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“The Pitt”: Jack Abbot’s appreciation post 🔥 original posts: x, x, x, x, x, x, x + other characters: part 1, 2, 3, 5
#the pitt#I meant to post this yesterday BUT umm I kinda sorta wrote a fic about this man instead 😭🥺 gonna be brave and maybe post it too#anyways big THANK YOU to everyone who ever made a thirsty post about him (I obviously can relate) 🌹#I’ve read quite a few but unfortunately long posts don’t look cute on gifs bc they take too much space#alsooo why aren’t we talking about him saying “baby”?? (yes that’s why I chose that exact moment for the last gif lol)#lauraneedstochilledits#jack abbot#jack abbott#dr abbot#shawn hatosy#thepittedit#thepittsource#tvedit#tvdoctors
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This post is not about Mori, and I am begging y'all to examine the implicit biases that are informing your understanding of the Port Mafia, the informal economy, and organized crime.
y'all do Gin, Higuchi, Hirotsu, Tachihara, Chuuya, Dazai, and Mori so dirty with the way you talk about who cares about Akutagawa and who doesn't.
#i almost didnt list Mori#because I had an inkling this would happen#and that people would ignore everything else said and unsaid to have a wholly separate convo about mori#but it felt intellectually dishonest#and against the spirit of the post#so i included him#that bsd can canonically have SO much regarding the complicated reality missed by black and white frameworks#and even just literal actual lines of text stating criminality does not mean bad and legality does not mean good#that the pm can canonically administrate the social contract where yokohama cant#b/c it's still sliced up between foreign and civilian and military entities#in literal express text#but this is the level of fandom convo that happens instead#is why i wrote the post
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when we’re done with our overwhelming grief we’ll eat i guess
#book 22#im verh drunk#hi#greatest hits#not really sure why this one resonated. are u all ok#is everyone just at the shiva#yall need to stop saying you arent gonna eat then in the tags#i love that a lot of you are getting beautiful things out of this#but some of yall need to know i wrote this while incredibly drunk#this isnt meant to be all that deep this is just shitty iliad posting#more comments like this is just judaism. surprise surprise im jewish#but again this isnt about sitting shiva#this is me drunk talking about the last 3 books of the iliad#idk what to tell u man#legendary warrior
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I am a girl.
Always have been, always will be. It took me a while to figure that out, But that doesn’t make it any less true.
I am a girl.
I like dresses and skirts, Thigh-highs and Plushies, Light pinks and blues.
I am a girl.
When I hike in the woods or bike on the road, When I party with friends or play games alone, When I march in the street or cry on my bed,
I am a girl.
Nothing can change that. Not a politician’s pen, or a bigot’s threats, Not a prison’s cell, or a Nazi’s camp.
I am a girl.
When I’m bloodied and beaten, When I’m old and withered, When I’m long dead and gone,
I will always be a girl.
#Found this in my drafts#Apparently I wrote it write after Trump signed that executive order saying there's only two genders and that they're assigned at birth.#I wasn't having a great day#Not sure why I never posted it though#trans#transfem#transgender#trans girl#trans woman#trans women#transgender woman#writing#creative writing#poetry#poems on tumblr
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Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.
Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).
Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader –– an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.
Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.
Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).
AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best –– if you've been wrong the whole time –– that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.
But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s
At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.
#mlp#yeah i wrote this last night during insomnia.#yeah i know an embarrassing amount of crap about this kids show#but whatever it's my hyperfixation i'll store as much useless information as i want!!!#i'm gay and neurodivergent i have an excuse#in case you needed more proof that aj's my favorite character#personal#delete later#unless you like this analysis stuff#i get why they didn't reveal aj's parent's death until way later and why they didn't do much with it but i wish they did#cuz narratively there could've been so much material with aj's grief. like. i feel like we gloss over the fact that she lost her#mother and father as a teenager#i tried keeping my personal hcs out of this to keep it unbiased#but i'll put some in the tags#involving rarijack –– i think aj can be (but not always) very self-conscious about her relationship with rarity#anxieties that she's not the right fit or that rarity will move away and leave her some day or that another woman will take her attention#(like in rollercoaster of friendship?? nudge nudge??). basic seperation anxiety stuff#long post#regarding applebloom whenever i think about her and her parents i think about that scene in steven universe where steven looks up at#a portrait of his mother and openly wonders what kind of sack lunches she would've made for him. that episode still fucks me up
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Aspec men deserve much more respect and recognition in the aspec community than they receive. They often face a different form of aphobia specific to them ("men are naturally sexual they can't be ace" "all men are unromantic that's not unique") this rhetoric is spouted by many, even members of our own community and I hope for a day where that is no longer the case. As an ace and demiro woman (demigirl but that's beside the point) I want to encourage folks to take the time to give the aspec men in their lives support and to the aspec men reading, you are who you say you are no matter what people say and you deserve the world. I'm sorry for the ways in which toxic masculinity has harmed you. You are a valued member of the aspec community and the queer community as a whole. No ace or aro person is broken and neither are you. I'm sorry if anyone has ever told you otherwise.
