#insomnia issues lol

[buckybarnesslutshop]

every time someone has ever told me to go to sleep, i have never once listened. like ever. i had a friend learn to tell me to stay up bc i wont listen-

stubborn <3

[milfbrainrot]

i hope wellbutrin stops making me so stupid it took me like 20 seconds to remember the word sensible after bouncing back and forth between sensual and sensitive

[bluebeetle]

actually im still mad at that like... most teachers tolerated me being sleepy in class because I excelled on my school work so it was clearly not effecting my actual performance. but this one teacher (For a stupid class I was forced to take to fill the period) pulled me out in front of everyone into the hall to give me a 'warning' about falling asleep while she was talking and how I needed to get to bed earlier or else, and I was like ok Ma'am I have this Chronic Illness that makes me Extremely Fatigued, I just started Medication for it, It's why I Missed Class Last Month because I had Blood work for it, I am trying my best here. and she was like "Well you still need to go to bed earlier" NO! THAT'S LITERALLY NOT THE PROBLEM. I FEEL FATIGUE NO MATTER WHAT THAT IS WHY IT IS A CHRONIC ILLNESS. IT IS MY METABOLISM. I LITERALLY COULD SLEEP ALL DAY AND STILL BE TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[bistaxx]

I think it's always gonna tickle me a bit seeing so many others despair over the early event times cuz in the meanwhile my naturally early bird ass is out here thriving and cheering like. Yippee!!!

[butterrdream]

I am in much pain today and my fingers (and even other areas too now) have started to flare up again… it’s been almost a whole year of me fighting off this flareup why won’t it leave me aloneee 😭😭

[astrunaria]

thinking about making a semi-autobiographical story based on the weird state my life is in rn like tatsuki fujimoto did with look back mostly because I kind of dislike how people seem to misjudge quiet kids like me a lot

[rosegolden13]

TF-141's favorite cuddle positions!!

Simon wants you to sleep on top of him. No, you won’t crush him, don’t be ridiculous. He just needs you as close as possible, in contact in as many places as physically manageable. The steady weight of you on his chest doesn’t necessarily help with his constant insomnia but it doesn’t hurt either. At least, he’s awake and comfortable instead of awake and miserable. His heavy arms will press you closer into him, his chin grazing the top of your head as you sleep on his chest. Luckily for you, he’s scarily good at staying still so you’ll sleep soundly even if sleep doesn’t find him nearly as easily.

Soap will 1000% use your tits as a pillow. I’m so sorry but it’s so true and you can’t convince me otherwise. It’s his favorite place to rest his head. He’ll mumble to you sleepily, turning his head deeper into your chest until you can’t even hear him just feeling the vibration of his words against you. If you try to tell him you’re too sore, he’ll whine and get all pouty on you. Honestly, you should just let him because it’s a win-win: you don’t have to listen to his whining and he’ll actually stay still for once while he sleeps so you won’t wake up freezing with the blankets (and likely Soap) on the floor. Honorable mention: he’d also love to rest his head in your lap or your tummy. Do we see a pattern? He likes using you as a pillow.

Gaz is a classic kind of guy. He wants you as his little spoon, tucked into his side as close as he can hold you. Your back is pressed against his chest, ass pressed into his hips, and legs tangled up together. This way his nose can rest in your hair and take in the subtle fragrance of your shampoo. His arm is locked around your stomach, elbow nestled around your hip, large hand splayed over your soft tummy. It’s nearly impossible to get up unless he lets you up- good luck. And he will playfully wrestle you into position so don’t even bother. He could use half his strength and still have you snug against him, no issues.

Price wants you cuddled into his side, using his shoulder as a pillow while his arm rests on the curve of your waist. He always wants you to face him so he can sneak little morning and good night kisses easily, the scruff of his beard rubbing against your cheek. This man gives off an unnatural amount of heat so, he’ll blast the air conditioning in the summer, heedless of the electricity bill, to make sure you’ll still want to snuggle with him. You both sleep better that way anyways. Once he’s settled into a leave, he’ll sleep like a log but if he’s just gotten back from a long deployment, expect him to wake at your slightest movement. Honorable mention: he loves falling asleep with you on his lap in his favorite recliner, probably snoring right in your ear.

Sorry if you're looking for a part 2 to my little drabbles!! I just have no clue where to go with it because I did not plan on expanding it... so take this instead LOL

[daisukijosh]

im so tired of working :( i just want to come in when i want and not come in when i dont want. i get paid the same amount for 8 hours every day when i would arguably get the same amount or more done if i was only there for 5 hours.

