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"Romance x Mira!" , "Mira x Abby!" NO. THE SHIPNAME IS MIROMABBY. LET THEM ALL BE POLY.

I am SICK of people excluding one of the boys out or acting like it's only one of the two boys and Mira. In my silly delusions, they're ALL together and are in a beautiful polyamorous relationship.

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Baby Saja icons!

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''what if my writing isn't good eno--'' what if it's a reflection of your soul. what if it has a place in this world. what if you write it anyway

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“can i read your draft?” can you survive secondhand embarrassment?

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If my grades don’t stop dropping my pants certainly will.

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Arcane Eve the Firelight — Season 1 spoilers(?)

What do you think happened to Eve’s body in Arcane?

When Scar and Ekko flee, they aren’t able to take anything else with them. Scar has to go back to get Ekko and I’m pretty sure they leave 3(?) people behind. (Eve + 2 people below the deck? Jinx might’ve killed them but I haven’t see that episode in a while.)

This isn’t some Marvel movie where "oh, body hasn’t been seen, she’s alive." But something has to have happened to it seeing as when Caitlyn goes to investigate later, there’s nothing there.

In fact, there isn’t even an outline of a body like in real life crime investigations. Maybe someone went back to cover up the fact that someone died, maybe Piltover enforcers took the body for investigation. But a death is never mentioned when the crime at the docks is ever investigated.

As if no one knows that it even happened.

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I would just like to be acknowledged that it is almost 40° today and they’re STILL making me go to school.

Australia is NOT for the faint hearted.

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I've got one more document to do before I'm done with homework. (Insert sigh emoji here.)

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I have got SO much fucking homework to do and school is, like, a week away.

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Jinx and Powder names

I saw someone comment on how ‘Powder’ is something of a deadname to Jinx— and I’m not saying I don’t agree with that, it’s just I don’t fully agree with the idea that Jinx hates the name ‘Powder’ or necessarily being called Powder.

Mind you, I haven’t finished Arcane and it is taking me a GOD awful long while to.

From the spoilers I’ve seen, Jinx verbally corrects people whenever they call her ‘Powder’. She also doesn’t react positively when people (In one instance, Ekko) calls her ‘Powder’ and genuinely blows herself up. She also reacts physically (breath hitching) when Viktor calls her Powder.

Like the name Powder is a curse (intended like the word ‘Fuck’, but ‘Curse’ as in magic works too) Which is interesting to me, because the name Jinx seems like the bigger ‘curse’ here.

And here is where my (probably obvious) headcanon comes in.

Jinx does not hate the name Powder, she hates the idea the name Powder brings.

Powder and Jinx are obviously very different people, but there are still similarities as we see in the AU.

But I’ll mainly focus on Young Powder.

Powder is a child who is shown to be very dependent on the people around her, not only to seemingly survive but to also entertain herself. Which we see in both how she relies on the help of others and immediately goes to the bar(?) to chat with Vander whilst Vi and the others are busy. (I honestly don’t remember what they were doing, I think that was the scene Vi was defending Powder from Mylo, though.)

Essentially, Powder was a physically and mentally weak kid. Which, understandable, she was a kid.

Powder was naive, but she was smart. Powder was able to see value in objects, which was something Mylo, and potentially both Vi and Claggor were unable to do. (Though, I’m pretty sure Vi only implied that to get Mylo off Powder’s back and potentially help Powder feel more useful.) Powder was also mature, or at least was a lot more mature compared to the Jinx in season 1.

Jinx has obviously changed a lot since Powder. Powder was someone who needed protecting and help to survive, Jinx is someone who didn’t care on whether or not she survived and had countless times shown that with her suicidal tendencies.

Powder is someone no one would want to be. A burden.

Jinx is someone who everyone had given up on, insisting on being a ‘Jinx’ when someone tried to show potential in change for her.

Jinx is seemingly a name used for Powder(at least in childhood) when she has not only done something wrong, but when they have lost faith in her. As seen in (I believe two out of two times) of someone calling her a ‘Jinx’.

By calling Jinx ‘Powder’, someone is essentially putting faith in her. They believe that she is still, or has the potential to be, a defenceless, physically weak, dependent child. I’m not saying that’s what Powder is, I’m saying that I believe that’s what Jinx sees Powder as.