#asexual#asexuality#ace stuff#actually ace#ace culture#acespec#ace men#aromantic#aro#aro stuff#aro community#arospec#aro men#aspec#aspec stuff#aspec community#aspec culture#ace pride#aro pride#aspec pride#lgbtq+#lgbtpride#lgbtq rights#lgbtqia#I make a post about this annually on april fifteenth#why you ask?#a couple years back I'd come across some people saying the type of things I mentioned about aspec men#the hateful monstrousness of what they'd said pissed me off and I wrote a rant about it#I've since gone on to make a post once a year on the day I'd made the first#btw last year's really gained quite the traction I still get notifs about it! I'm glad this message has reached so many people this year
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Who said Kriselle is only doomed in Weird Route?










#deltarune#kris dreemurr#noelle holiday#susie deltarune#kriselle#krisuselle#krusielle#suselle#krusie#text post#fanfic#I wrote this in like an hour#This is why Kriselle appeals to me in a nutshell
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"why does fanon love making Jason care about his goons when he kills them in canon" I'm sorry to tell you that Jason's Robin run is a significant work for his characterization. And that Willis Todd was in fact a goon. Like, that's a significant thing that happened.
(jaybin fans exist not every Jason fan is a hardcore UTH fan who thinks everything about Winick's writing is pure and just and the right way)
#look i get liking Winick's jason and he's a super important jason writer and wrote two of his foundational works#but there is a third one and it's called Jason's robin run#and asking jaybin fans to accept anything especially classist/psychophobic depictions#just because winick wrote it#even when it contradicts important elements of Jason's story and origins#is unfair#i don't think he should have been a crime-lord in general a killer yes but not a crime-lord#but if he did become a crime-lord I can see the appeal of him doing it in a way that gathers community#also: “why do people like making AUs where things are more fun” idk maybe it's because it's fun#sorry for the vague post but#sometimes i get annoyed at people using one writer for a character to diss people's AU#while disregarding other aspects/important runs of these characters#vagueposting#vent post#jason todd#dc#red hood#dc comics#robin ii#jaybin#fandom discourse
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THIS IS NOT A BIT THEY'RE ACTUALLY REAL
(thanks to my buddies Lucanimations and SpykerFX for helping w some animation and music! theyre not on tumblr)
I'm so incredibly happy to announce TWO new plushies!!!! It's been an absolute blast working with makeship again on making an Eddie plush and a brand new Duncan plushie!! They'll be available to pre-order until april 20th, then they're gone forever!!!
You can pre-order them here!! :D
#duncan and eddie#plushies#makeship#guys theyre SO cute#also i wrote really funny descriptions so if nothing else#click on the pages just to see what i wrote#this is maybe why i started posting again KSDLFJKDS but we don't talk about that
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/r/stationsquare
I am at war with Sonic the Hedgehog
No, the title is not clickbait. I got a really nice hammock around two months ago and was having a great time using over the summer. It's one of those fancy ones with pillows and drink holders, so you can imagine that I was making great use of it.
Last week, I went to use it in the morning and found that it was covered in blue quills. Before you flame me in the comments, hear me out: I KNOW the city has an unofficial rule stating that you have to let Sonic use your lawn furniture whenever he wants. I KNOW he's saved the world a bunch of times over. Honestly, when I saw all the quills, I wasn't even mad. I pulled them out and carried on with my day.
But then it happened again. And again. And again. Guys, he sleeps on my hammock at least four times a week. I know he doesn't have a house or whatever (does anyone know why he chooses to be homeless???), but why does it have to be MY hammock all the time? It's really pissing me off.
