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Would you accept it?

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what the fuck do u mean this is how i find out

I won’t believe it till I see it but oh my god

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Crying and Minecraft > Netflix and Chill

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is fighting for me not worth it?

is trying for me not worth it?

is just talking to me not worth it?

am i not worth it?

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jealousy is a star

If jealousy was a shape i think it would be a star. Pretty and enticing. But hot enough to the touch where itll burn you. Itll poke you and dig into your flesh and leave with no remorse. You can contain it in a single palm but youll never expect when it will expand and suddenly its sharp edges and star like qualities have extended past your bones and started stabbing you in the ribcage. Its limbs almost reaching for your heart and twisting this awful feeling into your organs just as a reminder that youll always be weaker, always be less than, and youll always be yearning to be better. But you are held down by the weight of the star pushing and crushing against your body.

Envy tricks others with its appeal to improve, its own construction criticism. Just like a star, drawing people in with its beauty and option of a place to explore, until suddenly the heat of the star is sizzling your skin, making popping sounds in your muscles and boiling your organs just like how envy will only harm you with its constant insults, drive to hate people, and its jealousy of what people have that you dont.

I wish i wasnt so jealous.

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staying close w people long distance really is about the mundane stuff. i get texts like "made quesadillas" "spilled mop water all over the floor :(" "lady on the bus has not one not two but three tiny dogs in her purse" andits like wow. i love you more than words can express

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why should i always try to be caring and understanding when everyone around me treats me like i’m not important, they only ever see me when something is wrong and someone needs to be held accountable, at this point i’m just a piece of faulty mess, an ungrateful child, a terrible friend, an overreacting partner, a personified issue they can just pocket and forget about until someone is needed to take the blame (none of you deserve a goodbye)

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Koi (Hong Kong, 2024)

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I can't stand the idea of "If you forgot something it must not have been important." I forget important stuff all the time!

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you punch nazis!

(requested by anonymous)

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POV you’re the king and i just made an inappropriate joke about your virility in front of the whole royal court and you want to punish me but you can’t react in anger lest the court think my joke is true