[redshoes-blues]

I’m one of those can’t-sleep-without-a-fan-on people and my fan just broke. right before bed. I feel completely ridiculous for crying over this as an adult but I’m so upset, I probably won’t be able to sleep now. I hate having sensory issues so so much

[astrolook]

🌀6th Lord in Houses - Enemies, Health, Daily Life, and Inner Battles 🌀

Note: These are all my personal observations and patterns I've noticed over the years. Take what resonates with you more and leave the rest. Lemme know in the comments if it hits home!

There are general interpretations. The signs on the house can make things different. Look at your Vedic chart!

6th lord in 1st - You're used to being underestimated and so you overperform. Your daily life is in survival mode by default. You're always fixing things, not just your own, but others' messes too. You care too much, even for people who don’t deserve it. Can have a "resting face". Might run on caffeine. Migraines, weak immunity, nail biting, or neck pain can be seen here. Your worst enemy is...yourself.

6th lord in 2nd - Feeling of never having enough. Attract "users", not partners. Either a stingy or a spendthrift. No in-between. Throat surgery, in some cases. You pretend you don’t care about status, but lowkey feel like a failure when you’re not “ahead.” Jaw tension. Messy relationship with food. People either depend on you too much or disappear when you need support. Stays loyal to family members even though they're not good for you and just sucks it up. You give advice to people but might not follow it yourself. Dental issues, blood sugar irregularities, PCOS, metabolic disorders, food allergies, binge eating, or anorexia can be seen here in some cases. Your worst enemy is comfort that becomes a cage.

6th lord in 3rd - You’ve had full-blown arguments in your head that never happened IRL. Enemies = frenemies. Especially the ones who “joke” too much. Arguments with your sibling, if you had one. Dehydration. Nervous disorders, in some cases. Might keep a journal or vent everything into a Notes app or to any unfortunate soul that happened to be there at the time. You might try to do 5 things at once and feel ashamed of not finishing any. People can gaslight you. You want to be heard but hate attention, like explain that lol. You might dream of moving away from your hometown, starting afresh, or ghosting your friendship(s) forever. ADHD, hand/wrist pain, insomnia, neck/shoulder pain from poor posture, or breathing issues can be seen here in some cases. Your worst enemy is the loud voice that sounds like yours but isn’t.

6th lord in 4th - You grew up learning to stay quiet. Might even walk quietly. You might have had strict or helicopter parents, in some cases. Home isn't a safe place. You crave comfort but don’t know what it really feels like. Might say "sorry" a lot. Love feels like walking on eggshells, because that’s what it’s always been. You try to fix your family by being the “good one,” even when it’s killing you. You second-guess your feelings because they were dismissed growing up. Ulcers, gastritis, acid reflux, menstrual cramps, belly, asthma, and hormonal imbalances can be seen here in some cases. Your worst enemy is emotional guilt disguised as family loyalty.

6th lord in 5th - You give your heart to people who treat you like a "score". Fun feels like something you have to “earn.” When you are happy, you just know that it's gonna be taken away from you soon, or you know that it's temporary. You lowkey want someone to fight for you, not with you. You learned early that attention had conditions. Be impressive, be useful, be entertaining, or be invisible. You fall in love with people who feel broken, because fixing them feels safer than being truly seen. Irregular periods, fertility concerns, hormonal swings, risk of heart palpitations or minor arrhythmias, bloating, or digestive issues can be seen here in some cases. Your worst enemy is drama you confuse for passion.

6th lord in 6th - You don't avoid problems, you solve them in silence. You’re the person everyone depends on, but no one checks in with. OCD in some cases. You attract situations that test your patience, boundaries, and sanity daily. You hate asking people for help. You attract jealous coworkers, messy “friends,” and one-sided relationships. You might feel responsible for everything, even things that aren’t yours to carry. Long-term health conditions, autoimmune disorders, inflammatory disorders, constipation, lower back pain or knee pain can be seen here in some cases. Your worst enemy is... the belief that struggle equals virtue.

6th lord in 7th - You are loyal to the wrong people or stay too long with the wrong partner. You attract partners with baggage, and they leave you carrying it. You're afraid that if you set boundaries, they'll leave. Your depression, anxiety, and health issues would skyrocket when you're in a bad relationship. Your BODY KNOWS! You might fix others' lives while yours fall apart. Enemies to lovers, and after the breakup, it's lovers to enemies. If things are calm, you assume something’s off. You sometimes end up in legal conflicts, debt, or moral dilemmas because of a partner's decisions. Skin issues like eczema, rashes, acne or UTI, yeast infections, food poisoning, nausea, blood pressure swings during fights, clinical depression after a breakup or a divorce from their loved one can be seen here in some cases. Your worst enemy is... the person you love/trust the most.

