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Weird dream. I was myself, visiting the library of my childhood. I wanted to ask them if they still had the comics I liked to read, but the main entrance wasn’t working.
I wound up using a tiny spiral staircase that took me up to the second floor, which meant I had to work my way down to reception instead of starting there. As I did, I realized that a lot had changed— namely, there was suddenly So Much Pokemon Stuff. I stopped for a bit next to one shelf that had 100% guides for every Pokémon game and a bunch of Pokémon plushies. It was explained to me that one librarian in particular was very passionate about completing Pokémon games, and believed everyone should do it.
I finally got to reception, and it was pretty busy— run by three tiny old ladies, who seemed somewhat out of their depths using computers. One looked up at me, smiled, and said “I’m sorry dear, we can’t help you right now, the computer network is too busy.” I nodded, took about three steps away, and then did a swift about face and came back. I explained my purpose— asking if they still had those comics, and ended up watching her extremely slowly peck away at a keyboard in an effort to find out for me. Her name was Shea. She insisted on starting every search by typing ‘Shea wants to know’ into Google. Google, of course, did not know if this one library had these specific comics.
Eventually I suggested she show me to where’s the comics were kept, and I’d look myself. She agreed.
I don’t know where I am. Everything is cold and foggy. I’m cold. Why am I cold. Something above me hisses “there’s intruders,” and I watch as a long, serpentine beast whips away into the fog. Also, I’m not me anymore. I’m Leo RiseOfTheTeenageMutantNinjaTurtles.
I’m also not alone. Casey— specifically future Casey, is sitting in front of me, face filled with concern, reaching out. “I’m so cold,” I tell him, as I take his hand. “I’m so cold.”
Touching him, I become a little more aware. The fog begins to recede. He’s speaking urgently on the phone with someone— “do the gesture,” they urge, “try doing the gesture.”
He traces his fingers over mine, and I recognize it as something my family came up with after the prison dimension, to help me tell what’s real. The fog is gone. I’m not cold. Casey isn’t on the phone, but my brothers are here— I just couldn’t see them before.
I look at Mikey, first. There are several Mikeys. Everyone is acting like this is normal. The other Mikeys aren’t reacting like they can be seen. I look at Raph, same thing, except all the other Raphs are shorter. I look at Donnie. There is a vague haze of purple behind him that suggests more Donnie’s but I cannot look at them, I cannot look away from Donnie’s face, because he’s suddenly so anime. Like, he’s turned into one of those gags where someone’s face is drawn overly glittery and handsome. This fills me with a primal dread and terror so strong I wake up instantly
#mobbtalks#mobbdreams#so the serpent thing feeds off of affection. it traps you in a mental state where you’re desperate for it to come back because you’re so col#d#it usually keeps 3-4 people like that at a time and cycles between them#the only way to help us to have someone else affected by the serpent touch you#and then have some sort of memory trigger pull you fully out#the serpent itself was very long and thin with a human-ish torso#very strong arms with three fingers#a mouth like a moray eel and a long training kinda. skull thing.#the entire first half of the dream— wandering around the library— was a mix of reliving what led to me being caught#and the serpent trying to idealize it for me in my brain so that I’d be happier#and generate more affection#weird beast I might translate into a dnd monster
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Gen obsessed with how.. *dead* your Jason's color pallete is. Like, that's corpse pale right there. Not a spec of blood left flowing in there (also father Todd's skin being full of color in comparison is a nice touch)

THANK YOU I love making him look a bit ghoulish. Guy who's not supposed to be alive but yes he is. no he isn't <3
