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Whatever, Sloppily Love (Translate, 20230813) [Eason Chan - 是但求其愛]

If love seeks only happiness1 (If love sloppily seeks happiness) – I asked and not ask love to be sorrowful? (should we also seek sorrowfulness in love?)

Clumsy for half of my life -- I can't comprehend what love is. Looking back, I never earnestly planned for my future. Now living in solitude, I get to reflect and examine what love is and then you are here.

Amidst the chaos, I met you. The romance camouflages everything into hope and anticipation. I suddenly feel that our affection is so deep, so adorable for a moment. Through the echo of my confession, I realized that sentience was never the same as love.

If one seeks only a lifetime of love (If one sloppily seeks forever love) -- you asked and fear – only fear – casually trapped in this love until the end of my life. (and fear -- only fear – trapped in this love until the end of my life.) [and fear my only fear of this love is to be trapped in eternity.] You endeared your parents, I hold compassion for my dear friends, we are both good people no matter how.

If love seeks only sincerity (If love sloppily seeks someone sincere) – I asked and not ask love to be faithful? (should we also seek loyalty in love?) Even if our ideologies and philosophies are mostly aligned yet we fail to harmonize then it isn't worth discussing how match we can be.

Upon parting (upon encountering) I wasn't expecting a deep hug sparked the unexpected flames between us. I hallucinated that we could resume this once-upon-a-time relationship for a moment. As I comprehend that moment and reminisce this feeling is not love.

If one seeks only a lifetime of love (If one sloppily seeks forever love) -- you asked and fear -- only fear -- casually trapped in this love until the end of my life. (and fear -- only fear -- trapped in this love until the end of my life.) [and fear my only fear of this love is to be trapped in eternity.] You seek perfection at work, I work diligently for my future, how could we have attention divided?

If love seeks only sincerity (If love sloppily seeks someone sincere) -- I asked and not ask love to be faithful? (should we also seek loyalty in love?) Even if our ideologies and philosophies are mostly aligned yet we fail to harmonize then it isn't worth discussing how match we can be.

If love only seeks peace of mind (If love sloppily seeks to be at ease) and fear – only fear – this love to be casually stable. (and fear -- only fear -- this tranquility of love.) [and fear my only fear of this love is stability.]

If love only seeks this lifetime with regrets (if love sloppily gives this lifetime with regrets) should we ask for another life? (Should we not ask for another life?) [Should we ask for another sloppy lover?] {Should we not ask for another sloppy lover?} Depends on the abilities of the two and if their scars of love are a perfect match.

The love of diversity -- the seven prismatic colors, the five flavors of taste even more dust would fall into the five aggregates of clinging.

[xyzphiner]

Late Night Farewell Practice (Translate, 20230108) [Zpecial - 深夜告別練習]

Stepping on the road alone before dawn, wandering Pacing with the fastest speed, roving Unsought, unwittingly going back and forth Loitering in the dark, stumbling

Yet, one day someone is on the road, looking back I can’t forget those sparkling eyes, like surging waves The spotless, scarless heart lifted the yearning of this life

Stepping through this journey hundreds of times, just wanna meet Shuttling through the streets feels like a practice Could you be in front of or behind me? Just a split second from brushing our shoulders

Leaning, reversing, and turning around on the track Me and you in a flash of space-time feels like infinitely closed If (I) miss this moment we will remain strangers at the end Bend down to speed up then stand straight under the moonlit night (I) refuse to go home every night to find this person gradually forget the minute hand (on the watch), seeking (her) in regrets

Skating through the cold weather as usual, stepping into the hot summer Feeling bewildered, about to have this old dream buried Ushering in a miracle and run into her (I) dare to start a conversation

Traveling together on the same route, skating through fantasy, prattle till (we feel) thirsty, and share a bottle of water – would you? The blurry laugh and derision (I) couldn’t fathom if that night was real or not, but (us) have blossomed

