#dealing with this shit
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trans woman desmond & trans man lucy both still in the closet and helping each other try to keep the doors shut because the world potentially ending in a few months is not a great time to have a gender crisis
#thinking about them thinking about thems forever#hey. maybe abstergo DOES offer transition healthcare. technically. technically it does. but lucy’s not your average employee is she.#no. she lives on site 24/7 and works with vidic personally and she has An Image to keep up. an expected way of conducting herself.#better just not to think about it. and keep pretending this is okay.#and then for desmond it’s like a thought that gets lodged in his brain. you know. 50/50 chances on it but both ezio & altaïr were both guys#and hey wouldn’t it have been funny if one of them was a woman. right? funny? not that desmond’s wondering what that’s like. but if he was#then it’s only because everyone does. and. it doesn’t mean anything. and the fact that he keeps having dreams and they’ve gotta be dreams#because he doesn’t have her memories but he keeps having dreams where he’s maria and- but it probably means nothing. right?#and then they just sit and gaslight each other back into the closer back n forth for hours because they are normal and healthy and good at#dealing with this shit#assassin's creed#lucy stillman#desmond miles
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I thought my roommate’s cat was warming up to me, but he just peed on my bed, so 💀
we are much farther back than square one. square negative fifty.
#at least he peed directly on a plushie#which saved my mattress#but MAJOR oof#I have been up all night#dealing with this shit#ughhhhhhh
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inevitable anders dragon age qifrey wha cover redraw
#dragon age#dragon age 2#anders#anders da#da#i loveeee this comp. shirahama kamome my love. its like when people hold portraits of their dead loved ones.#justice > anders > grey warden > awakening > circle. so many layers. like an onion (affectionate)#i think i’m at the end of act 2#ily anders. i can’t say fully with my chest that. u did nothing wrong. but i love u anyways#u deserved a writer who didnt hate u and wasnt ableist LMAO#why can’t he have beautiful princess disorder and be able to deal with it and get a happy ending?#for once can a character have a scary disorder and cope with it in a healthy way….#LIKE… whatever i think writers should just zip their mouths and not say shit LMAOOOOO#anyways !#can u tell im projecting :)#seeing myself in him during his romance as a person with [REDACTED] and starting to avoid him bc of it 🤪#i gotta unpack that#ok that’s enough yapping#rev art#resvarie
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if there's one thing this last episode has affirmed for me about Alastor it's that he FUCKING HATES being reminded that he's not the most powerful creature in hell.
Like, he hates being ignored by Carmilla when she says she doesn't care why he was gone
He hates Lucifer ON SIGHT
He threatens to KILL Husk when he dares to mention that Alastor is working for someone more powerful than him
and now this.

Alastor freaking out because he almost died. Something almost killed him. He can fucking die. There is something more powerful than him out there. And it's not something he can ignore or brush off because it almost killed him.
Alastor hates the reminder that he's not as powerful as he tells people he is. He isn't indestructible, he isn't invincible. And he fucking hates that.
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel spoilers#al talks about things#OUUGH HE'S MAKIN ME INSANE#he isn't blorbo yet#but he could be#anyway I've seen people say that he's freaking out because he's realizing he maybe does care#No???? that's not it???#He's scared because he just got the shit beat out of him by an angel???#He got reminded that there are things out there that are more powerful than him?#that's why he immediately jumps to trying to figure out a way out of his deal#because he wants to get out from under whoever is more powerful than him!!!#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin alastor
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hes got something going on
[ID: Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint fanart. Kim Dokja shrugs casually and says, "Yeah I feel no connection to my name and barely recognize myself, honestly I feel like an intruder in my own body lol." Han Sooyoung stares at him with a thought bubble of the trans flag. Yoo Joonghyuk scowls at him and thinks "god he is just like me fr." Yoo Sangah looks worried and thinks of the Wikipedia page on dissociation. End ID]
thank youu @nebulations for the ID :]
#he needs a panel of like 10+ medical professionals to figure out what his fucking deal is#hes not gonna worry about it. hes got shit to do.#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv fanart#kim dokja#kdj#kiddokori
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A h-heartfelt reunion..?