#DC#DC Comics#Jason Todd#Red Hood#Jaybin#Robin ii#Art by me#Asks#I know vitamin D doesn't affect your skin colour BUT the easiest way to get it is sunlight which does ik nobody is bothered by this but me#But I have OCD. so you're getting clarification anyways 👍#Jason's way of saying if you spend too much time underground it's going to start wanting to keep you there 😁#I do think he bleeds normally and has a heartbeat and all that because he's not Dead. Alive? Well no also. He's likeboth at once and neithe#I think his physical state should be full of inconsistencies. you can't see his breath in cold weather but you can if he smokes etc.#There's also appeal to him coming back looking completely normal I do love mundane horror but#His death was important both in and out of universe and it altered things irreversibly so I think he can be a little Off as a treat#Also it adds to the misery that he's the same person like he died and came back the same person internally he's himself but#to others he looks and acts and is offputting he's Jason but Wrongg. Except not really#Because yeah he changed but that's just getting older and being affected by your experiences like everyone else ever#unfortunately for him he popped back to life Like That so everyone is just going eughh what thebfcuk#But that's a little off topic ANYWAYS one thing I really liked about Countdown was Jason being described as a siren in the dark#Like yea he's unsettling even if there's no clear reason as to why yet. He wasn't even doing anything his vibes are just rancid#My ideal Jason is one who looks like he wouldn't be out of place eating someone. He wouldn't. but you know. looming threat#I think he'd have fun indulging in the undead aspect in his more dramatic moments#Also the environment matters like during the day at the store he just seems a bit strange but at night in an alleyway it's uncanny valley#I have more to say on this topic but I'm writing a novel in the tags so I'll wrap it up#To summarize it's basically YOU CAN'T GO BACK YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK TO THE WAY THINGS WERE AND EVERYONE WHO LOOKS AT YOU CAN SEE IT#Thank you again for this ask I love when people bring up details they like to me because I like putting them in and talking about them#And just talking in general clearly lmao post-crisis really had so much going for it. lots of interesting characters
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Bisan has called for a global strike this week 1/21-1/28! Offer support in as many ways as you can, but don’t feel bad if you can’t do everything or do it differently than others. We all have a part to play.
#palestine#ceasefire#Gaza#I know general strikes need a lot more organization to be fully effective#but it’s being called by the people affected#so I’m going to do the best I can to support it#keep talking about Palestine
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Friendly reminder that health isn't a moral subject. The idea that being unhealthy is wrong is ableism plain and simple, despite living a very healthy lifestyle I will never be healthy.
I would love it for everyone to thrive. I do encourage everyone to take care of yourselves. But not because it is right or wrong, not because you're bad if you don't.
I could talk for hours about all the different reasons someone might not take care of themself. Disability, being neglected as a child, personal crisis, financial difficulties, sedentary working conditions, time poorness. But even if someone is completely able bodied, neurotypical, finaically well off, and in the upmost position of privilege. Even them. They aren't doing anything wrong by being unhealthy.
Including. This may be hard for some of you to hear. Including if they're fat. Even if they are fat for no reason other than loving high calorie, 'unhealthy' food.
Your health isn't a topic of morality where you are good or bad. It's no one else's business. You aren't bad for being unhealthy.
#Obviously there are more nuances to this conversation.#I think fat people who are at a weight where it is negatively impacting their health are entitled to education about it without judgement.#In the same way there are things you can do to maintain mobility as you age or as disabilities worsen.#But all of this moral weight placed behind being fat... It doesn't help fat people.#This applies to being unhealthy generally but lets be so fr as someone who used to be fat this shit is targeted at them usually#And the only people who are being hurt* here are themselves. It doesn't affect anyone else.#How can you claim to care about others health while doing things that actively harms the people who are by your standards unhealthy?#*Not every fat person is unhealthy or causing harm to themself. But this post is specifically about people who are unhealthy.#Anyway man the world sucks. Ableism sucks. Fatphobia sucks.#ableism#fatphobia#positivity#body positivity#cripplepunk#cpunk
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would you tell a Native American person you know their history better than them?
would you tell an African American person you know their history better than them?
would you tell any minority group you know their history better than them?
no?
then why the fuck are you doing that with Jews?