Leaned, reversed, and turned around on the track Me and you in this flash of space-time felt like infinitely closed Met at this moment and remained unfamiliar still Bent down to sped up then stood straight under the moonlit night I was not going home tonight – to be with this person gradually forgot the minute hand (on the watch), roamed on the road together

Nevertheless, you, but then, turned around You need to leave without a trace Bade farewell at that moment said you like that I am just unfamiliar enough With the glittering tears, kissed me, said goodbye, and “don't ask anything” I again, glanced back slowly -- heartrending I hope for a new day to continue and wait for our sequel

[xyzphiner]

Found a Bowl of Soup (Translate, 20200309) [Supper Moment - 尋回一碗湯]

Found a bowl of soup – a refreshing side dish. Found a bowl of soup – even the most arduous can be covered. Found a bowl of soup – even a tumble would still be wonderful. Come and drink – and also drink down your lament.

No matter how windy outside of the door, how deep the sea is – always feel grateful to come home. Even with the hastiest footsteps – still have a home to be the best cover. A bowl of soup – is always there for you. Come and drink – and also drink down the warmth of love.

Found this bowl of soup – it is neither easy nor “just” to fall in love Found this bowl of soup – made the house filled with sweetness. You and I sitting at the table – even a fall would still be wonderful. Happiness has always been filled in warmth, full stomach, subsistence.

No matter how windy outside the door, how deep the sea – always feel grateful to come home. Even with the hastiest footsteps – still have a home to be the best cover. A bowl of soup – is always there for you. Come and drink – and also drink down the noble, unconditional love.

No matter how high the sky is, how pleasant smelling the flowers are – still look forward to come home. Even with the hastiest footsteps – still have a home to be the best cover. A bowl of soup – give rise to your great future. Inside the tepid soup – there is no need to even say a word – drink down this generosity quickly. Home will open for you. Home will open for you. And wait for you forever.

[xyzphiner]

The Same (Translate, 20200302) [Supper Moment - 同一]

The same sight The same temperature With the soak tank tops on the same stage

Hey yeah, hey yeah. Hey yeah, hey yeah. Hey yeah, hey yeah. Hey yeah, hey yeah…

When – you bumped into a reason, you are willing to wait When – you encountered a reason, you will stick your chest out When – you understand that you don't have to comply with the heat permeating through your blazing eyes This is called “dream”

Hold tight to your beliefs, be free, and fly towards that vast sky Hike towards the tallest summit, sail towards the deepest sea If the ideal goal will someday be destroyed like ashes drifting, smoke dissipating, and then disappeared Come and sing – come and sing with indomitability

The same night sky The same sign The same stream of tears The same desire

When – you no longer need a reason and willing to wait still When – you no longer need to prove how you went all out to keep your head held high When – the hot blood from the past is still fiery, still blazing This is called “dream”

Hold tight to your beliefs, be free, and fly towards that vast sky Hike towards the tallest summit, sail towards the deepest sea If the ideal goal will someday be destroyed like ashes drifting, smoke dissipating, and then disappeared Come and sing – come and sing with indomitability.

Hold tight to your beliefs, be free, and fly towards that vast sky Hike towards the tallest summit, sail towards the deepest sea If the ideal goal will someday be destroyed like ashes drifting, smoke dissipating, and then disappeared Come and sing – come and sing with indomitability Past and future generation – all humankind sing with indomitability

The same sight The same touch Towards an unknown place and look for the dazzling light

[xyzphiner]

Song of Sand Martin / Song of the Shatin Swallos (Translate, 20200224) [Supper Moment - 沙燕之歌]

Slender wings of the youth moving towards to the golden sunlight. The scenery is beautiful, the sky is spacious – they are luring me to peek. We were impatient, unease, couldn't help but look forward to the laurel wreath. The bat that was swung – wanted to break the door that blocked our vision for a wider path ahead.

Granted me this life, gave me a pair of eyes to stargaze through the night. The world is elusive. It sets you back and frustrates you, but you refused to give up, your faith will gradually realize in the end.

