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Akaashi Keiji || Love in Destruction

I did not proofread this oops, might be a little ooc but I just love Akaashi so so so so much I can't

Slight Angst!! Fluff!!

Akaashi Keiji was fed up to say the least. He has had enough and is so close to losing it, which is much to his dismay as he prides himself in his patience and ability to analyse a situation. You however made it ever so hard for him.

See, Akaashi was not a dumb man, he knew you liked him and he knows for sure he is desperately in love with you too. He's done everything right, makes sure to take you out on dates when you're free or need a break, he made sure to be there for you and help you with anything you needed, he planned the dates, picked you up and made sure to drive you home every single time, would leave sticky notes on your textbooks with reminders and compliments. He notices and remembers every little detail about you, your favorite movies, songs, colours, the type of material you look for when shopping for clothes, the brand of stationary you use, how you don't like certain foods cause the aftertaste lingers a bit too long for your liking. 

He knows you like he's known you all his life. He's done all these things for something who he isn't even dating, but he's more than happy to because he loves you. He knows you love him back. Which now poses the question, why won't you date him? You have feelings for him, he has feelings for you, it just makes sense. So why won't you let him fully in? Why are you pushing him away?

This is what he's going to find out today. Akaashi is waiting outside your lecture hall at this very moment, fiddling with his fingers and anxiously counting down the minutes until you leave. His head snaps to the door as he sees people leave. Then he sees you, and unfortunately for him you see him too. What Akaashi didn't anticipate was you bolting out the halls. 

Trying to outrun Akaashi was a stupid idea though, as a former high school athlete he would easily catch up, and he did. Both of you were panting as you made it to the other side of the campus, catching your breath.

"I thought you said you were unathletic," Akaashi said, with a breath between each word.

You stayed silent until a bottle of water came within your view. You mumbled a thank you before drinking from it. 

Akaashi just silently stared as you chugged the water down. 

"Please don't run away again" He said, his voice soft, vulnerable, afraid that if he said the wrong thing you'd actually run away again.

"Can I ask? Did I do something wrong? Do you just not like me? If you don't I can leave y/n. Just let me understand you…" he said, each word coming out more desperate than the other. 

"I don't know… it's stupid, it's a long story. I don't want to take up your time anymore than I already do"

"For you I'd give all the time I have in the world, and not a single second of it would be a waste."

You sigh and look away. "You're too good for me"

"I'm not" Akaashi deadpans "But even then, you deserve good, more than that. What's the problem"

"My ex… when we started dating was the nicest man ever. But eventually we fought a lot, I tried to accomodate what he wanted and changed for him if it meant I could keep him. He left anyway, and I was a mess" 

Akaashi didn't know where this was going, but listened anyway.

"But that wasn't enough, somehow turned all my friends against me. My closest friends viewed me as a nuisance, I had no one to turn to for comfort because they all thought I did something wrong. I had no one. When I thought everything was fine, when I rebuilt those friendships he came back, and I let him yet it somehow became worse than the previous. I lost two years of my life, giving and trying for a man who only wanted me when it was convenient for him.  He told me I had no self respect, I was a chore, that no one wanted to be close to me because that's where the problems began"

Akaashi didn't even notice how hard his fists were clenched, how his fingernails were pressed so hard against his skin that it would surely leave a mark. But he noticed how yours were.

"Then I noticed it didn't start from just him, yes he ruined my life but it wasn't just him. Those friendships I rebuilt, I don't even talk to any of them now, because if I don't reach out they don't either. I apologized countless times for things that aren't even wrong and I never heard an apology from anyone in my life. Not from my friends I grew up with, not from the girl I moved to this city with." 

Your rant came to an abrupt stop as tears started rolling down your face. You used the sleeves of your sweater to quickly wipe them away, head down, not wanting to look Akaashi in the eyes. 

"I try so hard for everyone in my life. I try to play this picture perfect role but it's never enough Keiji.. and I'm so tired. Everyone just sees the worst in me and I don't know what to do about that"

"Do you believe what they say about you?" Akaashi asked, not fully knowing what to say.

You shook your head

 "I'm different from before…" you said, your breath steadying. "My point is… you're nice Keiji, really nice to me. You do everything perfectly and you just are. I don't want to get in the way of whatever you want to do with your life"

"That's not it" 

You lift your gaze, snapping out of whatever slump you were in, your confused eyes met serious blue ones.

