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[yoobi-yoobs]

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The smell that was always off putting to me is finally…gone and I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate I hate it I hate it I hate it please wake up please wake up WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UPPPPPPP☹︎ ☹︎ ☹︎ ☹︎please ☹︎ please ☹︎ please ☹︎ please ☹︎ please ☹︎ please ☹︎ please ☹︎ please ☹︎ please ☹︎

[yoobi-yoobs]

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Looking up at the ceiling of my bare room always seemed to bring me a sense of slight despair. But waking up in a drunk feeling state and exploring the rest of my parts always left me feeling a burst and the explosion was euphoric till the grim came over me overtaking my body. The led lights in my lonely house always is either a bright white or a dark blue. Dark blue for sleeping and white for being awake. I looking in my mirror hoping to go to a world which I can remember so vividly. The dim lights of skate heaven to the cold copper colored floors of the oldest house I called home. I remember my oldest home has a balcony no one could ever get to. I still dream and standing up there looking down at the circular pavement and calling it mine. The old dog that would walk on the side the road. She was a delight till one day she was gone! I know that the dogs little sibling got hit by a truck. I saw it with my eyes. Eyes still full of life as it’s tummy was full blood and trying to grasp onto a fresh of breath air. I looked to my friend who owned the dog, “Its ok I get a new on anyways.” She shrugged. She was a little strange for a girl who was younger than me. That neighborhood was interesting. Maybe I can go back to my elementary school. The old mural of a lake with a shark in it. Maybe the the old library was the librarian whose husband die. Though my lonely house is good enough for me. I see little spiders crawling around here and there. The old bmw that sits into my garage ready to be driven! The kitchen light that always stays on incase the day I forget and my demise will come with a slit throat and a stolen tv. I’ll continue this hamster wheel till my one mistake can be fixed! Please please please please please please please please please please ☹︎ ☹︎ ☹︎ ☹︎ ☹︎ ☹︎ ☹︎ ☹︎ ☹︎

[yoobi-yoobs]

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THE AUDACITY

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Benny x Fem; Reader

          “(Y/N)!” Benny shouted.

        “What do you want loser?” You ask with a little chuckle.

        “You free today after school beautiful?” Benny asked.

        “Maybe…what’s in it for me?” You gave a smirk.

        ”Extra large pizza with toppings of your choice my queen.” Benny bowed.

        ”Then yes! I am free! Be at your house at 6.” You winked before walking to class.

        ”Dang you are down bad bro.” Ethan laughed.

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You knocked on Benny’s door. The door opened to reveal his grandma.

        “Hello darling! Are you here for Benny?” She smiled.

        “Yes ma’am!” You gave a little nod.

She let you insides the house. You looked around the room then saw some baby pictures of Benny.

        “Awwwee!” You gave a little squeal.

Stomping could be heard coming from the stairs. Benny appeared a little out of breath.

        ”(Y/N)!” He gleamed.

        “Hey Benny Bear!” You gave a little smirk while looking at his baby pictures.

Benny blushed out of embarrassment and covered his pictures while his grandma laughed.

        “Let’s go watch that movie NOW!” Benny blushed dragging you with him.

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You guys were stuffing you face with pizza while watching some StarWars.

        ”Thanks for inviting me cutie.” You smirked leaning on his shoulder.

        “Anything for you my lady.” Benny smiled at you wrapping you in his arms.

Benny leaned in for a soft and gentle kiss. You guys parted and you hugged him tightly. 

        “I love you dork.” You blush kissing his cheek and forehead.