I wish you know who I’m striving with – for every step that I take, and stop worrying about me being unable to faze the hand of destiny. Should the results be disappointing, I will have no regrets still, for I tried my hardest to pursue them. I hope you know why I’m fighting every day, every night, and stop worrying about how others don’t understand our wounds. For embracing the wonderful dream that is hard to come true. You say this is naïve – please be naïve and give it a try.

Always put up an innocent smile, superstitiously believe that someday can brave the wind and achieve the goals. Raise the gloves, try to touch the ever-changing rainbow thousands of miles away, and still be in vain. The world is elusive. It sets you back and frustrates you, but you refused to surrender, your faith will gradually realize in the end.

I wish you know who I’m striving with – for every step that I take, and stop worrying about me being unable to faze the hand of destiny. Should the results be disappointing, I will have no regrets still, for I tried my hardest to pursue them. I hope you know why I’m fighting every day, every night, and stop worrying about how others don’t understand our wounds. May you believe that once we endure the tests and trials tomorrow, you will find that behind us are sky full of swallows.

La la la... La la la... La la la la la la la... La la la... Here together... La la la… La la la... La la la la la la la... La la la ... We’re together … La. La la la la! La la la la! La la la la… La la la... La la la... La la la la la la la... la la la ... We're together ...

[xyzphiner]

Goodnight City (Translate, 20200217) [Supper Moment]

Relax your eyes gently, look at the sickle moon pleasantly, and be fascinated by this resplendent starry sky.

Pant positively, comfort yourself nicely, and wipe out the unpleasantness from your heart.

Goodnight city. Being steady is arduous. Would you lose the peace of mind that you achieved? It is not simple to extend this tale. Need to be happy today and remember to live in the moment.

Goodnight city. Being steady is onerous. Relationship and love, joy and sorrow – it’s hard to guaranteed that they will last forever, right? Look at the night sky from afar – the moonlight is hanging high. Enlightening the city of tens of thousands of houses, creating a ravishing night scenery, what a marvelous evening.

Goodnight city. Being steady is onerous. Would you lose the peace of mind that you achieved? It is not simple to extend this tale. Need to be happy today and remember to live in the moment.

Goodnight city. Being steady is arduous. Relationship and love, joy and sorrow – it’s hard to guaranteed that they will last forever, right? Look at the night sky from afar – the moonlight is hanging high. Enlightening the city of tens of thousands of houses, creating a ravishing night scenery, what a marvelous evening.

Still a wonderful evening.

Breathe in nicely, breathe out a good prospect slowly, and strive to improve yourself for a better tomorrow.

[xyzphiner]

To Say Goodbye (Translate, 20200210) [Supper Moment]

Guess it is time to say goodbye, reality is not that dreamlike. Blow a string of smoke, spit out a mouthful of sighs.

Time to say goodbye, fate gives no room for options. Life is only glaring if you don’t say what you want and holding back, don’t scratch your itches on the painless wound.

Forget about the burdens this moment and drink recklessly, who cares if we aren’t self-willed or not being ruthless? Raise our glasses of wine and salute to our youth.

Farewell should be suave – there is no need to look back all the time, you’ll become the most glittering star and hang in the starry sky. Let’s agree to meet again at the edge of the horizon. It is heroic when the spark from your youth had burnt out. Win or lose – just let it go. It is priceless to be alive still. If you are loath then let yourself go and cry.

Is there a endless party in this world, where we can be drunk and don’t get old? Wave, and have our youth to be our witness.

Farewell should be suave – there is no need to look back all the time, you’ll become the most glittering star and hang in the starry sky. Let’s agree to meet again at the edge of the horizon. It is heroic when the spark from your youth had burnt out. Win or lose – just let it go. It is priceless to be alive still. If you are loath then let yourself go and cry. Goodbye, reunion. Farewell to you – return to liberation.

[xyzphiner]

Dancing in the Disturbance/Troublesome/Harassment (Translate, 20200203) [Supper Moment]

Please believe that you are beautiful. Please believe that you are irreplaceable. He destroyed everything that you have – life is not predictable.

