unhinged4her

[unhinged4her]

The way I've felt sick all day until I finally saw your message come in. My body reacts violently in your absence. Can you understand I will never let go.

[unhinged4her]

Im full of yearning. Of hours spent thinking of you. Of us. Baby can you feel it. Love. When I say it through a smile. Through tears. Through gritted teeth and jealousy. Can you feel my love when I say I love you?

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But how can I not devote. How can I not kneel when you hold the part of me that no one has ever bothered to see.

[unhinged4her]

I want you in the mornings. I want you at night. I want you by me. I want you always

[unhinged4her]

Feeling sick when you are sick because even if thousands of miles are between us there is no denying how we are interlinked.

[unhinged4her]

I feel sick when you are gone

[unhinged4her]

Tear my heart out and watch how it beats for you even then.

[unhinged4her]

I have this madness that only grows with you. This madness that never calms. This jealousy that roars within my bones. Shaking them down to their very core. This devotion and addiction that drives me mad. It's so maddening.

[unhinged4her]

I love you so much my heart can burst at your touch

[unhinged4her]

Don'tgo. I'll keep breathing but my sanity will be gone. No one will know the last think you whispered before I buried you in my heart. I won't ever have to share what's mine and I'll carry you always.

[unhinged4her]

Can you hear the desperation in my voice when I talk to you. Can you hear the devotion. The addiction.

[unhinged4her]

I just...I just...like dear lord fuck I just want to hurt you because you make me feel too much.

[unhinged4her]

You don't understand. I need you to understand. Here. Touch me....Touch my heart.....Feel it race. Feel my heart pump. Feel it. God can't you understand how deeply I have fallen for you.... Take it.... Grip it....... Rip it......Feel just how maddening this is. Feel how crazed my heart races for you. Take it. Tear it out and hold it. Maybe.... Maybe then you'll understand....

[unhinged4her]

Let me learn everything about you. From where you work to where you live to where you hang out. I want you to live knowing I'm watching your every move.

[unhinged4her]

Her breaking me apart and me still loving her. Wanting to be with her because that's how madly in love I am. She can strip my soul bare and I would alwaya want more

[unhinged4her]

every breath I take is like sharp glass filling my lungs. I miss you so terribly it gnaws at my bones. A wound shaped like you

[unhinged4her]

I feel sick. Lost. Missing you isn't just a feeling. It's a sickness where the silence around me turns into screaming.