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my collarbones are starting to show i’m so happyy

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hot girl summer is coming 😼😼😼

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how do I hide from my mom when I workout? i mean i don't want her to be intrusive or ask questions, but sometimes she hears when I workout and she starts telling me that I'm obsessed, it gets on my nerves

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I look at you and something about you, I don't know what, makes me uncomfortable the fact is not that I don't like you no one has ever asked if you like me, my problem started in May I have to go to school, but I can't and now that I'm staring at you I can't get closer and I'm just embarrassed, I can't, I get up I go to my room, I fly to another state away from my screaming mother, i go far lying in bed, I watch my never-made film again in which I am different from this different from this, I'm better now I close the shutters even if it's sunny outside. my dad thinks it's too early to suffer for love but it's a banal phrase, I'm elsewhere

life slips from your hands but you'll be up tomorrow too you will find, you will truly find a meaning to this nothingness and that love you deserved It will be beautiful tomorrow you will find, you will finally find all the courage you need

you disgust me, I don't want you I don't need you, I know my body It's cold, I cover myself, you're at the top of the things I hate I have to go, I'll leave you here alone everything's okay, everything's okay, not so much I don't cry, but I lose my balance and fall (fall) I get up, everything's okay (okay) I don't want to let you win, in fact, I can't I don't need you, I don't need your opinion In whose name you are keeping your eyes on me now I look at the sky and it looks like a Rothko painting And I think there's something broken inside me and it was you who made me feel like a monster to make me feel dirty, to make me feel guilty what you once were is now dead nobody cares anyway, nobody listens anyway,

You're not a kid who misbehaved no, not even an unfair friend It's not some stupid teenage crush It is not a synthetic or natural drug I'm normal, I swear, I'm normal. the horoscope told me that today is a special day, don’t bother yourselves, don't worry, leave it alone for the umpteenth time, I'm not hungry, no thanks (no thanks)

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i wanna cry

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I feel devastated again, I feel like it's all my fault. for 3 years I have been suffering from binge eating and do you want to know what? no one helps me. it's just me and food. and it's a continuous starving and then binging. Is there anyone who has managed to get out of binge eating?

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i lost three kilos, I hope I don't gain them back 🥹

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i will only be happy when I lose weight

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i feel so depressed

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I love feeling my ribs even if i can't see them yet

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ok so my mom knows very well that I'm not eating, at least I think so. she asks me if I want her to prepare something for me or something. what should I do? I'm literally in my locked room because just hearing her tell me to eat makes me so angry, what should I do?

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pls pls pls someone help me pls

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where can I find these ???

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i miss 2021.. so so so much with all my heart