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Being a depressed mom really fucks your kids up huh?

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Yeah

Yeah now we've entered the back pain stage

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Just as it is

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And now, guess what?

You've perpetuated everything you hate. You have, yourself, become the overworked underappreciated *housewife* .

Congratulations.

Idiot.

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Time to scroll through all the things I'll never do

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Maybe I need to re read this now as an adult

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When you try too hard and inevitably fail,

While also feeling the weight of stupidity for having bothered with any optimism in the first place.

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Everything is beautiful and peaceful right now at this early morning hour. I have not yet woken the children for their day. It is all quiet except the running of water.

I embrace this peaceful moment and hope to remember it in all the chaos that is to come.

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Glass

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Saying goodbye to shoes you've had nearly 10 years is surprisingly difficult. I've had these babies as long as I've known my partner.

They have supported me well, and walked some tough miles with me .

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"i just thought a little too much about how i’m not truly happy and any joy i feel is superficial and fleeting"

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being mentally ill is so goddamn embarrassing especially around people who aren’t really privy to it like one moment i’ll be laughing and having fun and the next moment i’ll be crying my eyes out in my room wishing i was dead and people are wondering if something horrible happened and the truth is nothing happened i just thought a little too much about how i’m not truly happy and any joy i feel is superficial and fleeting

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Lick

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May 18 - PM

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MAY 18 - DAY

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Why do I wait around for him?

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I've been writing..