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WAIT I THINK I HAD/HAVE A GAY CRUSH ON THIS ONE GIRL IN MY SCHOOL AND I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW UNTIL NOW??????
#crow talks#HELP......#i..... i think it's a crush??? IDK???#I NEVER HAD A PROPER CRUSH ON SOMEONE THAT WASNT FORCED BY MY PEERS......#like. theufhvnjfdnb#the way she said my name???? IDK. IT. IT DID SOMETHING TO ME. ESPECIALLY IF SHE SAID IT CLEARLY....#ALSO. LIKE. SHE WAS PRETTY....#i could not look at her while we did swimming in the first semester....#shshshshshhshshs#ANDF WHEN WE DID OUR SPEECHES SHE JFDIJV SHE SAID MY SPEECH WAS GOOD WHEN I REHEARSED IN FRONT OF EHR N OTHER PEOPLE??? LIKE. AUGHUFJHVUFJH#i brought up how rhythm games can help w people on the spectrum right and then her speechwas. ALL ABT NEURODIVERGENT PEOPLE AND STUFF#shehjrfudshudshusd#im..... im very gay huh.....#LIKE. AUGHGHGHGHHG#I CNAIKCDNSKIDSJF#im so gay help......#LIKE. i knew i liked her i just didnt wanna believe it bc of. YK. DENIAL AND STUFF.#I JUST. THOUGHT I LIKED HER BECAUSE SHE WAS THE FIRST PERSON IN MY SCHOOL WHO SAID MY NAME RIGHT....#but. i think..... it isnt..... idkkkkk.... WAUGH.#IM. GONNA GO BACK TO WORKING ON DESIGNING AUGH--
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Local PHD student at wizard school HARRASSED!! FOR SHAME!!
#laios touden#falin touden#marcille donato#farcille#arts#dungeon meshi#hello Im back again! to tumblr#also Im pretty shamlessly using beebfreeb 's falin outfit. I like it a lot I think thats how she is#delicious in dungeon#obviously influenced by some other peoples designs of modern designs figured Id put that disclaimer i do love those#i have no idea what the canonicity of laios going to the library is. like. he knows a lot#but i dont know if thats from books necessarily? jsut thought it was funny just pretend its this particualr libraary if that bothers u I gu
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98 lovemail doodles >_<
#trigun#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#nicholas d wolfwood#i was able to convince my friend to start 98 after we got back from AX HAHA and so i wanted to doodle the gang again ^_^#it's so funny how i always draw trimax ww super grumpy but then my 98ww is always such a goofy goober BAHAHA#trimax ww is still pookie to me tho dont get it twisted!!! ^_^#but yeah it's fun to decide how i want to differentiate between the different versions of ww#also i love 98 meryl so much she is so let me speak to the manager core (heart eyes)#and the color palette for vash i referenced from the lost july episode bc I LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH THE COLORS IN THE PLANT STATION SCENES#idk what it is abt it but it tickles my brain. so pretty T__T#man im fr that type of artist who is posting different versions of the same drawings on different platforms LOL#but yall on tumblr and ig get it better imo hehe. when i post on twitter im like fucket whatever#i usually dont post on tumblr/ig until a day or two later so by then i make a couple of changes/finish stuff/color stuff#so here u go enjoy the colored versions of these doodles HAHA
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s9 noodles and leftovers
#drew these all today! It’s a Christmas miracle#recently rediscovered skylor. she’s very important to me#like for those few weeks or whatever when all they had were the leftovers and then they saved the world and then they saved each other#again sooooo stupid silly brick characters but also. they were all they had. pretty sure that does something to a friend dynamic#something something found family finds families yadda yada. I think both Lloyd pix and Nya all see themselves in her. I think pix especiall#The latest outsider of the group and the newest :)#anyway merry Christmas#skylor is so bad at family game night she’s never done that shit in her life#she thinks everyone are making up rules on the fly to mess with her. she is right!#ninjago#ninjago lloyd#lloyd gardamon#my art#ninjago nya#nya smith#ninjago skylor#skylor chen#ninjago jay#ninjago cole#ninjago zane
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The 1st time I watched all of tos Turnabout Intruder was my favorite episode. Despite the pretty intense sexism and crazy shatner acting, I just find the idea really compelling.
