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paige won her first game at CT and her second in front of geno

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TALK ME INTO TENSION

CHAPTER ONE: “ITS IN YOUR EYES”

toxic!nika mühl x ex fem oc!catalina del arma

DESCRIPTION/ A cool night in the upper east side of manhattan, dim lights, music & wine was the perfect recipe for Catalina’s art gallery opening. She’s been an aspiring artists since high school she’s just started to make quite a name for herself when a ghost from her past returns, the question is…will she stay?

WARNINGS/ language, tension, exes dynamics

barley proofread so if you find any mistakes…just look the other way🙂‍↕️

WORD COUNT/ 1.4k

NEW YORK NEVER SLEEPS…that’s why I loved it here..guess I lived my “American dream” fantasies out to the fullest.

The night was going perfectly. This was all I ever dreamed of. My art hung on the walls like daydreams I couldn’t help but look around in awe..till I locked eyes with my nightmare. Nika Mühl. My ex girlfriend who I haven’t seen in 8 months since I moved from Seattle to New york. She was 12 feet away but I swear I could smell her dior laced scent from here, my gaze lingers on her clinique black honey tinted lips…that lipstick & that perfume undeniably my mistake waiting to happen.

FLASHBACK

I woke up to the smell of french toast, strawberries, & last nights sex. I throw on one of nika’s old t-shirts & my underwear from the floor before slipping out of bed to follow that heavenly smell. I smiled when I saw my beautiful girls face, all focused as she made breakfast.

I snake my arms around her waist, rest my chin on her shoulder, kiss her cheek & whisper in her ear “Good morning, whatcha making pretty girl?” she smiled softly “Your favorite baby” she turns her face a little to get a proper look at me. She took me in as if her eyes could see my soul. I always believed whole heartedly that she could.

“Gosh you get more beautiful every time I see you” she states like she’s never been more sure of anything in her life. She kisses me soft & slow like she wanted to memorize this moment for a lifetime. “Some mail came in, there’s a few things in there for you” she mumbled against my ear.

I make my way over to the kitchen counter & that’s when I saw it, a letter from “The School of Visual Arts” in New York..I haven’t even told nika I applied, in all honesty I wasn’t even sure I was gonna get in. It was a spur of the moment kinda thing but that’s when I opened the letter and saw “We are pleased to inform you—“ and my heart jumped out of my chest. I got accepted.

little did I know this would change my life. And me & nikas relationship forever.

after that letter things were never the same.

END OF FLASHBACK

She came. Of course she did. She’s been keeping up with my every move since we broke up…so have I. There was too much history between us to go no contact— at least that’s what I keep telling myself to hide the fact that I don’t still burn for her no matter how much distance or hatred is between us.

But even after all the texts, the drunk calls, the voice mails. Showing up unannounced? To a night that’s supposed to be mine? that’s bold…even for nika. I eye her up and down, she’s smug…still has that stupid smirk that’s forever burned into my soul…She looks good. too good. I break eye contact not because I couldn’t hold it any longer but because I wasn’t gonna feed into her twisted egotistical mind.

NIKAS POV

I hopped on the first plane to New York out of spite. We had a game against Liberty scheduled 2 nights from now, sure I was gonna be in the city earlier than the rest of the team but this is where I needed to be. just for tonight.

Her lips were tattooed in a kiss shaped form not only on my shoulder but engraved in my mind too. She’s unforgettable, she sets my soul on fire but leaves my heart cold. Sure we weren’t technically still together but I know she feels it too & i’d rather die than miss her big night,….okay maybe I also just wanted to see her in person.

I enter her gallery, she’s always been so poetic, how fitting that she lives out her dreams. I look around taking in the atmosphere & then I see her. Out of all her ethereal artwork, she is the most angelic piece of art i’ve ever laid my eyes on. We lock eyes, her jaw tightens, to anyone else it would have looked like she wanted me dead & maybe she did, but I didn’t miss that flutter I saw in her eyes. She could lie to her friends & lie to herself that she’s not still mine, but her eyes…her eyes never lied..especially not to me.

I smirk a little knowing she’s feeling it all over again. I take her in…seeing her soul...She looked beautiful, her dark hair down in soft waved curls, that deep brown open back dress with pearls coming down it, her nails always cherry red..the same nails that used to scratch down my back when I would take her completely, ruining her so beautifully. She always was the art.

BACK TO CATALINAS POV

Tonight just got a lot harder. I exuse myself from the conversation I was having to go top my wine off & down it. There’s no way I was gonna be able to handle her sober, I look over to find her looking at one of my paintings. A lot of my work was abstract, photography, mixed media. Every piece is emotionally loaded, but masked in metaphor. I never painted obvious pain, but out of all the paintings she could have stood there & stared at…it had to be that one.

