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Unnecessary Dark of Being
Compound resentment is not a retirement plan. If the steering wheel had a neck, it would be looking at me as I choke it to its demise. Gak-gak-gak. Throaty gasps gurgling. My gaze locked on its googly eyes as light leaves them. Har! Har! Har! Stereotypical bad guy. Still gripping it like it owes me lunch money. The sun hasn’t even finished climbing the shady lurker resting in the east—still…
#Caffeine and Catharsis#Cathartic Humor#Coffee and Chaos#Comedy Writing#Commuter Confessions#Commuter Rage#Conscious Commuting#Corporate Comedy#Cranky but Growing#Daily Grind#Daily Struggles#Digital Exhaustion#Emotional Baggage#Emotional Overload#Empathy First#Empathy in Motion#Erwinism#Existential Traffic#Filipino Humor#Filipino Urban Life#Flawed but Trying#FYP#Grace in Small Moments#Highway Headspace#Honest Storytelling#Humor with Heart#Humor Writing#Inner Child Meets Adult Rage#Inner Monologue#Inspiration
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There's a version of the "don't go grocery shopping while hungry" rule specifically for writers where you should never under any circumstances be allowed to touch your draft within 3 hours of reading a really good story. Because sometimes when you read something great your head goes "fuck this is so much better than my stuff I should make that more like THIS instead!" Look at me. That's the devil talking and you should close the document NOW.
#you will make superficial edits that do not gell well with the rest of your work#and won't actually capture what you thought was so good about that story#close the doc. sit down. think about it for a while. inspiration is fine. getting a 'eureka' moment from another story is fine#but if you find yourself comparing your work one to one with someone else's and taking any differences to be flaws on your part then STOP#you will never write good stuff by trying to make it look less like you wrote it#writing#writing advice#guess who just had to go into her google doc history and undo a bunch of panic-induced edits#because she read a fic about the same characters she's writing for?#meeee. they aged badly within just a few hours of hindsight. learn from my mistakes#self-hatred is not a good motivation for creation#fic writing
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Two statements about characters can and should co-exist: Pride and Prejudice edition
Mr Bennet has a close relationship with Elizabeth and provides amusing observations on the folly of human nature BUT he is a terrible husband and father who consistently neglects the women who rely on him for absolutely everything; Elizabeth and Jane turned out so well in spite of him, not because of him.
Mrs Bennet's behaviour is understandable given the era in which she lived and the subsequent pressure she was under to get her daughters married well, which wasn't entirely for vanity reasons given that Longbourn was entailed BUT she was still fundamentally vain, ridiculous and rude; such pressure, even combined with an absent husband, still does not make her behaviour justifiable, nor her a sympathetic character, as she enabled Lydia (whose subsequent elopement with Wickham almost ruined the family) for far too long.
Mr Collins is unfairly portrayed as a middle-aged sycophant in most adaptations, rather than the young clergyman who sucks up to his patroness in pursuit of a more lucrative living that he was BUT he is still a ridiculous character who you are not meant to feel sympathy for when Elizabeth rejects him; he is rude, hypocritical and thinks of himself far too highly considering how vapid he actually is.
Caroline Bingley is often too harshly judged as a 'pick-me,' even though her relentless pursuit of Darcy is understandable given his wealth & status and how important it was for women to make a good marriage BUT she was still rude, vain and treated Jane terribly; plus she was a hypocritical snob, given the manner in which she looked down upon the Bennet family's relations despite the Bingleys' own background in trade.
Elizabeth is incredibly witty, courageous and endearing and instantly likeable which makes Darcy's slight of her at the Meryton assembly all the more of an affront to us as readers BUT, while it explains her dislike of him, she is no means perfect herself; she had far too much misplaced pride in her ability to successfully read others' characters and consequently ignored positive accounts of Darcy in favour of believing the deceitful Wickham, given her prejudice against the former.
Mr Darcy was harshly judged by Elizabeth, even though there are many more sympathetic elements to his character than immediately meet the eye BUT he was not shy or innocent; he was always a haughty rich man who had never been told no, thought far too highly of himself and, ultimately, thoroughly deserved to be rebuked and subsequently made to reform his character.
