yooxoo13

[yooxoo13]

21.05.2024

Hello everyone. I am back again and excited to restart posting my daily study blogs. I was so busy in this gap and I am sure in future there will be no free time but for now there are no more exams and summer holidays have started already from today so I am just too happy and delighted. I did well in all my exams (except relatively poor in my human geography exam) but nonetheless it was a battle that ended in my favor. And these exams have boosted a lot of confidence and motivation in me and made me trust that the way in which I am preparing myself for my boards is a right way. But without being overconfident I am always open to learning and extra hard work. I am ready to work harder and smarter for my 12th grade. And I am having good time and a sense of relief that I am free from exams and can restart my study for the syllabus completion.

Things I did:

Modern History: notes writing

Macroeconomics: textbook reading

Song of the day: us by keshi

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

05.05.2024

I know I am being so inconsistent with my posts. And I am really sorry to myself cuz I like blogging as a hobby but can't seem to be consistent on it these days. Maybe becuz I don't have much to post about anything as all my days from starting of this month are mostly same. There's nothing different to post about as there's a deliberate pause on my course right now becuz I just have to do revision of my course that is covered till April, for the exams. So I am not studying new chapters instead I am revising my earlier ones for the unit exams. Once my unit exams end I will restart my course for the nest 2 months and then after that there will next unit exams so then again process will repeat.

There's not much happenings or events in my life. Everyday i wake up, revise the content, sleep and repeat. If i have anything even though unrelated to my study but exciting so I promise to write it in my next blog. By the way last time i told u all that i have cold and fever so update on it, i am fine and healthy again.

Till my exams end I will not be posting much blogs. So till then bye. Have a nice and productive days ahead, me and others.

Song of the day: Head In The Clouds by Hayd

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

30.04.2024

I think I celebrated too much and got excited more than required cause I got sick after my economics test and I had to skip my two tests as I was having fever and couldn't go to school to give tests. I am still at home and taking rest. I think I will get better enough to go to school from 2nd May. I will continue my studies from tmr.

Couldn't study today.

Song of the day: I Can Do It With a Broken Heart by Taylor Swift (been listening to ttpd nowadays)

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

27.04.2024

There was not much time so only one test was done. I got highest marks in macroeconomics in both humanities and commerce streams. I was so bad in economics that I was almost failed in mid terms and barely managed to pass in finals in 11th. And this year I am trying my best in economics and grasping the concepts so well and also taking classes and lectures seriously. So i am happy to see my improvement in economics but it was just a class test so I have to do well in upcoming unit test of economics.

TMI. My other two tests will be held day after tmr.

Things i did:

IED: Textbook reading

Song of the day: ceilings by Lizzy McAlpine

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

26.04.2024

I have three tests tmr so I am preparing for it. They are open book class test so nothing to worry about. Having normal study routines

Things I did:

Modern History: test prep

Macroeconomics: test prep

Political Science: test prep

Song of the day: So Long, London by Taylor Swift

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

25.04.2024

Today I got the datesheet of my upcoming unit test in which i want to score good and highest or top 3 as I want to prove myself that I am serious about my studies because I had a terrible academic performance last year (grade 11 scores doesn't matter much in Indian schools imo). This is my senior year so I want to do best. And I have enemies that I want to beat in all the tests and exams. So i will try my best. My first exam is from 15th May and all exams are continuous so I have 14 days for revision to prepare all my 5 subjects. And I promise to do my best. Til 30th I am planning to do my course completing tasks and writing assignments and from 1st May I will do revision only. As i am not smart and neither I try to be so If i want to perform well then I have to stop doing last minute study before exams and give atleast 4 days to every subjects. So i am excited to perform well in my upcoming unit tests.

Things I did:

English Grammar: writing assignments and notes

Song of the day: Till Forever Falls Apart by Ashe and FINNEAS

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

24.04.2024

I had a normal day including going to schl, coming back, taking rest and watching lectures. It was all in all nice but going to schl regularly makes me tired as hell as I have long school hours and travelling hours (go to and fro). So it all makes me exhausted physically and mentally. And as a result I can't do much so yeah it was a bit ordinary day.

Things I did:

IED: watching lectures and textbook reading

Song of the day: speakers by Alec Benjamin.

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

23.04.2024

Today I learned a big lesson that everything go backs to normal if you try. I learned that sometimes u just need to overlook the words that your loved one says to you and think more about what they meant and what they thought. You cannot judge a person by his words. You need to understand their feelings, meaning and thinking behind it. Because sometimes even your loved one uses wrong words to deliver their true feelings.

