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Kiyôtêw (Ch 9)

Main Characters: Jane (OFC) x Declan Harp

Other characters: Outlander & Frontier Characters

Summary: Life is precious and death is swift. Jane and Declan are faced with the beauty of life and understand how fragile it can be when faced with a shocking death. Will Kamena's prophecy come true as well? How will our adventurers manage this challenge to come?

Ratings & Warning: Mature language and sexual content

CH 9. Wâpamâwasow & Pôni-pimâtisiwin

Word count: 8900+

We both got up and dressed. I grabbed my medical kit and we both made our way over to their macêkin. I stopped at the door and turned to face Declan and Michael. “You two wait out here. Last thing I need is for either of you to fall over and hit your head. Don’t worry I’ll take care of both of them.” I said reassuringly. They both nodded and walked to a fire pit outside of the macêkin. Many of the women from the village were watching and waiting outside. They stared as I went in. I entered and saw Sokanon was naked squatting over a pile of leaves. She was already trying to push. “Sokanon stop.” I said as I knelt down by her. “I want it out!” She yelled. “It’s too early for that. If you keep that up, you’ll tear yourself apart and that won’t be good for either of you. You will know when to push.” I said as I laid a clean cloth down and guided her down to sit. “I’m going to examine you. Which means I’m going to touch you.” I said as I set her in a lithotomy position. “what do you mean?” She said suspiciously “I’m going to put my fingers in you to feel around and see what is happening.” I said uncomfortably She looked at me mortified “Not for pleasure it’s to check and see how much longer it will be before you can push.” I said blushing a little embarrassed at the thought of being intimate with a woman flashed in my mind for a second. She nodded and then winced in pain. She was having a contraction. I washed my hands with alcohol and dried them off. I then took two fingers and pushed them into her vaginal canal and then when I reached her cervix, I could feel that it was thin and stretched but she hadn’t dilated enough. She gripped my shoulder in pain. I could feel the contraction grip my fingers. I estimated that she wasn’t going to be fully dilated for another few hours. I knew that this was a glimpse of my future, but I was comforted by the fact that Claire and Bree would be there. I pulled out the oil that Claire had sent me earlier and rubbed some around her vulva and inside the canal to help with lubricating and stretching. In hopes that nothing would tear. God, I hoped that nothing would tear. A couple of hours went by and we had walked around and massaged her lower back, wiping sweat from her body. I did all the things that I was taught on my OB rotation, except for the epidural. I wasn’t an anesthesiologist, so I didn’t have any practice with that at all. Between her longer contractions I prepared sutures and needles just in case there was a tear. I also took this time to prepare hot water and clean linens. As I checked on her dilation status, I used the oil as Claire instructed and it seemed to be working. “My waters…” I heard Sokanon whisper out. I looked away from what I was doing and looked under her. I saw the river of fluid flowing from under here and could smelled the sweet odor that comes with it as well. It was time. “Sokanon I need you to grab the pole of the macêkin over here and squat I’m going to be right behind you, this will help you open your hips and bare down.” I said helping her walk over to the pole. She nodded and held on to the pole white knuckled and steeled her face. She took a deep wide stance. “Sokanon when you feel pain, I need you to take a deep breath in and push and push for 10 seconds. Alright, ready? PUSH!” I commanded as I crouched next to her and held a hand under her opening to feel for the baby’s head. “Good now exhale” I said. I could see her vulva expanding from the head now in the birth canal. “It burns like fire. I feel like I’m being…. burned alive!” She yelled back at me. “I know it will only be for a short time. Just hang in there and you’ll see your baby soon.” I said as reassuringly as possible. The next contraction came, and she cried out through her teeth. Then I felt it another living thing touched the palm of my hand I looked down and there was a twisted face of another person starting back at me out of my friend. “Sokanon look down you can see the head!” I said excitedly. She looked down and grimaced. “It’s so ugly!” She said attempting to make a joke through her pain. I smiled back and stuck a finger below its neck and looked for the umbilical cord. I found it and pulled it away from the baby’s neck and over its head to prevent strangulation. I also wiped mucus from the baby’s mouth and nose to clear the airway for its first breath. I also twisted it’s shoulders to prevent them from getting caught on the pubic rami of her pelvis. “Get it out please!” she cried out on the verge of tears. “Almost there, here sit back.” I said helping her down. I pulled her back from a squatting position down to a lithotomy position and instructed her put her hand between her legs so she could catch her baby. I put my hands under the backs of her knees and pulled them back wide. “One more, get ready, now PUSH!” I said back to her. She bared down once more and cried out with all her might and with a pop the shoulders came out and the baby slithered like a snake out of her and into her arms. The remaining fluid and blood coming with him too. It was a boy and he was beautiful. “congratulations on your handsome boy” I said as she pulled him up to her chest. She was breathing heavily and crying from relief. I grabbed the clean blanket that I had placed behind me and helped wrap the baby while wiping away more fluid. I instructed her to pat and rub his back to help open up the lungs. Then the baby cried out and it was the most joyous noise I had ever heard. He turned from grey purple to pink as he inhaled. I signed with relief baby was healthy and Sokanon was a mother. I inspected her now deflated abdomen and was helping the placenta detach from her. “Sokanon one more push. Ready? Go” I said holding her legs and knees back. She bared down once more, and the placenta was out. The last connection of mother and child heaped in a purple bloody mess under her.

