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Shout out to the USA for pissing Canadians off so bad it flipped an entire election that was supposed to be a landslide for the center-right, forever in your debt o7

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Re reading the original hunger games is so funny bcus katniss can literally read haymitch's mind like what. I'm dying of thirst but haymitch hasn't sent me water, that must mean that there's some nearby!! And one kiss is one pot of broth!! Like she even acknowledges that it's strange when she's like oh to peeta this would just be a pot of broth. Haymitch will give her one look and katniss knows immediately what he means and she's right every time

Meanwhile peeta is like your dress really suits you and you look nice :) and katniss is like he's trying to kill me

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JUST SAW A TIKTOK EDIT OF “THE BAKUSQUAD” BUT IT WAS LITERALLY JUST KATS EIJI AND DENKS LIKE HUH DOES TIKTOK NOT KNOW ABOUT SERO AND MINA?????????

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JUST LEARNED HOW CANON KAMIJIROU IS CLOSE TO BEING IM GONNA KILL MYSELF TRULY

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can we not omit the u from their names please it’s so much prettier!! eijirou, bakugou, shouto, jirou, shouta, touya, shinsou!!

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what do you mean kirishima’s first name is eijirou? like no that’s my baby eiji

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3 years later i’ve finally been loved irl. it hasn’t gone well.

i have this stupid fucking fear that i’ll never be loved irl. i almost never seem to have trouble with online crushes, if i really like someone attainable i end up dating them. but it’s never fucking happened with someone irl, i’ve never even come close and i’m fucking terrified that somehow i’ll never have that. i love love. and i’m so fucking scared that i won’t get it. i don’t have a rational reason why this might happen, nothing is fuelling this fear other than the fact that i don’t have any evidence to say that this fear might not be realistic. never in my fucking life have i had an experience with someone irl where i liked them and they liked me back. i got close to that twice. the first time i found out that he liked me back at the time more than a year later, and we were both over each other by then. and the second time i was the second choice, the “if she didn’t like me back it would have been you”. i crave validation from guys so badly because i need a way to tell myself that this fear is irrational but i have nothing.

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i lost him the day of the lunar eclipse

I LOST HIM THE DAY MERCURY RETROGRADE STARTED

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i miss late night discord calls with him

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i also do have an update on twitch boy, musical boy, and baseball boy! they all liked me on tinder 😭 i said no thank you to twitch boy, and messaged musical boy and baseball boy (it went nowhere with either of them).

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car boy is gonna get his own full blown 2 part story because fucking hell but first i’m going to review the #leea.loves tag because i’m such a hopeless romantic.

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oh babygirl from 3 years ago… it’s crazy, i was checking to see if i had used this tag before on this blog cause there’s now a new boy from work, and i found this. and reading it it’s crazy how much things are the same, 3 years later with another boy from work. especially the last part. i don’t laugh anymore like i did with car boy.

god i fucking miss you, i wish i got to say goodbye, i wish you replied when i reached out. you were one of the funniest people i knew and you made me so fucking happy. i miss you and it’s fucking stupid because we never had anything but my fucking unrequited feelings but i wish i could go back in time just to live through that time again. the time when i pined over you and changed my schedule just to see you and made people go out of their way just so i could catch a fucking glimpse of you. you were my all consuming love. when i made that playlist i chose songs that reminded me of how i felt when i liked you. something about you was special. i don’t know what but of all the crushes and loves i’ve had, you stuck out. i really truly thought we could have been something. maybe in the future. i miss it, i miss us, even though there never was any “us”. i don’t laugh anymore like i did with you.

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Santa is on strike due to global warming.  All presents this year will be delivered by Sasha the Christmas Tiger.  Milk and cookies may not be sufficient.

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GUYS I MISS FLIRTING WITH ANONS

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about to be kicked out of my home at 19, i really don’t know where i’m going to go because i can’t afford an apartment, i’ve got about a hundred dollars in my bank account and nobody to stay with. i’m trying to see if i can live with my girlfriend at her college but it’s a long shot and i’ll need money to be able to get to her. if you can afford to help at all i’d really really appreciate it <3

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[speaking into a recorder] day 72 in the maze. morale is low. supplies are lower. nobody has said anything yet, but some of us are starting to think that we might never get out. i'm beginning to question my sexuality.