6th lord in 8th - You’ve survived things you don’t talk about, and most people wouldn’t understand anyway. For example: emotional or sexual abuse, dangerous situations, a rare disease, or a complex surgery, etc. Your enemies don’t announce themselves, they hide in family, in lovers, in you. You're the black sheep, the scapegoat, or the cycle-breaker in your family. You learn through loss. Each time something is ripped from you, a new version of you is born. You’ve experienced spiritual or psychic awakenings that were triggered by crisis, not choice. Sex can terrify you, in some cases. Might completely refrain from doing so. PCOS, endometriosis, hormonal dysfunction, bowel issues, sleep issues, nightmares, sleep paralysis, pelvic pain, STDs can be seen here in some cases. Your worst enemy is silence that hides the truth.

6th lord in 9th - You didn’t just lose faith. It got torn from your hands by people you trusted. Your mentors, gurus, or teachers might have disappointed you or could have been harsh, and it cut deeper than betrayal. You’ve questioned your entire worldview after one painful experience. You want to believe in justice, karma, truth…but the reality you’ve lived makes that hard. Travel may bring conflict regarding visa issues or financial setbacks. You might have been punished for asking too many questions. Racism, in some cases. Enemies can come in the form of know-it-alls, fake spiritual leaders, or moral superiority complexes. Liver/kidney issues, vitamin/ protein deficiency, nervous disorders, leg accidents/surgery, can be seen here in some cases. Your worst enemy is blind faith in broken systems.

6th lord in 10th - Bosses either love your work ethic or exploit it. Usually both. You attract jealous coworkers, fake allies, and silent competition. Career setbacks feel personal. You hold everything together until one tiny thing breaks you. You're scared to be seen struggling, so you smile harder. You've had to work twice as hard to earn half the recognition. Can develop an "impostor syndrome" in some cases. Sleep deprivation, dark under eyes, headaches/ migraines, upper body weakness, high blood pressure can be seen here in some cases. Your worst enemy is your boss/co-worker.

6th lord in 11th - You’ve felt loneliest while surrounded by people. You're everyone's emergency contact, but no one’s first thought when they’re celebrating. Your biggest haters sometimes came disguised as your biggest fans or supporters. You carry guilt for outgrowing people who aren’t growing with you. Collaborations often turn into one-sided labor for you. Allergies, autoimmune disorders, rare syndromes, weak eyesight, mental health issues can be seen here in some cases. Can attract clout-chasers, energy vampires disguised as friends in your circle. Your worst enemy is the friend who envies you but smiles anyway.

6th lord in 12th - You’re always tired, but you don’t even know why anymore. You wake up drained, go to sleep anxious, and live in a body that feels like it’s carrying something ancient. Your enemies don’t announce themselves, but they whisper, sabotage, and fade out. Sleep issues. You carry shame from things you didn’t choose, didn’t cause, but still feel responsible for. You escape when it gets too much through fantasy, oversleeping, alcohol/drugs, doomscrolling, or even disappearing from your own life. I mean, you’re so used to emotional isolation that real connection feels foreign. Hates loud noises and crowds. Can have psychic dreams that show you the truth about people who hide things from you. Sleep paralysis or nightmares, mysterious illness, poor gut health, hypersensitivity to medication, noise, light or psychological issues can be seen here in some cases. Your worst enemy is... the pain you won’t/can't name.

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[just1cefor4ll]

Can I request a Tyler ( or Aiden but please Tyler) x reader fic? Reader has lived in the phantom realm for almost her entire life and because of that she is always sleepy and hungry since she doesn't get transported back like the others. But she is a great fighter. Fem or gn reader please and could you please write a scenario too? Thanks you and a you can ignore this if you like ❤

warnings: bad grammar, swearing, mentions of reader not eating, reader has some form of insomnia(??) gender neutral reader

A/N: I tried to make sure that this is gender neutral but if I made any mistakes then please correct me! Also I’m new to the fandom so if I got anything incorrect then again, don’t be afraid to correct me.