#I'm so fucking tired#antisemitism#jumblr#jewish#judaism#israel#israblr#ישראבלר#ישראל#jewish history#am yisrael chai#like it or not Israel's history is part of Jewish history as well#because it's a Jewish country created by JEWISH PEOPLE#not all Jews are gonna know Israeli history that well sure#but Israeli Jews sure will#and even diaspora jews need to know a bare minimum because the existence of the state directly affects them#and obviously this is also about general antisemitism which I'd say diaspora jews probably know more than Israelis
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I'm not blaming the op of the original post, or trying to imply anything about them as a person. and I don't want to single out this post in particular, because the issue is an broadly reaching trend rather than any one individual happening to write a post in five minutes one time.
but I really Really wish we'd stop and think if it's a good idea to say "girls turning into boys makes them inherently less interesting" on the transgender website
picking a privileged group to be the butt of a joke because it's lighthearted when nobody's actually getting hurt by doing so Only Works when everyone within that group is actually privileged. making jokes about how men are lesser than doesn't Actually affect the people who are actually within power, but Does chip away at the confidence and comfort of marginalized men who are In these communities to be exposed to it.
and the issue isn't about any one joke or poorly worded discussion in particular, but it's difficult to articulate why it can feel so alienating and unsafe to have things like this be so common within my communities without sounding ridiculous or risk being made fun of for not being able to take a joke. because the framing of implied privilege makes it easy to twist those feelings alienation into the entitlement that's assumed with men taking issue with being the butt Of a joke.
I simply think "this type of person is inherently lesser than" should be reexamined and thrown out as a talking point, even in a lighthearted context. because there will always be vulnerable people within those groups who already Hear that they are lesser than for existing
#discourse#transandrophobia#this is more of a vent post than anything but it's thought on my mind#I'm tagging this transandrophobia and called out the existence of trans men and mascs in particular#because I am those things and that's the tag that I use to talk about those issues that affect these things#but this is really about all marginalized men#all men who've been made to feel lesser than in general really
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sometimes you come across a character that makes you go 'I love you so much that it's teaching me how to forgive myself' and then you just have to live with it
#this is what lucanis is doing to me more than basically any other character I've come across and -- as you may well imagine --#it is shaking me to the very core haha#we have some overlapping traits I've never really seen hit on with such precision or empathy in fiction before#the enduring freeze response is hard to capture in a way that feels real b/c it doesn't really follow normal narrative structure#but mary kirby. is just that fucking good. she did it. and she did it with palpable affection for a character being exactly who they are#for better or for worse and also so many laugh out loud moments along the way. as is her wont#still sad and frustrated about everything going on with bioware and the gaming industry and the world in general#but no one can take this from me either. and that's the furthest thing from nothing lol
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if you had to choose one of the slugcats to completely remove from the rain world lore and storyline completely, which one would it be -- Monk, Survivor, Hunter, Gourmand, Artificer, Rivulet, Spearmaster, or Saint?
#rain world#slugcats#oh this one is evil... probably saint for me because i feel like their campaign tries to affect parts of the lore that should remain#more mysterious. downpour is kind of like that in general though and i tend to prefer vanilla lore these days#despite enjoying most of the DP campaigns#i originally thought it was silly to want to separate vanilla lore and DP specific lore but i get it now haha#i love both but DP definitely has a different feel from vanilla
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“do the gods harm people”, asks the person in the religion with gods that personify Murder, Hunger, Slaughter, Famine, Disease,
#dragonis.txt#thinking about that platonist I met who said I was superstitious because I said gods *can* harm people#I believe it is more important to ask why they would#the gods are rather kind and generous. and the question of harm should be ‘is it malicious?’#‘how does this affect our relationship’ etc#hellenic paganism#hellenic pagan#hellenic polytheism#hellenic gods#hellenic community#hellenic polytheist#hellenic deities#helpol
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I was thinking about the 5 year anniversary video and
it is interesting to me how Patton kind of decided for Logan what his role in the "family" would be. all the other sides chose it themselves, but he didn't get to.
even when he actively objects it's played for laughs and never addressed. this happened too when Patton revealed his name for him, and I just think it's interesting to note that after all these years, Logan still never gets to decide anything when it comes to Thomas, or even himself, to an extent. it's just kind of decided for him and he is expected to just go along with it, similar to how it was when Thomas dyed his hair.
ik it's mainly a "haha wine mom" moment, but that doesn't take away from how angsty it gets when you think about it.
