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I just stumbled across your blog and read some, I feel like saying I'm so glad that you're so strong and on your way to recovery <3

Thank you so much gorgeous! Honestly recovery was the best thing tht ever happened to me <3

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BLOG GIVEAWAY

HOLA, 

so as most of y'all should know by now, I'm well into recovery and therefore never on this blog anymore. However I dont really want to delete it without offering it to someone to maintain/ look after/ whatever you want. 

So I'll be giving this account away to whoever messages me with the honest intention of using it for good. ie. not encouraging others to engage in pro-ed behaviours. If you identify as pro-ana / pro-mia, please dont bother messaging me. If you will use it to be empathetic to others and for your own self expression, then go nuts...its all yours. 

I also own the URL ele-gaunt.tumblr.com so yeah, someone can have that too. 

Good luck guys, love you all xx

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excuse all you bitches but I'm almost 7 months into recovery.

what up.

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were you a mod for the caed blog?

I still am love :) 

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Love your blog !! xoxo

aw, love you!! xx

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PLEASE HELP I need to know, when. Did. She. Send. it. to. you? Am I too late? please, I need to know because I can’t deal with life without her

Hey, she sent it at 12.30pm Australian Eastern Standard time yesterday. is there any way you can contact her?

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Im so glad you're doing better! unfortunately i cant say the same for myself but oh well, i have to say that i'm considering suicide tonight but if i do do it its okay because i'll finally be free and i can be happy anyway what im really here to say is im pieter's one friend and i need you to look after him for me if you can because my parents blocked tumblr and i need someone to watch out for him when im gone ~Laura xx

Gorgeous girl, I need you to listen to me right now. Dont do this. You are worth so much more than you think. I understand what its like to want to take your own life, trust me, I do. But that is never the solution. Whatever you are going through, we can work through it together. Please dont do this baby girl, you've come so far already and I know that you have the strength to overcome anything. I know that both of you do, and I want to be here for you and Pieter. He needs you to be strong for him, and he'll do the same for you. I'm here for both of you, just please dont hurt yourself my lovely xxx

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I cant post fanmail, so I'll post this here.

Ok, my name is Pieter, and here is my story: 1 year ago, I started going to junior high, but I went to a choice school, that was in a different city than where I live, which meant new people and new friends and all that crap. Everything was fine until around 2nd semester, where I picked up some bad habits, and all of my friends left me, except for one person who kinda helped me. (more on that later) it took me a full quarter of school to drop all of the bad habits that I had picked up, and so I thought “oh boy, now my old friends can come back and everything will be happy again, right?” Wrong. I found out that my friends had spread really shitty, false and disgusting rumors about me, and now the whole school hated me, and at the same time, I found out that all of the kids I had gone to elementary school with for six years were all making fun of me. This has been carrying on since third quarter of last year, to this day in 8th grade. Do you all remember that one person who stayed with me a little bit? Yeah, that mean the whole goddamn world to me so I thought that I would invite him to a super small 14th birthday party I was going to have, and he responded with “no, we’re really not friends, this has been a one way relationship since seventh grade” that tipped me over the edge, and It was the first time that I cut. The other really important time so far was on 5/10/13 when I was just tired of all the shit, of having no friends, of having no one even talk to me, of everyone making fun of me, and so I snuck a knife into school, and during lunch, I slipped off to the bathroom to cut, and once I returned, I found that nobody had even noticed me leaving. There have been a couple situations where I almost ended it all, but I’m past that now. (I think) putting my story up here on tumblr is my 4th resort, the 1st was liquor, the 2nd was talking to my two friends, the 3rd was music, and now, here I am. I’m not sure what I am expecting from posting this, but one of my two friends told me it was worth a shot. Anyways, that wraps up my story. It’s missing about 20~30% of it, (me being sad and cutting) but there it is. 

— pieter08

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pieter08

hey gorgeous, if you're reading this then I got your message but i'm not sure if you want me to post it or not, but I do want to talk to you. Your ask box isnt open though so I cant :( 

You can open it by changing the settings when you customise your page.

talk soon xx

http://pieter08.tumblr.com/ask

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Harry and neville?

Aw yay I got one!!!! Thanks anon <3

Harry: A scar on my body.

