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Reactions to getting whipped
Content: whipping in punishment and slavery kind of context, new slave, PTSD
Presenting another part of their body to protect the first. Being hit on the same place multiple times can cause more severe injuries and our brains know that instinctively
Gasp of pain rather than an initial cry--this type of pain is so sharp, it's shocking. (This changes with different types of whips--one with heavier knots will feel more like getting pelted with rocks)
Holding their breath so they don't scream
clutching their work/whipping post tightly, bending over it
If on legs or arms--Pulling partly out of the way so that their clothes bulk over the area they were just whipped. The whipping effect is significantly hampered by having to get through clothes.
Screams usually start with a "ckl" sound
Afterward there may be different kinds of physical shock (I don't mean necessarily medical shock)--a sudden severe pain like this tells their body they are in serious danger, so they may be shaking, feeling faint, have incredible amounts of adrenaline
Feeling pain where they were lashed every time they see whumper again
Rage that can't abate. Especially if it was sudden and shocked their body, they would instinctively need to eliminate such a dangerous threat, so the animal rage may not die down for a long time, if ever
#good to know#i rly dont know if i wanna use whipping on [redacted] in book 3? but i also dunno if theres a better option do i might have to#ref
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Nobody on Pinterest UNDERSTANDS MEEEE when I say I want a butch knight I mean I want A BUTCH KNIGHT yall are COWAAAAARDS
#in perpetuum#claudia#nobody sees my vision i stfg#when i say shes a butch buff lady knight i mean she has a shaved head and a strong jaw and biceps!!!!!!!!
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A phenomenally enameled silver Swept-hilt Rapier, Germany, ca. 1606, housed at the Staaliche Kunstsammlungen Dresden.
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most important part of the writing process actually is when you loop a single song on max volume and stare at the word document and imagine the characters doing things for 14 hours. this is known as getting in the zone
#been doing this a lot with Friend lately#i have a good song and also ive been watching edits of wrestling matches#locking in is an ART
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One of the main things I want to do is leave religion out of In Perpetuum, but is it realistic to have a world based solely in science and still have the big Gothic vibes I want it to have? Like a world that believes everything can be explained scientifically will still have myths, even if those myths are scientific. The earth is toxic and the beasts are made of pure toxins, etc. A world where pseudoscience is their religion, humors and astrology are still believed by some as fact. Is that enough? Idk. I feel like I've been writing religious worlds too long 😅😅😅
#fantasy world building is hard#but i just dont see religion in this world#am i neglecting something interesting by disincluding it or am i going to make it more interesting placing that constraint on myself?#time will tell#in perpetuum
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There's a lot of good shit in this chapter but I can't share any of it because ITS ALL SPOILERS
#writing the third act of the third book in a trilogy means I CANT SAY SHIT#its spoilers all the way down!!!#the friend of gods
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Sorry Kennet... I'm leaning into my "guy who likes Saw" persona and you're the lucky winner of being my guinea pig....
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I promise I'm having a great time working on Friend but my soul fucking YEARNS for my fucked up little freaks
#the MOMENT that friend goes out to beta readers i am hipping and hopping over to in perpetuum#i am itching scratching gnawing at the bars of my enclosure
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Trying so hard to stay focused on Friend when In Perpetuum stands behind me whispering in my ear like an evil advisor...
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I came up with a solution!!! I added a THIRD character that speaks Isla so now they're all speaking Isla in front of Quincy and Quincy is picking up most of conversations, and if they want to have a full convo with her they have to do it one-on-one in a language she's actually fluent in. Poor gal...
When all my characters are bilingual but there's more than two languages in play so I'm stuck with this:

#its symbolic about her isolation as the prophet 👍#she can relate to asa about the matter at hand (bladstongue)#and to aleki about matters of the chuch (northspeak)#but when theyre bonding as members of culture and society (isla) she cant quite grasp it#MY POOR FUCKIN GIRL#thats why i think when she and asa finally connect on a human level itll be in anjeonese#a language that connects asa to their own human past and quincy to her culture#and also one that asa has historically used to reach out to a hard to befriend person
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[Wakes up in a cold sweat at 6 am] has Quincy been aromantic this whole goddam time...?!?!
#i was thinking about a convo between her and asa#where asa asks if shes ever been in love#and in my head the only response i could come up with from her was 'i dont know if being in love is something that i *do*'#i think she loves everyone so so so deeply like obviously she loves wes and marlowe and maryska#but i dont know if i can honestly say she loves them differently than she loved arvin or aleki or even gethin#i think she just cares a lot about everyone she knows and some of them she would have sex with#so shes bisexual and aromantic???#and looking back at prophet i think she always has been#what the fuck#anyway#6 am revelations
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Me letting Asa be KIND OF happy for 1000 words straight: hmm. Feels self indulgent.
#its ok im leaving it#and it IS self indulgent#its straight up nonsensical the way i set this up but i dont care!!!#asa can have a little a cultural comfort as a fucking TREAT they deserve it!!!!!!
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Not only are we SO back, but we hit 90k on Friend of Gods today!
AND Part 2 is officially behind me! I wrote a couple things from part 3 today and also outlined up to the final chapter, which I'm sort of leaving ill-defined at the moment in hopes that my characters will reveal their needs to me as far as closure goes.
I'm so ready to be done with this draft. i'm so ready to start revising. I have a lot of work to do, but we are ROCKING AND/OR ROLLING ONCE AGAIN!!!
#creed of gethin#the friend of gods#am writing#p h e w#i had fun writing the final scenes of part 2 but some of those connective scenes are shit!!!!!#but I AM NOT WORRYING ABOUT THAT RIGHTNOW#I am not allowed to touch part 2 until the BOOK HAS AN ENTIRE FIRST DRAFT FINISHED AND THAT'S THAT.
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