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I remember that once binge I had in 2022 where I ate 4 everything bagels with cream cheese…. BEST BINGE EVER

Oh well I have to wait till November before I can eat a solid piece of food again 🥹

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Thought I looked thin in the mirror but it might just be my brain… I want to get thin enough where I see the actual difference, WELP another month of just drinking water 😀 ✌️

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I’m so tired and hungry

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Like think about it , you really only want the food when it’s available and near you, if your at the mall you are surrounded by food but that was yesterday. Now that you are home today all that food is non existent, aren’t you glad you didn’t give in and buy something?

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No one:

Me: makes myself a crispy jam sandwich ,goes upstairs and observes it for half an hour, then throws it out 🥹

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Besides the one day my mom brought all those cinnamon rolls and shit, my parents never cook anything ever so fasting for this long is just a little bit easier

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My mom was like “are you okay? You look like a skeleton” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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I wanna dream about food SO bad, watching food videos isn’t enough I want a dream of me eating a big bowl or cheesy pasta 😭😭😭😭😭 NOWWWW PLEASEEE

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No cuz why did my mom bring cinnamon rolls, chocolate muffins, focaccia, and macrons ????????????????? WHY? YOU NEVER DO THAT??

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This exact outfit his been living inside my head for weeks now

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I don’t know if I’m totally on the brink of insanity just yet but I’m unfortunately addicted to those weird ass fetish food videos…. I’m fucking insane now

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Love when it hurts to sit, it hurts to sleep on my side and I’m finally getting the pain that comes with sitting against the wall cuz I can feel my spine

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I’m…. Energyless…but I feel like I’m floating. Each day I wake up I’m so happy It’s a new day of starving, I’m so numb and really I don’t know how to describe it but I don’t even want food, I just wanna feel free, I want to be alone, maybe being skinny will help a bit

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Right so just some tips for how to keep yourself busy

- what I eat in day as a fat person videos for when your really hungry

- MAGAZINES. Magazines especially the home-life ones with the recipes 10/10 because the photography in them make the food look amazing + the design might fit your aesthetic

- get a journal, or do what I did, find a really aesthetic random book with good visuals and turn it into your ED journal

- write your thoughts, keep track of your weight, make lists, and accompany these lists with pictures, make a list of all the food your gonna eat for when your super skinny, or all the clothes your gonna wear

- go on your phone, sleep or start a new hobby

- cleaning your room can be kind of hard since your so low energy, but even if you move as slow as a sloth, think of the calories your burning

Lmk if u have some other tips ❤️

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