#and seeing these? flooding my inbox?

[aesopsbaby]

Dawg I literally don't even care anymore. I'm going to be taking a break for a while, just to clear my head and put myself first. So everything will be put on hold even longer than I had planned.

Please scroll away if you're uncomfortable with this but I have to give you a reason for my planned absence. Vent under cut

It's so draining to constantly receive such messages. It takes up so much of my energy to even delete them after reading it.

I don't need to check on my mutuals as they need space when they're going through something. I have my own issues as well and I doubt I'm in the best state of mind to be looking out for others.

Especially this??? Like hello? What did I do or say to warrant this? Seriously, it's so tiring having to put up with all these sorts of messages. I'm my own person and I have a personal life outside of this blog.

So uh, I'm just gonna be taking a break. I don't know when I'll be back, but, hopefully I won't take long.

I'll still post my fics when im done as those are requested by people from months ago, but other than that, I won't be interacting much with anyone. Thank you, and I'll be back when I'm better.

[love-toxin]

ik some people get irritated by spam liking but it is genuinely so funny for me to see the decline in my notes; someone liking a couple posts of the same variety, probably going through the tag all casual-like, and then my notes just EXPLODING as they filter through other stuff and read a whole bunch of fics in chronological order. like yes. experience your downfall my little meow-meows. i love exposing the public to their new obsessions <3

[2-dsimp]

based on who the favorites seem to be i think most of ur audience are doms

but then there’s nokka…

Purely judging from the amount of asks about y’all’s husband. And nothing will change my mind. ･:*+.\(( °ω° ))/.:+

[aerequets]

The desi lyric on your latest comic caught me by surprise!!! Literally going feral about that comic + lyric

HAHAHA apparently a lot of people were surprised by that but yes, i am pakistani 😌

[an-na-ko]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my cat of 16 years a few weeks ago. He was a stray that gradually became OK with being a house cat, and he was so loved. I hadn't been able to cry for him (my meds make crying a near impossible thing) until I read your comic. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

(I hope you don't mind a masterpost of replies! I know pet loss is extremely difficult for a lot of people, and I didn't want to fill up people's dashes with each reply, but know that each message means so much to me. We all love in such profound ways and losing our little companions hurts to a degree that is immeasurable.)

For the anons above, thank you for such a heartfelt message! One of the things that helped me through the worst of my grief was seeing other people who talked about their pet loss too. It made me feel so much less alone, especially in thoughts that echoed mine, but it also helped me see things in perspectives I've never considered.

I posted this comic in hopes that someone out there who needed it would feel seen and understood, and that it would maybe help process their loss. So it really means a lot to me to see that my comic has helped, in whatever way it could. I'm so sorry that we all understand this feeling, but I hope you never feel alone in missing the little lives that mean so much to you.

For anon above, I can't imagine how difficult that is. Lyra was a surrender, but it was very obvious from how well-loved, affectionate, and well-looked-after she was that her previous family had loved her.

I hope you don't feel like you failed your girl; there are circumstances that no one can control no matter what. Cats (and most pets in general) have an amazing ability that, despite language barriers, seem to know how much you love them, just as easily as we know how much they love us even if they can't say it. Your girl knows you love her. I don't fully know her circumstances or yours, but I truly hope you find that closure. 🫂

I haven't met a lot of people with cats named Lyra! I hope it didn't bother you too much to read such a painful comic about a cat with the same name, haha. I hope your little Lyra is healthy and happy, and please give her a little kiss for me! 🤍

thank you anons for reading my comic despite the heavy content, for connecting with it the way you did, and for the kind words! 🫂 I truly wasn't sure if anyone would want to read such a painful, raw comic about loss, but these messages really brighten my day. I hope your days are bright as well.

[anxiousapplepie]

Hi!

I am a huge fan of your Swap aus and have been seeing them all over tumblr and, oh my gosh, it makes me wanna join in on the fun! Is it ok if I make an AU using your Swap concept? I wanted to ask just in case.

My buddy my pal my friend, I will do everything in my power to encourage and motivate and push you to make your own AU inspired by my roleswap concepts! PLEASE join the fun!!! we've got lots of chairs and we ALWAYS need more people making food!!! :D Seriously! No need for permission! Go nuts! Go to town! Have fun! The more the merrier! You don't need my blessing BUT BOY HOWDY I will bless anybody who wants to make their own roleswap inspired AUs! Gogogogogogo do it now DO IT BOOK IT GO-

[forgotten-daydreamer]

my ao3 has been so dry in the past couple of days, go read my shit you heathens.

edit: I didn't expect anyone to find this post but you did, so I'm dropping my ao3 link

[tea-and-secrets]

ive submitted something at least twice but maybe i was too weird or something bc i havent seen any of my things show up yet

HOWEVER BESIDES THE POINT

when im writing this its the three month anniversary of being with my online gf that my friends dont know about and i love her so much. The amount that i love her is my secret from everyone even her kinda because no one comprehends how stupid and weak and embarrassing it feels to love someone this much

but its also the best feeling of my life???

idk what i did to deserve her everyone else can die now shes the most important person to me

.

[a-sparrows-melody]

Lose Myself Differently

The hand around my neck,

Seems to be choking my breath.

The clippers on my eyelids,

Watch interestedly, constantly open, as my eyeballs skid -

Incomprehensibly, over short-content.

And I realize that I am not meant,

For this choking world, this suffocating land,

Maybe now it's finally time to play my hand.

I refuse to revel in these pleasures of men -

If it means I lose now and continue to live with no gain.

Maybe then I should lose in a different way,

And see you all a different day.

[twevara]

Zoeythian

They are in deeply passionately in love and also completely platonic besties at the same time.

Rythian was raised in an extremely loveless environment, so when he gets close to this pretty girl he's distrusting at first but becomes smitten very quickly and puts her on a pedestal in his mind, she's his light in the dark, she's his everything, and the minute she left he plummeted into a downward spiral. He is unwell about this woman

Zoey canonically doesn't know who she is, and is continuously flip flopping through hobbies and interests, which makes me wanna think relationships are a big ?????? to her, and maybe she doesn't take things super seriously?

I think they love each other dearly but in very different ways and with very different intensity, but they've been through so much together, its hard not to imagine them clinging to each other for dear life romantically or otherwise.

[yeonban]

Now This. THIS feels like Christmas (/pos)

[diabotsis]

SAY IT RIGHT NOW

oh, say what?

[lxvvie]

not me writing smut and getting emotional over it.

[throes-of-warm-tornadoes]

it’s me and these 2 cookies against the world

[mushroom-winners-proof]

currently have been unreasonably busy with shit- also have two parades this week and the one on Monday took it OUT of me- and I still don’t get the Christmas parade on Thursday being in November-

anyways here’s a lil boi I started drawing because I’ve just been too tired to make big stuff

He likes mushrooms so be careful to not get eaten-

lil feller :]]] if i die i die so be it ..

[wayfinderships]

F.inal F.antasy men...

What do they put in those men?? They rot my mind constantly!