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positive affirmations: i can always kill myself

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Honestly I wanna lw to finally look my age.

Like yeah I'm 15, but I feel so much younger.

I developed a lot faster than others my age and its led to people treating me as more mature or grown up. I've been groomed before, and each time it was because of my body being so grown while my mind was so childish. I don't want to be sexy, I want to be childlike and fragile and protected.

I want to be protected.

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I went to Woolies today 💪💪💪💪

(I also totally didn't almost have an anxiety attack in Woolies)

ANYWAY, the lady bar thing is bullshit gender stereotypes. I would've gotten the man one but I'm not that fond of chocolate :/

Also baby food has my heart because what do you MEAN I can have one of my most nostalgic and favourite foods for under 150c@l?????

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My ex best friend who assaulted me and pretends to be 4n@ for attention ✨✨

Repost this to manifest the weight you loose going onto ✨that person✨

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"fatspo" and then its the most gorgeous woman youve ever seen in your entire fucking life

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I am exactly what I promised myself I'd never be 😀👍

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hey do u have any tips on how to eat less after 'recovering' (aka binging) for a while? as well, any easy workouts? thanks <3

if you know me then you know I’m vehemently anti pro-4n4. I am not the person to come to asking for tips to loose weight or otherwise engage in unhealthy practices

That bring said, I will give you some things you should after binging that aren’t exercise or restriction because I can guarantee you the reason you are binging is because of those two. and because you deserve to feel good after probably awhile of feeling the opposite <3

don’t beat yourself up. binges happen, even if it’s a been a long streak and you’ve gained weight, the world won’t end and it doesn’t make you weak

don’t heavily restrict the following days, this will lead to another binge streak. instead, try upping your intake to maintenance or just below for a few days and then if you lower it again do it slowley

get comfortable. you’re likely feeling icky, uncomfortable, maybe even gross, so put on some soft clothes, curl up and watch your favorite show, take a warm bath, anything that makes you feel comfortable.

stretch. instead of over-exercising which won’t help you, try stretching (like yoga). not only will this give you time to focus on soothing your mind but stretching can aid in digestion and do the same with any bloating you may have

if you have heartburn from binging, try drinking ginger tea

rest. both your body and your mind are going through a lot right now, give them time to recover.

If you choose to start heavily restricting again, make sure you aren’t cutting out entire foods in the hopes of not binging. allowing yourself a small portion of something you’re craving so far better than ending up binging on the whole thing later

figure out your triggers. do you skip breakfast and end up binging later in the day? try eating breakfast in the morning. do you have a craving food that you continuously say no to buy end up binging on? read number 7 again. are you an emotional eater? do you eat when you’re bored? ect.

hydrate hydrate hydrate (water)

be patient. binge>restrict cycles ate hard to break but it’s possible, it just takes time. what works for someone else might not work for you, you may have a trial and error period

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Best motivation? Revenge

whether we want to believe it or not… skinny is a status symbol. and it’s one i will attain.

everyone will be sorry once im skinny, enviable… and i’ll be there to throw it right back in their faces. you’re not hot enough to be my friend.

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I <3 this disorder :)

(I'm about to have a panic attack)

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⭐️ving bc i b!nged and then b!nging bc i ⭐️ved<<<<<<

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Aw man, ok :(

Dude every time I stand my vision goes black for a hot minute and I feel like passing out like I will collapse I have to hold onto the wall and wait for it to pass wtf 😭😭😭 anyone else have this problem???

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"why do you even use tumblr" "who are you posting for who wants to read that" me. you're posting for me. for the girls. we get it

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Yeah it always happens to me (vitamin deficiency slay), I figured out how to make it look natural so nobody gets concerned

Dude every time I stand my vision goes black for a hot minute and I feel like passing out like I will collapse I have to hold onto the wall and wait for it to pass wtf 😭😭😭 anyone else have this problem???

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Some people drink or smoke socially, but us? We only eat socially. We save all our calories for meals with friends & family so we can appear to eat normally, participate in the gathering, and still remain the thinnest in the room.

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Practical reasons for me to lw:

So when I go to the doctors to find out if I have ehlers-danlos syndrome or not, they don't blame it on me being f4t :D

(The health system is fucked up and I hate it. And I live in AUSTRALIA)

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My tummy hurts :<

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I just had to measure myself for a sewing project 😀🔫 but at least I'm a lot more motivated to continue my fast now. Hooray.