#also i lov that its an episode that calls out spock and jims special relationship and bc jim is a woman at the time leonard nemoy is#touching the actress in ways he would not touch shatner so it makes their relationship come off as more intimate than usual#and again the sexism is really bad but bc the writing is kinda deeply flawed its only more compelling to me. like the ending is kinda dark#and weird bc they kinda put Janice's hysteria on her being a woman rather than being a damaged person. so in the end she confims#that she is unfit for command. is physical overpowered by a man. treated like and child. ans sent off to some mental hospital for care#while the men in power on the enterprise shake their heads and say. if only she could have been satisfied in her womans body. without#addressing how its pretty fucked that woman cant b starfleet captains. like. thats a pretty unsettling and weird ending. it makes me feel#bad and thats why i like it so much. but im a freak like that so idk#star trek#tos#spirk#spock#james t kirk#also. i shoulf have spent more time making this look nice but i fucked upbthe colors#but i dont wanna redraw again. i cant get the proses right#poses look weird
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typical tavern scene
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhjy#fabian seacaster#riz gukgak#adaine abernant#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#gorgug thistlespring#got my version of this in lol. I feel like this is mandatory if u draw fh art#trying to remember whats on the menu at a typical swensen's. its been years since I last was at one#tho I am so absolutely unfamiliar with like elmville level of town scenery. just immediately drew from my own experience lmao#I used to think malls are the same everywhere.... but then I hear from my US friends and. wow they sure are not#mm. good day to reminisce a little bit. but I am now sleepy#not a lot to say abt this I think most of this is pretty straightforward. I did use this to test out some overlays in SAI2#that I never really touched. the talisman on fig's guitar case takes from the house protection talisman you'd put on the front door#and also I think kristen slipping while fully sat down is very funny and special. she means so much to me#okay. alright. I should really go to sleep. and tomorrow I should take my dang walk... see the sun#have a good night lads! enjoy ice cream
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Mel + Padme Amidala
#I love both my queens#also: a love letter to my fav gaslight girlboss gatekeepep diva#shes so pretty like nooo dont become a politician your are so gourgeous#the gorgeousest#i lobe drawing her she makes me have fun painting#mel medarda#arcane#padme amidala#mel arcane
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My favorite thing about Annabeth is her wardrobe.
Cause like, Rick simplifies her clothes in a way a man would, and you can tell.
Cause in EVERY book, from The Lightning Thief to Chalice, she’s in the goddamn CHB shirt. With like some shorts or cargo pants. Nothing more, nothing less.
He’s made improvements over the years, giving her some other clothes. But he’ll always come back to old faithful.
