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A past I can’t move on from

A present I can’t be a part of

A future I can’t I see

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I feel like a sigh in November…

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Where is the line between being a defeatist and being realistic?

I am deeply romantic and don’t know whether it’s more healthy to adjust my expectations or to not settle for anything but a Love that will awaken me to life

-It’s a love I still don’t recognize within myself

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Can I get some BL manga with actual plot??? No..? Okay cool, don’t mind me I’ma just jump off this bridge 😐

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My pleas for help are heard too late…

I am stuck in the past you see, afraid of moving forward, life has all but left me behind

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There are so many feelings inside and no where to set them free…

A burden I didn’t want to place on someone who couldn’t see me like I see him. So the weight I carry grows and my knees buckle at the pressure, my fear of being seen keeps my hands from reaching out…

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Mucho Mango Arizona’s have a such a nostalgic flavor 😌

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How do you escape yourself?

-why are you running?

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Sorry, I’m tired and slept through the day, I miss you…

What I mean is existing can overwhelm me on a good day and today, that is all I could manage…I think of you often

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Stuck between a rock and a hard place…

or the desire to be loved and the intolerable fear of being seen…

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It’s easier to let go when you feel cheated…

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I’m letting myself fall into bad habits. I smile and say, “this time, things will be different, I will be different” I am greeted by all the familiar red flags I blissfully ignore as I make my way down a path I could walk blindfolded by now…