Close your eyes and open your heart – dancing in the disturbances. Open your hands, your arms, and spinning – with your feet slowly levitate off the ground, your consciousness needs to be like being in a game.

Woo hoo woo hoo – no need to prepare this painstakingly. Woo hoo woo hoo – just showcasing yourself. Woo hoo woo hoo – live like carefree and ruminate it.

Please break the common practices. Please break away from the concept of rules and restrictions. Even though everything of yours has been destroyed, life is still beautiful.

Close your eyes and open your heart – dancing in the disturbances. Open your hands, your arms, and spinning – with your feet slowly levitate off the ground, your consciousness needs to be like being in a game.

Woo hoo woo hoo – no need to prepare this painstakingly. Woo hoo woo hoo – just showcasing yourself. Woo hoo woo hoo – live like carefree and ruminate it.

Everywhere is your proscenium stage. Your steps should swing like cats. People all around are cheering for you – can you hear it?

Woo hoo woo hoo – let’s jump with a fancy posture. Woo hoo woo hoo – dictating yourself. Woo hoo woo hoo – no need to prepare this painstakingly.

Woo hoo woo hoo – hoo hoo Woo hoo woo hoo – ba la ba ba. Oh! Woo hoo woo hoo – woo...

[xyzphiner]

The Quietest Moment (Translate, 20200127) [Supper Moment]

So quiet, as if water that is clear. This moment, people are throbbing those bits and pieces of remembrance. The raging lamp posts on the streets are shining. Promises are sometimes like the shadows under ones’ feet. Sentiments that cannot be taken away. As the gentle wind blows, realization come in waves like ripples.

To hold someone tight – one calls it luck. To let go – one requires strength. I cannot forget you use tears to evade us. Confront myself with honesty. I wish to see you again someday.

To hold someone tight – one calls it luck. To let go – one requires strength. I cannot forget you use tears to evade us. Confront myself with honesty. I wish to see you again someday. I wish that someday I will perhaps let you go in my heart.

From being in love to no longer in love, from discouraged to open minded, led to injuries. This love is difficult to be shocking-free. Flowers will bloom next season -- and stay beautiful through the future.

Hope to embrace every minute, every second of the reminiscence. Hope to forlornly express my major temper. Cannot forget, or cannot let go of the recollection? Confront myself with honesty. I wish to see you again someday. I wish that someday I will perhaps let you go in my heart. I can let you go in my heart.

[xyzphiner]

Endless (Translate, 20200120) [Supper Moment]

A dream – is still clanging in pitch dark, still singing loudly, still anticipating the world would give me applause.

It is a pipe dream – there is still time to chase the direction that you lost touch with. Use to carry the faith in the bottom of my heart – fell and hurt for thousand, tens of thousands of times. Begin to refrain from looking back and seeking for the truth. That fantasy for future started being carved into stone sculpture unwillingly.

Stepping on to this endless journey, The spark from the past that was drifted away, dissipated, lost – rekindled, reignited the inspiration. Perhaps there will be no perfect full stop in the end, notwithstanding obstinately taking this adventure – the punitive expeditions of obstacles, one after the other. Stepping on to this endless journey, who can appraise your ugliness, sinfulness, comeliness, and goodness? Troughs and peaks – leave the group and wipe away those heartrending, sarcastic advice. Fight for your lifelong dream, as if a revolution, until you are gray.

A dream – exist in the anticipated praise from the others. I eventually, falsely believe that the courage is no longer fervent and forming frost instead. Start to bind my feet and stay, start to acclimating empathy, and start being molded unwillingly – let’s use the remaining strength to applaud.

Too many, too many ideas hitting the wall. Too many, too many ideals getting repressed. Quietly dealing with silent months and years. Yet the sky has sunset that leading the dream.

