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so the whole s7 whenever Dean tries to communicate that he's struggling with his emotions and his will to live and continue fighting, he gets this:

and then there's Cas

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Another Supernatural text post:

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I think he mixed up roles

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“The Way You Look At Him” - Digital Oil Painting

I wanted to do a similar painting to my last SPN one. Cas is tapping into Angel Radio and Dean allows his thirst-gaze to show. Sam says, “I see the way you look at him when you think he can’t see it.”

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Make me choose ↳ anonymous asked Castiel’s eyes or Dean’s eyes

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I love need you

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i finally finished supernatural…

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MISHA COLLINS as CASTIEL

SUPERNATURAL | 4.16 “On the Head of a Pin”

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"Who's next ?" (Sam & Dean) - (2025)

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i am not immune to castiel dripping with blood

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He kept Cas' bloody trenchcoat and carried it around from car to car.

He stayed a year in Purgatory even though the way back home, back to his baby brother (!!!), was right there. And he prayed to Cas, EVERY NIGHT.

He was on his knees, REFUSING TO FIGHT BACK, telling Cas HE NEEDED HIM and breaking Cas' brainwashing.

He gave Cas a MIXTAPE with songs of his favourite band which his parents FELL IN LOVE TO.

He fell to his knees. He just couldn't make himself leave Cas' body. He was completely SHATTERED.

He then carried Cas' body to the cabin. And prepared it for the hunter's funeral. ALONE.

And he begged GOD himself to bring Cas back.

And he fell to his knees in the land of monsters and prayed to Cas for his forgiveness.

And every time Cas came back to him, Dean found his hope and will to live again.

And I guess I'm writing all that because if Cas had been in a female vessel no one would utter a single doubt that this was a ROMANCE. And why is that ??? Because Dean and Cas' story was written as a LOVE STORY.

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hear me out. in episode 5.22 ("Swan Song"), there was no gun to Dean's head when he looked at Cas in the rearview mirror and said, "oh, ain't he a little angel?" while Cas snored in the backseat like a coffee machine.

Dean said this unprompted while he drove the Impala in the dead of the night. which, if you drive, you know it requires extra attention since you have to watch out for any wildlife jumping in front of the car - or, in their case, demons and ghosts and whatnot.

oh my god Jensen your acting choices are a whole fandom's treasure

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destiel edition

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the hard truth