The painting was of her outline i’ve memorized…it was beautifully done…her collarbone painted sharp like her voice. I’ve gotten asked about my painting inspiration a lot tonight, but when asked about that one I lied saying it was how I perceived Barcelona’s silhouette if my home place was a woman. Lies. It was all the shape of the woman i’d never forget.

I walk over to her “You came.” I stated “I always show up when it matters” I scoff lightly at the irony of her words “right..aren’t you just perfect” I speak my voice laced with sarcasm “you’ve always been the perfect one baby” of course she swarms in here & acts as if she’s never left. “This one’s beautiful” her voice was amused, she knew full & well that this painting was of her despite me painting her hair to cover half her face to hide her distinct features, but there was also a hint of genuine awe.

“I wanna buy it.” her eyes never leaving the painting, I snap my head towards her “what?” “you heard me dûso” she brings her lips to my ear “I want it..and I still want you” her hand snakes around my waist & I hated how perfectly I fit in her hands…”You can buy the fucking painting but you’re not getting the privilege of touching me again.”

“Tell me to leave & mean it. I dare you” her voice sharp, accent more prominent..”I want you to leave…” I try to sound like I truly meant it but we both knew I didn’t, her just being here made my brain short circuit..i’d be lying if I said I wasn’t secretly hoping she would come, she shakes her head a soft smirk playing on her lips as she murmured “Bullshit.”

I wanted to hate her. I tried so hard too, but she always made me weak, I was unstoppable until it came to her. I was like putty in her hands. “Come on baby…talk me into tension… just one more time” her voice was almost desperate as her breath fanned on my neck

she kissed my neck softy if I hadn’t known any better I would have thought she was truly sorry. maybe she was. maybe she wasn’t. But I was yearning to feel that fire heat up my body when she touched me again.…but I also wasn’t gonna give into her this easy.

“I’ll go tell my assistant that you wanna buy this piece” and I walked away with an ache between my legs. The art gallery was a huge success, but I had to get out of there before I tripped back into bed with her…I snuck out back & headed back to my apartment.

I wash the thoughts of nika off my body & watch the water & my want go down the drain. As I get ready for bed my phone buzzes

nika [1:17am]

you looked good tonight

don’t act like you didn’t want me

catalina [1:21am]

maybe i did.

but i stopped reacting to ghosts.

nika [1:23am]

funny

you used to beg me to haunt you

catalina [1:25am]

and you used to promise not to hurt me

we both lied.

nika [1:29am]

come outside my love

i’m outside.

catalina [1:30am]

you’re insane

nika [1:31am]

for you? always.

catalina [1:33am]

you don’t get to do this

not after everything

nika [1:35am]

you still want messy.

you still want me.

catalina [1:36am]

stop.

nika [1:36am]

say it.

say you don’t miss me and i’ll leave.

catalina [1:39am]

…

i can’t.

Apparently my common sense went down that drain in the shower too because I let my ex in my apartment after swearing i’d never go back.

here we go again.

A/N

UGH I cannot wait to write more for this series, I hope you enjoyed the first chapter because there is definitely more to come!

thanks for reading, love you always

wish signing off🪽

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“TALK ME INTO TENSION” (PROLOGUE)

nika mühl x catalina del arma (oc!)

darlin’ darlin’ darlin’, I fall to pieces when i’m with you

She told me she loved me with her whole chest, like the word could hold us together.

Like if she said it slowly enough, it wouldn’t tear at the seams later. There were no cracks in the floor yet. Just that silence before a building gives way.

The kind that makes your stomach turn even when everything still looks pretty from the outside.

Her lips tasted like a promise, her hands like a dare. And I took both like I didn’t already know how this would end.

Seattle Storm point guard. All power, swagger, and emotional wreckage stitched beneath smirks. She’s addictive, intense, & so good at getting what she wants, she never learned what to do once she has it. Especially when what she wants is Catalina. Still is. Always was.

Barcelona born, Manhattan bruised. An art gallery darling with a guarded heart, all dark eyes & a sharper mind. She grew up surrounded by wealth and ruin, knows how to play perfect but never learned how to let anyone in. She’s magnetic, messy, untouchable….well except to Nika.

A/N

AHHH, i am so beyond excited to announce that i will be writing my first ever series!! i have so many stomach turning ideas in mind for this series so stay tunedddd.

You already know i had to use “cindy kimberly” as catalina’s oc (in true fanfic fashion), cindy has been my inspiration since 2018, an absolute queen.

thanks for reading, love you always

wish signing off🪽

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I KNOW THATS RIGHT 🗣️

now WHO is tryna leave her out of the roty conversations

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KNOWING THAT YOU LOVE ME

nika mühl x fem! reader

DESCRIPTION/ nika mühl as your gf head canons !