Bonus
#Sir Crocodile#Monkey D Dragon#Emporio Ivankov#Dragodile#Crocodad#My art#One Piece#We're not gonna talk about the work I should be doing rn I have Severe Procrastinitis and I'm doing my best okay#Alternative version where it was both Crocodile and Garp beating Dragon's ass before Iva-chan joined in but that was too much effort lmao#I'm a believer in Dragon being a Wind Logia so don't worry guys he is 100% taking this beating intentionally#He knows what he did and he's dealing with the concequences of his actions. With grace.#You know I realize Iva-chan should be two whole meters taller than Crocodile but we're just gonna ignore that#Look Iva-chan taking Crocodile's side and being like ''Crocoboy is right you fucked up bad Dragon'' brings me joy#And for real I've been wanting to draw this for months. But never did because I had other shit to do. Which I still do#But. You know. Sometimes you need to draw a shitpost. It's ✨ self-care ✨#And appearently One Piece shitpost comics have become the thing I draw for myself on occassion
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don't think I'm not still obsessing over 7-12
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#sorry it's even scribblier than usual :') hopefully my chickenscratch is legible#anyway come here and join me in the corner where we go to be embarrassing about anime characters#just. between riddle and trey's dreams i've been thinking a lot about how#trey knew this kid for like two months when he was nine and then never really got over him or how their friendship ended#which. honestly. understandable given the circumstances#and then when they finally met again riddle acted like they'd never met before and neither he nor trey ever intended trey to be his vice#but every time riddle talks about his childhood post-incident it's basically#'oh yeah i constantly thought about trey and che'nya and fantasized about still being friends with them! this is fine and normal'#(there's a bit in one of his birthday cards where he talks about crossword puzzles and shit man that one got me)#idk. i can't put this into words very well#just...the implications that riddle was actively resisting trey's friendship#(presumably because it ended SUPER badly last time and he's learned that if he shows he wants something it gets taken away from him)#and trey had to work REALLY hard to just to get to the point they were at by the time canon starts#that was progress somehow#y'all can call him boring all you want but trey's defining feature really is that he keeps being like#'everything's fine :) this isn't a big deal :) i don't care that much'#(trey on the inside: THIS IS THE BIGGEST DEAL THAT I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT AND I WILL NEVER LET IT GO)#anyway i continue to be absolutely murdered by the timing of riddlepunzel directly after this#riddle's line about not wanting to keep standing in front of a door that's never going to open...#hey. hey silly gacha game about anime disney boys.#you are not actually allowed to do this to me#oh shit oh damn i'm out of tags and i haven't even talked about cater yet. NO BUT I HAVE LOTS OF FEELINGS THERE TOO --#(i am crushed under a falling safe looney tunes style)
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big fan of daniel going completely off the rails while shouting "im nORMAL i am NORMAL im A NORMAL MAN" the whole time
i got commissioned to do another excerpt from the Devil's Minion chapter of Queen of the Damned and it was So Much Fun these two are insane
chapter excerpt under the cut:

#my art#iwtv#interview with the vampire#armand#armand iwtv#the vampire armand#daniel molloy#devils minion#armandaniel#armand causing problems on purpose is so funny i think he should do it more in the show#daniel may be mortal but he is Eternally Damned to deal with this shit
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I've always loved the idea that the Bats are feared in Gotham for the exact same reasons that the Justice League and the rest of the world deems them to be trustworthy and safe
Batman is respected outside of Gotham because of his staunch refusal to kill even when it would be easier. Gotham criminals are terrified because it's well known that his no-kill rule is his biggest hard limit on what he's willing to do. Pretty much everything else goes and they know it
Nightwing is widely beloved for being the nicest and happiest member of the Bats. His smile and constant playful banter are contagious and always make a situation seem better. In Gotham, the only other people who smile and laugh and have that much fun in combat are Harley Quinn and the Joker
Red Hood is a well-known murderous crime lord, but the League is able to trust him because he's one of the Bats. Gotham loves Red Hood the crime lord because his regulation of drug dealers and constant protection of the weak has done wonders for the lower class of the city. He's terrifying because of his open affiliation with the Bats
Red Robin is well known to be a skilled detective who always has a plan to save the day. In Gotham his meticulous investigations and planning are scary because no one can beat them. It's nearly impossible to outsmart someone who is the smaller more calculatedly vicious version of the Batman himself
When Robin doesn't unsheath his sword or bring it with him to a fight, other heroes are glad to see him get used to less violent methods of combat. If someone from Gotham sees Robin enter a fight without a sword, they're terrified because everyone knows Robin deems his sword to be the most efficient weapon for fighting, and if he's not using it things are going to be far more brutal than normal.
Signal is the only Bat that goes out in the day, and is therefore considered less broody and scary to many non-gothamites. Gotham is scared because he's a Bat that shows up during the day.
Orphan/Black Bat is a very skilled hand to hand combatant that the League knows can handle herself. In Gotham, anyone her height that can still win against someone like Bane in a one on one fight is immediately on the 'do not anger' list.