Stepping on to this endless journey, The spark from the past that was drifted away, dissipated, lost – rekindled, reignited the inspiration. Perhaps there will be no perfect full stop in the end, notwithstanding obstinately taking this adventure – the punitive expeditions of obstacles, one after the other. Stepping on to this endless journey, who can appraise your ugliness, sinfulness, comeliness, and goodness? Start taking steps, fold your hands and pray. Fight for your lifelong dream, as if a revolution, until you are gray. It’s rare to have dream, like a revolution, that will not get old.

[xyzphiner]

Mister Lonely (Translate, 20200113) [Supper Moment]

You are wandering into the crowded city alone again, the day is just dawning, as the color of the sky illuminating. Hopped onto a bus that you take daily, felt free to choose seats on either sides of the aisle, still you sat at the back of the bus, on the left.

The MP3 that you were listening is dying, unwillingly switched it off and started looking out the window. After taking off your headphone, you discovered that this couple were planning for the coming year – to fly to the back of the earth, but you can only focus at the present.

“It’s fate,” you said. Your sighing almost ingested you. “Fate.” For whom that you are being forced to bury worry in your heart? And hope that the divines will give you guidance to change.

Sometimes you crave for others’ jealousies and pretend to be a beauty. You want to run away and search for something new badly even if they are unimportant. Waited day after day, and ten years flashed by hastily.

“It’s fate,” you said. Your sighing almost ingested you. “Fate.” For whom that you are being forced to postpone your aspirations and hope that the divines will give you guidance? Where is the key to happiness?

You have been waiting for someone who loves you, yet you are still waiting. Waiting, waiting, waiting – waiting for the gods become waiting for your luck, and seeing friends around you shared their stroke of luck.

You then said and only blamed that “it’s fate.” Your sighing almost ingested you. It’s “fate” for you to learn to be a person and force you to confront gods as a human. Desperately growling for alms, for guidance, to explain all the misfortunes. “Rescue my lonely city.”

[xyzphiner]

Song of Blissfulness / Song of Happiness (Translate, 20200106) [Supper Moment]

Drifting, wandering in circles until the present, the minute hand and the second short hand are racing under the bezel. Seems like you have achieved a future that you dreamed of.

Your present days should be happy, feeling carefree – receiving applause, being cheered on, and feeling loved. Your life has jumped through hurdles in this obstacle course.

When did you learn to stop repeating, to stop saying that perplexity in your heart, and be speechless after tied up the feeling of touched? Encountering good beings by fate gets rarer, yet you want them to come to fruition. The more you anxiously seek for the better, things get worse with more mistakes that you made, and almost forgot your most wanted fruit that you planted.

Sing to the song of blissfulness – have tears sink down your eyes and abjection after countless times of disappointments? Melody dissolves your panic, embrace this moment – a picture with no regrets, love is something that makes you feel contented, with a smile, even in sorrow. Heartwarming is not far away – it may bloom in the next second.

How many passersby would pay you visits in a lifetime, or how many, maybe countless, of things that you were frenzied or missed out? You can’t dissuade the world from rotating every second.

It is rare to laugh, to hold your stomach, and to grin. You are tired of climbing to the summit, searching for the answer. Drained your whole life, your heart and soul – just to have a taste of love for a second.

Can you relearn from the start? Can you? Being with the lesson of trialing. Unlock the shackle in your heart – the course becomes wider. You'll encounter more good beings by leaving it to fate – the results will come when they are supposed to. The more you anxiously seek for the better, things will only get worse, and absurd wishes made you planted the wrong seeds for the fruit that you long for.

Sing to the song of blissfulness – have tears sink down your eyes and abjection after countless times of disappointments? Melody dissolves your panic, embrace this moment – a picture with no regrets, love is something that makes you feel contented, with a smile, even in sorrow. Heartwarming is not far away – it may bloom in the next second.

From yearn for nothing, to eager - till you are eager for the entire universe, but in the end, you just wanted to be saved. Devote yourself to possessions – and forget that you and I have nothing to begin with.

