wonderingaia

[wonderingaia]

I took my time enjoying your blessings but I did not took my time thanking God.

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You gave me a million blessings each day, and I praised you for few.

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Wage war with the devil. Wage war!

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freedom is good, then it is not

i could finally choose, and put you aside

i reside in you then i fell on a trap

i confide in you then i tale flight

maybe i cannot contain inside of me

your greatness and majesty

maybe i am overwhelmed by this

mercy and blessings

take away the freedom i have

when you is enough for me to have

take away the freedom i have

i rather not wrong the person i love

[wonderingaia]

I took my time building it. Step by step just to know it was wrong.

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It’s tragic!

Before, ikaw ang nagpapatahan sakin sa pag iyak, telling me it’s okay, saying things to ease the pain

But now, ikaw na ang dahilan

[wonderingaia]

It’s sad it i started with a question of

“When is the last time I listen to my father’s advice?”

and ended in a statement of

“I guess like father, like daughter.”

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It hurts when I forget

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I saw this line on a book

And i know it will help me do good

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one of the sign you belong to God

is when not everything you want,

you get and happens

but everything you need,

to be able to grow,

to be able to breathe,

and to be able to praise him

is continually coming

because He is in control

And because that is his provision.

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No wonder

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love,

i hate that word, love

did you have a choice, love?

is this your said, "love"

love,

it is so good and perfect love

have you love enough?

is this all you got?

love,

i hate that word, love

i was called to love

but i feel how heavy to love

love,

i thought you know love

i thought you will continue to show "love"

i thought i can do this with you, this "love"

LOVE!

i hate that word, love

love, please love!

so i can remain inlove

and no need to hate that

"love"

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“Clarity”

I want to be kind, want to be merciful

want to be gentle, but this feels so wrong

want to be respectful

but this is our situation for far too long

do a child have a responsibility to his parent

correcting and reminding them like a parent

can they say a comment about the life of their parent

tormented as I wait

if i do not have that responsibility

why do I feel the weight

if i do not find clarity

i might continue the complain

[wonderingaia]

choosing a different path is betrayal

singing a different hymn is betrayal

lying at small things is betrayal

choosing easy life over closeness is betrayal

ignoring my hello is betrayal

and coming back to ask a favor is betrayal

i will not hate you

but i will no longer choose you

i will be happy for you

at a faraway land where i belong

you may not be wrong

to choose betrayal over my trust

but it is my happiness, you could not keep going on after all the trust

it is a part of me that was forever sold

[wonderingaia]

humility, humility

stay with me, humility

deliver me, humility

to the eyeing pride inside me

proceed with no boastful chest

even when I see I am doing better than the rest

stay in me deeply, humility