Anyways, I've started to Sonic-proof my hammock, but nothing I've tried is working. I tried taking it down and putting it in my shed overnight, but I found quills in it again the next time I took it out. I think he literally set up the hammock and then put it back in the shed when he was done with it.
That wasn't the only thing I've done. I've left it covered in water (I guess he's only scared of actually drowning because that didn't work), mud and leaves (it came back clean?), and one time even covered it in crumbs so it would get infested with bugs (I think he just ate them). I'm out of ideas and I don't think he plans on stopping anytime soon.
Does anyone have any ideas? I'm going insane. Everything about Dr. Eggman is starting to make sense to me and it's terrifying.
edit: can the mods please tell people to be civil in the comments? edit 2: how is joking about eggman inappropriate? i didnt realize this sub was full of small animals. edit 3: what do you mean his fox friend is a mod here? does he even live here?
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🌅 rainbowmiku Follow
Ok so who was going to tell me not ONE but TWO chief prosecutors for my district have been arrested for murder
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Hey op do you live in fucking night vale
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I did the research for y’all in the notes going wild wanting to know where op lives (and also bonuses of being a law student yay) so the only area I can find where a chief prosecutor has been arrested for murder is L.A. then I reckon they said two because the present chief prosecutor for L.A. is Miles Edgeworth, who has been accused of murder twice but cleared of both charges
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fellow LA denizen here, fun fact! chief prosecutor edgeworth is married to a defence attorney
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He’s WHAT
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said defence attorney has also been accused of murder before.
🪜ladderhosen Follow
Oh yeah that defence attorney is Phoenix Wright btw- he defended me for a murder charge once
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oh nice! he defended my sister once :) she got accused of murdering someone in her offices parking lot lmao
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@skyrensics wait is your sister fucking Lana Skye
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The former chief prosecutor’s sister uses tumblr????
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*opens door of reblogs to whisper* the current chief prosecutor also uses tumblr folks
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WHAT
🍄 magisteel Follow
apparently he likes the samuraiverse! I wouldn’t be surprised if he was lurking in fan circles on here. Evidence btw- he has a steel samurai figure on his windowsill + a signal samurai keychain.
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these updates just get wilder and wilder. I’m learning more about my city’s lawyers than I ever thought I would.
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everyone really skipped over the fact that it seems like half of LA’s legal system is on tumblr. god forbid they find this post
⚖️ calidistrictattorneysoffice Follow
hey
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NO. THEY HAVE AN OFFICIAL TUMBLR???
🌻 wrightandcolaw Follow
Is this a good time to say hello?
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never did I think one of my tumblr posts would attract the literal state of California prosecutors office or the wright and co law officef ashnduhjsjkkshg
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#ace attorney#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#phoenix wright ace attorney#ace attorney dashboard simulator#dashboard simulator#ok tbf this is only one post but the idea wouldn’t leave me alone#pwaa#edgeworth ace attorney#phoenix ace attorney#please please let this be seen by more people than usual#maglortextposts#additional note- I hadn’t played investigations when I wrote this post so it’s slightly inaccurate smh#I also hadn’t played Apollo justice which is why it says wright and Co law when it should be the Wright anything agency
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DPxDC Danny/Jason Soulmates AU WIP
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Jason's timer read 044389:21:08, when the display suddenly went dark. 44,389 hours. Five years, 24 days, 13 hours, 21 minutes, and 8 seconds until he was fated to meet his soulmate.
Or not. Because the time stopped.
It wasn’t supposed to happen. He did his research, and with the resources at his disposal (namely, a batcomputer,) he knew for a fact that there should be no way to defy the fate of a timer. People had tried. Avoidance, isolation, putting a hit out on your own suspected soulmate. Nothing worked. Trying to delay the inevitable put you on the path to meet it. Sure, there were people who lamented the unfairness of their own situation, who were devastated they never got time with their soulmate, famous deaths on opposite sides of a battle, etc. But soulmates always, always met eachother, face to face.
Not him, though. His soulmate was dead. Five years early.
Bruce didn’t get it. Dick wouldn’t talk about it. Alfred only looked at him with pity in his eyes.
Jason wasn’t sad that he was the only person on the planet who’d never meet his soulmate. He was fucking angry, because it wasn’t fucking fair. It was another person in his life who was supposed to care about him that he’d never get to have.
So when he found out he had a mom, somewhere out there, who he’d never had the chance to meet… he had to go. How could he not?