Like, he most definitely did it on accident, but he made her so Adam Sandler and I love it
#and she def walks around in basketball shorts and a wife beater#+ the fact that she probably steals Percy’s clothes#like don’t get me wrong she looks awesome#I just think it’s funny#and with Rick’s books you can tell by the fashion that it’s a man writing#AND SHES THE ONLY ONE#besides Jason#Jason also only wears his purple t-shirt#I’m pretty sure he died in it#but everyone else has a sense of fashion#even if it’s a little bit#I love her#she’s so Adam Sandler coded#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo series#pjo hoo toa#pjo tv show#heroes of olympus#pjo#percy jackson#annabeth chase
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additional thoughts, from tags i got on the og post
#i had trouble finding a traditional graph slash venn diagram that could like. do what colored lines pointing at pngs do. messy but good.#you could argue that marcille is also ''i want my family back'' but shes got a pretty good one on lock atm#same goes for senshi#everyone say hi to laios and chucklefuck in the low opacity dimension#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#ryoko kui#thistle tag#chilchuk tims#marcille donato#marcille dungeon meshi#senshi of izganda#senshi#senshi dungeon meshi#kabru of utaya#kabru dungeon meshi#thistle dungeon meshi#laios touden#laios dungeon meshi
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I find this dichotomy so funny:
Odysseus, who has been in war for years and is quick to be crafty and trick his enemies: *laments and mourns giving up mercy and being forced to become the monster*
Telemachus, the one with a reputation of being small and weak with a good heart: *kills a man from behind while they’re distracted without any hesitation or remorse*
#like#granted#Telemachus does offer to spare the next ones and that backfires on him#but I’m pretty sure he did kill that first guy#and he said he wanted to fight monsters (literal and figurative) to bring light to the world#so he kept the mercy and kindness while also doubling down on the evils#like ody#I get why you went the way you did but#your son figured out how to keep both lmao#ah well#he’s home so now Telemachus can work with Athena on that kinder world she was talking about#so good for him lol#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#ithaca saga#telemachus#Odysseus#the odyssey#Athena
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The Subway Chappell Roan
#this is totally random i know LMAO#but u can never have too much chappell so <333#I stuumbled on this performance so rnadomly#the thumbnail looked like a fan vid (and I think it is?)#but I still clicked on it and was bLESSED by this beautiful gorgeous shot#anyways a shame that i dont rlly like the song (yet)#but omggg shes so pretty#and her eyeshadow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also no one talk abt the slighttt mismatch in colouring ok it upsets me more than anyone 😭#chappellroanedit#chappellsource#usermusic#usermusicdaily#userpcultures#dailymusicqueens#wonderfulwomendaily#flawlesscelebs#dailywomen#femaledaily#userladiesblr#tsuservio#userelyn#gifset#chappell roan#the subway
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happy pride :o) kindly lesbian at the festival notices you look a little warm... wonder why that is 🤔 (character's pronouns are she/they)
#furry#fatfur#lesbian#pride#butch#bat#anthro bat#bat furry#fat butch#my art#crowart#its been so long since ive given an oc blue eyes... forgot how pretty they can be#also shes short btw like 5ft tall
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there will be summer and there will be singing something quick and messy and personal. cicadas are active again where i live :]
#rambles#mirage ultrakill#<- fine i'll maintag. who cares#summer is something i always look forward to. however harsh it might get at times#i will always love it#do you think mira enjoys summer. do you think she also waits for it even if only subconsciously.do you think she likes to hear cicadas sing#something something personal change something something fleeting nature of life#this whole thing is more about catching a feeling rather than drawing something pretty though i did touch it up a little
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Hello tumblr it's been a bit 🔥🔥
I made this like a month ago when i was only halfway through PD season 2, but I actually just finished it completely so it's a little outdated-
Might update in the future who knows
They're all trans btw, if you cant tell 🫶
Ghostknife and William bonus

#just roll with it#Jrwi#Prime defenders#Jrwi prime defenders#Ashe Winters#Dakota Cole#William Wisp#Vyncent Sol#If anyone wants to yell with me ab PD im soso up please give me asks and maybe requests for doodles pretty pretty please#Im pretty slow though so i might take a bit to get back ghdhg#Anyway#I LOVE PRIME DEFENDERS#My Ashe hc is they/them i know they're often she/her in fandom but they just give such extreme enby they them vibes to me idk#Might be biased on that one tbf as an enby they them but 🤲#Also sidenote. love ghostknife. i think that's the coldest take ever but i love ghostknife and it needs to be said#My favorite character is probably Vyncent but like I know objectively the best character is William hes so intruiging but guys Vyncent#Hes autistic#He had people in his head????#He eats rats?????#He has a knife???????#Theres something about a Condi character that's so special#Emizel is my favorite character full stop 👍 and Vyncent is like up there#Rolan deep was ALSO awesome#I don't even need to mention Jay Ferin because shes literally like. Jay ferin. Like#Anyway im just ranting so sorry this is so long#Rant over‼️
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Okay but do you know what really gets me?
