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amentet-draws · 11 months ago

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Found this on my camera roll. A little Nepheli Loux (without her headpiece) sketch I did back in autumn. Felt like sharing it.

#Yes it's from Zullie's video #Now I forgot how to draw portraits #Yet again...#Working to remember it and never forget #traditional art #amentet draws #artists on tumblr #sketchbook #daily art #sketch #elden ring #nepheli loux

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lazylittledragon · 4 months ago

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i am losing my entire shit right now, this single panel caused a nuclear disaster in my ig comments when someone said "halsin just saying 'astarion's partner' instead of his name feels icky"

which is such a fucking reach by itself but descended into this in about 5 seconds

#ramble #i keep getting older but the fandom bullshit never changes #i'm in pieces rn i am begging this person to get some real problems #i feel like it's an offence to even MENTION the pyramid of harm/hate on this???? like that's a Thing #but offhandedly referring to someone as 'person-you-know's partner' isn't a MIGROAGGRESSION IT'S A DESCRIPTOR SFDHDKSSDK #am i on shutter island. is this real #literally every job i've worked. 'oh xyz's girlfriend came in today'. 'i met so and so's partner yesterday'#HOW DO I EXPLAIN TO AN ADULT THAT CALLING SOMEONE 'PERSON'S PARTNER' IS A VERY NORMAL WAY TO REFER TO SOMEONE THE OTHER PERSON DON'T KNOW #i know it literally doesn't matter but as like. a storytelling thing #in my mind halsin has probably known astarion a LONG ASS time and he WOULD know dorian. he went to the wedding akfhdfh #ashe does not give enough of a shit to remember people's names. he's been at that arena for 30 years and forgets there's even a hockey side #ALSO IT'S NOT REAL #i need to put my face in some moss i'm dying

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imperatorcopia · 1 year ago

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IM STILL HERE!!!! I NEVER FUCKING LEFT!!!!! I LIVE IN THESE PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!

and the fact that THE GHOST ACC POSTED IT ON THEIR STORY....

#I REMEMBER WHEN THIS HAPPENED........ i woke up to get ready for work and BOOM. THIS SHIT IN MY FUCKING FACE.#tattooing these pics on my forehead. on the back of my eyelids.#and then he smeared his blood all over the setlist..... like he wanted us to go batshit wild insane crazy #i will never recover i will never be normal about it i will never forget i will never getkhfsjfskfskfs #dewdrop #sodo ghoul #dewdrop ghoul #the band ghost #tw blood #i have to say something else.... i have to say it.....#but i will not.... i will not.....

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hyper-alice · 14 days ago

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Can I say what the fuck

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lunarrosette · 24 days ago

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I don’t think I’ve made a proper post but I need more ppl to join in my misery but Glenn can never reunite with his universe’s Morgan

Cause the thing abt the universe swap is that every universe has their own afterlives so the Morgan that Glenn fell in love with originally does not exist in anyway in the world Glenn is in not in life or in death and the Morgan here (while likely living the same life up to to moment she met Glenn in the original timeline) is still a different person

All I’m saying is imagine finding out that the afterlife is real but knowing that you can never seen one of the only people you’ve ever loved in death because they don’t exist in this world anymore

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #Glenn close #glenn close dndads #morgan freeman #morgan freeman dndads #Glenn is the most tragic character like period #forget all the fucke Shakespeare wrote #forget Orpheus and Eurydice and antigone and every other Greek tragedy #Glenn close is the most tragic mf #lunarrosette’s shit #I just I’ll never get over him #and I feel like I didn’t even articulate the tragedy very well in this post #just like knowing that the afterlife exists and your love died and you died but you’ll never seen them again #bc the law in a dimension you were sent to by your piece of shit father is unfair #and the reason you were found guilty was because of the nature of how ur piece of shit father raised you #bc you never knew how to be emotionally vulnerable with your kid and maybe the only person u ever were vulnerable with died #I just the closes make me so unimaginable upset #SEND GLENN BACK TO HIS UNIVERSE #also don’t know entirely how timelines and the ‘multiverse’ works in dndads #so like for all we know there is only one universe that has been destroyed and reconstructed over and over again #and the versions of ppl lost in those reconstructions are worse than dead because they never existed #except for in the minds of the people who still remember past versions of the universe #also don’t get me started on nick and his tragedy #ALSO if the multiverse is properly a thing WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO OG TIMELINE GLENN AND NICK #did all the dads basically get swapped into the universe #like did Glenn in the not a father universe get swapped into being nicks father universe #BECAUSE THATS WORSE FOR JICK #*NICK #I just dndads really taught me to hate systems

