voidlikepayne
voidlikepayne
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call me void, Tumblr stop taking my diary down lol. 20, he/they. (not pro just tagging)pro ana, pro mia, bed
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voidlikepayne · 20 days ago
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voidlikepayne · 24 days ago
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what will it be, boss? the comfort of misery or the pain of change?
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voidlikepayne · 1 month ago
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Finals are done and so am I
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voidlikepayne · 2 months ago
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Are you ever scared the the reason you’re ugly isn’t because you’re f4t but your face is just ugly? Or is that just me?
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voidlikepayne · 2 months ago
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does anyone else fantasize about becoming violently ill and being unable to eat
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voidlikepayne · 2 months ago
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This user has a triggering blog
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voidlikepayne · 2 months ago
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voidlikepayne · 2 months ago
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I miss being I'll as a teenager. I had so much will power. I lost 3 stone in 2 months, I walked up and down 5 miles twice a week. Binged and purged once a week with ease and now I can't even stand let alone walk, I can't do anything but binge. Food makes me want to cry but it also makes me so happy. I'm 20 and a failure. I couldn't even kill myself
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voidlikepayne · 2 months ago
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voidlikepayne · 2 months ago
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voidlikepayne · 2 months ago
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she did say she always wanted a cat… so she can have flesh kitty :)
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voidlikepayne · 2 months ago
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voidlikepayne · 2 months ago
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voidlikepayne · 3 months ago
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If I cvt my arm there’s no going back istg I won’t stop this time ugh…
God I wanna make my sink look like this fuck
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voidlikepayne · 3 months ago
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what a time
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voidlikepayne · 3 months ago
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Fat people are so beautiful. Why am I the only exception. Why am I the outlier. Why am I squishy and droopy when others have curves and softness. I just want to be masculine but I'm trapped looking like a ball of clay thrown at the floor. I hate myself I hate my body I hate my mind, I don't know what I look like. I can't even sew without feeling disgusted that I'm that shape
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voidlikepayne · 3 months ago
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basically every time i come on here i see pics of some random chubby girl being used as f4tspo and i don't know if it's just me but i'm kind of tired of it honestly like half of you are just the sweetest people ever and the other half are really kind of jerks like i'm guilty of thinking things that i feel so horrible for comparing other people's weight to mine but some of you really need to learn some common decency and remind yourselves some ed thoughts should be left unsaid
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