#pride and prejudice#jane austen#mr bennet#mrs bennet#mr collins#caroline bingley#elizabeth bennet#mr darcy#fitzwilliam darcy#classic lit#text#my analysis#all these characters have so much nuance to them#it's why i adore the book and care so passionately about them NOT being flattened#like all humans they are flawed and jane austen very much meant for us to know that!!!!#i was trying very hard to say something nice about mr bennet#great gowns beautiful gowns#i truuuuly loathe him but don't confuse hating mr bennet for redeeming mrs bennet#elizabeth can't even fault darcy on that like his approach was wrong but. he had a POINT#anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk this is very important to meeeeee#1k
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Stole this for this fandom bc some pEOPLE need to hear this today.
#characters are not meant to be held to society's standARD OF WHAT A GOOD PERSON IS#sTOP TRYING TO MAKE EVERYTHING PERFECT AND DIGESTIBLE#cowards!!! some people just dont wanna face their own flaws and they do that by asceptizing literally everything#it doesnt make you a bad persin ti like problematic characters thank you#aftg#aftg meme
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Okay but. A Bradley Bradshaw who truly doesn’t know until TGM that Maverick is a little unhinged. He “tried to be the father he lost”, tried to set a good example, didn’t exactly tell an impressionable kid about all the ways he earned his reputation. So for years, Rooster avoided any mention of Maverick and probably dismissed rumors about him pissing off Admirals as so much Navy scuttlebutt - after all, he never got kicked out, he made it to O6, and he’s at least known for being good at what he does. So he figures the stories he heard growing up, and the new ones he’s hearing, are exaggerated.
…until they’re shot down behind enemy lines and Maverick’s happily strolling onto a bombed-out enemy flight line to steal a whole aircraft in an unknown state of repair by taking off from a very short taxiway and is just expecting him to go along with it, like it’s the obvious thing to do.
Smash cut to Bradley running down a LONG list of batshit stories he’s heard about Maverick, trying to confirm what’s actually real, and having to mentally readjust his whole worldview (including realizing that Goose was equally batshit and egging him on from the backseat half the time.)
“This one has to be made up, right, you’d never take an admiral’s daughter on an unauthorized F/A-18 flight — wait what do you MEAN that was Penny from the bar??”
#top gun maverick#top gun#pete maverick mitchell#bradley rooster bradshaw#top gun 1986#mavdad#a man finally understanding why the US Navy has been trying to get rid of his godfather all these years#when they’re scoping out the F-14#he looks like he’s reconsidering ALL his life decisions#usually you get years while becoming an adult to grasp that your parents have flaws#Bradley is just speedrunning that whole process#has WAY more sympathy for his Uncle Ice now#meanwhile hangman is in the corner experiencing Hero Worship#Hangman is hissing “ask if he really did fly through a hurricane in 07#Hondo points to a new gray hair every time BB brings up another story#BB gets to the hangar and Mav has a whole wall of framed speeding tickets labeled Driving Awards
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A practice comic, or what was supposed to be one. Apologies if they're ooc
#Two Time come on Noob was trying to be nice..#This took hours even tho it's all poorly done sketches#I misspelled curiosity there but shh we pretend Two Time can't spell instead#There's probably a lot of errors in this have mercy on me guys#I like to think when they went back inside the others were wondeirng wtf happened cause Noob looks traumatized#They were mostly just asking questions to be nice#Their curiosity isn't entirely an act they liked listening#also I didn't get to put it in the comic but I originally wanted to put Azure somewhere#Azure also “questioning” the beliefs#That's why Two Time lowkey freaked out#partly because Noob found a “flaw” in Two Time's explanation#and also because Azure.#If getting a second life was supposed to mean you are free from all the pain#Why is it still happening?#idk Im pulling sht outta nowhere#yapping in tags#ronu's artwork#ronu's rambles#forsaken#forsaken roblox#forsaken noob#forsaken two time#forsaken fanart#forsaken comic
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Updated Emma's design(previous here) and basically revamped her entire personality bc I wanted to rewrite her fatal flaw. Now she's at least 80% more insufferable and 50% more nosy <3 (and also looks 90% more like the love child of a pirate and a librarian)
First template can be found here!!
Most other templates can be found at the official redspringstudio site!