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balkanbitch · 1 month ago

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Post Alveraz Natsu can’t win a single verbal fight anymore with anyone in fairy tail cause as soon as they start losing they just got to bring up the fact bro gave himself magic cancer

#we glossed over the fact that Natsu gave himself a tumor through abusing his magic #like dawg I would have never let him forget that #if I was part of the guild and that happened I’d be tweaking out #like what do u m mean that is a thing that can happen????#natsu fairy tail #fairy tail #natsu dragneel #natsu #Alveraz arc #so much in the arc was wasted potential #like the idea of the times Natsu overused his magic finally catching up to him?#could u imagine it was like a slow decline in health (I know that wouldn’t have worked with the whole one year time skip but still)#I can’t remember if the tumor sad something to do with the dragon/demon seed in him but I choose to believe no #simply for angst purposes

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crystaltreebee · 1 year ago

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Wow I wonder how many Newsies Characters I can name from memor-

44

I can name 44 Newsies characters from both 1992 and livesies from memory. 28 Newsies, 16 non Newsie characters. That’s not good. That’s an issue. I already have half the songs memorized.

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clumsypuppy · 1 year ago

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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki

#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER #i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked #rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS #my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran #to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL #also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands #ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell #im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing #i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS #marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool #i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds #i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying #corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE #i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making #him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait #yapping #diary #puppy plays sdv

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lunarharp · 1 year ago

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revamped looong mermaid orufrey au :')

#witch hat tag #orufrey #partial nudity /#about half of it is new the other half is redrawn from last year. Why would you rescribble some scribbles. Well it was bad.#i always underestimate how much i've improved in a year last may was questionable. also it's not even may any more so why mermaids now.#sorry if you remember this but at least half is new story. i'll just paste more explanation from twt....#first qifrey was cursed by EVIL WITCH eye taken and thrown into the sea #memory-less. then kind little witch boy oru found him on the beach & they became friends #they drifted apart after falling for each other bc qif knew he could never be with him.#oru walked on the beach every day for years hoping to see him again until so desperate he goes into the sea (on a ship?) & is dying #qifrey saved him with a kiss. they got closer &oru swore to find a way to save him that wasnt dangerous but qif knew hed need a dark witch.#(that witch was probably the one who cursed him..just toying with him...) in with the spell oru DOES forget him for real #even tho he needs to give Kiss Of True Love before qif turns totally blind for qif to stay human for good or become seafoam. but oru someho #the oldest magic is love..the ability to break through the curses of loneliness and despair. qif already did that for him #so oru was able to do it back later. he fell in love with him again..but also realised it was obviously him....well anyway......#originally the 'finding oru stranded like that guy in the little mermaid' was a separate au but it still makes sense to combine them #i dont want them to have not met in childhood...thats the orufrey thing....#im going to work on Proper drawings next instead of silly comics as usual....

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straycalamities · 5 months ago

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i hate hate hate hate hate so much when people take you forgetting things as caring less about them or whatever it is you forgot not having meaning to you "enough" to remember

i forget things that mean the world to me all the fucking time like i'm sorry i'm just like this

#txt #sortofa vent ig #just popped in my head and sent me on agony lane #or even 'if it meant enough to you you'd set a reminder'#guess what #i forgot to do that too #because of the same shit #i have mega trauma brain my mind just dumps shit all the time and the important things go with it #and nobody understands how much i wish i wasnt like this #i dont need ppl holding it against me outside myself as well as if i hate them or never really care #I DO CARE #I CARE TOO MUCH IN FACT #EMPATHETIC TO MY OWN DETRIMENT #CARING TO A FAULT #its a balancing act im still working on #ok now its a real vent but nobody's done this to me recently i dont think so #smiles #peace signs #explodes #also also i dont mean 'im just like this' as in i dont try to fix it #i do #but its also like what can i do when i forget to remember #forget to remind myself to remember #which i already do and it works in some cases but not all

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galaxygermdraws · 1 year ago

