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twenty days until Namjoon's return
d-13: i- i don't know where to look
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#btsgif#btsedit#dailybts#cyphernet#raplineuser#userdimple#userpat#usersky#annietrack#useremmeline#userkelli#usermaggie#tuserandi#heyginkgo#userpris#namjoonedit#kim namjoon#bts#20 days with namjoon#*#there goes my sanity#i barely survived making these#why does he always do that???#😭😭😭
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Finally some Scruffy Rhys for anon! Thanks for your request <3 (source: various cameos)
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I'm curious since I see a lot of differing HCs in the fandom and I want to know which one (or ones) are the most common :]
If their relationship evolves to different stages, pick the one you like the best for them!
#varric tethras#hawke#dragon age 2#polls#for merle I think he was father-figure like. saw this fresh 21 year-old who seemed like they were barely holding it together#so he wanted to make sure they'd survive kirkwall (they wouldn't. they booked it right after da2 ended </3)
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Sneak Peak ?

#byler#byler endgame#byler nation#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler#finn wolfhard#gay#byler tumblr#byler art#i figured id make something more lighthearted as an apology for the last post#but also this looks decent so far i think#i just want them to be happyyy#im barely surviving until the end of the year bro#im slowly losing it thinking about st5
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thinking about how psychologically torturous everything dnp did was when dapg came back. like every upload had something that would cause irreparable psychic damage. like BOOM the phousepad!! BOOM framed final fantasy characters!! BOOM dan can’t shut the fuck up about phil having a phat ass!! they woke up every fucking day and chose extreme violence!! now i feel like i’ve built up a tolerance and i can take anything because of the absolute exposure therapy of a year it’s been since they came back. like sister daniel baking?? react to all pinofs?? the phan roblox videos?? that red carpet review video where they said the gayest sappiest nastiest shit that has ever been uttered by human lips?? and that was oct-dec 2023?? HOW ARE WE ALIVE
#i can’t even begin to go through what’s happened in 2024#but the fact that we survived the first few months of the revival is unexpected and impressive#barely survived i guess#it was rough but goddamn 2015 me would have gone into cardiac arrest and died on the spot#which like i mean…. no i can’t make that joke i’m literally in training to be a therapist lmao#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dan howell#daniel howell#amazingphil#phil lester#danisnotonfire#yeet my deet#danandphilgames#dip and pip#d&p#yeet my deenp#tmogar#hbdnell
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I wish it were socially acceptable for disabled people on benefits to have nice things
#and I don't JUST mean for disabled people to have enough money for luxuries and not just survive in the first place#but also for disabled people on benefits who already can afford some luxuries due to a cheap living situation or whatever else#if I'm lucky enough to be able to afford nice things on benefits - and no not extravagant things - I mean like normal online purchases#or a ticket to something or a piercing or whatever else#literally any of the normal shit everyone else buys every day#It's always disabled people on benefits deserve to do more than just scrape by#until a disabled person on benefits isn't scraping by#we're not those fake stories about benefits buying people cars and shit but what if we make an online purchase for ourselves#what if we're able to save up for things#why is it only socially acceptable for disabled people on benefits to be barely surviving#it's this weird social standard that keeps disabled people on benefits who are struggling in poverty#oh we can't raise benefits for all bc a few people who live cheaply might have disposable income we can't allow that#i'm yapping now its just frustrating I hate how society forces disabled people to be martyrs lest we get moral judgement
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For a moment, imagine yourself in Mithrun's brother shoes.
Your brother - stronger, prettier, more charismatic, but also distrustful and disdainful of everyone especially you - is to be sent to the Canaries. It is the rule, it is the duty of all noble houses. But you know what goes on there, Mithrun knows what happens there. Yet you see him off, bidding a temporary farewell as you do, because someone from the House has to go and it won't be definitely you. Mithrun knows this, you know this. And you wonder, very briefly, if Mithrun hates you now more than he does already.
