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Hi, I know it’s been years but I was wondering if you knew anything about where @ luckysstrikes went. Their Still Fighting It series was one of my favorites but now it’s not accessible

I wish! It was one of my favorites, too. I can only see that the account is deactivated.

Only speaking for myself, but I noticed a lot of people (me included) left or renamed when the tumbler purge happened. Several of the people I follow haven't been active in years ..Some of us have also gotten busy with "real life" and just haven't made fics a priority anymore. I've got a few unfinished stories that I would love to wrap up and some great ideas in drafts and asks, but finding the time is tricky. (I say this as I burp a newborn at 3am).

In short, life is lifing and I miss the wonderful writers and stories from that time, too. If you find them active anywhere, I'd love to know.

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I love how Matt says shit like "Frank! Stop it" during fights when Frank is killing people. He sounds like a pet owner scolding his misbehaving dog. It's like he's about to ask him to “Drop it!" and "Let the man go, Frank”. He's giving "I love my dog (Frank), but I just wish he would stop chewing on the furniture (killing people), you know?" energy.

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Memories - Maria

A/N: For those of you who requested Frank Castle. 

Word Count: Who knows? I typed this directly into the Tumblr box.

Warnings: Fluff, little angst...maybe. I cant get enough of the reader and Frank being siblings. 

“There you are!” you said walking up to Frank. He was standing facing a tree when you approached. 

“Jesus, Frankie, I’ve been looking everywhere for you. Why didn’t you answer the phone?”

Frank turned suddenly as if he had only just heard you, putting some distance between him and the tree before you could get any closer.

“What?” 

“Why are you dodging me, Frank?” you asked a little too loudly, punching his arm. 

“Hey, easy,” he said looking around.

He was acting a little strange altogether. You took in his messy hair and partially unbuttoned shirt. Your eyes followed his. 

“Are you...with someone right now?” 

Frank looked mortified.

“Oh my god! Am I interrupting something?!” You burst into laughter. 

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Tuesday

A/N: A little something I found during a desktop cleanup. This is OLD, but I thought I’d post it anyway.

Pairing: Sam x reader

Warning: Angsty

Word Count: 650

Summary: Sam just loves Tuesdays (Sarcasm)

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“Wake up, Sammy. It’s Tuesday,” you say, leaning down to kiss his cheek to wake him gently.

Sam wraps his arms around you, pulling you closer and sighing contentedly. “Morning.”

“Is that…bacon?”

You can’t help the smile that spreads across your face. “Yep,” you answer, popping the p. “Come on, Jody’s making breakfast.”

Jody had asked the three of you to come to Sioux Falls yesterday evening. You were all packed up and heading over before she could even tell you why she wanted you there, and when you finally arrived in the middle of the night, she had insisted that you all get some rest first.

You and Sam joined Dean and Jody in her kitchen. The boys sat at the table, Dean with his coffee, and Sam with the smoothie Jody handed him as soon as he walked in. While you helped Jody put the final touches on breakfast, Asia’s ‘Heat of the Moment’ comes on. Dean snatches up his phone to change the song. “Sorry, Sammy.”

Sam grimaces, briefly remembering the torture that Gabriel put him through all those years ago.

“So, Jody, why’d you call us over here? Got a case for us?”

The doorbell rings suddenly, pulling everyone’s attention for a moment. “That’d be Bobby,” Jody mentions.  

“I got it,” you say, putting down the knife you were holding to run and answer the door.

Sam gets up, grabbing your arm before you can leave the kitchen. He pulls you close, taking his time to breathe in your scent. “Don’t get that.”

You laugh, a little confused. “Why? It’s just Bobby-“

“It’s not Bobby.” Sam’s words have an odd sense of truth and finality to them, but you make to answer the door anyway. Sam grabs your arm again, hard enough to hurt this time. “Please.”

Dean and Jody tense, uncomfortable with Sam’s sudden shift in behavior. Dean’s voice sounds like a threat. “Sam…”

Sam realizes what he’s done and jerks his hand away from you as if your skin were searing hot against his own. Absently, you rub your arm where he grabbed you. The doorbell rings again, and Sam bites his lip in anticipation. Bracing himself for what’s on the other side.

“Okay, consider me spooked, Sammy. What the Hell’s going on?”

He spares a glance at Jody and Dean in the kitchen. They’re completely still; frozen in time. For some reason, you haven’t noticed.

“It’s a Demon.”

“You sure it’s not just Bobby? I mean, Jody just said-“

“I’m positive.”

“What else are you positive about, Sammy?”

“It’s gonna kill you,” he finally breaths.

The doorbell rings again, and you hear Bobby. “You idjits gonna let me in or not?”

Sam shudders at the sound, and a solitary tear slips down his face. He gives you this terrified look that almost breaks your heart right there on the spot. “Don’t answer it,” he practically begs, “Don’t let it in this time.”