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so instead of get back into art after the basic recovery of my surgery, I instead replayed Mario and Luigi Partners in Time…and why does nobody talk about this game?? Hardly ever see it in the Super Mario tag. Like. It’s actually insane how dark it gets. People die. Like actually die. Not as dark as SPM but like we see the dead spirits of Toads get siphoned through tubes. They had their life force sucked out of them via genetically modified trees. Yoshis were eaten by a larger alien Yoshi and were gonna be turned into more alien Yoshis via a factory IN THE GIANT ALIEN YOSHI. We see a town that’s literally just “Christmas is Cancelled” the city. Their mayor probably died. We never see these places restored because there are no survivors to restore them. The citizens of Hollijolli village probably all died by the time the bros shut down the Vim factory. And also there’s the entire scene with the Star Gate. Like. Hello??

maybe I’ll stream or let’s play this game and share it here because I think. More ppl should talk about Partners in Time. I’ll say it too: I like it more than Bowser’s Inside Story. By like a LOT. That’s my ramble for the night. Ttyd day tomorrow. Yippee

#Mario and luigi partners in time #MnLPiT #Partners in time spoilers #death mention #mario and luigi #super mario #germtalks #Not art #LISTEN EVERYBODY TALKS ABOUT SPM FOR ANGST #BUT THIS GAME IS PRETTY ANGST #especially bc the babies r in it so. The ppl who use the brooklyn bros headcanon get to work with that like.#Did their parents decide to Leave the mushroom world after the ALIEN INVASION that DESTROYED MOST THE KINGDOM #Dont even get me started on shrowser #Imagine bowser covered in grotesque purple mushrooms #Like theres HORROR THERE #and ofc elder princess shroob’s real form is. Horrific. And her BOSS THEME #AUGH #I LOVE PIT!!!#The shroobs are such cool villains and ill never forget the sickass art i saw as a kid #Of peach being infected by them or bein turned evil or smth #Idr the context i jus remember she had red eyes and a buncha tubes in her like they were filling her with chemicals #Scifi horror bs right there #Oh another thing: princess shroobs eyes act like robot eyes they flicker. Turn black. And she dies #Why is that and whybis it so COOL #and then the shroob cameo in bis?!? Thats terrifying!!!#wish theyd come back #I love u purple aliens in mario

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starburnedkisses · 2 months ago

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i had a dream a few nights ago about the most tragic love story imaginable but the characters were named robot and cowboy. incredible

#entry #i will never know the ways in which my brain works #but either way i'm obsessed with them #cowboy is an emo/goth boy (i think? he wore all black and had piercings)#robot is an average girl next door type. but everyone calls her “robot” because she's very monotone #so they connected because they're outcasts #cowboy went missing and she went to investigate despite everyone telling her not to/already forgetting about him #only to uncover that he had been killed by his father who hired an assassin to do the job #it was crazy #the end was her seeking vengeance for him and building an animatronic in his memory #and i think it had his consciousness? but he couldn't remember her?#so she built a version of her in animatronic form to explain who she was to him?#either way #i love these two and i'm drawing them right now #new oc drop

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gothmikewheeler · 9 days ago

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girl i have fanfics in my head u wouldnt even dream

#fics that i think of when i day dream/ try to fall asleep dump in the tags:#au where st1 happened but nothing since that so mike and will write comics together and el is their iconic character #and they both have a special relationship with the character...#eventually some stuff happens with brenner and or govt being like well ig u guys must know smth ab her since ur writing ab her! and thus #danger... also will still has that slug in him so that would be an issue #and eventually when el comes into the story she is sooo different from how they imagined her #wait i forget do i have others #oh i had one from awhile ago that i rembered where mike gets a vecna vision thats like hiii queen im gonna tormet u to control el and will #and so mikes like ok i'll take myself out of the equation but then like hop or someone stops him and then hes like damn did i make it weird #and eventually goes to visit max and thats all i rlly remember #ohh the buffy au #and some sort of horror au/version of the story that i havent quite worked out #OHHHH THE ONE WHERE !!! mike lowk ghosts will and goes off to college and when will comes to nyc to visit el and everyone he walks into the #apt and gets attacked by a mini mike and hes like ??? U HAVE A SON??? and mike's like yeahhh long story my TA was a catholic........ and so #the party and co has just been helping him raise this kid and i forgot why but i had a good reason that no one told will #i think mike did smth REALLY shitty to him before hs so they didnt wanna say anything bc will walks out of rooms when mike is brought up #my elmike txf au but honestly smth more specific to st but like... imagining the parents are forced to give up one of their kids for smth #like thats just fucked hp hawkins world and joyce refuses and they take will and they take el from terry and they take holly... and somehow #like someone made the wheelers choose holly and theyre like yeah we lowk hate our son bc hes our bastard son wish it couldve been him #(FOX MULDIFICATION AGENDA YK!!!) and idk he tries to get holly back meanwhile el and will meet in where #thinking ab like. karen and ted blaming mike and him blaming himself for holly like mulder with samantha ......#mmm thats all i got rn #if anyone read this far and is interested in hearing me talk more ab any particular one lmk #i will probably never write these bc i do not even have time to write my own stuff and that is literally my profession so