"That's not it… that's not the reason" Akaashi stated. "Some people may not think you're smart, hardworking or kind, but I know you see that in yourself. You just confirmed that when I asked if you believed what they said. I've seen you work, you get stuff done, you make sure to take care of yourself and you do make time for important people in your life. How could you possibly get in my way, in fact I want you there with me— "

"I don't think I can love without destruction" you blurted out, cutting Akaashi off.

"What?"

"I don't think I can love without destruction" you repeat. "You're so good to me Keiji, and overall such a nice person… I'm scared that I'm like cursed or something.. that I won't ever be able to love or experience a love that doesn't destroy me. Cause that's what life has been proving to me so far."

A silence enveloped the two of you, despite the birds chirping in the air, the cars and bikes passing down the busy road not too far from you guys, the sound of students rushing out the building on the other side, all the both of you heard was silence.

"There will be destruction" 

"What?"

"There will most definitely be destruction, if you let me," Akaashi repeated. "Let me destroy that ideal for you, and I know just my word's can't prove that. I am more than willing to chase you towards the ends of the earth, destroying everything and everyone who will get in our– get in your way. Let me destroy your fears, your bad ideals, all those negative thoughts you have of yourself."

You just stood there, speechless as you stared at him.

"Destruction doesn't always need to be a bad thing… And I can show you that…" Akaashi said softly, his hands finding yours, his thumbs rubbing the back of your hands. "There will most definitely be destruction, but only, only if you let me"

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Romantic things Haikyuu Boys do in a Relationship

Finished all my work hopefully it means I can write more (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ

Hinata Shoyo: Go on random ass dates and spontaneous hang outs and calls them adventures

Kageyama Tobio: Makes subtle eye contact with you before his serves and through his game, he doesn't say it out loud but you know that in every round he dedicates his wins to you

Tsukishima Kei: He would lend you things like a scarf or his jacket when its cold, a pen when you study or sunglasses when it's sunny out

Yamaguchi Tadashi: Shares an umbrella with you, but would let himself get wet so you can stay dry

Sawamura Daichi: SIDEWALK RULE

Sugawara Koshi: Never fails to send good morning and goodnight texts to you

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Kuroo Tetsuro: Aside from teasing the hell out of you, I think he'd leave little notes or doodles in your notebook when you're studying to motivate you.

Yaku Morisuke: The type to be prepared with everything, and I mean everything you would need. He has hair ties for you and has medicine before you even get sick

Kozume Kenma: Matching profile pictures

Haiba Lev: Would get you random gifts every now and then

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Oikawa Toru: I think he'd love stargazing and deep talk during late nights, something about being vulnerable and completely safe

Iwaizumi Hajime: Would carry your things ALL THE TIME. Would get grumpy if you don't let him 

Matsukawa Issei: Loves loves loves giving you nicknames

Hanamaki Takahiro: Purposely writes cringe ass poems and insists on reading it to you out loud

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Bokuto Kotaro: I think he's the type to love LOUDLY, he'd proudly show you off to everyone he meets and brags about you

Akaashi Keiji: Handwritten letters for every occasion, either for the mundane or special (i need him rn)

Konoha Akinori: Just leans against you anywhere, either its shoulder to shoulder when sitting or wrapping his arms around you while you both just stand

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Ushijima Wakatoshi: Waits for you outside for you everywhere, anytime. I don't think he's big with words but trust he would always be there

Semi Eita: Write songs/play your favorite songs

Tendo Satori: Part of me thinks he loves tickling you just randomly just to see you smile

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Kita Shinsuke: Always makes sure to check up on you multiple times a day, he just cares

Ojiro Aran: Would give the best hugs on the planet, he just knows when you need one and makes sure you feel safe and know he's always there

Miya Atsumu: Sends voice notes throughout his day when he thinks about you or just ranting, sometimes singing off key just because he knows it makes you smile

Miya Osamu: Cooks whatever you're craving, whenever

Suna Rintaro: "This reminded me of you" and it's a random meme or picture he saw on the internet

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Sakusa Kiyoomi: Makes sure to clean up after you if you're tired or fell asleep, and it's not just because he likes things clean but he wants an environment that's good for you

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BNHA Boys and how they show their love

I apologize for a short one, a lil busy with uni but will be posting more!!