I hope I wrote everything the way you wanted and that you will request again some time<3

Tyler & Aiden (seperate) x gn!reader

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You’ve been stuck in this place for a while, ever since you were about 13. One day you were playing outisde in the yard, when you saw this strange creature. You being a naive child went towards it and tried talking to it. You weren’t really the type of child to be scared of everything and you thought it was just your imagination. When you when to confront it, you collapsed. After that you woke up in this strange place, an exact copy of the real world yet the sky was red and strange creatures started to appear everywhere. Your big brother would get into fights often, so he taught you some self defense so you managed to survive, quickly seeking shelter. At your age many kids would panic and probably wouldn’t survive, but you pulled through. Ever since then you kinda were afraid to sleep, scared that the creatures would somehow manage to get to you and hurt you. Same with food, you rarely went out to get food, only living off what people left in their houses, well at least the houses that weren’t infested with phantoms.

You and your parents would go out into the wilderness often, so you had necessary survival skills and had enough supplies for the first few weeks of being there. You learned to survive the phantom attacks and you have a pretty well built shelter. In the present time you met a group of people your age. You almost collapsed from how happy you were to finally have human interaction after so many dreadful years of being in this horrific place. They accepted you into the group, some being a bit skeptical at first but changed their mind once you told them your story.

You were a more skilled person in the group, taking the role as leader with a girl named Ashlyn. You moved your things from your shelter that wasn’t that far from the “graveyard” as they liked to call it. After a few hours you were done taking your things there and saw they weren’t there anymore. Your eyes widen and you start to panic; “Did they leave me?” “Was I just imagining it?” “Did they get hurt by the phantoms?” You run into one of the buses and see a note on one of the seats. It explained that they have a different experience in this realm. They go to this realm at midnight for 7 hours, then wake up in the human realm. You couldn’t help but envy them but you were glad nothing happened to them and that you weren’t imagining it.

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Tyler Hernández

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To say that Tyler would literally turn into your second mother that would be an understatement.

He would constantly bring you food when he could and when he was in the living world he would make you some food before he went to school so you don’t starve while they are away. (things that are moved to a certian place in the living world appear in the “phantom realm”

You two would definitely start dating after some time but you would be the one making the first move lol

He would have some trust issues but once he warms up to you he’s cool

Taylor would definitely be happy that her twin brother is finally happy with someone (even if he can’t see them whenever he wants)

He would cuddle you in the bus and protect you with his life fr

He would be super caring and would scold you if you wouldn’t eat for a long period of time, the same with sleeping.

When you eat and get a normal amount of sleep you have a LOT of energy. Like it’s as if you drank 10 cups of coffee in on go!

definitely praises you!!

He would be jealous if you taught anyone other than him so give him some love right after!!

Admires you for sure like he’s looking at you with heart eyes and is the most love sick guy you will ever meet lmao even if he doesn’t look like it

Overall I believe he isn’t the MOST caring in the group but definitely one of the most caring :3

Everyone quickly started noticing your sluggish movements and the constant rumbling of your stomach. You always had dark eye bags under your eyes and you were exhausted all of the time. Tyler was the first one to notice and comment on it. You tried saying you were fine but he just didn’t buy it. “Come on I can tell you’re exhausted and clearly hungry, come we should have at least an apple for you to eat.” He says and drags you to the bus where they would keep these types of necessities. He mumbled some swears you couldn’t quite understand since it was in Spanish. He handed you the apple and rolled his eyes, acting like he doesn’t care. “After you eat that go and rest, I don’t want you to collapse tomorrow..” He says, looking away from you and sits down on one of the seats in the bus.

You nod and raise a brow at his strange behavior. He never really acted kind or caring towards anyone except his sister, but you didn’t mind the special treatment. You lay down on the seat, curling into a ball and close your eyes, falling asleep in almost an instant. It was a while since you’ve slept for a healthy amount of time. You usually wouldn’t sleep or only had a few minutes of sleep since the phantom noises kept you awake constantly.

You slept for quite a long time, even past the time the group would appear and wake up in the real world. The moment it hit midnight Tyler quickly checked up on you, hoping you wouldn’t be mad that he wasn’t there when you woke up, but when he went to look towards the seat you slept on you were still there, asleep. He was taken aback by this since you slept for literally the whole day! He shook you awake, wanting to make sure you didn’t die or something in your sleep. You woke up, grumbling as you glared at the person who woke you only to see Tyler with a concerned expression. “What?” “What do you mean what!? You slept for like 30 hours!” He says and looks at you as if you were some kind of psycho. “Oh I did?” You ask, stretching your aching body and sit up. “Jeez Y/N when was the last time you’ve slept? And I mean properly.” You chuckle at his reaction and explain how you’ve had trouble sleeping, since you heard the phantoms like Ashlyn, just not so intensely. You explain your situation a bit more to him, not wanting to just leave him without an explanation on why you were the way you were.