Your brother - powerful, agile, a good soldier just as he is as an heir, if he could only be an heir - suddenly disappears. The unit he belonged to suddenly disappeared. And you're speechless because - how? why? No one wants to answer you; they will instead try to bring back a body, they promise to you. But that is not what you want. You grieve for your brother. but your own family doesn't grieve with you. Wasn't Mithrun family too?
Then you found out: MIthrun is alive.
Your brother - now weak, despondent, his eyes always looking for something that is not here nor there - is to be sent home where people can take care of him. It is not your first choice, you want him home. But he is - sick. Not quite there. He needs someone who can look after him and you look at yourself - your gait, your constitution - and you know it can't be you. So, you follow the advice of your family and pour out all your resources to find him the best of healers and caretakers. You ask yourself, almost daily, if Mithrun would ever return to who he once was.
Your brother - strong, pretty, uninterested of anything and anyone else aside from what he calls 'the demon' - is now better. He can walk on his own now, eats without throwing up on himself. The color on his skin is back and the scars of his injuries have faded into thick bumps and discolored skin. But he still isn't quite there; still needs help and probably will for the rest of his life. And you can live with that. You can provide that. Just as long as he comes home.
But doesn't. Your brother - now a husk of his former self, and you hate thinking of him that way, but you can't help yourself, the Mithrun you knew is gone - runs straight back to the Canaries. His mission is not over, he says. He doesn't care how long it takes, he says. And you see him off, again, because someone from the House has to go and it still can't be you. Mithrun knows this, you know this, and you can't help but wish, very briefly, if things would've been different if you went instead of him.
#mithrun dungeon meshi#mithrun#mithrun of the house of kerensil#mithrun's brother#this is so self-indulgent#because we don't know who or what kind of person mithrun's brother was#but he definitely cared for mithrun (more than their own parents probably)#and i can imagine the anguish of having the responsibility of serving the canaries#be placed on your brother instead of you because of your physical condition#then to make things worse#your brother comes home barely alive and not the person he was and when u ask#no one wants to answer you#then there's the anguish of helping him getter better; wondering if he'll get better#he does#in a way#and the first thing mithrun asks of his brother is 'i want to go back to the canaries'#there is no way mithrun's brother heard that and said 'ok' while smiling#that man would've gone into a hysterical fit just trying to tell mithrun that he was lucky enough to have survived#but he has to let mihrun go#mithrun's brother is probably weeping with joy learning that the canaries have disbanded#only to learn that his brother is staying in a tallman kingdom to slay monsters#he's still very conflicted about that#id say#dungeon meshi
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I don’t typically make ocs in already existing media cuz I’m not one to add characters to shows, but oh my god httyd dragons are just so drawable. I’ve had my girl Prosper for about 5 months now and I cannot describe how much I love her? This fictional lesbian reptile has my heart. (And her mate Hark, but I’ll make a separate post for her :) )
She’s 56 years old, had her right wing completely torn off in a massive battle (she’s left wing politically, ahaha get it left wing because she only has her left wing so-) with the parents of Viggo and Ryker Grimborn that sent the night/light furies into hiding. (Which is my personal hc on how there are ‘no night furies left’). She is the leader of this ‘hidden colony’ of furies, and is basically just the wise, lonely grandmother to them all. She’s also just extremely sad in general. She in in constant pain and can’t fly. I mean I’d be sad too.
She’s also like extremely very heavily against humans, so in my delusional little brain when Hiccup and Toothless somehow stumble upon the hidden colony that’s in a cave (think Minecraft lush cave) she isn’t a very big fan of them funnily enough. Although she does hesitate to immediately fire upon noticing Toothless’ prosthetic tailfin, mainly cuz she’s like “yo tf what yo tail red for? Who is this red tailed child?”
