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I hope that it feels less heavy soon.

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i cant bring myself to be assertive most times anymore, it's scary

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killmekillmekillme i hate my empty stomach

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im spiraling, i feel away from life, i dont want to eat but im not upset with my body, its just the urge to restrict, to torture myself in a way because i dont deserve it

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everything is overwhelming

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i managed to cry and let everything out, my body wouldnt let me and i had been needing a good cry for days

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i hate everything And everyone

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why does the urge to cry stop wyen i get somewhere where i can finally let it out

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dont let me eat please

i wanna cry

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i wish i could get some sleep

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how can you touch someone whose every cell is begging you to fucking stop chdhfhdjfjdj

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i feel so dirty

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I did the being edgy and self-deprecating thing, it gets old. I wanna be soft and lovely and easily impressed. I wanna appreciate all the little things that make me happy the same way I’ve dwelled on every single thing that upsets me.

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I have needs and its this:

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i want a blanket as comfy as studio ghibli ones

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outcome: threw up

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dont touch me again

i feel your hands all over me, i feel them taking off my shirt, i feel my tears running down my cheeks

please just dont touch me again