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Here’s to catching up on homework and getting a good job hopefully!

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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I love this

You guys just have to trust me on this one and click here okay?

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Pov: You're autistic and you Need Routine but you're also ADHD and Cannot Follow Routine so basically you're just fucked

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This is the second time that I’ve not only dyed my hair, but done it myself, within the span of about a month, maybe two

I just hope it turns out pretty

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You don’t realize how long 10 or even 5 minutes is until you have to stay somewhat still for that long just waiting

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I needed this, I’m sure someone else could use it too.

I can’t tag so whoever sees it it’s for you

You're always worth worrying over.

You're always worth being loved.

Stop saying you don't deserve positive things.

I care about you, okay? I love you.

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Idk if I’m burnt out, but I definitely feel the second part

REBLOG IF YOU'RE EXTREMELY BURNT OUT DESPITE ALSO FEELING LIKE YOU'VE DONE NOTHING WORTHWHILE AT ALL WITH YOUR LIFE!

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What are your pronouns? (If questions or smth that’s ok)

I use she/her pronouns!

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For my few followers, ask box is always open, I’m up for any sort of question, no matter how ridiculous, you have :)

You know, an interesting tumblr transformation that's happened gradually, and which I've seen no one talk about: ask-culture has essentially dropped off to nothing.

By which I mean, asks used to be WAY more of the tumblr economy. They used to be more common to send, and receive, and see. They were integral to the collaborative, forum-like behavior of old tumblr communities, not even to speak on the HUGE number of ask-blogs that used to exist to only be interacted with in ask-form.

I'm not saying this in a vying-for-attention way but instead in an observational way: I used to get way way more asks in like 2015, even with a fraction of my follower count. I wonder if it's due to the homogenization of social media sites? There's a lot more of this divide between "content creator" and "consumer" instead of just a bunch of peer blogs who would talk to each other. "Asks" aren't really a thing on twitter, are they? And as I understand it, the closest thing to an "ask" on instagram or tiktok would be a creator screenshotting some comment and responding to it in a new reel or video or whatever those content mediums are. Are asks just too tumblr-specific? Is that aspect of the site culture dying out as more and more people converge to using all their social media sites in the same way?

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I just realized that I’ve been so continuously overwhelmed I’ve forgotten to post things on tumblr oops

Overwhelmed

Too many assignments

And I decided to start 2 new projects instead

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Overwhelmed

Too many assignments

And I decided to start 2 new projects instead

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Exhausted

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I bring a bottle of water, does that count?

For those who don’t: why not??

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Realized I haven’t posted in a while

School is kicking my ass

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I feel like I’ve wasted so much of my life because this is all I do

I’ll live in my own little world for hours on end

anyway, *daydreams*

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hello beloveds ☺️