There's no one left in-universe who can or will talk about Jaybin as he really was.
Bruce is the founder of the Jaybin Slander Department;
Alfred is no better.
Dick wasn't around much, didn't know him that well.
If Barbara ever interacted with him in his original run, I haven't found it yet.
I mean, he had some interactions with the Teen Titans, but was he really close with any of them?
I suppose Gordon could, assuming he isn't in on the Jason-bashing. I haven't seen it but I could be missing something.
And, well, Jason... somehow, I don't think anyone's asking Jason what he was like as a kid, nor is he really a reliable source. Autobiographical memory is weird.
No one in-universe will ever really talk about this bright, friendly, eager kid, and it's a tragedy.
He was smart and clever and had so much compassion.
He wanted so badly to help people, and he found joy in his work as Robin.
He had a dramatic flair and he was kind of a nerd and he was really funny on occasion.
He was so deeply, fundamentally good, and the fact that somehow his legacy has been twisted into one of anger and recklessness is honestly a crime.
It makes me so desperately sad that there's not a single character who can even start to undo the lasting damage of a four-decade smear campaign against a kid who did nothing to deserve it.
#warrior's thoughts#jason todd#bruce wayne#jaybin#jaybin readthrough#comics#it's all jim starlin's fault btw#the way he writes jason does not align with any of jason's other appearances in contemporary books#every time dc writes something about jason being angry or reckless as a child an angel loses their wings#he has his moments of anger but it's not like he's not justified in those#also he's 12-15; i feel like some anger is normal at that age#and a lot of his seemingly reckless moments were actually calculated; he just didn't lay out the plan for bruce before doing it#jim starlin is the only writer who writes jason the way he does. everyone else seemed to understand that this was a good kid#it's really jarring to go from batman 413 to batman 415 (jay doesn't appear in 414) because of the stark difference in how jay is written#genuine question for mr starlin if you didn't like the character of robin why did you agree to write batman?#i can't be too upset; i really like red hood and it's only because jim starlin hated jason that we got utrh in the first place#but the character assassination of jaybin is just depressing#(btw if you want me to figure out image sources lmk i did not keep track lol)#also i should note that it is implied that dick and jason were actually pretty close#we just don't get to see much of it#so all we have are those implications. same with babs actually - she never appears in the jaybin era#but later comics (and her presence at his funeral) suggest they knew each other
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i'm still trying to piece together the truth of it. when you left, you said: feel free to spin this narrative however you want. i have no idea if you were being cruel or if you just genuinely don't remember what you've done to me.
it's hard because i'd done so much of the work for you. i had seen the parts that flaked off, the rust underneath. i started separating you into two people - the one i loved, and the one who hurt me. i had this fantasy version of you - my partner - and then i had this stranger, a third person who would show up randomly to shatter me. i am deliriously glad i'm no longer with "the stranger". i miss the gentle (unreal?) "other" you terribly.
at first, i was so strict about my boundaries. i remember telling you to get the fuck out of my house if you were going to talk to me like that. by the end: i would justify your behavior for you, accepting even your mistreatment as "my fault" in the grand scheme. i look back on the person i was before you - smart, independent, confident - and i feel a strange sense of detachment. i don't even recognize me.
even in one of our last conversations, you said: if you want a partner that always talks warmly to you, find someone else. there was a time that a comment like that would have made me leave. and instead, somehow, i just placidly accepted that kind of thing. you were literally telling me that i wasn't allowed to have a reaction to your cruelty - and i just took it, because you'd so fully turned things around on me.
when people are faced with irrationality, a rational brain tries to make sense of it. this is the trap. they're lovely in the morning, gentle and blue-eyed and sweet. like nothing even happened, they breeze around the house and kiss you on the mouth. but at night; who is that? they snap almost randomly; flying into an impotent rage about just-about-anything. it just doesn't make sense. so the problem must be me, and my brain, and how i think.