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Kiyôtêw (Ch 8)

Main Characters: Jane (OFC) x Declan Harp

Other characters: Outlander & Frontier Characters

Summary: Life is a balance of extraordinary things and ordinary. Jane is about to be thrown into territory that she is not familiar with. How will she manage the ordinary and mundane after all the excitement she has had up till now.

Ratings & Warning: Mature language and sexual content

CH 7. Iýinito

word count: 8700+

*****2 and half months later-Fort James***** I could hear cannon and musket fire and could smell fresh-turned dirt and smoke. I found myself face down on the ground. I didn’t remember how I got here. I rolled over coughing from the smoke and dirt in my lungs. Every muscle was aching like I had been in a car accident. I sat up and checked for any bruising to ensure that there was no internal bleeding. I looked around and I saw red coats and men in blue uniforms fighting. I was so confused; how did I get to the Americas? I stood up slowly and looked around. I saw a mountain range and I knew I was near Frasers Ridge. I didn’t know how I had gotten back but I saw Claire tending to someone that was down. I ran to her. “Mom what’s happening how did I get here!?” I yelled over all the noise. She didn’t turn to talk to me I grabbed her shoulder and shook it. Still no response. I looked down at who she was trying to revive, and my heart dropped into my stomach. It was Jamie. “no!” I screamed. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. I touched his face and it was cold, eyes cloudy and matte pupils, he was gone. I looked around and I saw Murtagh, Roger, Bree all dead. The world started to spin, and I couldn’t breathe. I looked around frantically for Declan. Where was he? “Jane!” I heard Declan’s voice from a distance. I looked around but couldn’t find him. “Declan!” I yelled for him still looking around for him.

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Kiyôtêw (Ch 7)

Main Characters: Jane (OFC) x Declan Harp

Other characters: Outlander & Frontier Characters

Summary: A new beginning for Jane and Declan as they try to figure out how to be together after being alone for so long. How will they navigate life together and with ghosts from the past?.  

Ratings & Warning: Mature language and sexual content.

