#it goes dad -> mom -> oldest kid to youngest kid

[chansgender]

the only proof you need that dean is an older brother is in 1x03 when he draws a stick figure family with lucas and stick figure sam is the shortest one

[vonbabbitt]

ojima loredump from a couple years back i wrote for my staff

i can finally post more of these now yay. tw for ojima things

so ojima, as you may recall, was one of the OTHER people who was abused by a parent! hes also the youngest of three boys with his two older brothers being four and eight years older than him respectively! his family was pretty well-off financially and his dad had a pretty prominent position in the business world, so from the outside looking in, all was pretty good! except that by the time ojima was born, his parents' marriage was already in a rapid downward spiral and his brothers were already regularly seeing the fallout from this in the form of physical and verbal abuse. ojima was supposed to be the sort of "patch" that was meant to fix their marriage because his mom thought that having another kid would force ojimas dad to be more responsible/caring/present etc, except obviously that did not happen because having a new baby in the house just made things way more stressful. his parents ended up staying together regardless, but their relationship was constantly in turmoil and for the first few years of his life ojima grew up in pretty much the same environment as his brothers: abusive and socially high-pressure

enter ojimas uncle, his dad's brother and another fairly relevant man in the world of business. hes super friendly and the boys love him and hes fun to be around and ojima in particular is attached to him because when hes out with uncle kenji, theres no fighting or yelling or hitting and everything is cool and hes only three so he has no concept of the fact that this dude is getting……..a little bit too comfortable around him! so things eventually get to the point where his uncle is taking ojima on outings without his brothers present, and from there, things escalate, and ojimas relationship with his uncle very quickly becomes sexually abusive. ojima is THREE of course so he has no idea how fucked up this is but understands that he does not like it and does not want to be around his uncle anymore except that things dont stop there and nobody really finds out about it for another two years despite it being ongoing.

so at age five ojima is talking to his oldest brother, who is now thirteen (his name is tetsuya!) and has a total meltdown. he knows hes not supposed to tell people about what he does with his uncle but hes completely losing it and he trusts his brother. tetsuya, who actually understands whats happening and is pissed, thinks it wise to go to their dad, which does not end well! dad is pissed that theyd make accusations like that about his brother and refuses to indulge the idea that ojima could be telling the truth in any way. what ensues is his dad doubling down on the psychological abuse that ojima is going through at home, and for lack of a better term, basically gaslighting him into thinking that hes lying and everything is fine, despite the fact that shit with his uncle is STILL ACTIVELY HAPPENING at this age!

so by around age six, ojima has his first experience with blacking out. between what his uncle is doing, what his dad is doing, the fact that he cant even trust his own mind anymore and the pressure of having to present all this as being totally fine because of his family's social status, something in him just snaps and he completely dissociates. hes suddenly in this world in his head where nobody can hurt him, nothing bad can happen, and MOST IMPORTANTLY, he is completely in control. of everything. ojima has never, ever been in control and its something he becomes practically addicted to because its the only way he can feel safe. it goes from dissociating once at a particularly bad moment to dissociating constantly to escape how shitty his life is. when ojima turns ten, his brother moves out and its absolutely devastating for him because thats one of the only two people in the world he can trust. from that point he pretty much never sees him again. tetsuya does literally everything in his power to get ojima and their middle brother (his name is toshiharu!) out of that environment, but hes eighteen and hes not their parent and their dad has a lot of sway, so it doesnt amount to anything meaningful. ojima is told that his brother left because hes a shitty person and he hates their family and eventually he learns to internalize that and blames his confession and his supposed destruction of their family for tetsuya leaving and never coming back. the many many attempts for tetsuya to contact ojima and toshiharu go interrupted by their dad and the two dont speak again.

things basically continue with ojima being abused at home and at his uncle's until he turns fourteen, at which point the next big milestone is that toshiharu moves out and reconnects with tetsuya, and now the two are full steam ahead on getting ojima out of that environment. except that its still basically useless because they have no legal say over him and their dad is really powerful so everything is still mostly the same except that ojima is completely alone. hes dissociated a good 90% of the time at this point because hes just incapable of handling the absolute shitstorm of things happening to him. hes in a living hell and maladaptive daydreaming is basically his only escape and the only thing that keeps him going. because of this, hes seen as weird and stupid by other kids at school and is treated like shit there too. theres pretty much nothing left in his life that could be considered good or redeeming except for the two things he enjoys: daydreaming and drawing.

contact with his uncle starts to break off around age fifteen when his uncle starts losing interest due to ojima being older now. ojima gets tremendously fucked up over this, and while hes relieved that its not happening, his brain is so torn at this point that he gets caught in a sort of spiral of wondering why hes no longer desirable and why people keep leaving him, even when they're bad people that ojima doesnt want in his life. in this time between age fifteen and age seventeen, things start to improve slightly because his uncle isnt touching him and his dad isnt constantly brainwashing him to get him to forget about his uncle touching him so for this brief gap of time, he can almost live comfortably. he starts doing some freelance illustration work because his dad wants him to get a job and it turns out hes pretty damn good at it, and he enjoys it a lot, so he spends a lot of his time illustrating. hes mainly motivated by the fact that he wants to give other kids like him a beautiful and vivid place to escape to, so he depicts all these fantastical and whimsical worlds in kids' books to give them that same sort of escape that he needed. his brothers are still desperately trying to get in contact with him/get him out of their old house, but its been years by this point and all he knows is that they both decided to completely abandon him one day and never look back, something that he entirely blames himself for.

despite things getting a bit better for him, ojima basically never grows out of the daydreaming and it takes over his life to some degree, which honestly? its debatable whether its good for him or not. on one hand, its extremely disruptive to his life and is not a healthy coping mechanism by any means. on the other hand, it was literally the only thing that got him through the past ten years alive and continues to be his only escape from the shitty life he has. anyway ojima is sixteen now! the physical and psychological torment from his dad starts to transition into a more familial/patriarchal pressure at this point - tetsuya and toshiharu are gone and severed, which means ojima is the son thats going to take over his business one day. suddenly his dad is treating him like a grown man when hes ever only been treated like a doll for his entire life - now hes being taught about business and social policy and world affairs and all these things he isnt interested in and doesnt understand. he really just wants to draw and dissociate and pretend nothing bad is happening to him. except even though hes not being tormented anymore, things are not good! because he has, obviously, absolutely massive amounts of trauma that he is not coping with. instead of ever dwelling on this or addressing it, which arent really options for him anyway, he goes deeper and deeper into his own headspace to escape it and pretty much locks himself away in this dissociative world to ignore everything that isnt his own art.

then ojima turns SEVENTEEN and the world flips. his brothers finally manage to get their case in front of a judge and the ojima family business SINKS LIKE A ROCK. his parents are in jail, and hes suddenly out on his ass. his brothers scoop him up pretty fast and do their best to piece him back together, but ojima is absolutely fucked in the head by this point. he lives with tetsuya and toshiharu and continues working because he loves to work, but he seriously struggles to rebuild the relationship he once had with them because in his understanding, they hate him. thats what hes been told for years. they live in this very tense situation where his brothers desperately want to help him, but they are also traumatized and they do not know what to do for him because hes just an absolute mess. ojima bounces around the idea of therapy for a while and frequently registers for therapy/drops out/registers/drops out repeat repeat repeat because he knows his broken and he knows he needs help, but going to therapy means actually thinking about his past and what happened to him and he cant do that. its terrifying and it hurts and he just wants to be in his own headspace. it leads to a lot of very emotional conversations with his brothers who still just dont know what to do but desperately want to get him help somehow.

and then the killing game starts

[teapartyprincess4two]

Parenthood- C. Sturniolo

pairing: Mom!reader x Dad!Chris

classification: SFW & NSFW head cannons

inspiration: request

warnings: some 18+ content, use of y/n, established relationship, I didn’t name the children but Chris has 2 sons in this 👍🏻

summary: head cannons of Dad!Chris.

Parenthood- M. Sturniolo (Matt’s Version)

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☆SFW

Fatherhood is something that scared Chris beyond belief, but when you broke the news to him he couldn’t contain his excitement. When your son was born, he fell in love immediately, and you both learned to navigate being parents. Then, when you were blessed with a second son, he was even happier.

☆ Chris cherishes every single memory, he’s really sappy about it all. He has a box full of pictures, baby socks, the wristbands from the hospital, everything.

☆ “Chris, some of this is trash,” you chuckle, filtering through the endless trinkets that all seemed to hold significance to him.

☆ “Our son’s first pair of socks isn’t trash, Y/n!” he snatches the box away from you, carefully placing everything back in.

☆ “Okay, but this dirty napkin?”

☆ “I wiped my tears with that. THANK YOU,” he snatches it from you, his sassy demeanor making you laugh.

☆ Chris loves spoiling his son, whether it be with toys and games, or with summer trips.

☆ He goes all out too, splurging on trips to Disney or to elaborate water parks, making sure to book the hotel and everything.

☆ “Babe, he’s 3. He won’t even remember this,” you chuckle, dragging luggage’s behind you.

☆ “Yes you will. Right, son?” Chris coos, bouncing the baby in his arms and blowing a raspberry into his neck. The baby giggles, the sound being music to Chris’s ears.

☆ The whole week it’s just you and Chris going on all the kiddy rides, snapping pictures of your son, and passing out back at the hotel.

☆ When you find out you’re pregnant with your second son, Chris does everything in his power to make your firstborn’s last months as an only child special.

☆ He takes him to the park, cuddles him to sleep every night, and showers that boy in so much love.