There are instances when Jinx allows people to call her ‘Powder’, though.

Vander

Someone else who I can’t find clips of. (I think it was Isha, but she more acknowledges herself as Powder rather than calling herself Powder.)

This is Jinx no longer being weak. By calling her ‘Jinx’, someone is accepting that she has changed; that Powder is no longer around and therefore no longer a weak, defenceless, dependent person.

But there are people (I’m saying person.) who Jinx will allow herself to fall into ‘Powder’ with and allow to see her as Powder. Vander. She doesn’t need to be Jinx around him, she doesn’t need him to know how far she’s fallen and she doesn’t need him to acknowledge that she has changed.

Vander is an exception to Jinx being acknowledged because, in my opinion, Jinx doesn’t want Vander to lose complete faith in her.

Okay, I wasn’t going to add this into the Final Cut, but I did want to say— when I was finding clips to talk about, Jinx is having a talk with Isha and

“I thought I was rid of her for good.”

Obviously, this is post-shimmer so it could just mean that ‘Oh, Powder drowned. She’s ‘dead’, No more’. But I am taking this as Jinx completely denying and disregarding Powder’s existence at one stage.

She denies being Powder, she denies being weak. She has always been a Jinx.

Only in Season 2, she accepts that Powder was a thing now that Isha represents Powder.

Isha is small, she’s a child and she’s very creative— Just like Powder. Powder looked up to someone just like Isha did, Isha was a tinkerer (Although I’m pretty sure she picked that up from Jinx) and Isha had a knack of getting into trouble and needing to be saved.

Also, I’m not using past tense on purpose. I always do that, don’t mind me.

But Isha also represents a lot of what Powder wasn’t. Isha doesn’t back down in the face of danger and Isha very much shows that she wasn’t afraid to do the wrong thing if she thought it would help the ones she cared about (which is what Powder did with Monkey Bomb.) except Isha executed her plan perfectly.

Even before the war, Jinx had accepted Powder as something she no longer minded now that Isha was around.

I don’t know what else to add so I’m finishing it here. Just a cliff note, these are my interpretations and I don’t have to be right! (I, however, will think that I’m right because I’m egotistical like that.) thank you for reading.

Edit: because it’s no longer 2 in the morning for me, I’ll add on a final thought.

After Isha, Jinx realises how similar Isha and Powder were— but Isha was anything but defenceless, weak and whilst Isha was dependent, Isha was just as brave (if not braver) than Powder was at presumably her(Isha’s) age.

I believe the reason Jinx accepts that Powder was a thing now is due to being able to see the similarities in Powder and Isha. Powder was someone who made mistakes and Isha? Isha was someone who— whilst also making mistakes to try and help others has good intentions and is overall a good kid.

So perhaps Powder wasn’t so bad after all.

Perhaps it’s okay for Powder to have existed, even if she is now Jinx.

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Now imagine Will and Nico using this to fuck with some of the younger campers. Just like,

Camper who’s just a fan of the spooky stuff or whatever:

Will: "oh, hey, I can summon Nico/A demon/The Ghost King."

Camper: "really!?"

Nico conveniently teleporting behind Will casually: "Sup."

Y’know? Yeah? This is cool, right?

A headcanon that Nico likes to shadow travel behind Will.

I like the thought that Will is tall enough to cast a shadow big enough for Nico to shadow travel to. Not matter what area he is in.

So whenever you're in a room with Will Solace it is guaranteed Nico Di Angelo will be appearing behind out of nowhere.

Although Will scolds him, he admits that he likes Nico sneaking up behind him and suddenly wrapping his arms around him when doing so.

It's a pleasant surprise he's actually gotten used to quickly. Because he notices Nico always shadow travels behind him whenever overwhelemed or just plain tired of people.

Will is very much content and used to this, but the others aren't so chill about it. It freaks them out everytime they spot Nico glaring at them from behind Will knowing there wasn't ANY body there.

The seven: "Hey, Will? Where's Nico?"

Will: "Huh? Oh he's right here."

Nico with his arms around Will's waist popping his head to the side: "Hi."

The seven: *Unholy screeches.*

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Nevermind ya’ll, Wicked allegedly debunked that Elphaba died in the Wizard of Oz. 😪

Wicked Spoilers.