You explain and Tyler looks at you with a sympathetic but quickly rolls his eyes and flicks your forehead; “Whatever nerd, come it’s time for you to teach us fighting or whatever..” He rolls his eyes and exits the bus. You usually teach the group how to fight when they can’t practice with Ashlyns parents since.. her parents can’t go into the realm with them. Tyler was sitting on the side while you were teaching Aiden and he yelled “Yea babe beat his ass!” He whistles and claps, having a proud look on his face. He definitely admires your skill but is like “pfft of course she’s strong she’s MY girlfriend” but in private he praises the living hell put of you. He grabs you by the hand and pulls you away from the group who is now resting and catching their breath. He pulls you closer to him and cups your cheek; “You did great princesa I’m so proud of you.” He says and kisses you on the forehead. “Oh well what kind of teacher would I be if I wasn’t any good?” You tease and wrap your arms around his neck. “Stop flirting I can hear you both!” Ashly yells and you both pull away quickly and look at each other, bursting into fits of laughter.

Aiden Clark

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He is a TEASE but like tbh he oblivious asf like bro doesn’t even notice for a good few months even after you start dating

He is really concerned once he finds out tho but still he doesn’t take it THAT seriously but still cares!!

He fr is terrified of you when you have energy tho cuz likeee your really strong

Aiden had seen you fr collapse somewhere from exhaustion and get back up like a few seconds later, beating the phantoms like it was nothing

He is super sad that he can’t see you in the normal world and tries to spend as much time with you as possible

Teases you if your stomach grumbles lmfao he finds that shit hilarious (runs away 2 seconds after he teases you)

Definitely brings you food, even if it’s not the most healthy but if you have a particular food you like expect to get it like at least twice a week

Overall is pretty chill but still caring<3

Aiden didn’t really notice at first, his mind wandering else where like usual or would tease and flirt with you. He only started noticing when you started dozing off in the most inconvenient places like when you were on a mission with the group and they just found you collapsed on the floor, only waking when you heard a phantom and kicked its ass! He was amazed but a little bit concerned but didn’t really show it, teasing you without an end. Once you got back to the graveyard he pulled you away from the rest of the group, finding Ashlyns rambling anout the next plan boring. He leads you to one of the buses and sits down, his back against the window and lays you down on top of him, your head resting on his chest. “What are you—” He silences you with a quick kiss on the lips and smiles, his usual manic like smile no where to be seen, only a genuine soft smile. “Rest, you need it. I can’t promise I will be here when you wake up but just rest, ‘kay? You’re safe.” He hugs you closer and your heart skips a beat. You smile and make yourself comfortable, falling asleep in the blink of an eye.

Aiden layed there with you, rubbing your back and playing with your hair. He grew bored after a while, typical Aiden but he let his mind wander, keeping himself occupied by thinking of random things and unconsciously braiding pieces of your hair. He only snapped out of it when he heard a quite loud rumbling. He lifted his arms off you and looked down at you with wide eyes, his manic like smile reappearing. He chuckled, he would definitely tease you about that later.

After a while he awoke in the real world, he texted the rest of the group in the group chat and smiled mischievously. Once midnight hit, you were awoken by noises coming from outside the bus. You quickly sat up, but calm down once you see a smiling Aiden looking down at you. You sigh, relieved it wasn’t phantoms when the door to the bus suddenly opened. You stood up and saw the group holding different kids of food you haven’t eaten in years! You look at the food like a kid seeing a toy they want and look at Aiden who smiled at you. “Surprise.” He says and the rest of the group places the food down on the floor, everyone sitting down and dig in. You sit down and eat a good amount of food yourself, eating to your hearts content. Everyone watches in awe at how much you ate but they were happy, especially Aiden that they could do this for you.

After everyone finished eating you helped cleaning up, Aiden approaching you and hugging you from behind; “Enjoyed the food, love?” He says and kisses your jaw, then cheek. “Yeah, a lot. How did you come up with this?” He smirks and rests his chin on your shouler; “Oh, I heard a little noise~” He puts one arm on your stomach and chuckles; “And I thought you would be thrilled with this surprise!” Your face turns red and you turn around and smack his head, grumbling and storming away.