☆ Even though Chris is extremely high energy, being a working dad of two is very tiring.

☆ So, when the kids get older, he starts feeling comfortable taking ‘dad naps’ in random spots around the house.

☆ “Chris, babe, can you help me in here really quick?” you’re balancing a fussy baby on your hip, the other hand stirring whatever’s on the stove.

☆ You peer your head outside to see Chris knocked out on the hanging lounge chair. His chin rests on his chest, mouth open and arms crossed as small snores fall past his lips.

☆ Your oldest son holds a long piece of grass, tickling Chris’s nose with it. Your son whispers eerily,“Wake up daaaad. Wake uppppp.” You can’t help but giggle at the sight.

☆ Chris has successfully managed to cement his legacy as the ‘cool dad,’ or at least he thinks he has.

☆ He loves wearing funky graphic t-shirts when he’s chaperoning the kids, “I was young once too. I was the shit back then, kid.”

☆ Your oldest son just rolls his eyes playfully, but in reality he really looks up to Chris.

☆ Your youngest son loves dressing up like his dad, wearing his oversized t-shirts and beanies so big they fall past his eyes.

☆ “Look mom, I look like daddy!” he exclaims, accidentally tripping on the shirt as he runs towards you.

☆ Other times, Chris will throw on some sunglasses and try acting mysterious.

☆ The mysterious act doesn’t last long though, especially not when your youngest son cuddles up next to him for his afternoon nap or when your oldest starts asking for snack money.

☆ At family parties, Chris goes all out. He’s buying a bouncy house, cooking the burgers, renting an ice cream truck, and inviting all of his family.

☆ He loves playing games with his kids, usually forming teams and challenging them, “Alright me and Matt verses you two. Losers have to jump into the pool with their clothes on.”

☆ “Okay, but uncle Nick has to be on our team,” your oldest replies, fully confident in his ability to win his dad.

☆ Nick is then recruited, and surprisingly isn’t needed because your sons are completely obliterating Chris’s team.

☆ Chris isn’t a sore loser, it’s a trait he never wants to subconsciously pass down to his kids, so he’s jumping into the pool fully clothed as his kids watch in a fit of giggles.

☆ Laundry day is easily Chris’s most hated day, especially with two messy children.

☆ He’ll ‘help’ you fold clothes, which really means that he’s toying with the same shirt and flicking through Netflix.

☆ When the kids are asleep, you and Chris will treat yourself to some takeout because that’s the only time you can order food that the kids don’t usually like.

☆ You two are like little rats, hiding in the pantry munching before the kids hear you and wake up.

☆ One small creak and you’re both frantically hiding the food. “THEY’RE COMING!” he whisper shouts, but when no one opens the door you both fall into a fit of laughter at the dramatics.

☆ As your firstborn son gets older, he starts becoming snappy and somewhat rude, as teenagers often do.

☆ And although Chris doesn’t like reprimanding his kids for the smallest things, he can be stern when it’s necessary.

☆ “Watch your fucking mouth, kid. I don’t want to hear shit like that from you again. Go to bed.” Your son is hanging his head down and trudging to his room.

☆ “Don’t you think you were a little harsh on him?” you whisper, holding onto Chris’s arm gently.

☆ “My kids aren’t gonna be disrespectful, especially not to their momma,” he replies, but when he hears your son sniffling in his room the guilt begins chipping away at him.

☆ It doesn’t take Chris long after that to enter your sons room and engulf him in a hug, scolding him in a much softer manner that informs your son that what he did was still wrong, but also that Chris still loves him.

☆ Baseball, basketball, soccer, lacrosse, hockey, football; your sons are doing it all.

☆ Chris is in the stands, cheering so loud that his voice is hoarse by the end of the game. Even when his kid’s team doesn’t win, he’s still so incredibly proud of their performance.

☆ Chris reps the jerseys, attends the practices, and coaches his sons even when they’re at home, “Widen up your stance then throw!”

☆ Whenever there’s an opportunity to make his boys laugh, Chris is taking it.

☆ He picks them up from school wearing big, fake teeth while playing silly songs on the stereo.

☆ Your sons are never embarrassed, they just hold their sides and laugh uncontrollably, “Dad I’m gonna pee, stop!”

☆ He doesn’t spoil his kids, but he definitely buys them an unnecessary amount of things. It’s mostly harmless stuff like toys, games, and sugary snacks.

☆ “They don’t need any more toys, Chris,” you scold, struggling to make space for all of it.

☆ “We don’t need anything, Y/n,” he replies, his inner child going crazy.

☆NSFW

As parents, it can be hard for you and Chris to make time for each other. Your schedules are packed with school, practices, work, and the few free moments in between are used for household chores. But Chris always makes time for you no matter what.

☆ For the most part, you have to be sneaky. During birthday parties or family events, you take advantage of how distracted your kids are and sneak away into an empty room like teenagers.

☆ Your adrenaline is pumping, clumsy fingers undoing his belt as he kisses you feverishly.

☆ “We have to be quick,” you whisper, watching hungrily as he lines himself up with your entrance.

☆ He doesn’t respond, knees wobbling and his animalistic grunts filling the room as he pumps into you quickly.

☆ Chris doesn’t last long, which is slightly embarrassing, but the times you guys have sex are so few and far between that you can’t blame him.

☆ “Sorry,” he whimpers, pulling out and collapsing next to you. “Don’t be sorry,” you smirk, straddling his hips and getting yourself off as he becomes an overstimulated mess.

☆ On date night Chris books a night at a nearby hotel, dropping the kids off with his parents and telling you to get all dolled up.

☆ He dresses up too, meeting you at the hotel bar and flirting with you like it’s his first time meeting you.

☆ “Hey beautiful, come around here often?”

☆ You play along, the butterflies swarming in your stomach despite sharing an entire life with this man, “I do. Never seen a man as handsome as you here before, though.”

☆ A few champagne glasses later, you’re both giddily walking back to the hotel room and making love under the soft lamp light.

☆ Some random mornings, he wakes up fully bricked and no matter how hard he tries to will the erection away it just won’t subside.

☆ “Y/n, baby, are you awake?” he murmurs, pressing soft, sloppy kisses on your exposed shoulders.

☆ You stir awake, a soft yawn escaping your lips as you reply, “I’m awake.”

☆ He pulls you in closer, his erection pressing against the back of your thigh.

☆ “Need some help there?” you chuckle, immediately understanding his intentions. He hums in response, letting you take over as he watches in a lazy haze.

☆ “So beautiful,” he moans, hands caressing and massaging every inch of your body. You can’t help but blush, hiding yourself in the crook of his neck.

☆ “Look at me,” he instructs, he doesn’t want to miss out on a single thing.

☆ “I’m the luckiest guy in the world,” his lips are latched to yours, an overwhelming feeling of love overtaking him as he blows his load inside of you.

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MASTERLIST

A/n: meow 😋 dad Chris anyone? 🎤

- L.A.M.B👼🏻💗

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[lunamoonbby]

Dad Bod! Ghost x Wife/Mom! Reader

✨️MDNI✨️

Warnings: afab reader, talks about wanting another baby, pregnancy, birth, and reader is referred to as lovie fluff with some smut.

A/N: John Price is married and he's a father figure towards y/n and her's and Ghost's children call john pawpaw and john's wife mi-mi

Thinking about how Ghost and his Lovie have 3 children. All boys who look like simon and each are three years apart. The oldest is 9, the middle is 6, and the youngest is 2½ about to make 3. Y/N tells Ghost that she wants another baby casue seeing her man so grizzly and bear like is doing something to her, and she just wants another baby. Ghost drops them off at pawpaw's and mi-mi's house to spend the weekend, and Simon returns home with the objective of making his wife pregnant. He arrives home, and lovie just finished making dinner and Simon tells lovie that he's gonna skip dinner and have dessert first and lovie not catching on is like oh I made brookies and simon tells her no lovie but I'll have some of that, I was talking about you and lovie is like oooohhh.....I'm not wearing any underwear and ghost just picks her up walks to the bedroom and places her on the bed and just goes to town with eating her out he's very sloppy with it too he's licking, munching, and slurping up his lovies sweet sweet honey, and he makes her come 3 times before actually having sex with her and Simon takes reader to POUND TOWN if you know what I mean likes he makes sure that she comes 3 times again and that he also comes 3 times as well just to make sure it takes. A couple weeks later, lovie finds out she's pregnant again, and she tells simon and the kids and they're all hoping that this time, the baby is a girl who's gonna look like her mama, cause simon wants a little girl to spoil not like he spoils his sons every second, and their sons want a sister so they could protect their her when shes born...and 9 months later lovie gives birth to a girl who looks exactly like her mama

[tootiecakes234]

Dad Katsuki and implied black reader (but open to everyone)

Katsuki Bakugo is good at almost everything he tries. A lot comes naturally but if not, he puts in minimal effort and then ends up exceeding.

But the one thing…… the one thing that he can’t wrap his head around is styling hair. Obvi, you have seen the way he tries to “style” his own hair.

He’d tried to help you with yours before but he couldn’t even figure out how to get the lumps out of a ponytail. He gave up after about 30 minutes of trying and never offered to help you with it again.

But of course you guys had gotten pregnant and had not one but two little girls.

One day you’re sick and there’s no way you’re about to get up and try and get those little gremlins ready for school.

“Don’t worry about it. I got time before I gotta head out. I got em.” He groans after the alarm goes off for you to wake up.

Everything seemed to be going smoothly because no one was screaming or crying. You eventually drift back to sleep.

