| alexis • 21• she/her |。・:*:・゚★ • scorpio • sad, petty & kinda gay • nana osaki stan • i relate to hachi komatsu a little too much • struggling college student
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overthinking and pondering (what’s new) and i’ve come to the conclusion that i might potentially be a lesbian and i’m currently in crisis bc everyone knew but me
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i left them and became friends with ppl who like actually are like cool?? and nice?? and don’t test me like an afterthought??? crazy 😭
kinda starting to realize that being friends with shitty ppl isn’t good for me
#literally my mental health had never been better#my posts#alexis is posting again#if y’all see this 🫶🏽#omg not me being in my best semester era#this was in my drafts
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after finals my new goal is to actually post my fanfics instead of keeping them in the drafts bc it’s been a while
#alexis is posting again#my posts#hi how are you#writing is hard#but it would be worth it#kinda#maybe#anyways
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every time i come back to my little corner of the internet i question (and flip a coin to see) if its bc of a hyper fixation or bc i’m like yeah let’s share my problems bc no one i know irl will see this and honestly still don’t knw but i feel like harvest dent sooooo it’s a win or sorts
#literally feel like harvey dent#two face be like:#it’s me hi i’m the problem it’s me#literally#alexis is back on her bullshit again#alexis is posting again#omg hiii#my posts
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Princess Mononoke - Fan art by Julia Tveritina
#princess mononoke#fanart#art#digital art#illustration#julia tveritina#studio ghibli#aesthetic#it’s funny that i’ve never seen this move#the art is gorgeous#ik the plot tho#kinda#it’s like barbie thumbelina but like war???#idk#alexis is posting again
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there’s just something about having a therapy session after three weeks and like having nothing to talk about because you’ve already discussed it with yourself and like it’s an issue. but then your therapist asks how your anxiety is and like then you can talk and who knew anxiety could be an ice breaker? like that’s crazyyyy…
#anyways#idk if it’s the adhd#but like it’s a problem either way#this is kinda sad#anyways therapy is in another three weeks#sorry im not normal#i found out i have generalized anxiety and te first thing my mother said was i don’t see it#your daughter literally had been showing signs for so long???#like come on#anyways i love my mom but sometimes i feel invalidated#and that’s okay#bc it doesn’t matter it’s me not her#*cries*#alexis is on her bullshit again#alexis is posting again
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But if I gave up on being pretty
I wouldn't know how to be alive
I should move to a brand new city
And teach myself how to die
#spotify#lyrics#mitski#brand new city#talk about a song i heavily relate to#is this what being in your early twenties feel like?#if so#thanks i hate it#🫠🫠🫠
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#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlblog#black swan#nina sayers#literally me#call it an after effect of my middle school years#the horror of girlhood if you will
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like how are you gonna make a tweet very clearly abt wlw and then exclude bisexuals?? it’s literally pride month and like so unnecessary 🫠
saw a tweet yesterday that was basically blatant biphobia. like it’s literally the first days of pride month and the biphobia is already in full swing :/
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saw a tweet yesterday that was basically blatant biphobia. like it’s literally the first days of pride month and the biphobia is already in full swing :/
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i’m not cut out for college bc why have i pulled all nighters over the course of a week so i study for my exams like wdym i have to do three more years of this??
#final exams#finals suck#like oh my god#i’m not cut out for doing this three more times on the next three years#i’m so sleep deprived#my mental health has never been so low but my grades are so high#it’s not worth it#but gotta get that high gpa#i’m so 🫠
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just wondering if i was a bit of a strange child w my interests (hyper-fixations) or like if it was something more
#like call it just my mild adhd things#or like was it because i read a lot of books and had a better understanding of things#and was really into mermaids#and witches#or was it just normal werid interests#like idk if it’s sn adhd thing#or like something more#also hi#its me lol#alexis is back on her bullshit again
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i feel like i use my blog the way i want to use my twitter but don’t bc i don’t want ppl to find my twitter bc yk judgement yet i’m totally fine w ppl finding my tumblr bc i know they probably won’t see me differently (at least until they get to the ed stuff)
#idk if this is just me#anyways#living my best life#not really#holding on for dear life#bc college sucks#alexis is back on her bullshit#alexis is posting again#my posts
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i think it’s funny how i said ‘oh no i forgot my birth control’ and my friend said ‘don’t worry ur not getting any dick anyways’ like that kinda hurt- she’s not wrong tho- but like i need it to manage my hormonal imbalance soooo
#like it was funny#at the time it wasn’t#but now it kinda is#but like#my birth control is so my body can function properly#anyways#is this too personal#pcos#hormonal imbalances lowkey highkey sucks#alexis is posting again#alexis is back on her bullshit#my posts
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Ke Huy Quan wins the Oscar for Best Supporting Actor for Everything Everywhere All at Once
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i think deciding to love someone continually is like reading the same book again, but each time finding a different line that hits deep and makes you think about something you didn't realize before. and you decide to read it again and again, knowing you'll never get enough of it, knowing you'll always find something new about them to love.
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