[sunflowersandsapphires]

I'm glad you've touched on Frank's PTSD before, as I feel like it often gets overlooked. Did you have any headcanons about how it affects him, how he deals with it? Would he tell reader about it?

Oh anon, I could talk about this for DAYS.

How it affects him

Irritation/Hostility: Frank’s grumpiness is part of him, for sure, but I think that is hugely because of his PTSD. any little thing can set him off. His frustration is ever present, stemming from his inability to protect his family. That loss is always on his mind.

Anxiety: Frank ALSO has anxiety which I don’t think we as a fandom talk about enough. He is TERRIFIED of losing more people he loves. We see that with his desperation to protect Karen/Curtis/Amy/the Liebermans. If you are lucky enough to get close to Frank Castle, he will keep himself up at night thinking about ways you could get hurt. And thus…

Nightmares/Insomnia: In canon, Frank lives through his biggest tragedy over and over again through recurring nightmares. And once he connects with Sarah Lieberman and the kids, they show up in the dreams too. If Frank allowed himself to start a new relationship, he would undoubtedly dream about losing you too. Because of this, we see him not sleeping well, if at all. I don’t think it’s far fetched to say this man has raging insomnia.

Hyper-vigilance: Frank is the definition of hypervigilance. Which is partly the reason that he and Karen get along so well, I think. He would really relate to her “I feel like danger is lurking in every corner” sentiment. Once Frank has anything of value, he’s convinced it’s going to be taken away the minute he lets his guard down. I think this would manifest in little things like him not falling asleep until you were already passed out beside him and he’d triple checked all the locks. He’d never let you walk on the outside of the sidewalk or sleep closest to the door. I think loud noises would occasionally spike his heart rate, even if he doesn’t act evidently distressed.

Social Isolation: Because he is so terrified of losing people, he shuts them out instead. Being a loner is preferable to suffering through another tragedy. When he gets really in his head about how dangerous he is to be around, he’d get mean and distant, trying to push you away. You can overcome his isolation, but it takes patience and persistence (as Curtis has shown us)

How he deals with it

He doesn’t lol. We see Frank coping with the various symptoms but he REFUSES to acknowledge that he has an issue, whether or not it is labeled as PTSD. So I’m not sure he will ever truly deal with it. But I think allowing himself to move on from Maria would be a great first step.

Would he tell reader?

Yes and no. I think he’d absolutely warn you about the different symptoms. Tell you stuff like “I’m not a nice guy” and “might not wanna stay over, I ain’t a good sleeper”

It’s not that he’s intentionally hiding it from you, it’s that he’s distanced himself from the label of PTSD (because he’s so scared of being out of control) to the point that he doesn’t believe he has ever fit into that category. He’s as open with you as he can be, being Frank and all.

Let me know if I missed anything you wanted me to touch on!! Thanks for submitting and ask 😄

[lubrumalis]

ghost headcanons! (realistic)

tw: nsfw, spoilers, dead dove do not eat

a lot of these are based off of my personal understanding of him

part 2 —> character analysis of ghost

general:

didn’t go back to manchester after his family died, too many foul memories—a lot of friends will probably know him as a murderer (comic reference, ghost was accused of killing his family in the newspaper)

has a fit body. a lot of people like to hc him as big and bulky, i think otherwise! its actually a huge disadvantage to be bulky in size as a soldier (logistics while fighting yk). most SAS soldiers are trained for endurance and fitness, i think he has a moreso lean body

hes not cold and ruthless, wouldn’t say hes a big softie either.

VERYYYY punctual. always on time

will not abuse or rape anyone. this guys been through atrocities, he would never do it to someone else

won’t hire a prostitute, ever.

honestly, hes just another dude in the military. he loves dad jokes and bourbon😭

ghost doesn’t think hes mean or tries to be, he simply is intimidating because of his size and way of talking

he likes watching soccer in his free time

gets internally offended if someone thinks hes from london (anywhere but Manchester)

very dark humoured. tell him any dark joke and he wouldn’t care

loves tea

listens to older british bands, like the smiths

cannot understand modern slang at all. what does ‘iykyk’ and ‘rizzler’ mean???

texts like a typical millennial. uses ‘😂’ and ‘😜’ unironically. types with proper grammar and spelling with punctuation too, maybe an occasional LOL

also unironically likes posts about trust issues and being a sigma male. he doesn’t actually think hes one, he just relates to those quotes that are like: “being alone is better than with fakes” 😭😭😭😭

ghost probably hates other men more than misandrists 😕 i think its bc hes always fighting other men and dealing with the cruel things theyve done, so ghost subconsciously feels more on guard with men he doesnt know

has insomnia

doesn’t cry. ghost doesn’t remember the last time he cried.