Until… “ Noooooo!” And it scares you awake. That sounds like your oldest daughter. “ ‘m not going to school like this! Other kids will make fun of me!”

You fumble out of bed and start heading towards the child screaming bloody murder.

“Ya look fine. Anyone picks on you and I’ll kick their ass.” Katsuki says back to her.

Then all you hear from your youngest child is “Ass, Ass, Ass! Daddy said Ass.” And her giggles following after. The child is a menace to any situation.

When you finally get to the door you completely understand the situation.

Your baby girl is sporting “pigtails” that are uneven and crooked, and your oldest has what looks like chunky plats in her hair. They both look a hot ass mess.

“Both of you be quite! Your mom is trying to sleep! And you, stop saying ass. It’s a bad word.” He shouts loudly back at them.

“Daddy look at this! I look awful. Please don’t make me go to school like this.” Then the tears start falling and you finally make your presence known.

“Ok, ok.” It comes out all scratchy. “Everyone calm down.”

The youngest runs up to you and squeezes you leg, “mama, daddy’s gonna kick ass”

You pick her up and further examine the horrific job your husband made to her hair. “Oh yea?” And your brow lifts towards Kats because you’ve told him over and over to stop cussing in front of your kids.

“Mhmm” and she nods her head.

“Mom! Look at what dad did to my hair!?! I can’t go to school like this. Please fix it.” And she runs over to you with pleading eyes.

“Your mom is sick and your hair is fine. Now cut it out and get dressed.

“Da-“ but you cut her off.

“Katsuki this is not fine. It’d be a form of torture to send them to school like this. Come on sweet girls. I’ll fix it really quickly so you’re not late.”, you mumble and start taking them both to the bathroom.

“Are ya serious? It doesn’t look that bad.” At this point you think he’s trying to convince himself more than anyone else.

“They look a mess Kats. Not sending my kids to school lookin like they aren’t loved.” And both your daughters start giggling at that.

“What the hell ever. I’m gonna go pack their lunches.”, and he stomps off toward the kitchen.

It takes you about 15 minutes to get them both done. You have a little extra time so you throw some cute bows and accessories in there just to show him what a cute hairstyle actually looks like.

“Ok whaddya guys think”, you ask them

“I’m cute” the younger one says and she’s playing with her hair.

“It’s a lot better. Thanks mom.”

You help them finish getting ready and then shuffle them in the kitchen.

“Daddy, mommy fixed your hot ass mess” your older daughter says as she sits at the table to eat breakfast.

Katsuki stands there with his mouth agape. “What the hell did you just say?”

And everyone burst out laughing.

“Don’t be mad. Momma said I could say it.” She says with a huge smile on her face.

“Just the one time. Cuz (youngest daughter name) got to cuss cuz of you this morning.”

“Haha…. This whole family is freakin hilarious.”, he grunts and serves them their breakfast.

While their eating Katsuki walks over to you and wraps his arms around your waist. “You think you’re better than me hah?”

“At doing hair… 1000%. At being the strongest, sexiest dad?? Never.”, you say and grin up at him all cheeky.

“You’re so annoying. Take your ass to bed you look exhausted.”

Next thing you hear is “Ass to bed. Take ass to bed” being sung at this top of the little one’s lungs.

You just know you’re gonna get a call from her school today and it’s all Katsuki’s fault.

Katsuki Masterlist

[347-emeraldbitch]

Someone is writing a Percy gets kidnapped by Peter petty ass rat man (bless you) and I too have thought this idea. Except mine is sad because I love drama and angsts.

In my awful evil ideas he gets kidnapped at 15 is missing for years and is pronounced dead yall sorry.

Rat man runs with his kid. Probably meets up with Crouch mad man jr and are plotting evil shit. Barty can’t deal with Percy because he’s a little shit that reminds him of himself but his dad actually loves him. They’ve heard and see missing posters. They gotta lose the kid.

Peter rat man has a kind second and dumps him. Percy down, dead in a ditch with permanent memory loss. They cut his hair off and it grows back brown. When they look for him in the muggle world no one bothers to look at brunettes.

With rat man on the loose causing chaos, my man ✨Sirius✨ is free 💅🏻

Mentally ill, rich, hot, and petty he goes to get Harry, his lawyers, AND a year of mind healing. The best revenge is success. The portraits of his parents are proud of him because he’s terrifying wizarding Britain. He gets extra therapy for that but fuck it 🤷🏻‍♀️ his mom and dad have scary ass friends that he can use to fuck things up for those who have wronged him!!!!!!

Ron and Ginny go through their schooling with no older prefect brother. Endless questions with no answers, confused and scared because Percy has always been there where did he go?

Fred as the “oldest” takes over and it causes a rift with George. They both lose some innocence because sometimes family tragedies push kids into adult roles. No pranks or inventions when your youngest siblings dont understand why everyone is mad and crying.

Bill and Charlie lose their freedom. They have to come home because holy shit this cannot be happening. They lose the life they worked so hard for and have to parent their siblings and parents because mum is falling apart.

They go through the war and survive. All for Bill to go into London one day and be confused for someone’s muggle friend. Like I know not all red heads are related but both tall, same blue eyes, freckled, but his hair is a darker shade of brown/red? You know him? And it’s Percy at the bar celebrating graduation from some prestigious university 💅🏻

Cue whole traumatized family having to deal with their feelings (which we know they sucked at) because the son/brother they buried is here but not really the person they knew/ remember.

The only person who’s having a blast is Percy because after they found him unconscious in a ditch, he has no memory of his past life so he gets to just be. No last name or father to live up to. He goes to school and probably has like two majors, a minor, president of some clubs, studied abroad, and on his way to graduate school.

He meets Bill and the family and it’s so obvious.

Let the chaos continue.

[damthosefandoms]

Jumbled

(ao3 link)

Summary:

RIP Sodapop Curtis, you would’ve loved having an IEP/504 Plan.

(AKA, Soda struggles in school his whole life, and doesn’t understand why, because it’s the 1950s and 60s and getting a diagnosis for a learning disability isn’t exactly on the table. Neither is the scaffolding and support he really needs.)

Sodapop Curtis was the type of kid who sat at the kitchen table for hours on end crying over math homework until his dad got home from work and struggled to explain it to him. All that effort, and then he’d always inevitably lose it somewhere between the kitchen table that night and his teacher’s hand the next morning and all that effort would be for nothing.

Soda was five years old when he started kindergarten, at the tail-end of the summer of ‘56. He remembers his mom comforting him the night before, when he cried because he was going to miss Ponyboy who wasn’t old enough for school yet and because Darry was going into fourth grade and would be on the other side of the school all day, and Soda would never get to see him. He remembers pouting because Keith Mathews, his and his brothers’ collective best friend from down the street was going into first grade after promising Soda last year that he’d get in a lot of trouble so he could stay and do kindergarten with him (he lied).

And then Soda was just plain miserable, sitting there on the bus sandwiched between Keith and a boy a little younger than Sodapop named Johnny Cade (who lives two doors down from the Mathews’ house and Soda never sees because his parents are mean and keep him inside all day), because Darry decided he was “too cool” to sit with his horse-crazy kid brother in favor of the big kids whose mommies don’t make them wash their hair when it’s dirty and greasy and walk around with those little black switch-combs and pretend they’re the coolest kids on planet earth, ‘cause one day those combs will swap out for blades and they will be.

Probably because they are, but Sodapop doesn’t know that yet—right now he doesn’t really know or care about grease or what side of town he lives on. He is six years old and the only thing on Soda’s radar right now is that Mama promised they’d save up for him to go to horseback riding camp next summer, and that’s his biggest dream. He wants to be a rodeo legend or win the Kentucky Derby or something. He hasn’t quite decided yet. He figures he has time to parse out the specifics—he just wants to ride a horse.

They get to school, and after a particularly pushy reminder that Mama told him at the bus stop this morning to make sure Soda gets to his classroom alright, Darry points his little brother toward the Kindergarten wing. Soda takes Johnny Cade’s hand in his because he found out on the bus that Johnny is going to have the same teacher as him, and they push through the hallway of their elementary school to find Mrs. Moran’s Room Four.

Soda very quickly learns that not every kid goes into kindergarten equally. Johnny is the smallest and the youngest kid in their grade, and Soda’s the second-youngest and it only takes a few weeks for Soda to think to himself that maybe that’s why he can’t read yet. He’ll be six soon, and that’s how old Evie is. Most of the kids who live on his side of town started kindergarten when they were six, he realizes. She sits next to Soda and she’s a good reader, but she’s one of the oldest kids in their grade and so of course she’s smarter than him. Then again, Sherri Valance, who is also in his class, isn’t going to be six until next spring—kind of like Johnny, and according to the birthday chart on the wall—he asked Mrs. Moran to read it to him one day when he couldn’t sleep during nap time and she very begrudgingly agreed, so he memorized everyone’s birthdays and how old they’d be turning because why not, right?—but Sodapop finds out that she went to preschool.

He didn’t go to preschool. He doesn’t know anyone who did. He remembers Mama talking to Dad about preschool for Ponyboy this year, but Dad said something about “expensive” and Soda stopped listening ‘cause they always get sad or angry when that word comes up.

Sherri Valance can read and she’s got pretty red hair and a backpack that’s not even a hand-me-down, and she went to preschool. So did all her friends in Room Three. Soda doesn’t know anybody in Room Three but he knows that the kids his friends know in there didn’t go to preschool. Timmy Shepard was in Room Three last year with Keith. He didn’t go to preschool either; heck, neither did Keith. But they can both read now, and they went to first grade, so Sodapop figures he didn’t miss out on too much.

