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GUESS WHO BACKKKK I was gone for a long time angels but but I BACKK alot has happened I got into like the 3rd big argument with my mom stupid ass husband and of course my mom being who she is she decided TO PUT ME IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL so I got out I was in long term IT WAS THE WORSE:(

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The Taken

This is a short story I wrote

Tigger warning: this contains mention of SA and is very heavy on what I felt like when I went through SA

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As I look down I see something red on my grown I was only 9 years old as I look up everything around me a blur all I remember is struggling and that it but something something is off but what? I look forward a field a field of daisy's I see girls who look like me or used to look like me playing smiling in that field that field of daisy I smile feeling there warmth from where I stand I run over wanting to play and smile but I touch the field I run towards them but as my foot touch that field it all started to die the daisy the fresh daisy the innocent daisy's now weep and dead the girls who ran away from the dying field as it spread that when pigs pigs who are slimy pigs who take and eat the daisy not even asking not even considering the action I fall on my knee tear in my eyes as the blood drip down my legs I was not asked and even then I thought the man who was my father was apart of thoso pigs my angel wings eaten and rip from my back by a pig a pig that Devour everything it see with no hesitation knowing this I couldn't look forward for what do I have left when the only thing that mattered was taken all because I born pretty for my age........

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If you are looking for a girl blogging or bunny nose lip gloss YUMMY GLOSS IS SO GOOODDDDDD I love them so much there at Walmart and they have plumper to there actually good also please consider buying them if you like them there actually so cute

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This THIS right here I be having a crying fit in my room cause I refuse I mean refuse to come to accept I'm gonna be 18 in 2 years :(

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Bro YALL NEED TO MAKE THE GAME FOLKLORD POPULAR it a really old but so pretty game on the ps3 you can look it up on YouTube it so good I love the character Ella

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OKAY LISTEN UP NOW I NEED YALL TO FUCKING LISTEN TO MY RANT FOR TODAY (I know I was gone for a long time and yall miss me I knowww but I'm back) SO TODAY I WANT TO TALK ABOUT MiSide I pretty sure everyone probably either seen it or play it but if you haven't here a story summary so it basically where you/player go into a video game in 3d with a anime girl name mita and it turns out she crazy so she locked you up after you decide to leave and down in the basement you fine nice Mita (there different versions of mita) and from there you have to find a way out of the game so after that summary people on tiktok have been calling doki doki literature club and MiSide a gooner game and it been pissing me off because it not the game was meant for girls GIRLS not immature men who jerk off to everything they see it meant for cutegore girlys and cutecore girls cause the game is horror but it cute and gorey it wasn't for men who are literally sitting on there couch with grease coming out there fat rolls it meant for the girls anyways that all for today and also if you want to argue it a gooner game than don't cause arguing with me in a comment section said more about you than anything and we all know the people who say that are fat men so stfu ANYWAYS BYE LOVESSS🎀🫶

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this is to real

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Why can't I just have a normal and happy life I don't get it...

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Same

i hate men

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I know this is for cutecore and girl blogging but I would also to talk on here about thinbos or what they call WHY JUST WHY it so bad and stupid yes I get people have problems with the way they look and post thoso but honestly yall bitches are the same mf who are killing my friend her stomach is literally eating her alive because yall want to post that shit and say "if yall don't look like this then your fat" like no your not and honestly I been reporting and cussing out thoso people cause what mental brain do you have to say and post that and no girl nobody going to love you if your built like minecraft skeleton there going to probably put you a mental ward for your safety please always know people love you no matter your weight

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How thoso "bed rotting🧸ྀི" girls look at me when told her it got so bad to where my room was a trash can and I used to not leave my room I wouldn't brush my teeth or my hair I didn't bathe it look my mom my nana and her friend a whole 4 to 5 hour to untangle my hair I now have to get my teeth remove and everything I recover now but it taking a huge toll on me bed rotting is not cute and quirky it fucking terrible and I feel bad for anyone who still dose it I understand I so so so bad and it affects people big big bro so please stop making out like it cute okay it not

And your still struggling with this please don't worry you will recover I'm here for you and feel free to vent in my comments

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I LOVE MY LAPTOP 🍒😊🥰🎀

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Honestly I just gonna come out and say it I'm a 15 year old girl going through this shut I don't even have a bed Frame I was gonna get one but the narcissistic asshole my mom married knows I talk shut about him so now I can't get a bed Frame I'm literally sleeping on 3 mattress that stack up that it that all so now I can't spend money on these i want I can't do basic teenage girl stuff no now I gonna have to get my permit a car and a job just so that way I can actually sleep on something nice and comfy and won't be unbalanced and shaking everytime I move on it I had flip off of thoso mattress before It good I had something soft the landing and you wanna know something my brother has a whole queen size bed from this mother fucker but it okay I'm currently looking for something cheap on temu I just want something to sleep on that won't end up killing me in my sleep Idc if it cute or not well that all byeeeeee🍒❤️🎀

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Guys it fucking happened my mom has been with her narcissistic husband so much now that she took his side when he obviously was just trying to start something with Me my mom is usually chill and love me and my brother but now she fucking change for the fucking worse bro I so mad now it getting harder to even Romanticize anything here 😭 and it making me livid I had a mental breakdown not to long ago to because of him he just try to make me happy by buying me a hello kitty bed like bro that doesn't fix everything that you do and did and plus just to tell you guys I literally don't even have a fucking bed Frame I literally sleeping on 3 mattress stack on each other this is fucking bullshit and I don't wanna hear be grateful like stfu I not grateful I live with a narcissistic, Misogynistic, Hypocrite, like I will never ever be grateful

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Strawberry drink with strawberry yogurt and chocolate strawberry granola

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Well it been 2 week and my High-school is okay but my 4th period and so BAD bro the teacher is a sweet heart buttttt the kids in there are so fucking rude and mean it a law here that in any school we can't have phone out in school but my teacher allow us to have them before class begins and after class ends and she also trying to help me out so that way i stop failing (I'm so fucking horrible at math it not funny 😭) and she helped us during our test?!?! But mind you these kids are rude there this dude (for private reasons I can't say his name) let's call him big blueberry okay so he was clicking his pen in a annoyed way and well everyone told him to stop (he didn't) but that and there girl who yell at him to stop (he said "why are you talking ugly bitch") I wanted to fucking slap him but it not only him but it these too girls that really get on my nerves she was talking to her Friend while the teacher was talking but not in a whispered but she was loud yapping to her friend the teacher asked nicely for her to stop (she didn't and her and the teacher argue she shouldn't be because her face looks like it melting) and yeah the teacher is literally so nice and people are just rude to her for no damn reason like wtf. Anyway bye angels ⋆｡‧˚ʚ🍒ɞ˚‧｡⋆