#I'll probably mess with her design and writing again before the game comes out jskahfksaf but for now I'm happy w her#she feels a lot more like she's her own character w her own past and flaws and qualities and etc#more removed from me. even the appearance is more like 'loosely based'#and I LOVE the new flaw. it feels more like a direct result of her bg + makes her very interesting for me to play#bc I think depending on how the game goes she could either learn to overcome it & trust others again & let herself be loved#OR she could be used and betrayed and sink further into her mistrust turning into a jaded cynic#and maybe becoming the very type of person who shouldn't be trusted 👀#might also depend on how each route plays out but. we'll see#I wanna try playing through all of them with the same character djkfhkhfs I think it'll be interesting to see her dynamic w each character#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchstarved mc#oc.emma#sleepyscribble
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Everytime I see a take saying that they have no sympathy for Ragatha because shes toxic and was horrible to Jax this episode I want to bash my head into a wall /silly
I think a lot of people are misunderstanding what she meant by "Not anymore...". She didn't mean "Oh lmao his friend died" she meant "After he became an asshole everyone stopped wanting to be friends with him" yet Jax misunderstood it as the former. You can tell thats not what she meant because she says as much when she notices him death glaring her. And no, its not an excuse because she "thought he wouldn't hear her". She knew he could probably hear her and expected a different reaction because she meant something different.
I'm so tired of people calling her horrible for making a couple mistakes towards someone whos been blatantly an asshole. I love Jax. I love him a lot, but he doesn't deserve all the sympathy here. Ragatha isn't some secretly evil and toxic person. Shes a person who's fawning as a response to trauma and is making mistakes.
#hypers 2 am thoughts#tadc spoilers#the amazing digital circus#tadc#ragatha#tadc ragatha#ragatha tadc#the amazing digital circus ragatha#i saw a post about this earlier and a bunch of people agreeing with them and i figured id put my thoughts out into the world#i dont hate anyone with that original take#i just think they heavy misunderstood her character and are pitying jax wayyyy too much#hes a 22 year old man whos blatantly taking advantages of others for his own entertainment as a way to cope#stop acting like just because hes coping he deserves sympathy from others#because he really doesn't#ragatha at the very least is trying to do the right thing and is just making a lot of mistakes because shes not putting herself first at al#that doesnt make her secretly a toxic and fake person that just makes her flawed
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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of “featherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her too” but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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the strength it must have taken for illario to not immediately go full 'lmao since when have you even had a kiss hello lucanis' sibling violence mode during the café talk. inspirational. rook and lucanis really were doing all that right in front of his salad huh
#lucanis is being SO cringe with that line right out there in public and I would die for him. it's just such a weird thing to say#tbf if anyone in the world is used to the insane things lucanis says and would go 'yes yes lucanis waxing poetic about coffee#in ways normal people reserve for trying to get in someone's pants (the roast won't fuck you lucanis)#we've all heard it' like it's all normal I suppose it would be illario. and also he's too busy with the 'shit fuck shit he's not dead#he's not dead of the family members 'supposed' to be dead we're at two definite failures out of two and woe me if the twain should meet#if that IS a demon in there it sure talks exactly in the same bizarre way only my cousin does#does that mean anything what the fuck do I do who do I kill about this' internal monologue I guess#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#I mean he does very much say that to a non-romancing rook too which only makes it all the more delightfully odd#is it a very lucaniscore way of testing the waters. is it just how he always talks about coffee. many plausible approaches here#no one forced him to bring up kisses and 'you should try it' out of the blue like that is all I'm saying. he could have acted normal#(theoretically)#i feel there are reasons to read some stuff into it lol#lucanis when rye says he prefers tea: it's so over cautious overture I don't quite understand myself yet gently rebuffed#lucanis when rye takes him up on the 'so what should a first kiss be' theme: oh we're so back!!!! wait. what. what do I do now#what is this#it's kind of really sweet that rook answers with their own playfully florid beverage based barely hidden metaphor at the end too#matching freaks and having fun with it#as far as lucanis is concerned rye's only true flaws are 1) prefers tea to coffee (oh well. no one can be perfect. cross-cultural love#can conquer all even in this) and 2) weird taste in interior design (did we really HAVE to bring your 15 foot tall corpse statues#with us home rook. I can understand a tasteful skull here and there but this seems excessive. well if it makes you happy I guess)
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I think we don't talk nearly enough about this part of UTRH. I think we don't give nearly as much thought to this moment as we should. Because this declaration ("I am no one's son") is not dramatics, not another hyperbolised, theatrical line Jason loves to throw at his opponent. This is a desperate acceptance.