CH 7. Mâcipaýiwin

word count: 7600+

The journey to Fort James went by faster than expected we managed to get there a week early because of the good weather. I got to know Michael a bit more. He started as a thief in London with a girl named Glena. In an attempt to rob a ship, he ended up on Benton’s ship and then came to Fort James. He was originally hired to trick Declan so that Benton could kill Declan, but then joined Declan in the fight against the HBC. It was very fascinating to hear the story from another perspective. He and Sokanon were expecting and I was excited to meet Sokanon as she was the only remaining relative to Declan. From what I was told, by Michael, Declan sounded like he was a different person before I met him. Michael had even said that Declan seemed less burdened. He didn’t know if it was from finally being able to avenge his wife and children’s deaths; or if it was because he had finally let go of Grace or if it was after meeting me. I felt an emotional pang in my chest at the mention of her name. I knew I shouldn’t have felt jealousy, but it was hard not to. After everything I had been told I was more angry than jealous, it was the fact that she had put Declan into so many compromising situations because of her own greed and ambitions. Declan and I were starting to figure things out as a couple, both of us had been alone for so long that having another person around was different. It was getting easier to understand his silences and his expressions. There were moments where I knew he was shutting me out and that is where our fights would stem from, but they wouldn’t last long. We would eventually calm down and get over it. Most of our nights were spent sleeping from the long days of travel, but we would find times to get away from Michael to be together. It was exciting sleeping under the stars all the time, but the nightmares of Captain Barlow would wake me before I could get a full night’s rest, so it was hard to get good sleep. To keep myself busy and my mind off of the trauma I spent a lot of time looking for herbs and other medically useful plants along the way. Claire always taught me to be on the lookout. I had a healthy collection to the point where I took up a bit more of the wagon than Declan liked. “do you have to collect so many plants?” Declan asked a liitle annoyed as I put some more echinacea into a ceramic jar. “The next time you have achy joints you’ll thank me.” I said back to him ignoring his tone. “This is the third time we have stopped, Jane.” He said trying to reason with me. “I’m sorry I just need to stock up before Fort James so I can help those that are hurt or sick.” I said smiling at him making puppy dog eyes to win him over. He looked at me and grinned and then rolled his eyes. “alright c’mon get in we should be at the Fort in a couple of hours.” He turned back to face forward. I got in next to him and we were off. It was the afternoon and I could see that we were approaching the gates to Fort James and I spotted Murtagh chatting with another man who I assumed to be Scottish as he was wearing a red and black tartan. I jumped off the wagon and ran to him. “Murtagh!” I called to him.

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Kiyôtêw (Ch 6)

Main Characters: Jane (OFC) x Declan Harp

Other characters: Outlander & Frontier Characters

Summary: After Jane’s last adventure it is time for healing meaning time with family. Maybe a little normalcy is what she needs after such a turbulent couple of days.  

Ratings & Warning: Mature language and sexual content.

CH 6. Nanâtawihitowin

word count: 7100+

A day passed by and I could feel a fever starting. I had a systemic infection from the wounds on my back. I knew I had to get to Claire soon or else I would go into septic shock if untreated. I tried to eat and drink water, but I couldn’t keep any of it down. It was hard to breath and every time I did it was a shaky breath due to the cold. I knew I was going downhill and fast. “where’s dah?” I asked in a raspy voice. “Dah? You mean Jamie? He’s a day or so behind us. He was distracting Tryon for us so that we could get you. Don’t worry about him, just rest.” Declan said in a soft tone. Michael has built a fire and Declan set up a bed roll by the fire and set me down on it so that I could warm up. I was hoping to break the fever, but I knew I needed some sort antibiotic. Too bad IV’s and medications weren’t a thing yet. Perhaps Claire could make something up, I knew she was experimenting with bread mold to make penicillin. I laid down on my side to get some sleep; I was so tired from my body trying to compensate for everything all the while fighting off an infection, it was just too much for it to handle. I felt Declan lay down behind me and wrap his arms around me I loved feeling his body by mine. I don’t’ think we’ve stopped being near or touching each other since Brunswick, It was the only thing keeping me going. I put my hand over his and immediately surrendered to the sleep my weakened body was aching for. I awoke on the second day to familiar trees and smell of mountain air; I knew I was home, Frasers Ridge. We were back on the horse. I didn’t remember him picking me up and putting me on the horse. I felt a little embarrassed as I hadn’t been able to do much without Declan’s help. I looked over at the irish man that was with us. Michael was his name. “Thank you, Michael.” I managed to say with a weak voice. “No trouble at all Jane, I’m just happy tat we got ya back in one piece. Fuckin red coats nearly killed ya. Whadya do ta deserve tat?” He said spitting on the ground. “I tried to steal money and give it back to the poor.” I said jokingly. “Ohhhhh I see you’re tryin tah be like Robin Hood?” He said in jest back. I laughed but started coughing furiously. God I the infection had spread to my lungs I needed to get to Claire soon. “Hold on kiyôtêw we are almost there.” Declan said has he urged the horse to a full gallop.