isn’t rich rich, but has a ton of savings. he doesn’t have a family or spend a lot. so the money piles up.

relationship hcs:

first off, i dont think he’d realistically get into one anyway LMAO

s/o would have to the chasing, i dont think ghost is the kind to actively pursue someone

he has charisma, doesn’t feel like using it

hes very against the idea at first—his family got murdered because he was in the military, you think hes gonna let it happen again?

probably will not like someone working with him as a soldier

i think itd go two ways: a) you are a civilian who aggressively pursues the poor guy and he gives in, b) you work as a military nurse and gradually get to know him, c) you are a longtime close friend of his before he was in the military

i cant see him being fwb with anyone, only one night stands

hes not a toxic partner or super lovey dovey

ghost doesn’t entertain multiple women at once

itd most likely end up in a breakup where he fears for your safety:(((

BUT lets ignore that

tbh, i think he would probably be with someone very empathetic and kind to others. he doesn’t like people overly energetic, too soft, or someone that annoys him

persons gotta be independent and good with long distance

simon doesn’t care about age gaps, but probably wants someone at least in their late twenties

had a hard time opening up, eventually told you everything once he trusts you

another reason why i think he wants someone empathetic is because he has severe trust issues😃😃

last thing he’d care about is looks for long term relationships

the type of guy to disappear for 6 months and reappear to be like “remember im your husband???”🫡

doesn’t let you tell your friends about him—No hes not being uncommitted or toxic, but hes simply being cautious after what happened to his family

you can’t show anyone photos of him, his name, his occupation, NOTHHINGGG

so you fake a name for your bf who your friends think you’re lying about

definitely does not let you post on social media about him either.

installs security in your home, teaches you self defense, and gives you weapons. this guy can be paranoid

will never hit you or lay a hand on you

ghost genuinely thinks you saved him—his life was bleak and empty before you came in. subconsciously thinks of you as a savior

he buys you gifts, does chores for you, he really likes you :(

ghost actively tries to make his voice sound softer and friendlier when hes talking to you

doesnt understand playing mind games, things like the silent treatment or “im ok” when ur not ok thing. just tell him how you feel

doesn’t tell his team about your existence. you and his job are always going to be separate.

avoids talking about what he does in the military. ghost has killed and injured many and he doesn’t want you to see that side of him.

scary dog privileges for SURE

[strawbairicake]

Seraphie's evil/villain arc begins now! Hehe >:))) /j

HI, RIRI!! I'M HERE TO SEND YOU A REQUEST!! I'm supposed to request the knight Phainon or prince Phainon one... But I suddenly have this new idea I have in mind!!! Me thinks you'll love it because it's your husband!! Heheo⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠o♥

May I request Ratio with a reader who suffers from insomnia? That they have to read some books every night(to make their imagination run wild and exhaust their mind) so that they can sleep but it takes so long for them to sleep... But the longer they suffer from insomnia, the thinner they get! (That's the current condition I'm in, sadly! :(( That's why I thought about this!<3)

your favorite insomniac- dr. ratio x reader

synopsis: your beloved husband helps you, the insomniac, fall asleep quicker.

warnings: uh, none? maybe bad characterization but i did my best, okay? mentions of reader thinning/losing a bit of weight from not eating bc of insomnia but that’s it, me thinks. 

word count: 438, not long enough for my liking, but i do like what i wrote, so slay! LOL!

author’s note: thank you for the request, Seraphie! i hope it meets all of what you wanted in the request, not sure how to write thinning so i tried my best! hope you enjoy regardless! <3

taglist: @axolotsofluv, @sqgeism, @vyyper, @your-sleeparalysisdem0n, @cmiru, @unriding, @sillyseraphie, @sheyfu, + @m1ckeyb3rry! lmk if you’d like to be added to the taglist! 

“you’re skipping meals again.” your beloved husband says as he observes you get into your shared bed. you stop mid-movement, looking at him almost quizzically. 

“how do you mean?” you ask.