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It was Sam who noticed, when it happened. Danny had just finished a stupid fight with Boxy, and he, Sam, and Tucker were finally ready to call it a night. Danny de-transformed and grinned, shaking the thermos proudly. “Gonna get these guys back into the Ghost Zone,” he said, when suddenly-
“Danny!” Sam yelped, and snatched at his arm.
Danny stumbled, nearly dropping his precious cargo. “Whoa, Sam, what-?’ he stopped, looking as she turned over his arm, baring his wrist.
His timer was dark, like people who’s soulmates were dead. The numbers still showed, faintly, but they were stationary. The countdown had stopped.
Ice spread through Danny’s veins, like the cold that rushed through him when he went ghost, but worse, so much worse.
Danny’s ghost form didn’t have a timer, which honestly freaked him out, but as a human it had always behaved completely normally. When he turned back, it would be there, the time having elapsed just the way it was supposed to. It had been so reassuring. He was alive. He’d make it at least five more years, and be able to meet his soulmate, who would hopefully be able to accept him the way he was. He wanted that so badly. He wanted someone beyond his friends to talk to, to know him as a person and a ghost. He wanted to not be afraid anymore.
He’d just passed the five year mark, not that long ago. He’d been so excited to be that much closer to someone so important.
And now something was horribly wrong.
“Dude, that’s jacked up,” Tucker said, noticing the problem with wide eyes.
“Did anything happen today?” Sam asked, her expression hardened with determination. “Did you notice anything weird while you were transformed?”
Danny shook his head. “No, no it- it was running while we were at school, and we’ve been fighting ghosts since then. I don’t know when it would’ve…” Danny could barely make himself speak. “Is it my fault?” he said, almost to himself. “Did I spend too much time as a ghost and it just-”
Sam gripped at his hand. “No, Danny, it isn’t your fault. Whatever the problem is, we’re going to figure it out, okay?”
“Yeah man,” Tucker added, clapping a hand on his shoulder. “Hey, maybe your parents can actually help this time? Weird magic science is kinda their thing, right?”
Sam looked less sure, but nodded all the same. “You’re going to meet your soulmate. Okay?”
“Okay,” Danny said, quiet, looking down at the stopped numbers on his wrist.
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Edit: Added a readmore
#calling this a wip because it's obviously just set up but i haven't worked on this since i wrote it#i actually wrote it because of a prompt on a dead on main event week but never posted anything then#so i may as well now#timer soulmate angst! my favorite#danny phantom#dc#batfam#dpxdc#dp x dc#dead on main#long post#not quite long enough for a readmore i dont think but if anybody complains I'll add one#my rambles#my writing#fanfic#soulmate au#soulmate timers#edit: what was I thinking of course it needs a readmore#this is why we don't post at 1 am folks
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Eepy hours
#Good night I need to sleep so bad now#in which Chloe still has to work on a paper and Red was bothering her#and yes those are Reds silky nice sleep pants that chloe stole#hence why red is sitting in her lap bc something something something my pants my seat#red is so tired and Chloe is so comfortable... she just fell asleep#eepiest girl in the world#chloe charming#red hearts#I ALMOST WROTE RED CHARMING LOL THEY'RE NOT MARRIED YET AND I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT LAST NAMES RN#rise of red#descendants rise of red fanart#descendants rise of red#glassheart#redcharming#these are unrelated to my last post lol#sable arts#if u notice red's chipped blue nail polish#her and chloe had a nail painting session together and red chose the closest to chloe-color-blue that they had on hand#chloe did it for her so she has refused to take it off and its just been slowly worn away by life activities
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seeing a lot of people complaining about the fics they don't see, and not enough people picking up a pen to write it themselves 🤨
#if you want a fic and you havent seen it yet WRITE IT#otherwise you're just a whiny baby im so sorry to break it to you#“but i can't write!”#i couldn't either when i was 12-13 with an obsession with harry potter and yet i was still DOING SOMETHING#idk feeling annoyed about it this morning because this is the whole point#also stop talking about fics you hate or refuse to read online on public spaces#that is a private conversation to have with friends#like genuinely idc what it was#hate all you want just don't post that shit publicly where that author- who wrote something for free mind you- could see it#controversial opinion but being a hater has to be the most exhausting thing you can be#fics are not published BOOKS and we need to stop acting like it#there's a DIFFERENCE#also before anyone comes at me no this is not about LoF#i just keep seeing videos where people bring this up and then others comment specific fics#why are you miserable#this is on par with people who refuse to figure out ao3's very simple tagging system
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Last Hope (SuperPhantom)
Danny knew it was stupid. He really did, truly. He just didn't really have many other options, okay?
