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do a girl a favor and click that link! https://www.quikly.com/3354-buca-di-beppo/t/DUY8MVo-lnk

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Animal Crossing:

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Family

My family only gathers on three occasions: when someone dies, when someone gets married, and when my aunt is in town and they have to invite us.

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Moment

That moment when you already feel self-conscious about your body image, but you still try to find clothes that look cute on your own body type. When you do find it you still wear it with caution because you are learning you love your body. That moment when you sister who is considerably smaller than you decides to put on the clothes you so carefully bought, and then you notice it. She looks better than you in the top she does not look that she is "trying too hard". All you can do is smile and say "It looks good." While knowing deep down inside you will never wear the clothing again.

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Leavers Lessons #4: How to Pull an Effective All Nighter

By Laura Cocks

Have you ever gotten to the night before an exam and realised that, oh god, there’s no more time? At this point you’ve probably accepted that you will be pulling the ancient ritual of students worldwide- the all nighter. It’s nothing to be ashamed of, we’ve all been there (and I guarantee that we’ll all be there a few more times before we graduate the education system).

It’s going to happen, so why not learn how to do it properly?

However, please realise that you’re not going to perform amazingly in the test if you haven’t slept the night before. Before you commence this journey, evaluate whether you really need to stay up all night, or whether it is better to pack it in early and be well rested. In fact, I’d encourage sleeping the night before a test and saving the all nighter for finishing assignments (if you don’t have anything important on the next day). Trust me, finding the rate of change isn’t going to be any easier if your head hasn’t touched a pillow.

**Disclaimer: Depriving yourself of sleep can be very dangerous. If you stay up for longer than 72hours psychosis and other psychotic side effects can occur. Your brain actually processes information absorbed into memories at night, so it is likely you will perform better after a good night’s sleep. If  the all nighter is unavoidable, be sure to pay back your sleep debt the next day.**

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"Just looking at you (me) made me sick." Ladies and gentlemen my sister.

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Pride

Some wear it on their head like a crown and look down on those around them. Others wear it on the ball of their feet, it allows them to stand tall. Then there is you. You are not aware of its existence in you but trust me it is there. When your knuckles are bloody but you still refuse to let go. You hold your breath at the kitchen table when dinner is ready because you know you can’t stand brussel sprouts but they will never know. You bite your tongue when they point out you should have gone right rather than left. Now you have to make a U-turn without letting them see. Sometimes your cheeks flush with anger when they try to correct your wrongs, but you swallow it hard making sure they do not notice. People will remind you that you are an excess, but that will only fuel you to move forward. Others will try to knock that crown from your head, but you will pick it up wipe it clean and put it back were it belongs for others to see.

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Love

It comes half off on Sundays two for two and ninety-nine cents. It is bought on last minutes offering of forgiveness. Don’t forget to buy the chocolates. It is the long walks on the beach and a kiss under the full moon. It is the rapid beating of the heart before saying goodbye. There are times the façade is lifted and we see. That is what we are taught to believe. The making sure the puzzle pieces fit together by cutting the edges and taping them down so they do not move. It comes in sleepless nights and early mornings. The breakfast made in vain only to be done again the next day. The long shifts taken to be able to pay for the days to ahead. Or when you take your daughter to work and she helps you pluck the roses from their garden making sure she does not get pricked by a thorn just yet. It is the tight smile when you drop her off a block away from the school’s entrance; because her dress clashes with your grass stained clothes. When you wake up the next day to do everything all over again.

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The blade cuts the skin Inhale feel the air fill lungs I can breath again

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How do you do that?

That thing with your mind

You know where you do not care but you really do

How do you that?

Where you have the ability to make others feel like shit

That thing with your mind

How do you that?

Make someone reavel their innermost secret and make them question the

ground they stand on

How do you do that?

Make me forget

I hope I carved the knife deep in your heart where you do not

forget and in return make me remeber

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do you ever

do you ever just have

that one class

that one freaking class

that just depresses you when you think about it because

oh god you hate it so much

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Help? Hmmm I do not know exactly how to start this but let's give it a gooo! Ok, so I think I'm shit. Seriously but my sister thinks that I think I am perfect and that I don't hurt anyone but this is farther from the truth. I know I hurt people and I know that I am a horrible being. I have hurt my parents and I have hurt my sister. But I have always justified this because I have blamed myself. I know I have a fucked up mind. My sister telling me this does not help. Her telling me that I think I'm perfect does not help. I told her I have tried to commit suicide twice already and she told me that "I have it that bad?" but here is the kicker I do not know? Do I have it that bad? Does the constant reminder that I am flawed make me feel this way. I hate this feeling. I cannot not believe I just told her my darkest secret and she refused to listen to me becasue "I have a fucked up mind". Why did I try suicide? I am second guessing myself She knows and she made me feel like my feelings are not justified and flawed. What's wrong with me?

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You’re beautiful too :))

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Poem by me

it takes five The tea cup clinks the porcelain plate It does not break it is not the first time I miss this where my mind flowed through my fingertips and reached the darkest part of my mind like puzzle pieces. make 1000 patience is key 5 times has this tea cup hit the porcelain plate and 5 times it hasn’t break I’ve ripped the nails from their beds dead in a fell swoop they are gone one by one and all that pain but that too is temporary I don’t know what else to write about cinematography

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Link to my study tips series (strive-for-da-best)

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please stay.

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Person: You always so quiet

Me: Bitch idk what to say