In simple words i reconciled with my family especially mother, everything went back to its place. She said sorry and i forgave her. And I apologized too and told her that she doesn't need to be worried about me. I will never break her trust and she explained that she is just protective of me. I just wanted her to listen to my side of the story and she did, infact patiently listened to me. We love each other and I realised that our bond is stronger than any stupid relatives word. I love her and she is my world and everything that I belive in.

Things i did:

Human Geography: watching lecture videos

Modern History: reviewing notes and revision

Song of the day: Photograph by Ed Sheeran

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

I am going through hard time and this post is the first to come on my feed. It gives me hope for better tmr. Thankful to the admin of this post.

In the darkness, remember that blossoming moonflowers accompany you. 🌌🌘

[yooxoo13]

22.04.2024

Today was no different then yesterday even i tried to reconcile with my family and failed miserably because there are more evil bastards and apparently they are called relatives. They don't hesitate a bit to insult you in front of your parents without knowing a single thing and it hurts 10times more when your parents choose to belive them and not you. I have stopped expecting any sort of understanding from them. They don't see your efforts and tries. They say most hurtful things and then quotes it with "We are only concern for you." Or "it is only for your good.". And even i can't turn to my siblings for help as they dont side with me. I have only one friend to rely on who is supporting me in this hard time. I am thankful to her. God bless her.

I hope this ends quickly. I can't take it anymore.

Things I did:

Human Geography: Textbook reading

Modern History: revising notes

English: prepared for test for tmr.

Song of the day: WESTSIDE by keshi

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

21.04.2024

I am having typical conflicts of opinion relating to matters of my life with my family. It feels like I am going through typical teenage phase where teenagers have fights and misunderstandings with their parents and elder siblings. Sometimes it feels like they don't trust me like I do on them. I only have one expectation from them that they trust me but no they don't.. they think that I am stupid and some sort of fool who doesn't know what's right or wrong. I wish they try a bit to understand me and trust me. Sometimes it feel suffocating to even stay at home. I wish that I could just leave everything and go for a ride on an isolated highway at midnight. Is it too much to ask for their trust and faith in me that I won't do anything wrong. I just wish that they atleast try to get me.

Things I did:

Indian Geography: Textbook reading

Modern history: writing notes and assignments

Song of the day: is it too much to ask? By Nial Horan

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

20.04.2024

There's not much that happened today but I still completed my tasks except one.. i just got tired so I am leaving it for tmr. It was just a casual study day.

Things i did:

IED: Textbook reading

Modern History: writing notes and assignments

Song of the day: perfume by demxntia and laeland

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

19.04.2024

I am so sorry that I am being inconsistent in post regularly but I was so busy with family function for two days that I couldn't get enough time to post anything related to study (hell I even didn't get te to study) so I am posting with gaps but I promise to be regular about this atleast. I am finally free from all these family gatherings and functions so I have much time to study and post.

Things I did:

Modern history: writing notes (there's soon going to be checking of assignments so I have to complete that)

Indian Geography: India's population - Distribution, Density, Growth and Composition. -Lecture

Song of the day: The Loneliest by Måneskin

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

17.04.2024

I couldn't study yesterday as I was so tired and wanted to just slack off all day. I did what I got to do today but can't say that it was good, so not really proud of how I am studying right now... but rather than being depressed about it I am still trying to do my best..

Things I did:

IED: lecture

Human Geography: Textbook reading

Modern History: writing notes

Song of the day: My favourite clothes by RINI

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

15.04.2024

I did not go to school today. I studied at home.. the progress is slow but I am still trying to do more tasks to reach my this month's target.

Things I did:

IED: Textbook reading

Modern history: writing notes

Human Geography: lecture

Song of the day: Somebody's pleasure by Aziz Hedra

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

13.04.2024

I dont know why but i can't seem to complete more than two tasks which is really bad for me in the long run.. but textbook reading takes away all my motivation to study more.. i have to do more and better.. i have to do what I can and i am being so inconsistent in my studies.. i am having lack of motivation.. i have to leave all my tasks for tmr. I have to do something about it. I can't go on like this. I have to make a time table to make more time to complete other study related tasks.. i will invest some time to make a time table and be back with more motivation. Consistency in studies is really important as I am having exams coming up soon.

Things I did:

IED: notes making and lecture

Political science: Textbook reading

Song of the day: So it goes by Taylor Swift

Good luck to me for tmr.

[yooxoo13]

11.04.2024

Today was holiday on the occasion of Eid-ul-fitr so I wish greetings of the day to everyone. I had a simple study sessions today.

Things I did:

Political science: textbook reading

IED: notes making

Song of the day: Easy by LESSERAFIM

Good luck to me for tmr.