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9/10 dentists recommend (they don’t)

scientists wont tell you this! (because it's not true)

experts don't want you to know this! (because it's made up)

doctors HATE this one trick! (because it's dangerous and unhealthy)

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Since writing is a winter hobby of mine and the weather is finally starting to get nice I’m on hiatus;;

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Best thing about Captive Prince is that Damen kept calling Laurent dangerous, a snake, a predator and said you'd have to be foolish to like him because he has no redeeming qualities.

So then Damen went and fell in love with him.

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negative affirmations

I can be worse

I still have time to fuck things up

I can kms any time I want

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Joy Sullivan, from “These Days People Are Really Selling Me On California”, Instructions for Traveling West

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lock the fuck in?? no way dude. I am TUCKED the fuck in :) good night

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do they want me dead bro stop looking at eo so lovingly

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combination of minecraft movie and failure of american economy is creating a really good vibe i think

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Coloring night

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dazai osamu i love you so much

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they're divorced. they weren't even married. this isn't romantic. they're definitely not platonic. they're cinematic parallels. they are fighting the narrative. they slowly built their relationship. they rely and trust each other. they were aggressively thrown into this. they want to bite each other's head off. they kill for each other. they live for each other. they should kiss. they would put each other in a blender. they're insane. they don't even realise. they're fully aware it.

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“Yes I can give you a reason to live” said the man with the most dead inside stare in human history

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*writes two paragraphs after months of literally nothing and it took three hours*

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bsd wan 192: dazai, chuuya, age fourteen – if i had the power

translation by me | don't repost outside tumblr! | << 185

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Zooming in looks like r r martin?? VALID

…

Js

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Sex is good and all, but have you guys ever had a fic update while you were re-reading it?

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/64431886/chapters/165435301

breakance

break (verb)

to divide into parts violently; to reduce to pieces or fragments.

In which hurt people hurt people.

Chuuya and Dazai are trapped in a cycle of destruction, their bond forged through pain and unspoken truths. Their connection is complicated—neither fully understanding the damage they do to each other, yet both drawn to it in ways they can’t explain. As they push each other to the edge, their interactions blur the line between affection and harm, leaving them both questioning what they truly need.

Three weeks later, I am done with chapter one 🫡