I could ramble for hours about her swckjhisuchuweichiew and she ends up getting a prosthetic wing ‼️
#i love her#she’s so sad and alone and just wants to go back to childhood when she could actually travel long distances#her anger is justified cuz she barely fucking survived that wing being ripped off#I don’t wanna make her sound edgy#buuuuuut#massive anger issues#usually aimed towards herself#because of trauma#:(#httyd#how to train your dragon#hiccup haddock#hiccup#toothless#httyd toothless#toothless tailfin#Prosper#night fury#light fury#night furies#light furies#httyd art#my artwork#artist#oc#oc art#artists on tumblr#digital art#my art#art
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how did you get a warden in your cow pen????
several very bad choices
#real answer it was oneblock so it spawned in aboveground and immediately went for the nearest thing making noise#which happened to be my pen of like 20 cows. unsurprisingly none of them survived#cow pen also happened to be directly next to my spawn. so i ended up having to beat it to death with my bare fists#a+ gameplay experience i highly recommend#asks
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#SEVERANCE: boy it's not that complicated 🙄
#barely survived making this one actually#this shit took it out of me i lowkey lost all feelings for the show and started hating milchick fr but i was also listening to snippets of#this song on repeat for 48 hours and then the 10mg dexamphetamine / 3 cans of pepsi max / period cramps kept me up til 2am#so the haunting is baked right into this one#shoutout to all the parallels i painstakingly picked out i hope you enjoy them all equally#except the irving head one i think thats the best actually#severnace#seth milchick#tramell tillman#fancam#fan edit#my edit#sabrina carpenter#good graces#short n sweet#Haha yeah right#adam scott#mark scout#helly r#helena eagan#britt lower#dont mind me using the fuck out of these tags cuz for my sanity i need this shit to hit#irving b#john turturro#ben stiller#ted lasso
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Her first design pass is finally done!! Yippee!!!
Imma be honest shes basically been done for about a week now, I just got distracted with other things and then struggled with her colors a wee bit. Since this is the first pass things may change as I draw her more, but tbh Gangles design hasn't changed at all and Jaxs design had very minor tweaks (no more blots or the attempt at whiskers: both cluttered his design and added nothing) so--
The girly pop ever!! I hope you guys also like her design a decent amount because I will be drawing her a lot more now that she has a design since I have ideas.
The next may actually be Pomni, but it could very well be Zooble since they just need colors. Or it could be neither if I finally have an idea for Kinger or Caines designs who knows at this point.
#art#the amazing survival isles#survival isles au#tadc#tadc art#tadc au#digital circus#digital circus au#the amazing digital circus#ragatha#survival isles ragatha#tadc ragatha#ragatha the amazing digital circus#ragatha fanart#sorry for taking forever on everyones designs#trust me i wish i could go faster so i can actually finish planning the basic art stuff#i want to make their cards since i actually have cool ideas for that#but im being patient and letting myself go at the pace i need to#since letting myself go at a slower pace is leaving me with designs im barely altering#but anyways do with her what you will#just be nice she needs a break <3
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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oh yeah. recently started hyperfixating on plane crashes (it started with a titanic hyperfixation and spiralled out of control, feel free to judge me) so anyway. now i have a (civil and public!!! airport hell required!!!) aviation-themed modern au in my mind that i will be inserting all of your ocs into right now 👍 no i am not gonna ask permission first :)
#i'm imagining misha as the stupid first officer who bullshits his way through checks#and cusses under his breath at air traffic control#when they don't immediately give them clearance. aurelien is the flight attendant who enters#the cockpit to chat and distracts the captain and first officer so much#the plane goes into an instant stall that they barely recover from#the aircraft itself does not like aurelien. he has survived three crashes already. he needs to fucking retire NOW#the planes are actively TRYING to kill him but he is too fucking resilient#i keep getting this ad that's like 'are you strong enough to build an airport dynasty?' or some shit. and i am finally doing it#i need a captain and i need flight attendants and i need engineers and i need air traffic controllers hell i need a de-icing team#there will not be TSA bc i fundamentally and morally disagree with TSA as an organization#send in your ocs' resumes if you want#misha started in the air force and yes he thinks that makes him better than you#abelard will be very important in this au ofc#fyi i have also never actually been on a plane. and i never did until i started hyperfixating on plane crashes. now i am desperate to get o#one of these bad boys some day. i will be one of those kids who gets to tour the cockpit except i am a grown-ass man
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If you're in the mood to reveal: what's something sexy you've done lately that involved your sneezes?