WARNINGS/ mainly fluff! suggestive implications if you squint

NOT proofread…too lazy 😴

౨ৎ quite literally the CUTEST human being ever, just in who she is, she’s adorable ☹️

౨ৎ an amazing cook she loves showing you her culture especially when it comes to the food

౨ৎ her love languages are words of affirmation & acts of service, she’s always telling you how amazing you are & showing it in her actions. ex: “you’re so good” “here let me help” “you’re perfection my love”

౨ৎ loves calling you cute nicknames “my love” “bebo/baby” “ljepotice/pretty girl” “dûso/sweetheart”

౨ৎ absolutely adores you in every way, she loves taking pictures of you just to admire you. She even has a photo album in her phone dedicated solely to pictures of you

౨ৎ is an old school romantic, she writes you love letters, gets you flowers (she keeps one from every bouquet she gets you so she knows when she needs to buy you new ones), ties your shoes when they come undone, etc

౨ৎ is pretty dominant but definitely loves to switch…do with that information what you will 🙂‍↕️

౨ৎ she leaves little notes tucked into your bag or hoodie pocket for you to find written partly in croatian, so you have to ask her to translate and she loves watching you blush when she whispers the meanings

౨ৎ she’s the type to grab your hand randomly spin you around just because & say “pogledaj te, ljepotice” (Look at you pretty girl) smiling like you’re the only person in the world.

౨ৎ she keeps a pressed flower inside her phone case from the first bouquet she ever gave you, a little lucky charm she touches when she’s missing you.

౨ৎ she’s your safe place, she can read you like a book she always knows exactly what you need so when she can tell your overwhelmed, upset or anxious she just pulls you in without a word

౨ৎ her morning voice is almost sinful, her accent thick, sleepy tone..it makes you wanna melt every time you hear it

౨ৎ loves marking you, love bites, hickeys, what can she say she just can’t help it🤷🏻‍♀️

౨ৎ loves teasing you about y’all size & height difference, rests her chin on top of your head, hold things over her head juuuust out of reach, scoops you up & carries you around just to prove she can

౨ৎ she lovesss seeing you in her clothes, the way they fit you just a little big but still somehow perfect she LOVES that. “you look better in it than i do dûso”

౨ৎ falls victim to photo booths & digital cam pics EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

౨ৎ tries to teach you croatian (plot twist you now only know terms of endearment & cuss words)

౨ৎ SUPER protective over you, people know better than you mess with you cuz yes nika is the sweetest girl ever but when she gets pissed she gets PISSEDDDD

౨ৎ is SUCHHH a tease, lingering possessive touches, her eyes telling you everything she’s thinking, can be so rough yet so gentle

౨ৎ she’s SOOOO whipped for you & has no problem showing it. forehead kisser, pda, always complimenting you, she’s just so in love with you

A/N

i love writing head canons they’re so fun, nika is such a cutie☹️ lmk if yall want more ! i’m thinking of writing a series with nika & have some drafts cooking for paige so stay tuneddd😼

ps. happy pride month

request are welcome & open !

thanks for reading, love you always

wish signing off🪽

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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH TO ALL MY GAYS, THEYS & CLOSETED BABES (you are not alone ever. cuz girl i’ve been DEEP in the closet for yearssss)

I love you all from the bottom of my heart💐

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FIC OR SERIES TEASER (HELP ME CHOOSE)

toxic! nika mühl x ex! fem reader

DESCRIPTION/ you’re nika’s favorite ex & even tho things where “over” there were always some strings attached. She always had a way of making you weak & she didn’t loose that power when yall lost yalls label..

HI LOVELIES, i know i’ve been like off the grid for a little, life’s been busy but i’m back into my writing motivation grind & i’ve had this fic idea sitting in my drafts for a little while but i’m stuck between making it a one part fic (with just nika & reader) or turning it into a series with an oc & multiple parts !! lmk whatcha think

PS. i’m also working on making a master list!! i finally figured out how so that’s coming very soon thank you for your patience!

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I want her to do a tattoo tour sooo bad🙂‍↕️ nika come home the kids miss you (miss seeing her on the court too☹️💔)

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guys i’m barking

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CHENY GOT WAIVED NOOOOOOOO

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dime

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they’re so fine

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WNBA draft outfits for the #1 draft pick 🙂‍↕️

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what can we even say atp

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PAIGE BUECKERS JUST GOT DRAFTED TO THE DALLAS WINGS. GREAT DAY TO BE A TEXAN BASKETBALL FAN ‼️🗣️