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Kiyôtêw (Ch 5)

Main Characters: Jane (OFC) x Declan Harp

Other characters: Outlander & Frontier Characters

Summary: Life in the backcountry has been good for Jane but she ends up getting herself into some trouble. Declan must deal with the ghosts of his past in Fort James before he can go back to Jane. Will they ever be reunited again?

Ratings & Warning: Mature language and sexual content.

CH 5. Prìosanach

word count: 8600+

******6 Months Later-Frasers Ridge******I awoke alone in the shelter it was winter and dark. I think it was about 5 am and I could see my breath. I got up and the coals from the fire last night were almost out. I threw some more kindling on there and blew on them to ignite. After I had gotten a flame back, I threw a log on there to warm the shelter. I had managed to replace the moss on the roof with wood and mud to insulate better for the winter and also to be more waterproof. Life on Frasers Ridge was peaceful and productive. A lot had happened, but at the end of the day it was the same. Me waiting at the end of the road for Declan.

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Kiyôtêw (Ch 4)

Main Characters: Jane (OFC) x Declan Harp

Other characters: Outlander & Frontier Characters

Summary: Goodbyes are hard but time heals all. For Jane she will not only need to call on her own strength to get through this she will need the help of her family.

Ratings & Warning: Mature language and sexual content.

CH 4. Teaghlach

word count: 8700+

I woke up the next to Declan watching me sleep stroking my hair and face. “you drool,” he said teasingly. I smiled embarrassed and wiped my mouth with the back of my hand. I felt an aching between my legs but also a deep satisfaction. He moved closer and kissed me. “good morning to you too, what time is it?” I said lazily. He said the time, but I stopped listening when he sat up on to the edge of the bed and got up. His naked form was magnificent. I could watch him walk around naked all day. The finely defined muscles in his entire backside would make any anatomist drool. My eyes watched his movements like a predator. The thin white scars on his back were made with a scalpel. They were too fine to be a knife and they were in the shape of tick marks, like in a prison. It made me sad that the memory of Benton would forever follow him. I wished that this time had the technology to take those memories away. “mmmm,” I said full of desire. He looked back at me and smirked. “like what you see?” he called back over his shoulder as he found his shirt and pulled it on. I felt sad as I knew I would have to say goodbye soon. “You seem eager to leave,” I said sadly. He stopped dressing and walked back over to the bed and sat down on my side. “I’m not, I’m eager to return.” He said touching my face gently. “I know but doesn’t mean I have to like it,” I said bitterly looking away. He smiled sympathetically and put his hand on my hips and then slowly slid them to my butt and gave it a good squeeze. I giggled and swatted his hand away. “mmmm…I’m sure going to miss that” He grinned “it will miss you too,” I said teasingly. “If only we had those ‘airplanes’ that you spoke of. I would be able to be where I needed to and come back within the day. Although I don’t know how I would feel about being so high up in the sky. I like having my feet on the ground.” He said trying to imagine the metal birds in the sky. “yeah, a plane would be really useful right about now. Too bad I’m not an engineer.” I replied We both got dressed in silence. It was going to be rough for the next few months, and we knew it. He had to go all the way to Canada and then come back meaning it would at least be 6 months till I saw him weather permitting. It would be easier to travel overland rather than by ship. Everything was much slower here. As a child from technology and instant gratification, it was maddening but also peaceful at the same time. We both finally made our way to the dining room where breakfast was being served. Declan had all his things packed and Jocasta had arranged for food and whiskey to be packed up on a horse for him through Ulysses. Everything was ready for him to leave, except for me. Breakfast was a bit somber, but we were still able to have conversation and Jamie and Declan had become fast friends over these past few days. Through it, all Brianna reached out and squeezed my hand knowing what I was going through. I was glad to have a friend to relate to it all and help me through this. We all walked out front and there was his horse waiting to take him away from me. I never have wanted to harm an animal but now I did. I knew I was being selfish, petty and I kept telling myself that I had been alone for 25 years and that 6 months would go by fast. I was the last one to say goodbye. He took me by the hand, and we walked towards his horse away from everyone to have a private moment. He took a deep breath and so did I.