Sing to the song of blissfulness – have tears sink down your eyes and abjection after countless times of disappointments? Melody dissolves your panic, embrace this moment – a picture with no regrets, love is something that makes you feel contented, with a smile, even in sorrow. Heartwarming is not far away – it may bloom in the next second.

Imagine that someone that isn't far away can sing it with you.

[xyzphiner]

Also Not the Same (Translate, 20191230) [Supper Moment]

Would you wake up from the dream and make another choice, or be a dreamer with boiling blood? Would you let your dreamland collapse, or you would not be fear of death and die supporting it?

When you deal with setbacks... remember… standup and try again... be mettlesome… Even if you are losing by half time – please find a reason to fight back, would you?

There are hundreds, thousands of beliefs in this world -- did you find the one that you wish for? How can we all live the same way – achieve the same results? An inspiration that you cannot tell others – often time it is more exaggerated than reality. You can be different – not the same. Come, climb over the defensive wall – scream all over and shatter the glass ceiling.

Would you leave and make another choice, or stay, persist, and replant the flower of perseverance? Would you retreat from a crisis, or sacrifice everything to fight until the end of the finale?

When you deal with setbacks... remember… standup and try again... be mettlesome … Even if you are losing by half time – please find a reason to fight back, would you?

There are hundreds, thousands of beliefs in this world -- did you find the one that you wish for? How can we all live the same way – achieve the same results? An inspiration that you can’t tell others – often time it is more exaggerated than reality. You can be different – not the same. Come, climb over the defensive wall – scream all over and shatter the glass ceiling.

La la la… la la la… la la la… La la la… la la la… la la la… La la la… la la la… la la la… La la la… la la la… you still have the other half of the battle to fight.

There are hundreds, thousands of beliefs in this world -- did you find the one that you wish for? How can we all live the same way – get the same thing? An inspiration that you can’t tell others – often time it is more exaggerated than reality. You can be different – not the same. Not the same. You can be different. You can be different. You can be different.

[xyzphiner]

Bed of Inspiration (Translate, 20191223) [Supper Moment]

Hey Oh AO, O… Hey Oh AO, O… Hey Oh AO, O… Hey Oh AO, O…

Miles of clear blue sky, face beating the cool breeze, following thoughts to weave a dream. Slow down breathing, a minute lags, feel like untying all the burdens and nuisances. Hey Oh AO, O… Hey Oh AO, O…

Pulse has started, bass is just right, biting the throbs from the drumbeats. Turned on the amplifier, guitar starts booming, plucking and strumming like dancing around the scales. Yet, I…

really do not want to write the most heartrending song. Just want to find the paradise where souls can be entrusted. Really do not want to write the most uplifting song. Really, only want to ponder – lying on the oceans of thoughts right away and feeling satisfied. Hey Oh AO, O… Hey Oh AO, O…

Hey Oh AO, O… Hey Oh AO, O…

Doo doo... Da la… Da la. La la… Yeah!

Melody rings through ears, waiting for the beat to synchronize. Blood vessels filled with words, immediately jump into the bed of inspiration.

Really don’t want to write the most calculated song, Just want to start with a harmonic chord – feeling carefree. Really don’t want to write the most popular song. Now the sound of singing penetrates through walls of the city, dim streets, and dark alleys.

Hey Oh AO, O… Hey Oh AO, O…

Melody rings through ears. Blood vessels filled with words. Oh O O… Woo…

Really don’t want to write a song that teaches principles and reasoning. Just want to set souls free – drifting through the atmosphere. Compose – compose a piece that called the most willful song. Really, only want to ponder – lying on the oceans of thoughts right away... Bala bala  bala babalala. Oh O... Bala bala  bala babalala. Woo woo...   Really, only want to ponder – lying on the oceans of thoughts right away and feeling satisfied.

Hey Oh AO, O…

Yeah yeah... Yeah yeah...