Until it’s the end of the year and he still can’t read. Well, you don’t need to read to go to horse camp. Soda doesn’t nap a single time that year, either. He spends his precious kindergarten naptime not-reading the book Mrs. Moran gives him to keep him busy and picking at his cot when she snaps at him to be quiet. Mrs. Moran decided the day she read his first name off the attendance sheet that she didn’t like him, and Sodapop Curtis did not like her either.

First grade is so much better and yet so, so much worse.

Soda has a very hard time on his first day, because he misses his mom, and his dad, and Ponyboy, who begged to go to school too this year but he’s still too little at only four years old and Mama’s doing her best to get him reading now. Darry is in fifth grade and seems even farther away, and Soda doesn't have recess with Keith and Tim’s grade this year, and Johnny’s in Room Seven making new friends. Evie’s in Room Eight, and Soda’s trapped alone in Room Nine. Sherri’s still in his class. On the third day of school, Soda decides her hair reminds him of cherries. She laughs, and it sticks.

The best and brightest part of first grade is his teachers. He was put in Mrs. Larkin’s room, and she’s amazing; but when he gets there on the first day, there are two teachers in the room. Miss Luft, it’s explained, is a student teacher, which means she’s learning about first grade just like they are. She’s learning how to teach and they’re learning how to learn.

Sodapop still doesn’t even know the alphabet. He doesn’t know his sounds and he can’t keep his letters straight. Mrs. Larkin has him sit with Miss Luft when he tries to write a small moment story. She draws lines in marker on his paper for him to write each word on. Every line she has to make longer than the last because he can barely fit two letters on it, and he’s pretty sure she can’t read what he wrote any more than he can.

But Miss Luft always calls him capable. She has to explain to Sodapop once a week what that word means. He does his best to remember, but he has a lot of things to remember and it gets lost in the jumble somewhere.

He hears Mrs. Larkin and Miss Luft talking, sometimes. They hide their words behind stacks of paper and turned heads but he can hear them anyway.

Reversals. Attention span. Off the wall.

“And he’s low,” he hears Mrs. Larkin say one morning. “Mrs. Bolan’s got one that low too, but at least hers is quiet.”

He has no clue what any of it means. It’s all teacher talk, he isn’t supposed to get it, and he knows they aren’t trying to hurt his feelings, but hearing it makes him feel bad anyway because they don’t talk about other kids like they do him. They don’t get those sad looks on their faces about other kids, either.

“Does your brain get jumbled sometimes, Soda?” Miss Luft asks him one day when he’s sitting at his desk, eyes red and puffy from crying because he wasn’t allowed to go to gym class unless he finished his spelling worksheet. But he can’t. He’s been sitting here for forty-five minutes, ever since they got back from recess, and he can’t. Do. It. He tries to write his letters how his teachers have shown him but they just won’t appear in the place he wanted them to, like his pencil won’t obey him when he writes. He tries to start at the top line and somehow his pencil puts itself at the bottom.

He tries to write the letters anyway, but they don’t look like he thinks they’re supposed to, and he doesn’t even know what that means because every time he looks at a b or d, or m or n or h, or—god forbid someone tells him to write the letter k. It just looks like a stick.

His numbers are just as bad. Someone’s always reminding him to put the one before the seven instead of the other way around, but he doesn’t remember writing seventy-one, he can’t even count that high!

“Jumbled?” He says in a shaky voice, still trying to calm down.

“Like mixed up. Like it’s hard to think ‘cause you got too much going on in there?” She taps his forehead and he half-heartedly giggles.

“Yeah, it gets real jumbled. All the time,” Soda says.

“I feel like that sometimes too,” Miss Luft says, and she sighs. “Like I can’t think at all some days. Like my brain shuts off without me tellin’ it to because there’s too much goin’ on and I can’t focus, and just answering one question gets overwhelming. It’s too much. But it’ll be okay, Soda, I know you got it in you. I believe in you, you hear? If I could do it, so can you.”

She doesn’t say much else, but Sodapop has never felt more seen. He cries and clings to her on her last day at their school, hating that she only got to stay for ten weeks. Mrs. Larkin is amazing and he loves being in her class, but the year just drags on and on, and towards the end of the year Soda can’t decide if school is getting harder or he’s getting dumber. Maybe it’s both.

He gets to go to horseback riding camp that summer, and he meets a kid named Dallas who he thinks was in Room Seven with Johnny. Dallas is mean. Soda finds out he’s a whole year older than him, which confuses him because Dallas is in his same grade at school.

“An’ how come I never seen you at recess or nothin’?” Soda says one day at lunch. He’s got a bologna sandwich, because his mom swears by cold cuts. Dally stole an apple out of their counselor’s lunch and doesn’t seem to have anything to eat otherwise.

“They don’t let me out much,” Dallas says. “S’what happens when you spend all your time in the principal’s office.”

“Why?”

“I dunno. Just feels good to get in trouble sometimes.”

Soda doesn’t get him, but he likes horses, and so they become friends anyway. He and Dally start getting into trouble together, and Soda kind of starts to feel like he belongs somewhere. It takes his mind off the upcoming school year, which is great, because whenever he thinks about school, he gets butterflies in his stomach.

Dallas is in Room Twelve with Johnny when they get to second grade. Usually Soda keeps track of what classes all his friends end up in, but this year, it doesn’t matter anymore. Because second grade changes everything.

Mrs. Foster is ancient. She taught Soda’s mom once upon a time, and she had Darry in her class a few years earlier. Soda thought she’d be a great teacher because Darry loved her, but Soda can’t bring himself to even pretend to like her. She asks him what his parents were on when they named him.

“On what?”

Mrs. Foster just rolls her eyes and tells him to take a seat in the back where he clearly belongs. She lets him know that she’ll be calling him by his middle name this year. At least “Patrick” is “dignified.” Whatever that means.

Later, Soda can’t keep his words from erupting out of his mouth like a volcano during morning meeting, and she sends him back to his seat with a glare.

Five minutes later Steve Randle gets sent back to his seat for shouting out, too. He sits next to Soda in the back. He’s hiding a little red toy car in his desk and they play together. Mrs. Foster doesn’t seem to notice or care. She doesn’t call on Soda a single time that year, even when he does know the answer.

She also doesn’t like that Sodapop writes with his left hand. By the time he gets to third grade, he flinches and corrects himself every time he goes to pick up his pencil. He hopes this’ll solve the problem, but it never does.

Soda struggles the whole year. Steve doesn’t, and when Soda asks when his birthday is—he always needs to know, he needs to be able to sing happy birthday to all of his friends—Steve tells him he was born in April, the same year as Soda. Soda tells him how he can’t find a single pattern proving why he’s dumb, ‘cause age doesn’t seem to matter. Sherri aka Cherry is younger than him but smarter. She went to preschool. Johnny’s younger too, but he didn’t. Steve’s older and smarter but he tells Soda that he didn’t do preschool either.

“I did kindergarten twice, though,” Steve tells him. “Well, the first couple weeks anyway. Mom and Dad wanted me to start school when I was five but then I had to not do the whole year ‘cause my mom got sick and we were too busy and then she died so I stayed home with Dad. I did kindergarten the next year when I was six. Now I got friends in third grade and in second grade.”

They agree that Soda’s going to be Steve’s best second-grade friend. They trade that little red car back and forth and Soda still can’t read very well but he’s better at it now—Mrs. Larkin worked extra hard with him after Miss Luft left to make sure he knew his letters and sounds.

Mrs. Foster doesn’t seem to care, because she pretends he doesn’t exist. It’s a miracle Sodapop gets to third grade.

But it doesn’t matter. School doesn’t matter. Over time Soda just starts to remind himself that he has Steve, and Steve is smart, he’ll help him. Soda will get through this. Sure, after third grade Johnny gets held back, and it’s only a matter of time until Sodapop has to repeat a grade too, but… but he’ll be okay. He will. Someday a switch will go off and his brain will work right and he’ll be able to do it. He hasn’t failed yet, that has to mean something, right?

He hasn’t failed yet but no one has noticed he struggles, not his teachers, not his friends, no one. Maybe Miss Luft, but he’ll never see her again. He hopes she still thinks he’s capable. He had written in the book their class made for her that his favorite thing about her was that she believed in him.

As he gets older, he wonders if she even remembers his name.

But then again, he spends every weeknight crying at the kitchen table, physically unable to get past the first question on his homework sheets. In fourth grade Mama starts clearing everything off the table to help him focus, but he picks at the crumbs left behind from last night’s dinner, peels up the dried finger-paint Pony splattered everywhere, sits and rocks back and forth with each tick of the clock.

And every day after about an hour of making up little songs and fiddling on his paper until it’s spotted with holes, he starts crying, because he can’t bring himself to do his homework. And then Pony’s in school, finishing his homework before him, and Pony is just as much of a daydreamer, so that kind of stings. Darry has seven different classes to do homework for, on top of football practice, but he gets all his work done before Soda’s even started. His mom tries to help but it makes him cry even harder, ‘cause she doesn’t get it, it’s not about the homework it’s about his brain. It’s about Soda’s brain not working like everyone thinks it should.

It’s about his big, dumb, broken brain.

Johnny can’t read either, but he can focus, he can control his emotions and not cry or scream or stomp his feet at every little sound or touch, or overreact to things that aren’t a big deal at all, he doesn’t start throwing throngs off his desk when he’s mad, and he always has a reason why he does things. Steve can’t control his mouth or pay attention, but he can read and always turns in his homework on time. Keith never does his homework ever but he’s practically a genius compared to Sodapop.