“you’re slightly thinner than usual. i’m assuming it’s because you’re not eating well-enough. this could be causing your sleeping issues as well. come, let’s get you something to eat. if it would make you feel better, I’ll eat something with you.” he replies. 

he sets the book he was reading before you entered the bedroom on his nightstand and gets up and walks to the kitchen. 

you quickly follow him to the kitchen and he makes himself a bowl of fruit while you sit at the kitchen table and fidget with your hands. in your relationship, you don’t cook or prep meals unless Veritas is sick, which is rare. but if you offer to help him cook, he always declines and shoos you over to go sit at the table, in classic Veritas form. 

he starts making you a small sandwich, something like a comfort food for you. not too big, not too small, and nothing overwhelming for you, which was good. 

he sets the plated sandwich in front of you and sits across from you and starts eating his bowl of fruits. you eat your food quietly, mindful to not eat too quickly. Veritas finishes his bowl of fruits a little bit before you so he watches you eat the rest of your sandwich. when you finish, you slide your plate in front of him, jokingly telling him to pick up the plate and bowl. Veritas smiles at your action, taking the plate and bowl and putting them in the kitchen sink- he’ll get to that tomorrow morning.

he walks back to you at the table, and reaches a hand out to you. you look up at him and smile before taking it. you both walk back to your bedroom and start getting comfortable in bed. As you snuggle into Veritas’s side, you notice he picks his book up again. 

“What book is that?” 

“It’s a book about Quantum Physics. something you probably wouldn’t enjoy.”

“Will you read it to me?” you beam up at him, and Veritas feels the smile tug at his face. 

“of course, listen carefully now…”

and within the first hour your husband read to you, you were out like a light. he places a gentle kiss on your forehead before putting his book back on the nightstand. 

“good night, my love. sleep well.” and he too, would be out like a light as well, reuniting with you in the dream realm.

©2025 strawbairicake. do not repost, copy, translate, modify, or use for AI.

[tulparty]

Mouthwashing Headcanons: Capitano Edition

Captain Grant Curly. A 43 year old man that's 6'7'' and around 250+ pounds of muscle. incredibly intimidating when in his presence yet he somehow makes you feel just so, so comfortable around him.

White™ (British + Canadian American that grew up in the US)

Joined Pony Express as a mechanic-in-training around 10 years before the events of the game

Professional to a T. Fully fluent and corporate drivel to everyone on the Tulpar's dismay, but not afraid to turn it off to help someone. (i.e Jimmy's eval and Anya's breakdown)

Bisexual disaster that thought he was straight until his 20s. He also has a tendency to get infatuated with the ones he close with.

His main love language is touch. He does things like pats your back, taps your shoulder to get your attention, or even just rests his hand on your shoulder when talking to you. High fives. Fist bumps. those kinds of things. He also loves both saying and receiving words of affirmation.

Physically healthy as an ox, but struggles a lot mentally. He deals with insomnia, anxiety, depression, DPDR, C-PTSD, and selective mutism. The poor man gets too stressed and just. Shuts down.

Despite being focused on his physical health he is an off and off social smoker. He doesn't buy any himself but will ask for one if they start smoking.

He has a debilitating fear of needles and blood will pass out every time he sees either or gives blood.

He kinda slept around and was a(n unintentional) heartbreaker in Highschool/College while trying to figure himself out. He's of course settled down since then but he still has a. uh. "High drive."

Former frat boy that can still party like one at his age. He never gets blackout drunk though... not anymore at least. Jimmy has some great stories about him.

He is surprisingly a bit of a shit stirrer and ornery. He never does anything serious but he just does little things. Maybe Daisuke's mad that he can't spend time with Anya, and instead of telling him that she's busy and he can't do anything about it, he goes to her and tells her that Daisuke would just LOVE to spend time with her, but for some reason he's having issues.

For another example. I fully believe this man gave Daisuke extra sweetener. Only the captain had the code for it, and while there's like. a myriad of ways to work around it I just wanna think Daisuke begged him for some and he caved.

While some of his obliviousness is just... Curly being oblivious, a substantial amount of it is him faking it. Hinting that he knows what you're talking about but not saying it kind of stuff if that makes sense? If you've worked with upper management you know what I'm talking about lol.

He's not one to get angry but very much blows up when he does. He holds a lot of resentment because he wants to keep the peace and doesn't say what's on his mind and it all overflows whenever someone crosses a line with him. Jimmy throughout his years of Jimmyisms has only ever made him deeply angry once, and he seems genuinely kinda sad and terrified when he talks about it

Headcanon voice is the talented GianniMatragrano! Been a fan of his for years now :)

Mouthwashing divider by sister-lucifer!

Curly (You are here) Anya Jimmy Daisuke Swansea General MW headcanons (soon!)

[ann-beth]

What a fuckign health week lol

Hoping praying manifesting there's no cases today so that i dont have to on the AC in the clinic