[xyzphiner]

A Real Man / It’s OK / Daijoubu (Translate, 20191222) [Supper Moment]

Nobody can rectify – your yesterday to be better. Nobody can guarantee – that your day after tomorrow will become worse. Hoo… Your wish was to get good grades, yet you strive to misuse your body and time. Reality is (hoo…) you have – you have become...

a real man, who shoulder the responsibility to take care of the universe and leave his own nurture behind, and cannot be sloppy even if things are onerous. It is OK – take a deep breath and have a sigh, in the course of your life may have to deal with many, many, many burdens, like those who should leave you would leave, or those who you should love and you did not –  it’s OK.

Hoo… Let’s farewell – to the prayers you made in the past –  have every wishes that you made be granted by now? Reality is making you… quickly – quickly becoming…

You have become a real man, who shoulder the responsibility to take care of the universe and leave his own nurture behind, and can’t be sloppy even if things are onerous. It’s OK – take a deep breath and have a sigh, in the course of your life may have to deal with many, many, many burdens, like those who should leave you would leave, or those who you should love and you did not.

A real man. In this minute,  if you still feel life is a little loathsome –  there is still time to forgive, to find the courage. Just lacking a person next to you and say, “It’s OK (Daijoubu).”

Top: original music video. Bottom: extended music video.

[xyzphiner]

Do Not Die in Devotion (Translate, 20191216) [Supper Moment]

Please put away – put away your worship. Look clearly – unambiguously examine the gods and spirits from all sides. ‘Stupidity’ is when you fully believed in what you saw. ‘Ignorance’ is when you fully believed in what you heard. ‘Crisis’ is when you thought who you love loves you. ‘Danger’ is when you are murdered like a prey – without any smell, being Slain silently, being Slain innocently.

Follow the indicators – indicators will someday be obsolete. Be clear – figure out everyone’s morbidity. Stupidity is when you fully believed in what you saw. Ignorance is when you fully believed in what you heard. Crisis is when you thought who you love loves you. Danger is when you are murdered like a prey – without any smell, being Slain silently, (Don't let the world – let the world shape you) being Slain innocently. (Don't let the world – let the world) Do not – do not die in your devotion. Do not – do not die in your devotion.

Being Slain silently. (Don't let the world let the world shape you) Being Slain innocently. (Don't let the world let the world shape you) Being Slain silently. (Don't let the world let the world shape you) Being Slain innocently. (Don't let the world let the world) Do not – do not die in your devotion. Do not – do not die in your devotion.

[xyzphiner]

Rolls. Royce / Rolls Royce (Translate, 20191209) [Denise Ho]

Rolls and Royce were both stylish men. Rolls was the best athlete in the varsity team. Royce exclusively loved to study. It just happened that they see each other day and night, everyday wear the same plain white shirts. The romantic story started at the tables and chairs where they sat next to each other, but the two were dare not to be impudent.

To become bosom friends probably bears some forms of love, yet to be good brothers and be in love with each other would be condemned by bystanders. When carried away and put hands on the other’s shoulder, someone is going to flinch – both secretly enjoyed but afraid to spoke out. Even if their eyes moved and turned away from each other, both of their hearts knew this is love. 

A man and a man – how could they be so intimate? Rolls finds it difficult to confront – but he pinky promised her. Yet Royce is just obsessed, eventually, she threw herself to him, looked into his eyes, and took her shirt off. Bewildered, Rolls just came to realization that he never thought of this brother as a she. 

To become bosom friends probably bears some forms of love, yet to be good brothers and be in love with each other would be condemned by bystanders. Innocently wondered what happened to let this tragedy revealed. Genuinely surprised, he started to recall that since they met, they studied, window-shopped, listened to music, and watched the sea together.

Spent every day with such intimacy like a couple – the hole cards are finally revealed.

If they believe in this love – why are they scared still? Keep trying to figure out who he is, to love him or not – which bystander would accept such forbidden love? Clearly a perfect match, but unethical to the world, then let go. Forever tolerate and never come out, the world will remain unchanged. It will only bury love in the name of crime. Have to love like The Butterfly Lovers.