I just watched Wicked, and the realisation that Elphaba cries during the dance scene— despite being ‘allergic’ to water, as seen in the Wizard of Oz, leaves me with only one theory that makes sense.

Elphaba is specifically ‘allergic’ to clean or ‘purified’ water.

My friend who helped debate this theory mentioned that the human body is made of salt (I’m not sure about the exact statistics.) and salt is also found in tears— (which is important to mention for the fact that Elphaba cries in the dance scene.)

We see that Madame Morrible ‘shields’ Elphaba from the rain with an umbrella (which could also be interpreted as Madame Morrible’s favouritism), but could also be seen as a potential hint to Elphaba being ‘allergic’ to water.

Even if Elphaba isn’t ‘allergic’ to water. I don’t know what else to call it, so I’m just saying ‘allergic’.

Then again, rain isn’t really ‘clean water’, so maybe Elphaba would’ve been fine.

But if we look at the Wizard of Oz, we really need to just assume a bunch of things here.

Like,

Assume that bucket of conveniently placed water was full of purified, ‘clean water’.

Assume that bucket of conveniently placed water was ‘clean enough’ to kill Elphaba.

But then again, maybe the ‘allergy’ was more about quantity than it was quality.

Which is also where my friend argues that the human body is, again, made of a fuck ton of water (which I’m too lazy to look up the statistics of right now.)

But, yeah. I’m done rambling. This isn’t a theory blog and I’m hungry. 👌

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Wicked Spoilers.

I just watched Wicked, and the realisation that Elphaba cries during the dance scene— despite being ‘allergic’ to water, as seen in the Wizard of Oz, leaves me with only one theory that makes sense.

Elphaba is specifically ‘allergic’ to clean or ‘purified’ water.

My friend who helped debate this theory mentioned that the human body is made of salt (I’m not sure about the exact statistics.) and salt is also found in tears— (which is important to mention for the fact that Elphaba cries in the dance scene.)

We see that Madame Morrible ‘shields’ Elphaba from the rain with an umbrella (which could also be interpreted as Madame Morrible’s favouritism), but could also be seen as a potential hint to Elphaba being ‘allergic’ to water.

Even if Elphaba isn’t ‘allergic’ to water. I don’t know what else to call it, so I’m just saying ‘allergic’.

Then again, rain isn’t really ‘clean water’, so maybe Elphaba would’ve been fine.

But if we look at the Wizard of Oz, we really need to just assume a bunch of things here.

Like,

Assume that bucket of conveniently placed water was full of purified, ‘clean water’.

Assume that bucket of conveniently placed water was ‘clean enough’ to kill Elphaba.

But then again, maybe the ‘allergy’ was more about quantity than it was quality.

Which is also where my friend argues that the human body is, again, made of a fuck ton of water (which I’m too lazy to look up the statistics of right now.)

But, yeah. I’m done rambling. This isn’t a theory blog and I’m hungry. 👌

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I will never stop thinking about my headcanon that in Nicky’s third-ish timeline, he changes his name to Freeman. (His Mom’s last name.)

Nick Close.

Nicholas Foster.

Nicky Freeman.

Nicky Freeman.

Nicky. Free. Man.

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I think this is a good time to reiterate.

Don't fucking follow me if you're a tradwife/tradfem, TERF/SWERF, Republican, conservative Christian, pro-lifer, tankie, anti-voter, new ager, cultural appropriating witch/pagan.

I will curse you and all of your bigoted white supremacist friends.

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ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. The difference in how Qiu and Tamarack hold hands brings me LIFE.

Qiu holding on for dear life.

Tamarack gently holding on and letting MC (I think) encapsulate her hand instead of vice versa.

You can hold hands 😭❤️!!

The MC got a new coat and pair of gloves (you can mix/match these options), so your normal MC doll outfit isn't featured in this image. It would've been way too many design possibilities to create for one cut-in, haha.

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"So… You and Bunny, huh?"

"How about we stop talking for a while?"

I heard tumblr has a shit tendency of lowering down the quality of art. So let’s hold our hands together and start praying as a fandom.. 😪

Bit of a sketch of Dion and Kane after that last audio (I think we all needed some lighthearted banter between them after all that.)

Words can’t express how much I am begging for a poly route between them all 🙏