Because in a way, before his death, Jason's journey essentially was about finding a family; a parent, who cares, who loves. All he did as a Robin, he did it for love. He took the cape not because he was seeking revenge, not because of the necessity or a sense of rightness — first and foremost, he took the mantle for love. I said that once or twice there, but it is my favourite way to simplify the whole thing: Robin gave Jason magic, and magic in its core (for him) was safety and loving dad.
So, in a way, Jason (as a Greek character, if you squint) had his own journey from the beginning; a one that seemed fulfilled, once Bruce took him in. And then shit hit the fan, and he lost that in a way. That is where he goes in an adventure to find his mother, to become someone's son again. He finds his mother, he finds Sheila — except, everything goes wrong again, and she turns her back on him.
And then the journey ends. And Jason is back after many years.
And that's what he gets out of it. Accepts bitterly.
He is no one's son. And he hadn't been anyone's since Catherine Todd died.
#and then Bruce proves that Jason is not wrong to think that — he instantly rejects him after the reveal#first by telling Alfred to keep memorial bc Jason's return change *nothing*#and then by slicing his throat and leaving him to be#goodness gracious if you only knew how i love putting Jason in one blender with classic Greek terms#like the classic arch of character going on his own journey and returning wrong#odyssey if he was an anti-hero /J /J /J#or FATAL FLAW#because oh jason's whole story and the fate of being doomed comes from his fatal flow and i am going to tell more about it once#this post was half-cooked w ahoyimlosingmymind aka my pookie#couldn't stop think about this whole panel for two days#jason todd#red hood#batman#dcu#dcu comics#dc universe#batfamily#bruce wayne#batfam#sheila heywood#catherine todd#“we don't talk nearly enough about it” i scream as i cry and try to escape arkham asylum
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random miles / ds nightmare studies because I am scheming
#his design is kind of nuts hfkjmgf#I feel like it either has to be almost exactly the same or completely different with no inbetween#dreamswap#original characters#art closet#fatal flaws#I'm trying to do that thing I did to ellie and blue where it leans more fantasy#dude I actually have not drawn this much digital art in one month since like 2023 my brain is tired lol
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i've embarked on a quest to find HOT CLOTHES for the HOT SUMMER. it is not going well
#hopefully goes without saying but: personal comic! not meant as wider social commentary on all the flaws in clothing sizing and styling!#other people can & have made work that's more nuanced on these issues. i've just had a tiring & frustrating day today#but i'll try again tomorrow! (try clothes shopping. not nuanced art creation)#my art#comic
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It's funny when fans reduce Jess and Rory's connection into an "I can fix him" trope. Did they... watch the show? Rory did NOT fix Jess. They dated and he struggled, imploding at the end of his senior year with a spectacular series of mistakes. Jess doesn't get "fixed" until later, and he does it all on his own. It's kinda the whole point of his arc. Rory didn't fix him, nor was she trying to fix him. She just loved him and believed in him even when he was struggling.
You know who WAS Rory's "I can fix him" guy? Logan. He's the guy who magically changes for Rory. He's suddenly monogamous, he's real quick to move in with her, he suddenly starts liking his job. All the characters comment on this, too. Logan notes that he never thought he'd like a relationship until Rory, Mitchum credits Rory with Logan's good choices, and Rory worries out loud that she's "tamed" Logan. And once they break up, Logan reverts to most of his bad behaviors. He's the definition of an "I can fix him" trope. Just another thing that makes Logan so overwhelmingly boring.
#literati#so much more than a trope#the point is they loved each other#flaws and all#without trying to change each other#jess mariano#rory gilmore#gilmore girls
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I feel like I barely see any art of BLU Engie and Miss Pauling 🥀🥀



THEY DESERVE THAT TIME OFF 🙏🙏🍻🍻




Guys we need them to laugh more, the Administrator ain’t making it easier for them 😔
Tw: Dermatophagia under cut


He feels guilty anytime he does it, but the anxiety gets to him too much.