Spoiler is friendly and gets along pretty well with everyone. She's easy to talk to and work with. In Gotham her friendliness has made more than a few give up important information by accident. They like talking to her despite knowing full well that its a terrible idea. She puts them at ease more than she possibly should because she sounds just like one of them
Gotham always flips everything on its head, and that applies to how and why the Bats are perceived the way they are too
#batman#dc comics#dc#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#batfam#nightwing#batfamily#bruce wayne#red hood#red robin#robin#gotham#signal#spoiler#black bat#ophan#cassandra cain#justice league#harley quinn#the joker#dc joker#this applies to all the Bats of course#including Commissioner Gordon who has been dealing with this shit for decades
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"Edging" now refers to when you are on the verge of tears all day but don't cry
#bpd blog#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#tw bpd#actually borderline#borderline meme#bpd meme#cptsd memes#mental illness#actually mentally ill#borderline thoughts#just cptsd things#just girly posts#tw depressing thoughts#major depressive disorder#bipolar 1#actually bipolar#borderline blog#living with mental illness#mental health#mentally unstable#dealing with grief#depession#depressing shit#living with borderline#borderline
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One of the first lessons Bruce taught Dick when he was training to become Robin was to make use of every weapon in his arsenal. He of course meant his utility belt. But Dick just nodded his head so seriously and said, “Got it.”
And that’s how Robin became the menace kid that bites people. His arms are held back by a goon? Chomp! He can’t reach his birdarangs in time? Chomp! He’s just mad at someone and needs a quick and easy attack? Chomp!
Bruce can’t even get mad, because Dick always looks so proud of himself, and it does work rather efficiently. So he’ll just sigh and pinch the bridge of his nose (even if he’s wearing the cowl) and tell Robin he did a good job.
Bruce is just thankful he doesn’t bite other kids at school when he’s being Dick Grayson. He’s called into the principal’s office at Gotham Academy for enough other reasons, he doesn’t need to add biting to the list.
#dick grayson#bruce wayne#robin#batman#dick bit enemies as Robin and you cannot convince me otherwise#even as nightwing he sometimes uses it as a last resort#he’s bitten Deathstroke no less than 7 times as both Robin and Nightwing#he bit someone once when he was Batman and all the rogues immediately knew it was Nightwing filling in for the bat#they were all on their best behavior for weeks after that bc they just didn’t want to deal with Nightwing rocking their shit
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small comic I made mid storm last night
#cult of the lamb#cotl narinder#cotl au#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl the lamb#cotl fanart#narilamb#the gays#yes the lamb does like presenting as female sometimes#and they do love chocolate#and they are a little shit when it comes to chocolate#Narinder has to deal with them everyday#rip#fractured fates au
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i'd rather be falling with you! :)
#mel art#murder drones#fallinw ith you makingm e feel shit bru;h#not nuzi but. you know the deal#for reach!#nuzi#sigh#n murder drones#uzi doorman#serial designation n#SCHEDULED BTW im not awake rn LOL#... also you're allowed to tag this with nuzi/enzi any of your ship tags for them. it doesnt bother me!!! <3 :)
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fell asleep n woke up to this

i think he put the vid to scare me but he’s been chillin
the he broke my lava lamp
i think he’s still mad abt the closet

#gravity falls#bill cipher#bill cipher gravity falls#the book of bill#unreality#he’s being a lil shit#yeah he’s def goin back in the closet#too early to deal w this#roomie cipher#squidflavoredsoup
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people can do whatever they want with fictional characters forever but one thing that always pisses me off is how aro/ace characters are treated in shipping.
while it is a naive mentality to tell people never to ship aspec characters, saying “aces CAN have sex” and “aros CAN be in a romantic relationship” to defend erasing their aspec identity just to ship them as if they were like an allo person means you don’t respect their identity, nor ours. yes aces can have sex. yes aros can be in a romantic relationship. but they will still be aromantic and asexual while in that relationship. and don’t even get me started on using demi identities as an “easy explanation” for why it’s okay to allowash them. other identities are treated with such absolution, so why should we continuously get the short end of the stick?
so i guess the thesis of this post is that people are absolutely allowed to ship aspec characters but if you mfs don’t care enough to understand the nuances of our identities i’m taking your aspec blorbos and putting them on a high shelf
#bracing myself for anon hate with this one#anyways i’m saying this as an aroace person who writes aroace characters in romantic/sexual relationships#it gives them a dimension to explore. if you do it with respect#edit: i don’t go here but i see a lot of people talk about how mcu fandom erases yelena’s aroace identity#so for that this post goes out to you guys dealing with all this shit#aspec#aromantic#asexual#aroace#rant#kiwi’s calls#kiwi’s aspec posting
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They would TOTALLY say this.
#madara uchiha#obito uchiha#naruto#narutito#shit edit bc i got too lazy to draw#also am joking am JOKING#or am i#but madara in fact did NOT tell obito to do all that shit he did#but hey#same results so#no problem!!#also i REFUSE to believe madara planned Rin's whole deal#he just saw the coincidence and went 'yeah uh... i totally planned that' like the old crazy man that he is
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