in an inhale as he shifts his weight about.
"Fried to a crisp" You muttered
"That ain't bacon love" He retaliated
You mouth curved when he said love... A cold pleasant feeling rippled through you.
"Is it you?" You ask, voice-breaking slightly, you could feel your eyes beginning ot sting as tears formed.
Ghost sighed, he placed the golden frame upright onto the set of drawers near him. He reached with his slightly trembling fingers, grasping the edge of his mask and took it off.
Your heart skipped a bit, mouth opening wide as the person finally revealed was alive.
"Simon" You murmured, stepping closer to him. It wasn't the same Simon in the photo. His blonde hair was not so blonde, dirtier blond-brown, and was messy and long on the sides. His jaw was covered in stubble, and as you stepped closer your could see scars scattered over his face; one over his nose that ran near his left eye, another across his cheek. His eyes looked tired, but the black paint didn't help.
Taking in every detail, you scan his face. Your mouth curved as you savoured this precious moment. Unable to stop the tears and the tightness in your chest as you got close to him. Simon.
Simon watched as the tears that fell from your eyes finally trickled down your cheek, dropping down to the floor that held them both in this moment of silence. He reached out for your hand and pulled you closer to him.
He took in your sorrow, guilt riddled him like an aching virus. He brought his hands up, his fingers tracing the bronze skin that glowed in the candlelight, trailing his forefinger and thumb against your skin, taking in the softness. Simon sighed and bowed his head slightly, he looked up and saw more tears coming from your eyes, wiping them away with his thumb. The rough palms grasped the nape of your neck, lulling your head back as he weaved his fingers through your brown hair. Simon gazed back, and closed his eyes placing his forehead against yours, his cold sharp nose tip pressing into your round nose.
"Ru" He whispered finally, his eyes still closed, yet he felt your wet lashes flicker against his.
"Simon" You croaked, and sighed deeply into him, Simon felt you relax and pulled in close to him, wrapping his warm strong arms tighter around you. Taking in the comfort as you melted into him.
Each inhale brought in a mix of cinnamon, musk, cigarettes and sweat. A perfect elixir that soothed your melancholy.
"Didn't mean to take so long" Simon gruffed
"I knew something was up" You said, sniffling as you pulled away, wiping the tears away with your wrist. Looking up at Simon, who still held you close to him.
"I just needed time" Simon said, his forehead touched yours has he took another inhale, a weight finally lifted off him.
Reaching around his waist, you wrap your arms tight.
"You took your time, then I took the shot" You said chuckling slightly into him. His grip on you tightened and you could feel him laugh a little too.
As Simon held you in his embrace, thankful that you were not mad, he finally felt his inner demons quell within the darkness that had put a hold on him for far too long.
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Missed the call
I have this fictional theory that the reason why Ghost was so surprised that Soap would be with him in the first mission is that he was too busy in the bathroom painting his eyelids and getting ready with his freshly painted mask that he spent the night before touching up.
Just little thoughts....
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Yeah, this next chapter is over 5K words... HOPING TO HAVE IT OUT THIS WEEKEND!! :D
Series Update:
I have an upcoming chapter in the works. But it will be a LONG one, and I want to make sure I do what I have planned/thought justice.
Please do bare with me and also I am looking for help with my title of the next chapter (In regards to Shakespearean english) , if anyone is able to help please do DM me! :D
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