Ponyboy brings home his first-ever spelling test and their mom sticks it on the fridge with a magnet.

That bright-red 100% is going to haunt Soda’s dreams.

Every night Dad gets home at 6:00 to find Soda still sitting at the table, eyes red and puffy, and tears staining his homework and the table. He chides him for the new mark Soda’s left in the table’s surface from digging the eraser-end of his pencil into it. Soda deflates, he didn’t mean to do that, it’s just—what else is he supposed to do? He’s not allowed to get up until his homework’s done.

Darrel Curtis Sr. is a loving father and a very easy-going guy, until he’s standing there over Soda’s shoulder holding his hand—his left hand, which Soda’s grateful for but also it feels so wrong after his experience in third grade—forcing him to write in the answers because he just doesn’t get that writing it is only part of the problem. His dad loves him, he’s gentle with his touch but every inch of Soda’s skin feels like it’s on fire when his dad makes him write.

It’s not his dad’s fault, but Darrel Sr. is only human, and he hates yelling at his kids, but he has to raise his voice to try to get Sodapop to hear him above his scream-crying because it’s the only way to help him learn.

Sometime when Soda’s in seventh grade, Ponyboy asks him what his problem is. Homework’s not that bad.

“I don’t like it anymore than you do, Soda, but I just don’t think it’s worth crying over, you dig?”

Soda throws his pencil at his brother, slams his history book shut, and walks out the back door. Ponyboy watches in confusion. When their mom comes in to check on them, he tells her Sodapop’s overreacting again.

Dally, who had moved away after third grade to New York but came back just in time to start seventh grade with Soda, finds him at the Pershing Park playground sitting on the swings. It’s where Soda ends up when he’s hopelessly overwhelmed by homework, or when the thought of school looms over him like a cartoon anvil. Something about pumping his legs and willing the swing to take him higher and higher takes away the sick feeling that the idea of popcorn reading Shakespeare in his fifth period English class gives him. Dally asks him if he wants to find something better to do, and a few hours later they wind up back at the Curtis house with busted knuckles and the beginnings of black eyes and they pour grease into Soda’s hair and grin at each other.

When Sodapop is sixteen years old, a sophomore in high school, his father finds him sitting at that same kitchen table, staring down over an assignment that’s asking him to write a thousand-word essay and Soda turns to his dad wordlessly, his throat is closing up, and his dad tells him to breathe.

But he can’t. He can’t. He’s going to be sick, he might actually throw up. He feels like he’s being stabbed in the chest. One thousand words. Sodapop can’t even count that high. He can’t even read Dr. Seuss. He can’t do this anymore.

“Dad, I want to drop out.”

“Aw, Pepsi-Cola,” his dad says gently that night, brushing Soda’s hair back and then pulling him into a hug, “I know you do. I’ve been talkin’ to your mother about it. We got the paperwork from the school. But I think you should think about it a little longer, alright?”

Soda agrees to try and finish out the year. His dad gets it.

His dad spent ten years listening to Soda cry over homework. His dad never called him dumb. His mom did what she could. But the only person in all his years of school who Soda ever knew really believed in him was Miss Luft, and she never came back.

He thinks maybe if he had more teachers like her, who believed in him and gave him extra help and supported him along the way, if there was something—something that made it so they had to listen to him, had to help him, had to accept that it wasn’t his fault he couldn’t read right, couldn’t focus, couldn’t control his mood swings or emotions or his volcano of a mouth… maybe he could’ve done better. Maybe if Mrs. Foster had let him write with his left hand, he could’ve figured it out.

Soda hopes one day they figure out what makes kids like him tick. What makes them struggle. He hopes one day that their schools will decide to help.

A few months after he talks to his dad, Sodapop finds the signed paperwork in his dad’s desk drawer. His parents have just been buried, and Soda can’t stop crying at the drop of a pin. He’s been skipping all his classes, but none of his teachers seem to care. It’s fine. He’s dumb anyway, a lost cause. They’ll just keep passing him up to the next grade without batting an eye at the fact that he never gets higher than a D+, no matter how hard he tries.

Sodapop will always be that one student who slips through the cracks.

He looks over the form to drop out. He figures the school will take it, if he pitches it to them as a last-will kind of situation. He doesn’t even need to ask Darry to give the okay, because Dad signed it months ago, like he had already known the decision Sodapop would make.

And he did. It’s dated that same night Soda sat at the kitchen table feeling like the world was ending and like he was dying because of a goddamn required word count.

But he knows Miss Luft believes in him, and he knows what his dad wanted, so he finishes out the school year—passes Gym and Auto Shop, too.

Soda hopes he made them proud. And now, he’ll never have to worry about explaining the dried tears on his spelling homework ever again.

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Akashi Family Headcanons

okay so this is all headcanons about their family and their dynamic and how they met and everything because i want to

trigger warning: death, suicide, emotional/physical abuse

so first is their family tree

(im sorry idk anything about Japanese names so i used a random generator and looked at what i liked best)

So there's Seijuro right. The focus person (my baby i love him mine)

Father's Side

Masaomi's dad was Satoshi, and his mom was Chizuru. Now Chizuru belongs to a different well off family who MADE SURE that at least one of her children marry an Akashi and there we go there's their marraige. It was arranged. She's an awful woman- emotionally and physically abusive to Masaomi, a bitch to all the staff, feeling entitled. A Karen. No one likes her.

Satoshi didn't want to deal with that and had business to do. He was away working abroad most of the time which led to Chizuru raising Masaomi (horribly, might I add).

Now they actually had difficulty making a kid. Chizuru was 48 when Masaomi was born, and they had a lot of trouble making sure that both she and Masaomi was healthy.

Chizuru and Satoshi never really cared for each other at all, their primary goal was to make a male heir. Which was Masaomi. After that, Chizuru went whoring wherever she wanted to because "I'm married to an Akashi I can do anything" and ended up getting pregnant at 51 years old because "eh im old nothings gonna happen anyways"

Airi was born and she was a rebel, didn't want to do anything, has run away from the house multiple times and she's just a problem child. Especially since she lacked attention cuz their focus was training and raising their male heir. So she jumped off of the roof of Akashi Manor at 16 years old.

Airi and Masaomi never really got along either, Masaomi was kinda quiet and just did whatever his parents told him to and stuff. I mean sure they were siblings but they were so far opposites.

Satoshi was assassinated a while ago by the Spanish Mafia. All Chizuru had to say to that was "good riddance". Masaomi didn't have any feeling or reaction in particular, just surprise.

She's currently in the ICU btw. Seijuro knows that he has grandparents on his father's side ONLY BECAUSE he did some digging. Masaomi never mentioned his family, and neither did Shiori. He has absolutely (pun always intended) no contact with his father's side.

Mother's Side

Shiori, being the oldest of three, had the expectation that she is responsible for her siblings. Her parents weren't horrible people, but they were both working most of the time to support their children, especially since they want them to get the best education yet. Which is how Shiori ended up going to the same middle school as Masaomi, even though the school was prestigious. But in home she had a lot of work to do, not just homework but chores and taking care of Fujio and Yumiko. Their parents were taking care of them when they get a chance, but often it was Shiori that attended sports and after school activities instead of their parents.

Yumiko is their problem child, and since shes the youngest, often gets away with it when parents step in. Always blames everything on her older siblings and trying to get attention as much as possible. And ofc, Shiori and Fujio is always blamed because "youre responsible for your younger sister why did you let her do that? You should know better" or some shit. always gets what she wants, and especially since the parents dont really have time for their kids their attention always goes to Yumiko because cute, youngest, trying to get attention, meanwhile Fujio and Shiori are decently mature enough to not need that.

Fujio is the middle child, so he gets the classic middle child syndrome. Between Shiori being oldest and responsible and Yumiko being youngest and small and attention seeker, he isn't really seen by parents. He more of just does his own thing in private, keep to himself. But he likes doing sports, though undecided for a while which one he was going to focus on. Eventually he chose basketball. Shiori was always there for his games, and even helping him train (she likes doing her research).

Their parents, Mina and Shunichi, theyre in a loving marriage. Its really just that their priority is getting their kids to the best school there is, so they barely have time for them nor each other. They had Shiori when they were 18. 1.5 years after that they had Fujio, and then by (happy) accident Yumiko after 4 years.

Seijuro had contact with them once, and only once. During Shiori's funeral, it was Fujio and Yumiko that were taking care of little Seijuro, making sure he's safe and helping him deal with the fact that his mom is gone. But after that, no contact. Seijuro could probably give them a call, but he doesn't know them that well. Also, Masaomi is afraid of Mina (Shiori's mom).

Masaomi x Shiori

Masaomi was a timid introvert that didn't really talk unless spoken to/needed, so he kept to himself during school and events. Of course always top of his class, he knew and it was drilled into his brain that he was only there to be the heir for the company. So like a robot he did what he was told without complain or argument, even though he had personal feelings about things. He learned early on, especially from emotional and physical abuse from Chizuru, that his opinions and words didn't really matter. So he kept himself quiet. Because of that, no one really talked to him at school or even tried to make friends, also because they knew that Chizuru was a bitch and if anything happened and Masaomi gets influenced she can probably shut down the entire school. This was both elementary and middle school.

