#depression problems

[victusinveritas]

[avenallway]

its time for my regularly scheduled breakdown!! <3

[old-fashioned-achibi-doll]

Sunday, February 16th, will be the last day I wait for a message from you. It is your final chance to show that you care about what we have built.

If there is no contact, then so be it, as per your will. I surrender.

[kendalluchoarts]

Devon Smith the depressive problem child

[starbeltconstellation]

So sorry to anyone who is reading my Star Wars fic, Rewrite the Stars, and is waiting for a new chapter.

I’ve been a little depressed lately, and it’s been affecting my writing speed because of exhaustion. Lol. It’s very frustrating. 🙃🙃😭

I’m 75% done with the next chapter, but it probably won’t be completely done for two to three more days.

I also lost my streak of getting a chapter out each week too! 😭 So that’s disappointing.

So sorry to all of my reader ducklings. 💔

[anon-rabbit]

Little ADHD/Mentally ill/Neurodivergent vent…

My gf got mad at me for sleeping an entire day. I didn’t mean to sleep the whole day, I never do, but it’s something I’ve struggled with literally my whole life. On and off medication.

It’s like I don’t have control over my own body and thoughts, like my brain independently chooses to sleep in or keep me from moving my legs to get up. I’ll “wake up” enough to talk or turn my alarms off, but I can’t manage to force myself to get up at the same time, so I end up drifting back to sleep and forgetting I even woke up in the first place.

And she was angry/frustrated, so I apologized and she said, “just make an effort. You just need to do it. Get a better alarm.”

The alarm isn’t the problem. My brain is the problem. I feel like I’m making an effort, but it’s like trying to move in a gravitron ride at a carnival at its worst, or resisting how your body is pulled back when a car accelerates rapidly at its weakest. It’s a spectrum and I’m never quite sure where I’m going to land.

But she literally cannot understand that because her brain functions as directed! The chemicals are balanced and wires optimized for efficiency, while my screws are loose or missing and the wiring is a tangled nightmare.

It’s just frustrating to feel so misunderstood by the people who love you the most.

And it makes me question and doubt myself so so much. Like am I actually trying? Is it actually a brain issue or am I just a lazy heavy-sleeper with no self-discipline? And how do I know which??

[gabapentinblues]

the days are getting longer, the weather is getting nicer, but i feel farther away from myself than ever

[avenallway]

it haunts me every day how bad i am at everything

[aceing-on-the-cake]

I'm aware that sleep and being used as a coping mechanism is in fact one of the symptoms of depression, but like it does actually help sometimes man, like yeah I know the concept of everything in moderation, but sometimes if you take a little nap even if you already slept for 12 hours that day, the funky voices in your head telling you everything in life is wrong shut up and then forget they were supposed to be speaking, when you wake back up again

[old-fashioned-achibi-doll]

Another thing I just don't get is, how can I be manipulative when I ask for help because I feel like I'm getting closer to hurting myself? Is asking for help manipulating? Because the other times I "hurt" myself alone, everyone got mad at me for not asking for help.

[abubblingcandle]

Come up with a new tactic to get myself to clean the hovel that is my apartment ... working class guilt!

I've booked a cleaner for next week and the apartment is way too messy and dirty for me to expect a cleaner to do all of it. So I need to clean!

[allaboutsaturn]

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

[drpoonamgarg]

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[old-fashioned-achibi-doll]

As vezes eu sinto que todo mundo me odeia e que a única coisa que me resta é odiar de volta.

[emotionaleating]

my biggest s3xual fantasy is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me lol

[demongoddessallurasiren]

Why does depression randomly hits like a freight train. I am feeling so self depreciating right now. Can you guys send me your favorite memes or things that make you happy. Please I need hoomans to cheer this Enby up.