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Kiyôtêw (Ch 3)

Main Characters: Jane (OFC) x Declan Harp

Other characters: Outlander & Frontier Characters

Summary: Trust is everything when it comes to survival in the new world. There is still a lot of suspicion and tension between the Frasers, Jane, and Declan. Will they all be able to learn to trust each other?

Ratings & Warning: Mature language and sexual content.

CH 2. Mamisîwin

word count: 7900+

I slowly rocked the rudder back and forth the water was calm and slow. I was grateful after the night we had, had. The sound of the water and the repetitive motions, my mind was clear. We rounded a big bend and a plantation-style house came into view I smiled. It was very extravagant. I wasn’t expecting a mansion but then I saw the hundreds of slaves working the fields and my heart sank. Declan saw my face and looked concerned. “what’s wrong? We made it.” I looked down at him and smiled again. “I am happy, I just don’t agree with slavery.” He was surprised by this claim “I don’t either kiyôtêw.” I smiled and steered towards the dock. A large African American man was walking towards the dock and waited at the end of it for us. We unloaded our packs and walked to meet the head slave I guessed. As we got closer, I unconsciously grabbed Declan’s hand. He looked down briefly and squeezed back. I was nervous and waiting for something bad to happen. Full Chapter Here

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Kiyôtêw (ch2)

Main Characters: Jane (OFC) x Declan Harp

Other characters: Outlander & Frontier Characters

Summary: Jane and Declan are on their way to Riverrun and neither of them trusts each other, Jane is plotting on escape and Declan just wants to get this over with. Adventure awaits these two as they make their way down the river.

Ratings & Warning: Mature language and sexual content.

CH 2. otinâkaniwiw

word count: 5200+

We rode for several hours in silence; it was very uncomfortable. I figured we would have seen another person by now but there didn’t seem to be any roads or any buildings. Declan looked over at me and smiled. “You aren’t from around, here are you kiyôtêw?” I looked back at him and smiled “No, I’m not, but neither are you and what did you just call me?” He smirked and said “true, but I meant that you don’t seem like you are from this new world and you aren’t from Britain. So, you are a kiyôtêw, it means visitor from afar” My heart dropped and I looked away pissed that he had made me already. “Don’t worry I’m not going to say anything to anyone. I have my payment and I gave my word that I would get you to where you need to be, but don’t try anything funny ya hear?” I felt a sense of relief but knew that this meant he was going to keep an extra close eye on me. We kept riding and when it started to get dark so stopped in an opening in a forest, I tied my horse to a tree with an easy knot so that I could slip away easily later. He set up his bedroll and then started to work on the fire. I rolled my bed roll out as well and made it look like I was ready for bed. “I’m going to go get us some dinner. Wait here I’ll be back.” I looked over and smiled. “Thank you.” He nodded and then walked off with some throwing knives. I waited about 20 mins before I packed my bed up again and grabbed some jerky from the food sack. I untied the horse and started riding away. I didn’t think about the direction I was going I just went at full speed. I felt bad for leaving him, but I had to get back. I’m sure my picture was on a milk carton by now. I rode and rode until I got to a dirt road. I followed it for a while and then I heard someone following me on horseback. I was shocked and couldn’t believe Declan had caught up to me. Then there was another figure on a horse in front of me. My stomach turned. It wasn’t Declan. It was a group of Native Americans and they did not look welcoming. I turned back around at full speed I would rather be with Declan than be with a group of people that I didn’t understand. I felt so stupid I didn’t even think about the chances of being captured again. My heart dropped as I saw another native American in front of me, bow pulled taught with an arrow notched and ready to go at my head. I halted my horse and put my hands up. I knew that I didn’t have another choice. I had to be smart and pick my battles. The native American was yelling something. Probably for me to get off. I didn’t understand but I got off anyway and put my hands up again. He waited for his companions to come find us before he lowered his arrow. His companion forced me to my knees. I felt so helpless.