I hate all of my scars. I genuinely dont understand when people who are no longer self harming say that they love their scars because they ‘add character’ or something. Mine make me cringe. The thought that I used to hate myself enough to cause permanent damage to my body is enough to make me physically ill. To each their own I guess. Anywho, my least favourite scar is at the top of my left thigh. I cut CONTROL rather deep and I doubt that the scar will ever fade much. I remember having the urge to do this for the longest time but I was never triggered enough to do it. Then one night before I was about to go live at home for 2 weeks over the holidays I had eaten too much pasta (massive fear food) and purged it all. I had already purged twice that day and I was feeling super numb so I just did it. And regretted it instantly. 

Neville: An embarrassing story. 

My life. Jokes. Ummm. Fuck, I dont know. I broke my hand in grade 8 after running into a wall. I couldn’t go to camp so I had to tell everyone at school that I couldn’t go to camp because I had ran into a wall. 

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im so proud of you for being so far into recovery! keep going xx

Thank you so much!!! You guys are so lovely :) 

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yaay glad to hear that you are getting better. I'm proud of you, hun! (: (:

Thank you lovely!!! :)

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Congrats on being purge free! What a great accomplishment <3

Thank you so much gorgeous!! This means the world <3

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4 months into recovery today #ohyeahniggaheyniggawhat I haven't purged in exactly 4 months and I haven't cut for even longer. And life is good. I finally want to live.

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<3

Hello Everyone, my name is Danny, I am Katelyn’s boyfriend. Late last night Katelyn was taken back into hospital from an overdose she had taken last week, her organs were shutting down slowly, yesterday, the hospital let her out, thinking everything was okay, but didn’t know she was in severe pain, Katelyn didn’t say anything, it was her ‘back-up plan’ to suicide. So shes drifting slowly, and the doctors said she will not make it. She will be missed, and I can’t cope without her here. I miss her so much already, and love her with every little bit of my heart. When she goes I don’t know what I will do, she is my perfect, sweet, loving girlfriend.

This photo was taken the day she came out of hospital. 

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JUST PLEASE LET ME HAVE JUST ONE OMG

Harry Potter: Tell us about a scar on your body

Hermione Granger: What is your favorite book, how many times have you read it, and why do you love it?

Ron Weasley: Something you're afraid of?

Luna Lovegood: One thing that makes you different from everyone else.

Fred Weasley: Can you do any magic tricks? What is the best one you can do? If you can't do any, what's the best one you've seen?

George Weasley: What is the best prank you've ever played on someone?

Neville Longbottom: Tell us an embarrassing story.

Narcissa Malfoy: Do you have a good relationship with your family? Who are you closest to?

Voldemort: If you were to create a Horcrux(s), what would it be and why?

Bellatrix Lestrange: Have you ever loved someone who could never love you back?

Ginny Weasley: Have you ever been in love with an unexpected person?

Hedwig: If you went to Hogwarts, what kind of pet would you bring? (ex: cat, owl, rat, frog)

Draco Malfoy: Is it better to be feared or to be loved?

Rubeus Hagrid: What is your favorite mystical creature?

Dolores Umbridge: Make a list of rules that your family (or whoever you choose) would have to follow if you made the rules.

Lucius Malfoy: What is your most prized possession?

Molly Weasley: What is the proudest moment of your life?

Dobby: Who are you most loyal to?

Sirius Black: Have you ever been accused of doing something you didn't do?

Argus Filch: What's the worst job you've ever had?

Dudley Dursley: How many presents do you usually receive on your birthday?

Peter Pettigrew: Are you a leader or a follower?

Cedric Diggory: Have you ever had a near death experience?

Albus Dumbledore: What is the greatest obstacle you have ever overcome in your life?

Minerva McGonagall: What is your favorite spell?

Severus Snape: Are you a trustworthy person?

Remus Lupin: If you transform into any one animal or creature, which one would it be?

Uncle Vernon: What is your favorite day of the week?

Mad Eye Moody: Who is the bravest person you know?

Arthur Weasley: What do you think is the best "muggle" invention?

Professor Sprout: What is your favourite class that is offered at Hogwarts?

Nymphadora Tonks: If you could change one thing about your appearance what would it be?

Moaning Mertile: What is something that always makes you cry?

James Potter: Would you risk your life to save someone you truly love?

Lily Potter: What color eyes do you have?

Professor Trelawney: Have you ever dreamt something was going to happen and then it happened?

Mr. Ollivander: What would your wand look like?

Lavender Brown: Who is the last person who texted and have you ever had a crush on them?

Cho Chang: If you were on the Quidditch team, what position would you play?

Aunt Petunia: What is your favorite flower?