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I hate you elijah. I gave you more than you could ever understand. you lack so much empathy and respect. you lack compassion and i miss you so much. you dont see how much i miss you. you dont see how you hurt me. you couldn't ever. I want to kiss you and I want you to kiss me back. I miss you fucking me. I miss you so much. I wish we were more for each other and had patience. i would give you every hair on my head. I would give you my things. I would give you my tongue.

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looking for a shooting star in the same dark sky. #

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my husband does not love me anymore he thinks im gross and annoying i can see it i hate myself

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sucking my thumbs till they are swollen and throbbing

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i want to be ashes with you and in heaven with you forever. i don't want to spend the rest of my life with my heart broken and my head in my hands. it feels so lonely now. nothing is going to get better. my blood is hot and sour. i want to cut my self open and let it pour out of me. cool air blowing on the wounds.

crying so hard its making me dizzy. you were so precious and sweet. everything is dark. everything is so dark and cruel.

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my dad is dead and i know that heaven is real now.

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no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love no love

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nothing has been good since this

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i have nothing

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felt necklace

felt flower necklace

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you fake scared

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your vibe is soooo cool!!

U A SWEET PEA

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a million of me

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mine @topaztin on ig

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