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I feel either numb or angry and sad. I don’t feel at peace because you’re not here. Fuck life. Fuck this. Why did he have to go? He was my big brother and now he will never live to see me do good in life. I’ll never get to talk to him again. I hate this. I hate what this is doing to our mom.

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if god doesn’t hate me why would he take you away, brother?

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it doesn’t get any easier stop telling me it will he’s gone and I can’t bring him back

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assault survivors deal with such ignorance when speaking up that someone who has not been assaulted simply could not understand. the injustices posed upon us as survivors are intolerable, even when we simply just want to tell our stories.

instead of letting us be heard, we are silenced.

instead of helping us, we are shunned.

instead of listening, we are interrogated.

how many times do I need to answer the same questions before I am valid in your eyes? how many times must I repeat myself? the same symphony of questions are poised against assault victims every time we tell our stories. but since you insist on asking again, I’ll repeat myself on all of our behalves one last time.

yes, I said no.

yes, I pushed them away.

yes, I cussed.

yes, I fought.

yes, I told someone.

no, I’m not a tease.

no, I wasn’t asking for it.

no, what I was wearing doesn’t matter.

survivors of any gender are treated lesser than or not taken seriously. we are whores, sluts, promiscuous, idiotic, lesser men, liars, lucky, asking for it. assault ruins lives. the lives of survivors are not less important than their perpetrators.

this is my attempt to ask that we be heard. metoo is not trending anymore, but sexual violence did not stop just because the “hype” is gone.

keep your friends safe. listen to their stories. spread the word until, perhaps, one day there is not another victim to be heard.

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kiss your own bruises, nobody else will heal them for you.

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hot take but I srsly want to kms

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Got kicked out of my fiancés parents house because his stepdad is a prick and now we are stuck going back to living with my abusive mom

great.

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I’m tired of wondering when the next time you’ll raise your fist to me will be. I know you’ll do it again.

You always do.

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ouch being reminded you’re the biggest waste of space hurts

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oh yeah no i’m good, just fantasizing about being dead again

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Garfield without garfield comics are an absolute treasure trove for mentally ill moods just LOOK

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living is a curse when nobody loves you

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If you bother Billie Joe Armstrong and think it’s funny DNI. Leave him the fuck alone.

september is coming up so here’s your yearly reminder to leave billie joe armstrong the fuck alone

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guess who’s MANIC AGAIN !!!

WOOO FUCKIN HOOOOO BITCHES

Time to speedrun everything I owe in 3 days let’s fucking GOOOOOOO

okay I’m tired of the depressive can we go back to manic please thanks

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my therapist is the only reason I haven’t been tempted to see if I could fly lately 😭