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Midoriya Izuku: Words of Affirmation and Quality time

Bakugou Katsuki: Quality time and Acts of Service

Shoto Todoroki: Gift Giving and Quality Time

Kirishima Eijirou: I lowkey feel like all of the above, but mainly Words of Affirmation and Acts of Service

Kaminari Denki: Physical Touch and Words of Affirmation

Iida Tenya: Words of Affirmation and Acts of Service

Sero Hanta: Words of Affirmation and Physical Touch

Tokoyami Fumikage: Quality time and Acts of Service

Monoma Neito: Gift Giving and Words of Affirmation (100% would show you off)

Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu: Acts of Service and Physical Touch 

Shinso Hitoshi: Quality time and Acts of Service

Togata Mirio: Words of Affirmation and Acts of Service

Amajiki Tamaki: Quality time and Acts of Service

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How Haikyuu Boys Would Confess Their Feelings

First post!! I apologize for any mistakes or if it's shit hehe (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ

Hinata Shoyo: He did it though text because he got too nervous but then realized he should've done it properly and biked to your place.

Kageyama Tobio: Accidentally blurted it out somehow when Tsukishima was teasing him about it, you just happened to be there. 

Tsukishima Kei: You kept provoking him in the middle of doing class work but for once he didn't retaliate, he kept avoiding you until one day you cornered him and he confessed his feelings. It was your turn to be quiet, and he was loving it. 

Yamaguchi Tadashi: He was a nervous wreck, in his head all he wanted to do was stay in the shadows and admire you from afar, however he did promise Shimada he would try and be more confident, so he confessed when you ran into each other at the store

Tanaka Ryunosuke: Probably liked you since he first saw you, so probably confessed right then and there. 

Nishinoya Yuu: He was pretty shy at first but he would make sure that he does it properly and make sure to make a grand gesture out of it to wow you. He'd show up at your door randomly and get down on one knee and confess while you just stand there blinking at him. 

Sawamura Daichi: There was this guy who kept bothering you and there were many times where he stepped up and defended you from him. So one day after it happened he confessed to you and asked you out to make sure that guy would never come near you again.

Sugawara Koshi: Was studying with you and you caught sight of some scribbles and doodles on his notebook, you pretended not to see it but he caught you. He passed you a note later on confessing his feelings for you and asking you out.

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Kuroo Tetsuro: He was always pretty flirty with you, but you figured it was just his personality. So the time he tried to sit you down and confess you thought it was a joke.. whoops

Yaku Morisuke: You were pestering him about who he had a crush on and he told you to guess, he kept saying no to every girl you said until you guessed yourself… he went real quiet after. 

Kozume Kenma: He'd build something for you in the shared Minecraft server and just leave out signs confessing his feelings, most likely not wanting to do it in person. 

Haiba Lev: He invited you to watch one of his practice matches against another school and once he won he excitedly came up to you and asked you out with a new profound confidence.

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Oikawa Toru: Was trying to fend off his fangirls and grabbed you saying that he wasn't interested. You asked him if he was for real (teasingly) however he blushed and confessed his feelings after his fangirls left. 

Iwaizumi Hajime: Was contemplating it for a while because you and him were pretty good friends and he was hesitant to even do something, one day he just decided that he should do it and immediately called you and confessed before he has the chance to chicken out, bought you flowers the next time you meet.

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Bokuto Kotaro: He'd make a card and give it to you, watching you as you opened it with the biggest grin on his face.

Akaashi Keiji: He'd write out a heartfelt letter and leave it at your desk, he left the class as soon as you returned. You caught him outside the gym (much to his dismay). 

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Ushijima Wakatoshi: He'd stop you in the middle of the hallway or catch you as you're about to leave and just blunty reveal he has feelings for you. 

Semi Eita: Made those playlists where the songs form a sentence and just sent it without context. 

Tendou Satori: Kept throwing hints at you but you never caught them, and honestly gave up and told you one day with a box of chocolates. 

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Kita Shinsuke: He'd make you a basket with some snacks that he knows you love and leave it at your door. 

Miya Atsumu: You could hear some rustling near you as you attempted to study, however you felt a looming presence after a while and decided to look up, you saw the one and only Miya Atsumu standing next to you and you caught sight of his infamous two friends behind him. He blocked their view and started flirting with you before sighing and confessing his feelings properly. 

Miya Osamu: He'd wait until valentine's day and prepare some chocolate or sweets, he'd wait for you to arrive at school (making sure to arrive sooner than Atsumu), and confess with his gift of delicious sweets (Definitely expects you to share with him).  

Suna Rintaro: He sent you a meme and left you on read when you asked about it. Genuinely could not tell if he was for real until you chased him down next time you saw him.

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Name: Wonybi ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

Age: an adult (unfortunately 20)

Fandoms: Mainly Haikyuu and BNHA ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆

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