#btw this is not meant as a judgement of Thomas as a creator#I just think it is an interesting character dynamic that leads to lots of angst#and seeing it shown so well and clearly is a treat#this also isn't Patton hate#I don't think he has any bad intentions#I think he is just a bit oblivious to how much his actions affect Logan#this is more of a general light sides not being the best to him thing#sanders sides#logan sanders#ts logan#logan angst#tw angst#tw alcohol#tw alchoholism mention#sasi#thomas sanders
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#bakugo katuski#shoto todoroki#tdbk#izuku midoriya#they are so dumb#this was my valentines day contribution and brain rot#i love making them so so sos so dub your honor#they are so unserioussssss#katsuki getting hard reset with that cheek kiss idk#teenage boys that have no concept of what being a boyfriend means and are so extremely unserious wowwww#shoto got midoriya the same all might plushie because hes a good friend#and they are trying to boyfriend midoriya too what who said that#shoto dropping the black card katsuki dropping the heart felt words of affection card wow....#i think its funny katsuki could easily buy himself stuff and isnt a super materialistic guy in general#but they are stupid boyfriends so what more can i say
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quick question because i’m curious:
#very sure if the homewrecking plotline was on this it would win with flying colors#so i’m curious what the general consensus is outside of that#the hair thing. i know it seems kinda stupid compared to the rest of the huge problems on this list#but it is genuinely one of the largest mischaracterizations about him in my opinion#he would NOT HAVE THAT HAIR BRO. it makes him look more like a teenager!!! which he always hated!!! like!!!!!#it’s constantly in his eyes!!! bro gets annoyed by the tiniest little things you think he’s gonna be chill with constantly sweeping#his bangs out of his face? VERY LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER#literally all of these are so extremely out of character i’ve spent the last several days just thinking about this#but i’m personally going with him not being affected by his apocalypse#0% chance the guy would’ve just casually told lila to get down and then get out of there#PTSD is a bitch but it’s real!!!!! and i’m beyond pissed the writers completely wrote it off#now i do think an in character five would’ve put up a bit more of a fight before giving into the cleanse#but i don’t think that was actually that big of a mischaracterization#in season 3 he was told by himself not to save the world and then he gave up just like that#as sad as it is i do think he’d surrender if told that there was no way out#now: his surrendering to the world ending and not caring that his family was off probably dying without him while he was off in the subway#that is very out of character#for sure he would’ve immediately turned back to get back to them#but a five who discovers many many versions of himself who have all given up and are now telling him to give up?#idk man i could 100% see him giving in at that point#even if it is very tragic#laur says stuff#the umbrella academy#tua#umbrella academy#five hargreeves#tua s4#hargreeves siblings#number five#tua season 4
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i can't stress enough how this is probably like top five interactions between scott and charles for me its so silly
[X-Men Unlimited #1: "Follow The Leader"]
#snap chats#ive been meaning to post about this for months since i initially read this issue but i kept forgetting#then i got reminded cause i was emailing my professor and i was having a stroke cause like#My Professor Is Very Chill so it's so weird referring to him as 'professor' esp when everyone else just calls him his first name#but at the same time Internally im like..... No Thats My Professor I Gotta Go With The Title....#anyway thats why i remembered to post this veajLKEJALKJ ITS SO SILLY i love them when theyre silly#'i cant call you your first name rn i have to uhhhhh move.. boulder...' KING OF BULLSHITTING???? ily scott#this issue's a treat in general both for The Drama but also theres a moment where scotts like#'i thought the weather didnt affect storm' like Scott. charles' reaction is my favorite shit too he's literally going to lose his mind 😭#you raised the boy the hell you gettin mad at him for !!!!! ridiculous. i love them. //sobs uncontrollably//#we will be ignoring this adding context to the beginning of 309 ok i like this issue more than that I SWEAARRR EAJVKLJA moving on..#anyway. i think my spring break's started? i think??? i asked The Aforementioned Professor if we have class thursday#cause besides that all my other profs said 'yeah we're not having class that day have a good one'#and as a result i think im misremembering him Also wishing us a good break so im being annoying and asking !!!!#SOOOO if i hear back like Tomorrow that we don't have class then Yay... if not... then i mean thats ok i like the class....#anyway bye im gonna catch up on some work now that i have time !!!