Shiori was extroverted, loved making friends and she spoke her truth always. She loved talking, doesn't matter who it is. One day, the last week of elementary school, the two were paired up to be partners for a little class activity. It was the first time the two had met, and still Shiori went on and on, asking him questions and replying with her own stories. It was the first time Masaomi felt heard, that his preferences mattered to someone. And he was very intrigued about this chatterbox girl.

Shiori and Masaomi became lowkey friends when they reached middle school, and people just accepted it. Masaomi liked listening to her talk, and Shiori liked talking and watching him listen.

One day, Shunichi, Shiori's dad, suddenly got fired from his work. Mina's salary was not enough to support them at all, and Shiori was sad because she might have to move to a different school. Tuition was expensive at a prestigious school like that. Shiori confided in Masaomi.

Masaomi, being stupid and also fearing that Shiori would be gone in his life, started paying for her tuition in advance. You have no idea the disbelief that her parents had when they went to pay and saw that there was zero balance. Well, they thought, since its already paid why not just wait for another year. They can afford at least Fujio's and Yumiko's tuition after all.

Eventually Shunichi got accepted at another job, and they could afford school again. Masaomi stopped paying for her tuition. Chizuru found out at one point and Masaomi got his ass beat and had to do extra work for he doesn't even know how long, but it was worth it. For Shiori.

They fell in love and stayed in touch until highschool. Chizuru did not approve of her when he introduced Shiori, saying that her kind (as in she was poor) doesn't belong and will ultimately cause the company to fail. But Masaomi for once knew what he wanted. he tried and tried and tried again and again, until Chizuru gave up. It was also around the time that Satoshi died, and with her newfound freedom she was just "ok fine whatever you want ig" especailly since the riches are hers now. So Masaomi and Shiori got married at 20 years old, and had our lovely little Seijuro at 22 years old.

lmk if you want me to make more headcanons or even to make a oneshot, or literally anything. Im curious on what yall's opinion is

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[leadenn]

I know a lot of people don't think Scout would have a good relationship with his brothers, I haven't seen a lot of that, but I like to think he's very close to his family. He's getting a call on the phone or a letter in the mail from a brother, or a niece, or a nephew, or his Ma, or-

Like for a dude who lives super far away from his family in the 60s, he keeps in great contact with them. Anytime Miss Pauling drops their mail off (bc I doubt that they're allowed to get packages or letters directly or send those things out, they probably get screened first) there's always like eight letters for Scout.

Do I think it's perfect? No. Scout probably got picked on by his brothers growing up bc he's the youngest of eight, but they were there for him when he needed them and they love each other a lot. They all had an agreement to stay in line bc their Ma has enough on their plate having to take care of them all while working two jobs. There's an unspoken agreement to NOT pull their Ma into their shit, if you get arrested or in a fight you call the oldest brother first bc Ma has enough on her plate.

Which means there were probably so many fucking shenanigans growing up, and who doesn't bond over various sibling shenanigans? So even tho Scout probably gets pissed at his brothers or argues with them sometimes, he's never gonna turn his back on them bc they've all been through so much together. Like why would he let one fight with Mike ruin their relationship? They had to drive five hours to pick James up from some dive bar in Rhode island together. Who else can he sit in a car with for five hours with a busted radio, no a/c, and nothing to do and still have a good time?

ALSO HE'S TOTALLY THE FUN UNCLE.

I also picture that Scout and his brothers once they all got their shit together somewhat when it comes to having a job and a place to live, they all make sure their Mom has to never work again. Scout makes the most, and like he splits his check so 1/4 goes to savings (Tom Jones merch), 1/4 goes to his Ma, and then the rest is for him. He'll also send his brothers money if they need it bc again, he loves his family.

Besides Heavy and Sniper he's like the only merc that has family he's close with.

Oh and you know what? I feel like he'd probably get really fucking mad when he finds out Spy is his dad, bc why try to be in his life now? He doesn't fucking need him now, he needed him when he was a kid. He's not even that mad about that, he had older brothers. He's mad Spy left his Mom. His Ma, who in Scout's mind is the most wonderful woman in the world, had to work two jobs and skip meals to make sure Scout and his brothers are fed and clothed. That's what Scout is pissed about. Spy couldn't even send a check every month, let alone be Scout's dad. Now he's an adult and he doesn't want a Dad (lie, but he doesn't want his dad to be Spy if he has one), and it's like Spy wants to step in now that the hard part of being a parent is done.

Scout loves his family, and in his eyes I think family is just the people that you know have your back no matter what. If anything, Spy was closer to Scout's definition of family before Scout knew that Spy was his dad bc they're on the same team and they had to have each other's backs on the field for work. Now Scout wouldn't trust Spy to get him a can of soda.

[lscpu]

some fic ideas i have are kinda normal and some are super self-indulgent so idk if anyone would care for them. but imagine:

early seasons au. john winchester uses a fake name negan smith because in the walking dead x supernatural universe, if monsters overhear of the winchesters being in the area, they'd come running for revenge as there's hardly any hunters/general population left to stand in their way

weirdcest happens but it goes three ways (john+dean and dean+sam).

scene:

rick & co have good relationship with negan's group. no one in rick's group has any idea negan is a father. in stumbles a pretty big, super beautiful guy and straddles negan's lap (and negan's sitting on a sofa, chilling & reading a book). negan grabs him by the waist/belt with one hand for support and keeps on reading like this is daily occurrence (though rick's never heard of any of negan's relationship, with women OR men) -- until the guy leans in for a kiss.

that's already wild, because negan's the top dog and all his men are super respectful with him, and this guy just isn't? negan pushes him away but LAUGHS, an absolutely delighted expression on his face like this is some great joke but he seems to be the only one to be in on it.

another guy, younger and taller and equally drunk, starts lamenting about this. 'oh come on guys this is disgusting! blergh, why do i have to watch this?! you always do this shit!! it's just unnatural!! i hate you both!!'

at this point aaron and jesus and whoever else is openly gay in twd i don't even remember go 'aw, kinda hurts ngl. we thought negan was chill thus his entire group was chill but seems not :('

negal shoves the first guy half-off, and the guy faceplants into the sofa cushions, his one leg still fully in negan's lap. negan keeps his hand on the leg, fingers digging into the jeans-covered muscle of the back of his thigh. he notices aaron&jesus&whoever are kinda upset and explains, 'oh, dw guys, sammy didn't mean it like that, they're both my sons he just won't accept our love!' like yknow 'he's not homophobic he probably just hates the special bond me n my oldest share 🤧'

and sammy, drunk and very loose-tongued, starts up again. 'yeah, exactly!! this is--i found this book and u know what it said?? this whole thing?? parentification!! emotional incest!! borderline, like, actual!!!'

and negan: 'idk what parentification is, but i'm sure that's not a nice thing to call your mother.' to which dean would slide off the couch laughin because calling him the mom/wife is a long-running joke ig and it'd be funny in the 'laugh or cry' kind of way + he's drunk

anyway, this is super cracky and self-indulgent and i love this ABSURDITY theater and nearly voyeuristic outsider POVs SO SO SO much, man. dean playing into the weird relationship he has with his dad, and sammy being openly jealous & possessive of dean, and john not pushing to hide any of this because this negan persona is kinda eccentric, a respected leader and a 'chill' uncle figure to the survivors's kids (mostly judith & carl tbh since he's good friends with rick).

nobody in their right mind would believe ANYTHING is actually going on between him and his oldest son, especially if dean so openly shoves a tongue down his father's throat in front of everybody, right? that's just absurd. it's just dean being drunk and trying to joke around in bad taste & negan playing into it to publicly to annoy&embarrass the youngest son/brother, as they do.

but yeah the more i think about this the more i'm confident someone ABSOLUTELY will have to find out. deanjohn would be pushing boundaries so hard it's less and less suspicious that there's any incest going on because that'd be widely inappropriate if it's not just a joke. they're just a weird family of survivors so of course the coping mechanisms and humor will be wild.

until someone accidentally spies on them in the act and it's like oh. oh no. no they were NOT joking. actually they were always 100% open about this and didn't lie even once. it's just so wild no one took them seriously. but no, negan IS fucking his oldest son (and his youngest son is also fucking negan's son but that's still not out) and negan or his kids never mentioned once that any one of them is step-something or adopted.

like u gotta respect the honestly but also if this is revealed publicly both dean and sam would fight tooth and nail to protect their dad from the mob (though ig negan would command enough respect to not have that happen to him) & just fuck off to leave on their own if it comes down to that. the three of them can survive just fine (and will probably start working with a 'monster' they once would've hunted bc they all gotta survive. aint nobody was ever hurt by a pet vampire trust me bro)

anyway this could've been 50k easy but idk if i'll ever actually write a twd crossover. just wanted to write it down so we get this post instead <3

[butterflylullaby-lie]

So, I've been summoned by my sister to this post she came across

And yes, i completely agree, so disappointed at the lack of Rung and Swerve😔💔

I need them together your honour, carnally.

Do you perhaps have ideas about their child you'd like to share?👀

Or ship ideas between them in general?

Hello! Nice of you and your sister to join me in my shitposting lol (sorry for the late reply felt super gross and awful these last day or so!)

As for children ideas, I DO!

-Swerve is the carrier/mom, he gives me the vibes of Dolly Parton or Charlie Swan, and i think he’d be a great carrier, being supportive and open as well as being a friend to their kids. He can be sorta awkward at times, but tries to keep up with his kids interests and hobbies. Hes the outgoing and defender parent if stuff goes wrong or if someone messes with his kids.