The moment he saw that sleek muscle car come rumbling into the parking lot of the shady motel, he knew it was a horrible idea.
It was truly the worst thing he could think of, but again, what was he supposed to do?
He was injured, his core struggling to keep up with all the new weaponry he had been hit with. He was aching in places he never thought could ache.
The world was against him, or at least the part of the world that knew about him. The government despised him, and he was only in for more pain and torment if he got caught.
So yes, when he caught the scent of the car. Iron, sulfur, rock salt, and blood... it didn't take a genius to figure out those two large men were hunters.
Now, Danny didn't have much experience with the layman's hunter. The ones that were well spread on every type of creature and not just ghosts.
He also knew that his kind of ghosts were less known by the average hunter. So, he had a shot, right?
Danny might actually have a chance to heal if he can just fly under the radar long enough. If he could keep these hunters oblivious to his presence, than all would be good...
Right?
Right.
So, Danny didn't have much of a choice. He figured it was time he pulled a Technus. He possessed the car. Danny didn't like that word, but that's exactly what he did.
He nestled his core near the engine, a spot he figured would be safe, and spread the rest of himself throughout the frame and mechanics.
And it worked!
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At least for the first day. He managed to hitch a ride into the next state over. Danny thought he was actually going to get a break.
Listen, Danny wasn't used to hunters being friendly with supernatural beings, okay? How was he supposed to expect the sudden appearance of an angel!
An actual angel! Something he only heard about through Clockwork. Never once saw one, or interacted with.
So when this strange, winged, trench coat wearing man appeared in the backseat of the car, Danny felt. He felt the power and presence immediately.
He felt all his hope drain away the moment the man opened his mouth. The first thing in reference to Danny currently hidden inside the car.
His cover was up. Especially of the way each man suddenly got tensed said anything.
Danny's supposed safe haven might just be his down fall.
#superphantom crossover#superphantom prompt#superphantom#supernatural danny phantom#supernatural#danny phantom#phandom prompt#dp crossovers#dp crossover#yes a superphantom post in the year of 2025#blame the people interacting with my older ones and triggering this one#i love superphantom man#Danny just wants a break#and castiel just didn't understand why the brothers were keeping this hitchhiker#he didn't even think about the fact the bros didn't know#I did not profread this#I also wrote this kinda tipsy#whelp at least I wrote something!!#I did take a break and came back to this when I was drunk#enjoy!!!
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The thing about Kim Dokja is that his 'salaryman normal guy' appearance is just as much a false persona as 'monstorous Demon King of Salvation' or 'calm and cool leader of kimcom'.
Despite what he tells us at the beginning (and since when do we take his narration as trustworthy?), he wasn't ever just a normal, boring person, despite his best efforts. He tells us the 'genre of his life' was 'Realism', but if a life could be said to have a genre, his was definitely 'True Crime'.
It's so interesting that even pre-scenarios, he thought of the world in the terms of 'genres' and the people around him as 'characters' (like Yoo Sangah) because of course he would! Even if we discount the way he spends all his time reading and how that shapes how he sees the world, he himself has been a character in his mother's novel and 'a character' is how people see him too. He says he read that novel a thousand times to try and understand his memories until he didn't know what was true anymore. He knows the character Kim Dokja too.
And everyone knew about his past.
Everywhere he went, he was 'the son of a murderer', someone to be gawked at and whispered about.
No one has ever seen him as 'just an average guy' because Underground Killer haunted him every step of the way. Reporters. At school. Even years later at the company he and Yoo Sangah worked at, the rumours of his past had spread (Yoo Sangah was one of the few people who didn't know).
The lack of privacy and stigma that has followed him everywhere is part of why he resents his mother for writing that novel.
Pre-scenarios, he is less similar to you and me than to the families of 'famous serial killers' that get podcasts and documentaries and books written about them and who's private lives are torn apart by media. I'm not naming names, but you already know them.
#this is why modern aus that take away all of this are ooc to me. ur believing the fanfic kdj wrote about his own life. no hate#anyway dipping my toes in kdj meta. i dont know him like that tho#orv#my posts#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv spoilers#kim dokja
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