“This time?”

Sam nods. Every morning, I wake up here. Jody’s making breakfast, that god awful song comes on, that thing comes to the door…and it kills you.”

“Like the Mystery Spot?” you ask.

“Worse. I don’t always wake up as soon as it happens. Sometimes it’s the end of the day, or the next two days. Whenever I naturally fall asleep.

“Gabriel’s dead, the world isn’t ending, I’ve prayed to everything I can, and I’ve tried to make deals. Nothing changes it.”

“How many times have I…”

“Too many,” he says, looking down at you. “I can’t—don’t make me do this again,” he pleads.

“I have to,” you say, walking to the door. Your hand touches the knob and-

“Sammy!” Dean’s standing next to his bed in the bunker. Sam finally comes to in a cold sweat. As he calms down from the nightmare, he looks around the room and the only sign you were ever there is the photo on the bedside table. Reality sets in and Sam remembers that you died years ago.

“I still miss her too.” Dean says, reminiscing as he picks up the photo.

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More studies from Dune stills

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I call upon the fan fic writing gods to bless you with the perseverance to finish one of your unfinished drafts. 

May your fingers dance along the letters upon your device with ease, may the devil of distraction stay far from you, and may your work not need much editing.

I pass this blessing upon every fan fic writer out there.

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They are two of my favorite characters. I wish I had the chance to discuss between these two.

Maybe this illustration is the reason I became a better painter? I have such memories.

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Could you continue Nacho story? It’s so good. You are very good writer

Thank you so much for reading, and I appreciate your kind words! I am definitely planning to write more of Nacho in the near future!

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Now that the series is over, I'm thinking about writing a little sequel to this one. What do you think?

Faith

A/N: Written for @like-a-bag-of-potatoes power ballad challenge. My song was Right Here Waiting by Richard Marx

Also written for @sis-tafics bday pop punk challenge. My song for that was Heaven’s gate by Fall Out Boy

Pairing: Balthazar x Reader

Word count: 1200

Warnings: Character death, angst

Summary: Chuck punishes Balthazar for his failings as an angel of Heaven

“I’m going to test you, Balthazar.”

“No.” Balthazar froze, knowing that his father’s tests were always more like punishments for the innocent. “Please, Father,” he began again, apprehensively. “You don’t have to do this. Not to her.” His hands were raised slightly, as if to ease the tension of the moment. To brace himself for when his father’s split-second decision would happen.

“I’m sorry, son. I’m afraid it’s the only way you’ll learn.” Chuck, took a heavy sigh, clearly not wanting to execute the test, but feeling helpless to do so anyway.

“I have learned. I’ll come back to Heaven with you; right now. Please, don’t do this.”

“Do you want to say goodbye?”

Balthazar closed his eyes in defeat. His answer was a bitter whisper. “Yes.”

Keep reading

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Ask away!

fanfic end of the year asks

since it’s december, i thought i’d make a little end of the year ask meme for fanfic writers and readers! reblog and ask away

favorite fic you wrote this year

least favorite fic you wrote this year

favorite line/scene you wrote this year

total number of words you wrote this year

most popular fic this year

least popular fic this year

longest completed fic you wrote this year

shortest completed fic you wrote this year

longest wip of the year

shortest wip of the year

fandom you enjoyed writing for the most this year

favorite character to write about this year

favorite writing song/artist/album of this year

a fic you didn’t expect to write

something you learned this year

fic(s) you completed this year

fics you’ll continue next year

current number of wips

any new fics to start next year

number of comments you haven’t read

most memorable comment/review

events you participated in this year

fics you wanted to write but didn’t

favorite fic you read this year

a fic you read this year you would recommend everyone read

number of favorites/bookmarks you made this year

favorite fanfic author of the year

longest fic you read this year

shortest fic you read this year

favorite fandom to read fic from this year

*feel free to specify fandoms or a fic depending on the question.

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@letseatcakeblog featured me on their website a while back! That's so cool! Thank you, guys! #loki #lokiseries #holidayseason #giftideas https://www.instagram.com/p/CXOTgCvFqUa/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Did I miss something?! You guys are buying my Supernatural glasses like crazy all of a sudden! Thank you so much for the support! 🥰

https://www.etsy.com/listing/577008361/supernatural-inspired-etched-glass

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@wondergal2001 I see you! Thanks for reading!

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Hello, hello, do you write nsfw?

Yes! Give me your requests!

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I think I'm going to get to some of these requests and write some fanfiction today. Also taking requests for final fantasy 7, punisher, Supernatural, basically any fandom in my master list.

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Do u still receiving request?

Yes! I've got a list going of things I'm planning to work on. Send it my way

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hi! are you going to post another part of the sequel of break my heart?

I really want to, but the characters kind of gave me a dead end