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I love you the way I wear your hoodie. There is no hesitation in putting it on, letting the sleeves cradle my finger tips. I let myself become inveloped by the faint smell of you and feel the warmth cover my skin. I am safe, I am comfortable.

But I can feel in my chest as the anticipation settles, and I know that I will be far too cold after I take it off and give it back.

I will soon forget what your hoodie smells like and shiver as I wait to remember.

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Your love feels like holy water.

When I'm with you it's like I'm free

I know I'll be loved for all I've done

All I am

All I may ever be

And now you're leaving.

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They say if you aren't fed love on a silver spoon you learn to lick it off of knives.

But isn't that just as beautiful?

Learning to hold power and pain between your lips and let your soul try to satisfy itself?

You drink the remnants from cracked, serrated edges

Molding your mouth the way you have the rest of you

Just the way they need so that you're finally the right person to be loved

Holding the hurt on the edge of yourself and taking in what can heal

Agony is a flick away

A slip of the finger

A twitch of the wrist

And yet you gaze at the beholder with trust of all things

Believing the hand to know how to maneuver to avoid your lips, you know how to feed you the love that drips

Remnants of craving themselves for you to indulge

Maybe it was never about the way they served it

Maybe we need to pay more attention to who's holding the blade

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The extentent of my yearning is sickening

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people coming into the pjo fandom need to understand that we multi ship like there's no tmr. Of course we love percabeth but also we love piperbeth and ofc jiper was nice while it lasted but there's piper and shel and oh jercys cute too and valgrace should've been cannon oh but valangelo is fun but yk you can't forget about solangelo, and frazel is so wholesome but so is the enemies to lovers valzhang and and-

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I think I've spent my whole life trying to be perceived when I'll I've really wanted is to be known

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I'm showering in the morning because if I do it right now all I'm gonna do is sit under the water and cry

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I'm a terrible person

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I'm exhausted.

But my soul is restless.

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Maybe you weren't a terrible person. Maybe you were just 15

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Most days I don't feel real

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I wish you didn't love me.

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what am I supposed to do when all I crave is ✨academic validation✨ but cannot get myself to study

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Heartstopper leaf pride wallpapers Pt. 1: Light Mode->

Enjoy <3

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Idk ig it’s like, sometimes I genuinely want more trauma to happen to me, I want someone to hurt me, I want to suffer… I just want a good reason to feel the way I do

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Most definitely not finished but I don't want to ruin it

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McCafferty is Bo Burnham just moody-er with less piano