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feel sick and empty. souless at 5 am.

nothing but anxiety runs through my veins at night.

fear and paranoia take over my thoughts.

as i lose myself again.

why oh why, cant i sleep.

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my wounds wont heal, they never will. their names ring in my ears and make them bleed/met

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if people drag your name out longer than they should, at that point it's childish and life ruining. people make mistakes and you're too "young" to see when maybe you should cut it out

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you guys dont understand the physically draining fear of an artist you love blocking you. it causes me the biggest anxiety attack and it honestly makes me wanna leave the internet. those who wanted to get under my skin got under my skin and i dont think i can ever get over it. ever

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if you block someone bc of slander you're apart of the problem

if you believe one side and don't try and get the other sides story as well, you are the problem. you can ruin someone's life bc of slander and throwing words around, esp if you say someone did something maliciously n shit.

you can make someone fear for their life, their mental health can drain, and you can cause someone to go comatose online and irl. esp when people they associated with block or leave them for no reason.

you don't know if people have abandonment issues. you don't know how their mental state is, you don't know if they're mentally ill. you say woke culture but you don't put that person's feelings into consideration.

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yeah im done.

people on this app/website strive for mental health and being accepting of others but when a person who is not mentally right like them makes a mistake they trash on them like they're fucking trash to the earth because they don't understand right from wrong.

yall say you support mental illnesses and say you have them then trash on people who show symptoms of it. fuck y'all.

to all the amazing and wonderful artists who blocked me bc of slander, go ahead. keep blocking people who literally don't impact you or have not done anything wrong to you.

im so fucking happy to have people who support me no matter my mental state or what I do when I'm in a bad state. LEARN TO FUCKING COMMUNICATE WITH PEOPLE LIKE YOU FFS. I'm not a brain-dead idiot who makes mistakes bc I'm an asshole, I'm mental. LIKE YOU. people throwing slander and shade piss me off, because you're ruining my life. I can't live a normal day without thinking someone hates me for something I didn't mean to do/didnt know was wrong. it's messing with my emotions, which means it's messing with me physically. It feels like I'm trapped. I just wanted to talk in DMS like adults.

that option is still open, cause I can't live like this.

sick of Tumblr, so fucking toxic

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I think the operator induced did is a cool thing to do, plus the operator having such a big mentally damaging impact on them. It’s a good idea because it would definitely mess them up, and having separate alters to help deal with it is something that is within reason. Especially since it was such a traumatizing event for them all

i agree! that and we don't have to call it did if it doesn make sense to some and/or makes them uneasy.

really, this headcanon was made for me personally to understand what is going on with them as I heavily believe hoodie and masky are not Tim and Brian at all.

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oN CAlL WITH THE SYS AND IM CRYING

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THIS SHIT IS SO FUNNY HELP

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cancel culture sucks ass.

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skullys either genderfluid or he doesn't care what pronouns you use bc of the people living within it as they want everyone to be comfortable

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think about this

we all love fandoms yeah? and we give headcanons and give characters stories if they don't have any?

well if we work on our own lil worlds, we should expect the same kind of stuff.

and please know I'm not being rude or mean when I say this! I'm not good with tone.

i actually think this is a good thing!

my world, the fight for hell, I hope to be a big thing one day. and I know for sure people will attach to my characters and will give headcanons. and I encourage it! as long as you don't take away their sexualities or what they want to go by. and if it ever does sky rocket, people will make story lines and draw stuff and all that. I would be a hypocrite if I said you couldn't give my characters headcanons or even make OCS to ship with my characters bc I do all of these things to others characters if they're popular in media, because that's what fandom is!

take into consideration this bc some people don't want this while still wanting to make a series out of their characters. ofc you can set boundaries but sadly they will be ignored even if you tell them not to do a certain thing. basically making this post as a kind warning, and to not be a hypocrite.

BUT PLEASE DO SET BOUNDARIEs!!

at least if you set your boundaries publicly fans who respect you will spread the word! and maybe the effect of bad people will dampen!

but I feel creators should let you have fun if they fully intend on making a series, which means it's accessible to the public. like ships and leaving certain characters up for free background story![like how I did with Brian marble hornets] as long as you're not weird or gross or mean about anything it should be fine.

have fun fandoming my loves! and please be safe on the internet

[side note. yes, nsfw will be everywhere. some people like it some don't and we can't escape it sadly. but at least fans will come to bat for you hopefully

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here's your reminder to keep receipts babes

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I like me some her/she's. I'm so sorry I thought I was funny. I was looking at my coco bar and it's literally spelled like that HEHE

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chocolate bars slap

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just found out one of my favorite MH artists dislike me. honestly hurts, but you win some you loose some

honestly don't know why. I wish people could just talk to me so we can work out our problems