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AH. So that's why they put that content warning. I see!
#HM.#dndads#the peachyville horror#Okay tag ramble time I guess lol.#Amittedly I actually wish I *hadn't* checked the content warnings cause I think that moment would've affected me a bit more otherwise#(which for me is desired lol I want that out of my podcasts)#But HM geez gonna be thinking on this one...#Also something something Francis and Trudy talks this episode something something coldest human & warmest machine#Couldn't get that off my mind... Their conversation at the end there is what really had me anxious more than anything gah#ACTUAL EPISODE SPOILERS FROM THIS POINT FORWARD WEEWOO WEEWOO#SO one thing to remember is that we don't actually know for sure yet that Francis is dead#Which I know sounds silly but characters have been shot in the head before like this same season and not immediately died from it#Still gotta go through the mechanical process of dying and all that#But ALSO he pulled the trigger and that's where the episode stopped.#Again I know it's silly to say but we don't actually know *for sure* what happens next- *especially* cause Brunhilda is a sentient gun#Or he could die but come back from it somehow!#I swear I don't mean any of this as wishful thinking I'm just genuinely thinking of the possibilities here.#Cause like this podcast does things in this vein a lot y'know. Not always as dark but still.#That said I do hope Francis' storyline continues in some form or another cause if not like *maaan*#In brighter news the Pepper Pete bit took me OUT and you know what I do get happy whenever Sneaky Pete shows up too LOL#Good little bits this episode in general but shoutout also to ''It's time to play HAIR OR THREAD!!!'' perfect.
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Something that really sets Wille and Simon apart from other queer ships is that when we say their love language is physical touch, IT REALLY IS PHYSICAL TOUCH. And I’m not speaking of just sex. Over the course of the show, the amount of touching between them is astronomical. And that’s really something rarely seen in queer media. There may be moments here or there, but often times there’s a lack of physical contact unless it’s for “the plot”. Wille and Simon feel like a real couple in the way they’re always physically reaching out for each other.
#wilmon#young royals#OH ALSO#wtfock#sobbe#cuz they def belong in this category too#constant touching between them#but you don’t get it with most queer ships and idk if it’s just bc production is afraid of it being ‘too much’ or what#but it’s annoying#and frustrating#just something I’ve been pondering on recently#tv has come a long way in terms of representation#but it still feels like there’s almost a FEAR of too much affection between queer pairings#it’s seen more with mlm than wlw cuz I think they’re like oh well women are more physically affectionate in general even with friends#but damn like#I mean I’m a woman and bisexual so obv I have a lot of queer friends#and a couple of my besties are gay men who have been married for years#fun thing they live right next door to my parents lol#and I’ve known one half (michael) since I was 16 and he was 14 lol my friend jen actually had a big crush on him#and I was like GIRL#BUT ANYWAY#he and rick have been married for many years and they’re SO AFFECTIONATE in a casual way that you would be with a partner#just touches here and there on the shoulder or hand hold or kisses like???#obviously they aren’t the only gay couple I know but I’m around them so much so they are a good example#Lol this got weirdly personal but the point is that we don’t see that shit in queer media#at least not enough of it it’s like producers/writers are afraid of ‘too much’#so they give not enough#ANYWAYYYY rant over!!!
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