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the friendship between doug and omen in monster con is something so special to me it makes me physically ill with love

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HELLO????????????????

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if btful glitch wont make the sucker for love collab real, guess its up to me

alt without the lil dots on the tentacles under the cut!

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idk what version of monster prom you guys played, i loved trying to romance beatrice shes definitely my fave

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what if ena was polygons but more. or. less? more low poly? what if she was that

stills under the cut!

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if btful glitch wont make the sucker for love collab real, guess its up to me

alt without the lil dots on the tentacles under the cut!

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what if ena was a human (real) (unique) (never seen before)

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im so excited to see the new band outfits so i can properly draw them IM SO EXCITED IM SOOOO EXCITED. DELTARUNE SOON!!!!!

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dread it, run from it, friday night funkin arrives all the same (i love u nene i love u nene i love u so muuuuch i love uuuuuuuuu)

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drown myself into sleep / hands are tightly binded breathing dust, grinding teeth / senses are not minded.

everyone play the am i nima demo NOW, i am no longer asking!!

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binged barneys mind on a whim at like 4 am, im very enamoured with this strange creature

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cupid hit me with precision!

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this is really dumb and bad. sorry

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wake up and smell the ashes.

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alyx as gordon fumbles through killing headcrab zombies and wasting all his ammo and resorting to using his gravity gun and a random plastic crate as a weapon

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.. im normal about characters

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i would like to hear your mossman essay... always looking to appreciate more women (especially the half life women. god bless alyx but i think she's the only one not relegated to an expansion or trapped by Misogynistic Writing)

TAKES A DEEP BREATH. anon youve opened the flood gates with this one i have so so so many thoughts about her. these may not make sense because english is my second language and i have probably some form of dyslexia But. i hope. itll make enough sense to offer something interesting to the table

so. judith mossman. aka the perfect example of learned helplessness and how it makes you look to the past

..i have no idea how to start this in a way that isnt kinda forced so youll have to bare with me okay.

i think the core of judith as a character can be summarized by those guys who look at something in history and say "if i was there i wouldn't have done that, rip to you but im different". there's been a misunderstanding about judith in that she "glorifies" the black mesa incident, when thats never what she does or what i understood alyx's comment about her as? see, judith doesn't say it to gordon in person, only talking about the science of teleportation with him (which i'll get into), it's alyx saying how judith has gone on and on about how it should've been her in the chamber that day.

that's not a "i wish i couldve been the one to cause the incident" or glorifying what the incident did or anything, that's a "if i was there it wouldn't have happened" as frivilous and ridiculous that is to imagine for us, the players, as people who saw what happened. but she didn't see it, all she knows is something happened in the test she applied for, and gordon's at the center of it

i believe judith resents gordon. not only because he took the position she wanted/applied to, but because she blames him for the incident happening in the first place. why else would she believe things would've been different if she was there? the way she talks to him is with this surprise and focus on what eli is going to feel about gordon's arrival, then talking about her own knowledge on the teleportation technology, it feels almost like... what would i call it. showing off? but not by saying "i" or "me", but by saying we. yes it's kleiner's technology, but imagine what they'd do if they knew what we've been doing with entanglement. she's the only one who talks to him about the technology like that, and it's like she's trying to prove she's as capable as him? i guess? especially when she still props up gordon's intelligence and says she's happy they get to work together. she wants to prove even more she could've been the one at the chamber but never saying it outright to his face.

and of course, this resentment is why it's easier for her to work with wallace breen to bring gordon to him. if you had a way to ensure the safety of the people you care about, and it'd require the capture of a man you believe was the catalyst for the end of the world, wouldn't you at least like... consider it?? not to mention the way she acts with breen is very... submissive, like maybe she's been with the combine for a specific reason that he can dangle over her head that makes her unable to go against him. the safety of eli, a way to live somewhat comfortably if her wearing a pristine off-white turtleneck is anything to go by, god knows what else.

augh. sorry my brain's losing steam but like. i need to at least mention: her going after the borealis after she breaks free from combine (and, most of all, breen) control is something i took as not just her trying to find something useful for the resistance, but also like... a way to apologize/make up for what she did? but without asking for forgiveness? she went to the fucking arctic to find one of the most valuable pieces of... tech? ... most valuable artifact? Important Ship, specifically so she can fix everything. and how will it fix things?

the borealis has weird temporal elements that lets you go back in time.

of course the woman who's focused so much on the past and the "what-if"s would go looking for something that would let her fix things in the past