the traumatized brain just wants peace. so maybe i'm misremembering. maybe you were just having a bad day. maybe it's actually me.
you eventually would fully turn on me and start implying that i am the bad actor in our relationship. that's what happens, right? that's literally in the playbook. you went to therapy for all of a month, told her a half-truth, co-opted therapyspeak. you figured out how to reframe your actions as "seeking peace." any time i stood my ground, i was "gaslighting." when i asked you to be more gentle, you said i was "tone policing." you said, randomly, i had emotionally manipulated you - i still have no idea what that's even specifically referring to. maybe my consistent requests for calmness and empathy?
and while i literally know better, and i'm sitting here, trained by you, thinking: wait, fuck. was i actually the person you made me out to be?
and the thing that scares me is that i literally do not know if you ever actually saw what you were doing to me. when you'd tell me how you remember arguments, you'd always summarize them in a way where you come off as gentle and easy: "i was trying to set an important boundary." what had actually happened was 15 minutes of you shouting at me i know you did something shady, just admit it already. eventually you'd say my reaction to your shouting (when i finally reacted, which usually happened around hour three) was inevitably "disappointing" and "another way i'm silencing your feelings."
how many times did i ask you - beg you - to just take accountability? looking back, i don't think i ever heard you say: you're right. the way i talked to you was wrong of me.
i am trying to tie together the two people into a full version of you in my head. yes, you made my coffee and made me laugh and spent hours on the phone with me. and yes - you would scream at me until i had to run away and hide behind something.
i wish i did have a narrative i could pull out and shape to my whim. i wish i did have some semblance of reality. instead i just stand here, strange and vibrating, wondering: what the fuck just happened?
#spilled ink#warm up#tbh more of a diary than a poem#i need to write this stuff down bc my ptsd likes to forget trauma pretty much WHILE it's happening#and any time i find myself making it ''my fault'' again i have to walk myself through the grounding steps#it's so hard to describe emotional abuse. bc it's so fucking easy to get sucked into#like. you're an empathetic person. so when ur partner comes to you after a nasty fight and is like#“i really was trying to get my feelings heard and you didn't hear me last night” you're like - okay you know what#i'll do the right thing. this is my fault. let me take accountability and try to empathize and talk things out.#with the assumption that later - it'll be ''your turn'' right. you'll be able to bring up the screaming and talk about how#you BOTH need to make a safe space for each other. that you can't listen if your partner is literally shouting at you.#since YOU reflect and grow and try to be a better partner. you assume SHE will be doing the same thing.#but it is never your turn. she will never bring up the screaming. you cannot tell if she LEGIT just doesn't feel culpable.#and when u bring it up. she says ''so i deserved you talking to me badly? <- this doesn't go well.#she says you're blaming her. she doesn't understand that arguments are ''two sides and the truth''. it's that 1 person is right and 1 isn't#so u try to talk it out. get both perspectives heard. but over time it just becomes easier to let her get her rant out and shut up about u#until one day you wake up and despite months of treating you terribly - and admitting it 3 weeks ago!!! - she's now saying...#you were always terrible . you were always the issue. she never got her feelings heard.#meanwhile you remember literally MONTHS of supporting her and listening to her and silencing yourself.#and bc she TRAINED you to accept fault ... you just say sorry. you feel insane. you feel incredibly unhinged.#meanwhile. i fully am the kind of person that will reflect. come back after a fight. apologize before you ask. say things like#“i see your side now and i was wrong about this/that/the other thing.” ...... this is EMOTIONAL MATURITY.#she literally started calling it ''mindgames'' and ''flip flopping." ........#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#<- girl who def was emotionally abused but also doesn't really understand that yet#anyway love u get OUT OF THERE IF YOU RELATE BYE!!!!
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