#My Thoughts

[imightbethe1foryou]

[cherryst4rg1rl]

Challengers but it’s me and them

[undertheinfluencex1]

If you are reading this, the world is better with you in it

[sharksarewaterdogs]

What about a Celine who isn't trying to make a clone of Miyeong, but a Celine who is desperately trying to do her best by her friend's child but is terribly misguided.

A Celine who never wanted kids, who doesn't feel confident in her ability to take care of kids, but here she is with one thrust in her lap anyway, because her best friend is dead.

A Celine who has lost the two people most important to her, and with them, pretty much her entire support system.

A Celine who grew up watching people—children, even babies, included—killed by demons. A Celine haunted by her mistakes, her inability to save everyone, all the faces she saw disappear as they were eaten.

A Celine trying to bury her own terror that this child might have cannibalistic tendencies, that she might be raising a champion for Gwi-Ma.

A Celine who isn't making a Miyeong clone, but feeling so utterly inadequate, trying to strike the balance between giving Rumi a connection to her mother and not encouraging what she believes will lead Rumi to evil, to self-destruction, to vulnerability from other hunters.

(This is Miyeong' daughter, she tries to show the world, herself, Miyeong if she can at all see—this is Miyeong's daughter. She doesn't want to erase that. She can't bring herself to fully embrace that, but in some ways, small ways, she wants to show it. She wants to share parts of Miyeong with Rumi, but she's scared of not knowing just how many she safely can.)

A Celine who cannot look her daughter—her best friend's daughter—her mistakes—her nightmare—in the face.

A Celine who loves Rumi so, so much, and yet not enough. Not completely. Because she is scared, she is flawed, she is as she has always feared, too bitter, too broken, in too deep over her head with no guide on what path to take.

A traumatized Celine who, despite her best efforts, traumatizes her daughter.

[cassandradungeons]

Me, when I was on vacation with my family and I heard my aunt talking to my mom about autism on the other side of the door (because I had told my aunt a few days before the trip that I think I might be autistic and that I was learning to unmask), and as soon as I heard it, I immediately jumped into the conversation to talk non-stop with them because autism is one of my special interests, and I came across as more energetic and talkative than usual, even though I'm generally very quiet.

Sorry for infodumping about my special interest out of nowhere, you said a keyword and it activated my unskippable dialogue

[mioshisan]

I want you to stretch me out 😩🙈

[darklyprophecy]

spawn ending isn’t tragic. it’s healing.

people keep calling it the “sad” route, like it’s some kind of punishment or lesser choice. like staying a spawn means you failed him. no. you don’t get it.

spawn ending is the only one where astarion refuses to become the thing that hurt him. he doesn’t kill hundreds. he doesn’t ascend. he doesn’t take the power that was used to destroy him and turn it around to destroy others.

instead, he chooses himself.

he chooses the long, painful road of recovery. he chooses to feel. he chooses fear, and weakness, and uncertainty — because at least they’re his.

he’s not a pawn. not a weapon. not a monster in someone else’s image. he’s just Astarion. for the first time in 200 years.

and yeah, it hurts. yeah, it’s messy. yeah, he’s scared. but healing isn’t pretty. healing isn’t clean. healing is quiet mornings and shaky hands. it’s learning how to live in your own skin. it’s learning how to be without needing to win.

spawn ending is not weakness. it’s not loss. it’s a miracle. he looked power in the face and said: “no. i won’t become you.” and that? that’s strength.

[halewynslady]

*heads over to Jadis’ castle*

ok. enough suffering now. i am seeking out delight

[cherryst4rg1rl]

I NEEEED HIM SO BAD

[manincaffeine]

Sometimes, so much happens to you that you don't know what the hell is going on. I have lived through that phase. I guess we all have. It started with one person, a betrayal, a lie, and a heartbreak. And like a ripple effect, I found pain in all the other people and things as well. Somewhere, I blame myself too. I could have handled it better. I could have been more mature, more patient. But that's the thing about pain. It makes you go insane. You act on impulse. When you feel that seething pain in your chest, you don't sit and think logically. You just vent out. You feel so helpless, so alone. You feel as if everything and everyone is against you. You just lose that hope, that trust. You do the most wrong thing for yourself and your loved ones.

And that thing scared me. I was hurting other people around me too. I was so unfair to them. Even their harmless jokes used to trigger me into madness. I used to get so pissed at them for the silliest of things. I convinced myself that they were making it worse for me. But now I realize. It was never them. It was always what was burning inside me. I could not handle that rage, that pain, and that frustration. I wanted to blame someone, everyone. And that's why I pushed everyone away, even the people who loved me. I never hated them. I was just punishing myself more, maybe, weird, right? Or maybe I was just protecting them from the flames that were consuming me. I was just saving the people I love from myself.

[moonlight-froggy]

okay i've got Some thoughts on this Scene and have to Share my theories

What If this Scene is Not about Will getting Vecnad? It could for sure also be a vision He's shown by vecna,Just Like Nancy got it in s4 ,But what If it's Mike getting vecnad? What If Vecna Shows him that Will gets Vecnad Bc losing Will Is one of His biggest fears?

Bc i don't know why Will would Scream so hard If he's getting Vecnad,Bc No one of the Targets of Vecna screamed during the Killing process (where He holds His Hand Like in the picture of Will and yk,Kills them)

so i thinks it's Vecna making Everything extra dramatic in a vision for Mike :)

BUT

The whole Scene could also bei Vecna doing Something Else,Bc it also kinda seems Like He Is Holding both of His hands in the near of Wills face. Like mby He Is doing Mindshare Shit or Tries to Change Something in Wills mind or do Something completely Else what we can't Imagine already

But i definetly don't think that it's the simple process of Will getting vecnad

Thanks for coming to my ted talk

[beccawise7]

Take care of you today! 💜🖤

[trickkwhiteyymann]

You’re not depressed. You just need $250,000 in your bank account.

[imightbethe1foryou]

Unconditional love isn't a free pass to hurt me.

[disco-tropics]

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