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deservedgrace · 1 year ago

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i appreciate the curiosity and desire to understand when people ask me what growing up religious/in a cult was like, how religion and religious trauma impacts me, why i'm so against christianity, but i kind of dread those questions now because it's so... impossible to explain it properly. i don't know how to explain to people that don't have that experience that it's everything and it's a million little things.

#like. there's a reason my therapist didn't really get the religious trauma until we had been working on it every week for at least a year #i keep trying to write this post and explaining it but i keep dissociating and like #that's part of it too #there are a lot of things i don't remember that only come to me when i'm triggered/having a flashback #there are a lot of things that are normalized so even when i realize they're traumatizing #other people don't #there are a lot of things that don't sound very upsetting and only make sense in the context of larger things #there are some things you can't understand the weight of unless you've been in it #there are some thing you just straight up forget until something reminds you of it #there are just... so many bits and pieces that make up what makes it traumatic #and xtianity is so fucking normalized that nobody blinks an eye about it #if i never have to explain my religious trauma to a MHP again it will be too soon #religious trauma #ex christian #ex cult #mine

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akkivee · 7 months ago

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was about to start complaining about something i’ve already complained about a few times lmao but y’know????? here take the best fits bb’s ever worn instead LOL

#vee queued to fill the void #i was OBSESSED with saburo’s outfit when it first dropped lmao #ew01 was a magical time in the fandom lmao i remember scouring twitter for ANY scans of the magazine they dropped in #bc like hell i was waiting for the magazine i ordered to be my first look at them lol #and when i eventually found scans lol i was at work at the time and thank goodness it wasn’t busy #bc i full body launched across the lobby in glee LOL #never forget jakurai lifting his jacket like a skirt and the magazine stating he was showing his ankles for that special x factor 🫢😌

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lemongogo · 8 months ago

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college … wasted on the youth (me)

#didnt help that 2/4 yrs was covid telezoom but man.. MANNN #forgetting how impossible it is to pursue rhe degree plan u actually want (advising hell) i feel like . theres just #so many diff things i want to learn now Knowing that im more solidified in my interests and who i am and what i would be interested in doing #and like.😭RGAAAAAQH TEARING MYHAIR OUTTT every other week i have a night where im sititng there like damn i couldve been sm1 completely dif #dgmw i still rly enjoy some of the upper div classes i Did take but what if i took x and liked it more or minored in y and it led me to z #bc i do feel rly set in where i am rn which . i DO ! like it but im never gna be in that environment where u have the flexibility to explore #ykwim . i wish i had taken physics and calc srsly . i always thought i hated that shit but i like it. i like it quite a lot actually😟#or more geology .. urrghh.. sprinkle in sme extra art history . no bc thats what actu pissed me off ab school #i rmbr wanting to dual major and they straight up told me no i cant . but then i was like maybe an arts major bio minor when i wanted to do #science illustration but sry we dont offer bio minor . ok bio major arh or studio art minor . no sry not enough open spots we rly only #reserve it for when we have extra openings post admission❤️#and then even late into sophomore year u would still be last in registration so all the cool classes would be closed #and then bc of covid half that shit was cancelled bc they couldnt transfer labs online (rip comparative vertebrate anatomy)#and then by senior yr an additional collection of classes were unavailable bc u dont have the prereqs bc the prereqs were cancelled during #covid and u dont have enough semesters left to actually take it . like it was gen such an awful experience so ik why i couldnt ever do what #i wanted but .😭 AND LIKE the classes i DID enjoy like genomics or molecular genetics were closed by registration and i had to email and beg #for access . thts crazy .literally crazy .#anyways . i think i want 2 start reading textbooks bc i think thats the closest ill get LMAOO #i remember seeing my coworker read a textbook for fun one time and idk why i just didnt understand why bc it seemed so dry but i Get it now #like yeah .. u knew what was up ..#sad too that like . i could theoretically audit a course but i Work..during the day .. so sad . so sad #guys wht if i just said yes to grad school (<the devil talking.dont agree)

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