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Kiyôtêw

Main Characters: Jane (OFC) x Declan Harp 

Other characters: Outlander & Frontier Characters

Summary: Jane, a 21st-century doctor, ends up going through a certain stone circle in the Americas and finds herself caught up in a certain Scottish family's drama and someone's fur trading business. How is she going to navigate her new life in the 18th century especially since the Revolutionary war is only 5 years away? Will she be able to return to her own time or will something keep her here and risk being caught up in the bloody battles over beaver pelts and the American war for freedom?

Ratings & Warning: Mature language and sexual content.

Authors Notes: This is a crossover between Frontier and outlander. Found that the two were around the same time and figured that they would dovetail together nicely. Posting to Tumblr as I want to reach a broader audience with this Fanfic. There are actually 5 posted chapters already and a 6th coming out on 10/11/19. Still going to post little snippets of each. Constructive/positive feedback is encouraged. I hope you enjoy the story and that I can keep you all entertained. 

Ch1. wâhýaw (far far away)

Word count: 5200+

I remember it like it was just days ago. There was a fog when I awoke. The air was heavy, and I felt the moisture on my face. I opened my eyes there were trees above me and I am not in my tent. I must have fallen asleep I don’t remember lying down to take a nap. The last I remember I was looking at the cairns and there was a deep buzzing noise and touched the center stone; then nothing. It must have been at least a few hours since I left on my walk, I figured someone from the camp would have stumbled upon me by now. I look around for my pack, but it is nowhere to be found. Damn fox or an animal must have gotten to it. I lifted up my skirts to stand. These damned skirts. So old fashioned and so inconvenient. This reenactment was boring and ridiculous. I couldn’t even hear fake canon and musket fire anymore. Also, I’m pretty sure there weren’t any Asian people during this time in America, but Suzette insisted because they couldn’t get enough people to volunteer. I think I would have looked more authentic in a native American costume. The east has a pretty strong tradition in reenacting parts of the revolutionary war. Battle of Kings Mountain in North Carolina. What the hell was I even doing there? Oh yeah acting as a poor bystander. Yeah, Asian person back in the 1700s…right. I felt ridiculous. Maybe I’ll just lay down and pretend to be “dead”. I walked out of the circle of cairns and try to get my bearings. What a way to spend a vacation, in a fucking revolutionary war reenactment. I can see the sun setting in the east and so I start heading north back to where the encampment is, it’s going to be dark soon. I remember Suzette telling me about how simple things were “back then” and it sounded so nice. I would love to get away from all the complications of dating apps, cell phones in general. Being alone. My mind being quiet. But that would require not being a part of a loud battle reenactment. I started to wonder why it was so quiet. Maybe they were all breaking for supper? I was getting hungry and it was starting to get dark. If I didn’t want to be food for the wolves I should hurry. I felt like I had been walking for a while, it’s been at least long enough for me to have hit the paved trail by now. I was beginning to worry that I had gone in the wrong direction. I finally hit a dirt road that I didn’t remember seeing but decided to follow anyway east. I couldn’t see any tents or cars parked up ahead, but the hills looked familiar. I kept walking until I heard horse hooves behind me. I turned and saw a carriage and couldn’t believe that someone had rented a carriage with horses and coachmen to this event. I couldn’t help but laugh and keep walking. A man about 30 years of age, pale skin and storm blue eyes with his hair pulled back into a neat ponytail poked his head out the side as the carriage pulled up to me. In a very authentic British accent and in full red coat attire “Madame, are you lost?”

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-Brawler Sailor Moon - Final -

Finished up Brawler Sailor Moon, mainly more BLOOD and details. But original Brawler Sailor Moon still exists also, just a little bit cleaned up.

She’s just the start. Brawler Sailors will literally murder you. LITERALLY. REAL LIFE.

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