it took a kidnapping, an explosion, a confrontation with his brother, his life getting entirely uprooted, AND a bad breakup with his boyfriend to make Chay cry. the second time he cried still took another home ping pong match, another attempted kidnapping, his brother nearly dying, his mother returned from the dead, AND the emotional equivalent of a cannonball in the form of his ex-he’s-maybe-definitely-not-over soulfully wailing why don’t you STAYYYYYY
Kim broke up with the boy he likes then cried over their date polaroids
last night's episode really hit close to home for me, I have been through a lot of the same type of experiences and it really made me feel some type of way.
Thua and Ayan hanging out feels kind of sweet since I think Ayan will be a light for many people in that shit hole, I said the same in my previous post about the importance of the eclipse characters.
Kan allowed himself to be around Thua again, he was sad that he hadn't been hanging around with him lately, and he showed him he cares and is also worried about him being around Ayan.
Ayan allowed himself to be emotional, he allowed his guard to come down when Akk was around, he allowed the most vulnerable side of him show and Akk staying with him showed how much he cared.
Akk asking if thr prefects could look over him instead was both for Ayan's own good bur also an excuse for Akk to find answers about him and use it to his advantage.
Thua and Ayan meeting Thua's mom makes me wonder what they were there for original if he wasn't there to come out? But also it was a stepping stone for them to talk and a bridge for them to start working on their bond.
We got to see Thua outside of school out side of his normal stance, we got to see his story and we got to understand him a little better too and we got to see Ayan opening up ever so slightly.
Another piece of the plot with uncle dika and the grief that Ayan shows was really powerful and Khaotung portrayed it with pure perfection.
The accidental kiss, the longing stares, akk rescuing him, Ayan kissing him on the cheek it's a sequence I will not be letting go for awhile.
In conclusion the eclipse is doing shit no one else is doing, we are queer and we will never be silenced!