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Just saw a video which was retellings from the Hiroshima survivors

It was absolutely horrifying and has made me have a panic attack understandably

But I'm not here to vent about that or the contents of the stories

I'm here because

The

Fucking

YouTuber who posted the video

ENDED THE VIDEO BY SAYING "I HOPE YOU FOUND THIS VIDEO INTERESTING"

FUCKING INTERESTING?

THAT FELT LIKE AN INSULT TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO'S TORTUROUS STORIES HE JUST RETOLD

That's all, I just needed to rant about it because it made me furious that he chose that specific word

-Reed

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Update

I was going to tell him on Friday but while we were alone he suddenly talked about being aromantic and when he saw my reaction he asked if that was what I was going to tell him

Don't get me wrong I fully support him and wouldn't ever even wish to change that fact about him, but I still got quite sad that he can't feel the same, which is something I feel quite guilty about. He told me that I have no reason to feel guilty about my feelings and that my emotions were totally justified, but I still feel guilty.

Our bond Is a lot closer and we're even talking about being in a qpr, he even said things like "I know that if I could feel the same I would" and other sweet things but I just feel even more like my emotions are invalidating his identity because of it, even though he said they do not.

Now I'm just trying to cope with my emotions and feelings while I wait to meet him again this week so we can talk more about the whole thing

Written by Charlotte

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Today starts the week where I will confess to the love of my life! I'm so excited!

Regardless of how he feels I will be happy to have told him💙

He's visiting our town for the first time since he moved and I'm using that as the time I tell him!

Ah mon cheri! Are you missing me?

I know this is very different from all the aromantic posts that Luna has posted on here, but rest assured she's still Aromantic

Written by; Charlotte

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HIIII HIIII HALLOOOO!

Mah name's Bee! I was made todays!

We hav founds lots of Lils in da past small times

We got Lily and Sparrow, dey 8 das olds!

We gots pixie who issa forest kid! Dey don like it at our home and say dat deys home is da forest

And also we gots da happy one dat don have a name yet, I came from dem, dey didn let self be sads and da sad bottle gots too full and went boom! And da brains saids da happy Lil can'ts handl dat so it made me!

I'm very very very happy to be reals!!!

I hav learns lots of thingies from very nice peopls!

Is nice to meet chu!

I wanna meet lots of new nice peopls so please talk to me! Dat makes me very happys!

🐝Bee!🐝

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started trying to draw 1920s girls with these eye makeup styles and i totally bailed on it after barely drawing 2 girls, still completely lacking garbo… I WILL FINISH THESE ONE DAY

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Does anyone have any tips on punishing little alters?

Wren my precious little baby ended up being quite disobedient and mean to some people like a fellow friend and his auntie because of some stuff that happened with Taiko. He kept refusing to go to sleep, or listen to anything they said.

And the thing is, he needs to be punished to help him understand what he did was wrong, even he knows that.

But.......I can't think of anything! At least nothing that's like proportional. I can't take things away from him because he has most of my memory so he'd just go get it, and anything else I come up with is way too far past the line of suitable punishment.

So I really need some help here. I beg you, it hurts Enough just having to punish my perfect baby boy...

-crazy accordion mom Luna

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I don't know who I am

It's probably just because I'm tired

I keep thinking I'm someone else.....but I'm probably just looking for attention

It's unrealistic that I'm another alter that hasn't consciously fronted until now....it's just a dumb thought.....right?

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Melody(probably) here! Thank you for the suggestion! He's struggling a lot with some things another alter did a few days ago so it's nice to get some advice for Wren so he can better cope with the entire situation.

So again, thank you<3

I'm very alones

And very sad

:(

I dunno what to doooooo

-wren :(

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I'm very alones

And very sad

:(

I dunno what to doooooo

-wren :(

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LOOK HOW TALENTED MY LITTLE BABY MACH IS!!<333

My heart is melting isgt😭❤️

She's too precious🥰

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Taiko is now dormant (might be the wrong word)

He realised that he wouldn't be able to stop himself from hurting melody which would end up hurting us.

All he did yesterday was lie and say vile things about Melody.

Wren is now actually angry at and scared of him, while I'm just royaly pissed off and trying to figure out a way to punish him because all those things he said and did were so fucking wrong.

*sad accordion medley* written by angered accordionisté and mom, Luna. Peace out✌️

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Anyone ever just really fucking hate another alter?

Like loathe their existence and wish the worst on them?

It's not like I don't wanna act on those thoughts and feelings too, I just can't because if I make one teeny tiny mistake she'll go super masochistic and potentially permanently harm us if not more.

So for the sake of the others I just have to suck up how much I hate her guts and be disliked by others because I apparently don't have a good enough reason to hate her or something....

An angry and hateful rant by Taiko!

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THE ACCORDION BITCH IS BACK BABYYYYYY!

And I have a bone to pick with Melody and Taiko (mostly Taiko)

I have lots of amazing memories of my little baby Mach being happy

And I can finally play my accordion!

Life's tubular ATM

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"Cogito, ergo sum" I think therefore I am

Wren was going to go to sleep and for some reason felt this intense urge to listen to the radio drama of I have no mouth and I must scream, now if that sounds weird for a 4-5 year old child that has intense self esteem issues relating to his "childness" to do and have the urge to do, it's because it is.

Throughout the 30 minute runtime of the radio drama, there were many times where the thought of "I might be someone else" appeared in my mind, just for a fraction of a second. And at the end even though the first thought in my mind when picking up the phone was "oh Mama's gonna be mad" every moment since has proved that I am not Wren.

I keep having thoughts that can't be finished because my mind stops at the word Am

And so I'm left, laying in my bed, doing whatever I want while staring at the surreal and tortured faces in the walls, those same faces Wren fear with his life and the same faces I seem to both hate with every fiber in my being and also be extremely intrigued by.

Whether I Am Wren

Whether I Am Taiko, Melody, Luna, or Eleanor

Whether I Am someone else

Whether I A m

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All I know is, the latter, that final sentence;

I AM

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Maybe someones here will play with me!

Dat would be very funs!

Please tell me if you wanna play with me!

Hiiii I'm Wren!

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I'm playing stardew valley!

Is a nice game!

Is better with other people's tho :(

I hope I can play with others soon!

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I feel so bad, I was getting a bit tipsy in my room but felt that maybe Wren was co-fronting with me so I tried to see if I could send him back in (something we've never tried before) since he would get uncomfortable with being tipsy.

But our mind got confused and instead sent Wren TO THE FRONT

So he had to deal with being dizzy and tipsy....

Luckily his Auntie did a great job making him be less uncomfortable by making the situation silly instead (I think she was saying that when she was like that she pretended to be a pirate on the sea) and that made him much happier

I know it's not my fault but I still just feel sooooo bad for him

Written by A very guilty feeling Aunt Melody