- Rung then is obviously the sire/dad. (Although they both can be called either, it’s more for roles of conception). If you’ve ever read any villainess manwha, he reminds me of the dad from ‘I’ll be the matriarch in this life’. Who’s caring and insightful. Or similarly he’s a lot like Optimus from Transformers Prime, he’s the one you go to when you need serious advice about yourself and who you can just talk to when you don’t want a response or judgement.

The children:

- They end up having 4 kids, and most of them take after Rung in stature except for one of them who is very similar to Swerve but is still somehow taller by like 3 inches. This means that Swerve is the shortest of the family, and they never let him forget it. They all see to have similar color palettes as well, although one or two of them change their paints permanently to something else.

- A couple name/role ideas for the kids are: Knell (Oldest), Weaver (Middle), Switch-Stick (Youngest), and/or Mimzy (Potential Youngest).

-Knell is pink and red with little white, and is very annoyed by how other mechs (especially the ones who have been to earth or engross themselves in earth media) make fun of him at times because of his color scheme. Saying it reminds them of Valentine’s Day on Earth. They are the calmest of the siblings and often has to be the voice of reason. Can be clumsy at times and has developed similar sensors on his servos like his carrier.

- Weaver is Scarlet and White, their name while it fits with their carriers motif, is also because of Sigourney Weaver. This does not bother them though, and Alien has become their favorite movies since sparkling-hood, much to their sires reluctance. They often are seen taking pictures of everything and everyone, finding kinship with Rewind in their need to capture every moment.

-Switch-Stick is Red and Orange (similar to their sire) with large portions of white. They are more similar in stature as their carrier, being a mini bot, but not as stout. They wear glasses similar to their sire but different in design. They are Whirls favorite and he calls them his protégé. They may be slightly destructive.

-Mimzy is the baby, literally and has just got their colors in. They are pale orange, pink and white. They like to crawl on mechs and climb them, as well as bite them. They eat many things they should not, and somehow can digest them. Their optics are not as developed as they should be an needs lens/glasses to help them until they develop more as they get older!

As for relationship headcanons, I’ve got a few.

- Swerve and Rung can both be a listener and a yapper. Swerve is the one Rung can vent to when he needs to release his pent up emotions, while Swerve can be listener and confidant during these times. It is also the same switched, though Rung has some difficulties at times trying to not turn into “psychiatrist Rung” when Rung needs to be Swerves conjunx.

-Rung will fight someone for Swerve, and he may or may not win. But he’d do it. Swerve is surprisingly the more level headed one when it comes to confrontation as a couple, but is also the more sneaky one. More willing to gossip or do more underhanded things on the side lines if necessary. The both cover a basis of payback should one he threatened or insulted. Though this doesn’t happen as often.

-Swerves love language is quality time and physical touch.

-Rungs is acts of service and words of affirmation.

-Swerve becomes the one to remind (threaten) mechs when they mess up Rungs name. Everytime the say the wrong thing he loudly corrects them, regardless of who it is. Whirl has tried to fight Swerve because of this, Cyclonus wishes Whirl would not.

-Rung doesn’t hate anyone specifically (not anyone who’s alive anymore anyways), but he does not care for IronFist and Blurr. Impactor finds this hilarious.

-Swerve created two drinks for Rung. One alcoholic and one not, both designed based on his personality or color palette. This was showcased along with a rare model ship set that Swerve got for their anniversary. Rung got drunk and cried about how much he loved him in the middle of the bar.

-Rung has gotten Swerve many energon goodies at the pit stops Lost Light makes, even when they do other things he’s always looking for a treat or neat knick knack Swerve would like. He’s found that softer comforts are the best gifts!

-They share a habsuite early on in the relationship and love to cuddle! Rung likes to pamper and snuggle Swerve, especially when he’s sparked.

-Swerve likes to be the little spoon as it makes him feel loved and safe!

[notbillyshears]

Dally's Siblings

Here they are! Back in New York a couple months before their mother died. From oldest to youngest there's-

Ghenrih or "Henry" which is what he goes by, at age 17 Elizaveta or "Elizabeth", at age 16 Dallas at age 9 Finn at age 7 Laila at age 4

If you want all his siblings stories and what happened to them after he left, look under here :) TRIGGER WARNINGS: S**cide, Abuse Mentions

Henry

Henry squinted in most photos he's been in since he was a kid because he desperately needs glasses. He got them once he got out of the house and got a job.

He's quite handsome now, he works as a reporter and kinda gives Milo Thatch vibes. He also has a very loving wife named Lucy May.

He's always had real big ears and when he was young kids would make fun of him for them.

His actual name is Russian but there was a lot of prejudice against immigrants at the time so he mainly goes by Henry. Same case with Elizaveta.

He and Elizabeth were the only ones for a solid 7 years so they were really close. They went through a lot together. They both protected each other a lot from gangs and their father. At the time, their mom was ok enough. So they spent a lot of time around her side of the family. 

He taught Dally how to play cards and how to play marbles. He really loved him but Henry was honestly not around too often since he was trying to make a living. It made him extremely nervous to leave his siblings at home and to leave Elizabeth alone as well. He didn’t trust either of his parents. Especially once the gunshot was fired.

When Dally bolted after their mother was shot, Henry grabbed his coat immediately and bolted after him. But he wasn’t able to catch him. He just stood in the streetlight with shock. He knew just how broken his brother was. Why didn’t he do anything about it?! Now he was gone and there was nothing he could do about it.

He helped Elizabeth a lot more after that and took Laila and Finn to his apartment quite often. But he was slowly becoming more busy though it broke his heart to leave Elizabeth to be with them all the time.

Their father ended up in jail for killing their mother and he went to visit him. Henry had to be restrained by officers after he lunged for his father, screaming at him. His father had said things like “She didn’t deserve to be here anyways” and “You think you and your sister didn’t deserve those bruises?!”

They never really had a lot of money so nowadays he still is a bit sensitive about money and food. Even though he’s got a really successful job and lives comfortably.

When he found out Elizabeth died he sobbed and wailed for hours upon hours, days upon days.  He’s still not over her death and can’t even hear her name without tearing up.

Elizabeth

Elizabeth always wears giant, clunky boots. She just likes how they look.

She was the one Dally was closest too. She loved him a whole lot and always told him he was extra special (in a loving way, don’t be weird) he felt kinda bad about joining the gang cause he knew she would be worried, but it was what he had to do.

She was always worried about Dally getting caught up in gangs. She never wanted to have to go down to the police to get any of her siblings out! And she never had to…

She sang all the siblings lullabies at night. They all shared a room and she was the one who knew all the lullabies in their parents’ native tongues. Henry would join in with the ones he remembered, but she was mainly the one singing. The rest of them still hum some of the tunes to this day.

She had such a soft smile. It was beautiful and breathtaking. 

She had a boyfriend that she liked, his name was Teddy. But she became too stressed out about everything and started to shut out everything else. So she broke it off. 

She was honestly the most depressed sibling. She was the main caretaker of them all since their mom was an addict and their dad was barely around except to yell at them all and be violent. It took quite the toll on her but she pretended to be happy for her siblings.

When Dallas ran off after their mother was shot, she was worried sick. She couldn’t find him anywhere and didn’t even know what to do with herself with all that went down.

She worked several jobs while being the main parental figure for all the kids. But it was too much for her.

She felt incredibly guilty for what she was about to do. But life was becoming too much for her. This was her only way out in her eyes. So when she turned 23 she went to the Brooklyn Bridge, and jumped.

Laila was 11, Finn was 14. They got the news from the police. They sobbed as the news was delivered and they were hauled off to an orphanage.

Laila and Finn

Laila is the only one with brown eyes. They’re real big too. 

She used to carry around a beat-up wolf stuffed animal everywhere she went. It used to be Henry’s but he got too old for it. She still has him to this day. His name is “Terry” if you care.

Whenever she and Finn ended up in the orphanage, she was extremely sad. She barely had a clue what was going on and was just terrified. She became a lot more shy and anxious.

Dallas was always Finn’s hero when he was older. He thought he was so cool and tough because of little brother stuff. He was honestly the spitting image of Dallas as he got older. Except Finn has always stayed positive. So he looks like Dallas, if Dallas was happy and not hardened by the world. He also has shorter hair and dimples.

He loved his raincoat so much as a kid. He wore it all the time because he thought it made him look bigger and tougher.

Henry didn’t have the stability to take them in after Elizabeth’s death so he and Laila were taken to an orphanage. In turn Finn became extremely protective of Laila and had very little trust in everyone. He still managed to stay positive for the most part.

They did get adopted though, an older couple named Jeremiah and Kira. They were from North Carolina and came to visit family in New York. Kira wasn’t able to have kids so they gave up on having them a while ago. But then somebody in their family mentioned adoption and they decided to look into the process. Which led to them meeting Finn and Laila.

They now live happily in North Carolina, Finn is slowly adjusting and Laila is coming out of her shell. 

In the Survival AU, Finn and Laila were visiting Oklahoma and while stopping in Tulsa at Cynthia’s soda fountain, they saw him. Talking to his girl, laughing at something his friend said. Finn couldn’t believe his eyes. Laila didn’t even recognize him but was the one to point him out. Cynthia noticed the kids staring at them and brought Dally’s attention to them. Dally’s jaw dropped as soon as he saw the two of them. (I may draw this later) They didn’t even know how to react.

After they met again they told him about Elizabeth which he was not really in the state to take it, it was literally a year after everything went down with Johnny and such. But Henry found out and immediately roadtripped down to see them all.