#tf2#team fortress 2#Tw: Dermatophagia#blu Engie really is like me fr/hj#they are the two opposites of the administrator’s assistants#miss Pauling is devoted to her every move. Engie’s just here cuz he needs to pay off family debt#also BLU Engie’s (to his own flaw) kinda nosy so he suspects whatever administrator’s making him do ain’t right. :(#but not Miss Pauling. she fucking LOVES her#it’s unfortunate cuz her loyalty makes her depend on administrator most of the time. Engie’s trying to help break that.#miss Pauling vice versa helps trying to break Engie’s habits.#they both work half of the time#miss Pauling#BLU engineer#engineer#BLU team#doodles#cartoons#sketches
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As per usual, it’s DP crossover with (probably) DC, although you could probably adjust it for other fandoms
ANYWAYS
A little kid and his mother are trick or treating in another city, perhaps at some kind of event rather than knocking on doors, and the kid is dressed as Phantom. It’s very adorable, with his little ghost-shaped bucket and clearly homemade and already stained costume—listen, white only works if you can just fly over street grime or phase it out of your clothes—and his slightly I’ll fitting wig. The kid is SO happy to be out and about dressed as his favorite, and maybe even showed it off to Phantom back in Amity Park before his family left.
The hero, insert whoever you wish here, is probably in civvies and just enjoying the event. The kid, meanwhile, is so glad when people ask who he is so he can explain, and so- the hero gets to hear ALL ABOUT the local town hero who is probably pretty small time despite the kid’s clearly exaggerated stories. The hero certainly never heard of him, but the kid’s mom confirms that Phantom really was the town hero, despite some mixed reviews of the poor guy.
“Did you manage to show him your costume?” the hero asks.
“Yeah! We went down to the cemetery to leave flowers and I got to show him my costume.”
Wait. Cemetery? Maybe it was part of theme, because Phantom had to be named that for a reason, but… it sounded like…
The kid ignores the suddenly VERY still hero and instead turns to his mom. “Momma, do you think we should bring him candy? He doesn’t get to trick or treat like we do, and I can work super hard to get him a bunch!”
The kid’s mom just smiles. “We could, but maybe we should bring him something homemade. I bet he’d like something more filling, teen boys like him have a hollow leg.”
The kid wrinkles his nose. “Like Vernie with the pizza bagels?”
“Like your cousin, yes. We can make some cinnamon rolls and take them to his memorial, maybe bring some of the apples from your grandpa’s garden…”
The hero is pretty much forgotten as the two-part family wanders off, not quite intentionally forgetting the hero is there so much as the hero somewhat accidentally ended the conversation when they just froze and didn’t ask anything further.
Not that the hero didn’t want to. But they’d learn something very serious.
One—there was a small town hero they’d never heard of. Two—that hero was apparently a teen. Third—most pressingly, the teen hero was both beloved enough to have kids dressing up as him and dead enough to have a grave.
This… might require some phone calls.
#dpxdc#danny phantom crossover#meanwhile Danny. sitting on a giant marble slab that has the most ridiculous gag gifts a ghost could ever ask for#he’s just like Oh Sweet Cinnamon Rolls!#he would try to convince people to bring him nasty burger but while val has MOSTLY gotten over her vindictive anger at Phantom DOES decide#that she’s gonna be petty and add cilantro to everything#because Danny has the cilantro soap gene#jokes on her he’ll still eat it#Danny likes his little memorial in the grave. it helps settle him sometimes. also he’s gotten to know the security guards for the cemetery#they’re fun. a bit morbid. they LIKE his jokes so you can stuff it JAZZ#MEANWHILE the hero. Whomstever they are but like 90% of you are thinking either batfam or Justice league#are having just. a TOUCH of a crisis#now they gotta figure out where the kid and his mom are from without either of them figuring out#dealer’s choice on what the GIW and why Amity Park isn’t on the radar#I’ll add my two cents bc when don’t I but I’m by and large not like… dictating this? anyways#I like making the GIW just a BIT more incompetent or just having some massive flaws as an organizational group#so they keep forgetting to tell people to not LEAVE and to keep quiet#average amity Parker if the GIW tried this anyways: aw that’s cute. anyways-#and if it’s dc I guess you need to figure out how the jl never found out. so#i mean there’s a LOT of heroes and cities in dc#and amity park is just lost to the noise or. bc Fenton bad luck#every time Danny tried to call. the jl had some insane disaster and or their systems were down#he eventually figured he might actually be cursed- jury’s still out on that -and he’s saving lives by just handling it himself#he can handle rhe metaphorical mega thunderstorms if it means he doesn’t accidentally summon a fucking tsunami to hit the planet ya know?#the kid and the mom have no idea that what they said was Odd#they are just so used to it. amity park already was using death puns and had an. interesting history and relation with death#even BEFORE there was a dead kid flying around in his white gogo boots
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