I'm looking forward to just melting when I read the answer. :)
I was contemplating if I wanted to answer this, so sorry for the slow reply. Turns out today I thought fuck it!
I have two things:
I was masturbating recently and needed to sneeze. I sneezed a wet sneeze into my hand and then put that same hand back down my pants. The wetness made it feel so much better😅😳
I was having one of those days where my nose just doesn’t stop itching. I have NO idea why… but it was tickly all day long. At one point laying in bed, I kept feeling the urge to sneeze, building up, hitching and then nothing. After 5 or more itchy false starts I’m starting to feel incredibly turned on… I desperately want to get these sneezes out naturally, but I also just want to induce and sneeze myself into oblivion. I resist the urge to induce and instead just start to touch myself. Now I’m a horny, hitchy, itchy MESS! Rubbing myself, my nose, hitching, false starting …. And basically getting more and more wound up. I do eventually sneeze which feels amazing of course. Fill in the blanks for the rest I guess.
#Turned on by my own sneezes is such an intense thing#I can barely survive a nose tickle without starting to feel myself getting aroused#I am also so stubborn about inducing#I’ll try not to even if I’m false starting and being teased cos I’m scared it’s cheating#Even though it’d make me feel so much better#Also I’m not even into wet spray but rubbing always feels better with spit#It wasn’t even intentional actually I just happen to spray into the hand I was touching with#But it made me imagine doing the same to someone who IS into spray … that’s hot#Anyway#snz kink#sneeze kink#snz fet#snz asks sneezarify#snz asks#snz fucker#snzfucker#snzblr
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veilguard's kinda like. the monkey's paw of videogames i think.
#there's so many things that people have speculated abt/wanted to see for literally a decade and. none of them are done well#we're going to rivain finally! i wonder what the seer/chantry/qunari influences are like! or how people feel abt dairsmuid! or the pirates!#and then its just a beach and arena#the anderfels is an arid region absolutely decimated by the blights. itll be cool to see how people survive in that environment!#and its the wettest goddamn swamp you've seen in your life. and also cold enough for snow.#(i do like the griffon statues the wardens build everywhere they go though. i think thats sweet actually)#we get to visit weisshaupt and kal sharok! a thousand year old fortress and a thaig that somehow survived the darkspawn by itself!#one is destroyed as soon we get there and the other we barely enter before we leave again#what abt the mortalitasi? how do they recruit from nevarran circles? does the chantry limit how many mages they can take?#theyre largely independent of the circles and work with spirits and theres no friction with the chantry over that?#the same chantry that slaughtered every mage in dairsmuid for. being independent of the circles and working with spirits?#i know the mortalitasi is an established order in nevarra but like. theres no ongoing conflict for them to stay free/be brought to heel?#what abt tevinter social structures? whats it like to be a free elf with magic? whats it like to be one of the dwarven ambassadors?#none of that matters. no one has a problem with mages or elves or qunari. the chantry's practically nonexistent.#veilguard just seems so uninterested in exploring any of the cultures/organisations/peoples/politics/conflicts that make thedas feel alive#dragon age#dav#datv critical
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This semester is trying to kill me
#I've been awake for like an hour and already feel like I'm gonna have a nervous breakdown#not to be a baby about it but ive put more into my efforts than all my peers and have gotten no encouragement whatsoever from anyone#aside from the occasional “you did a good job” from the more seasoned embalmers#its just constant fucking criticism feom my teacher who everyone hates because he nitpicks EVERYTHING and intentionally makes people feel#stupid#and like I'm doomed or a fuck up because i cant get everything perfect on my first try even though this course is an absolute wreck#no fucking guidance no encouragement nothing. i just have to decipher everything from chaos on my own and when i get it right i get nothing#the rest if the time he treats me like I'm stupid and going to fail the class.#i already have that voice in my head louder than everything else man I really dont need it from you.#i hate this stupid fucking school#and I don't even make enough to make it worth it. i make enough to barely fucking survive
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