Dally always thought if he ever saw his family again they would hate him and he would hate seeing them as well. He thought it would remind him too much of the day he ran off. But he honestly started crying with joy when he met eyes with Henry. He tried to keep up the tough guy attitude but when they all hugged he actually started crying. It felt nice to see his family again, the good ones.

[nightingale2004]

Twilight next generation: Rosalie x Emmett version.

Felicity Lillian Cullen Hale

Faceclaim: Chloe Rose Robertson

Felicity is the oldest adopted daughter of Rosalie Hale and Emmett Cullen

She was adopted as a kid and grew up alongside the triplets.

She wasn't turned into a vampire until after her seventeenth birthday

Rosalie didn't want to turn her daughter, but she and Emmett knew if they didn't, they would be in more trouble with the Volturi

After Felicity was turned, she was gifted with the power of Charmspeak and she uses it to protect her family

She is called Letty, Fifi, Cece, Fee, and Fliss for short

Emmett calls her princess

She's like the mother of the family

She knows her own self worth.

Felicity is her mother's daughter.

She knows that being beautiful is natural for vampires, but it doesn't stop her from putting on makeup and being a ✨️fashion icon✨️

She loves fashion and often talks ideas with her aunt Alice for new designs

She and her family all lived in Alaska until they moved back to Forks

When they moved to Forks, Felicity and her cousins were admired by the students like their parents and treated them like celebrities

Hopes and prays to find a love like her parents

Is extremely vain and takes care of her looks constantly

Has a handle on her thirst

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Christopher Royal Cullen Hale

Faceclaim: Owen Joyner

Christopher is the adopted son of Rosalie Hale and Emmett Cullen

Christopher goes by Chris, Roy, or Chrissy (the last one is his sisters). He is also often called "Your Highness" or "handsome"

When Chris was a baby, he was abandoned until Emmett and Rosalie found him and took him in

He grew up with his sisters and some of the members of his family

After his family moved to Alaska due to the triplets being born, some of them went their separate ways but stayed in contact and do family reunions very frequent.

He doesn't like the wolf shifters but has a mutual respect for them

He's a mama's boy but he loves his dad as well

Plays football and baseball with his family

Unlike most of his family, he doesn't have a gift, but like his father. He is very strong

Was turned like his sister when he came of age

Is jealous of his family but loves them all the same

Struggles with his thirst for blood but tries to train himself to keep it together

Loves history, and he is a proper gentleman. He also has a love for the medical field like his grandfather Carlisle

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Emmalie Marie Cullen Hale

Faceclaim: Sabrina Carpenter

Emmalie is the third child and second daughter of Emmett Cullen and Rosalie Hale

Like her brother, she was a baby when Rose and Emmett took her in

Emmalie is nicknamed Emma, Emmy, Em, Lily, wildflower, firecracker, and Spider-monkey (the last three are her parents)

Emma is her father's daughter

Like her dad, she is completely reckless and playful, but she is also rebellious and free-spirited

Like her brother, she doesn't have a gift but she doesn't let it bother her.

She is a tomboy and constantly teases her older sister

Loves getting her hands dirty

She plays sports and joins her mom in the garage, fixing up cars and checking out engines

She doesn't have complete control since she is one of the youngest in the Cullen clan, but her family helps her keep it together

Loves being outside and hunting with the family

When they moved back to Forks, Emma and Nessie tried to make the best of their situation

Emma and Nessie are extremely close

[tapersco]

can you tell me more about fnaf incest

OH WHERE DO I BEGIN i hope it's okay i'm using my + poppet's interps/timeline rather than the """canon""" for this btw those are the ones i know by heart. also putting this under a readmore because shit's gonna get long i can already telll

first of all we have the AFTONS.

it all starts and ends with Bill of course. i think about how he started out as a stereotypically 'good' dad and then got progressively worse over the span of a few years and how that would've fed into his delusions and motivation behind what he does to his family and others. a lot of it having to do with him having basically uninterrupted and unmonitored access to vulnerable young kids while he's subtly, but sharply deteriorating

the family dynamic as a whole is that they're very close knit, the kids only really trust Bill as far as adults go, stemming from Bill's own general distrust/distaste of other people and the desire to keep his kids as close to the hip as possible

i think he would've started of with the youngest, Lane, the babiest of Bill's kids. those two have the most warmfuzzies relationship in all of this imo, their art is always very cuddly and soft <333 Bill adores Lane to the point where the other two kids start to resent Lane and this only drives the two closer

it's also important to note that Lane is treated as the last 'piece' of Bill's wife that he has left, since they were born and she died shortly after, Bill kind of projects that onto Lane a lot. also i have a 'theory' that if Lane got to grow up they would've looked the most like Bill, out of all of the kids and it freaks people out. who needs selfcest when you have a kid who's basically you :D

then we got Lizzy, the middle child and his daughter. she's the most eager to please, the most vying for Bill's attention which she's also the most deprived of. he loves her of course, but because of the aforementioned dynamic with Lane and his incessant need to control Michael, she gets left out often. she's already under his thumb from that alone. anything to get his attention/love, and sometimes drags others into this too. ;) in the official comics, from what i know, she ends up being the one to do William's bidding without question.

takes after him most in terms of personality i think! she's very inspired by her mom, who was an actress/dancer. i've only recently started focusing on her a lot and i think that's fitting...... all things considered JNFSJSAKJHFSAJhF. she's also a total coquette/lolita/loli/lg/yandere girly <333

and finally we have Mikey, the oldest. he's the most resistant to Bill's manipulation and, ironically, the one that gets left alone with him after everyone else is killed off and Bill has reached his lowest point. and you can probably imagine where that goes. part of the reason he gets body mods in his teens is so that he can be more easily distinguished from Bill (which doesnt work FHSFBSAHBFA)

even though he outwardly acts disgusted by his dad, he wants Bill's affection just as much as the other two. when it's just Bill and Mike, they become extremely codependent, Bill becomes abusive to him in every sense while still relying on him for every emotional need. Bill gets him drunk a lot at this point in time. n_n their codependency continues over many years, even after they both start going under assumed identities. when they're living apart they still find ways to see and fuck each other, often.

and to explain the picture on the right, Mike got braces to straighten his teeth out so they wouldnt look too much like Bill's. Bill forces him to get the braces off at some point lol

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thennnn we have the EMILYS, which is made up of Charlie and Henry. poppet and i have concepts for other siblings for Charlie (i might talk about them another time though hehe <3)

Charlie is (typically) an only child and the codependency between her and Henry develops a lot sooner than Bill/Mikey's. after Bill nearly succeeds in strangling her to death as a 4 year old, Henry takes her out of the world altogether. no school, nothing. having lost his wife like Bill, Charlie is the only person Henry has left. for months, she essentially becomes her father's experiment, although to him he's helping her "protect herself" -- make of that what you will ♥ ♥

Charlie does eventually return to school and something like a normal life, but she's a shell of a teenager. she's painfully isolated due to her stunted development + socialization, and although she does eventually find friends, she never gets too close. she's quick to reject romance with other people, but comes home to lavish all of that unspent attention on her daddy. she's gotten it into her head that Henry will literally die without her there. so she'd give him anything if he asked; and i mean literally anything

. they're fiercely protective of each other, murderously so, at times hbfhbfhsb

i redrew this panel with our interps and i think its really cute and bittersweet...

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i'm gonna stop there since i've said way too much already (/j) but if you wanna hear any more about specific ships/dynamics feel free to send another ask n__n

[spawns-of-the-lords-in-black]

Spawns of the lords in black AU Masterpost

Wanda daughter of Wiggly (she/her)

Wanda is 17 and the oldest out of all the spawns she goes between living at the Church of the Starry Children and living in the Black and White with her dad she's the goalie on the Hatchetfeild Highs Water polo team and is pretty much the only good player on the team she thinks of Wilbur as her uncle. She's insanely sassy and is spoiled rotten by Wiggly who is actually a descent parent

Iris child of Blinky (they/them)

Iris is 15 years old and the most shut off from the rest they spend all their time on their phone they refuse to socialize with anyone they had the worst upbringing Blinky was the most neglectful parent often forgetting Iris even existed they lived with their father for ten years of their life and moved to the Church because Blinky completely forgot about them they have abandonment issues because of that they're an artist and they use drawing as a coping mechanism

Gadget daughter of Tinky (she/they)

Gadget is 16 she likes to go back in time and fuck with the past just to piss off historians she's insanely close with her twin Gizmo they have a pair of goat horns that they usually keep hidden bc they mess with her bows she's as insane as her father her and Gizmo like to follow Tinky around watching him torcher Ted Spankoffski in the Basterds box

Gizmo child of Tinky (they/them)

Gizmo is 16 their twin is Gadget they love to go back in time and cause major historical disasters and see how humans react they see humans as toys to play with and even has their own little "toy box" where they keep random people people in to torcher their as insane as their sister and father and is really close with Gadget they barely leave her side

Paulina daughter of Pokotho (she/her)

Paulina is the youngest at 12 years old and a daddys girl she's a theater kid just like her dad and probably the least traumatized she's actually close with her Pokotho often takes her to shows at the Starlight Theater and sings her lullabies since she has such a hard time going to sleep and she always feels safe near her dad.

Nelson son of Nibbly (he/they)

Nelson is 16 and only recently found out that his father is Nibbly his mom won the Honey Queen pageant and that was the first and last time he ever saw his dad the Church Of The Starry Children adopted him out to a random family bc they thought that Nibbly would probably devore his offspring he watched his adopted mom get consumed by Nibbly he got badly wounded buy that night trying to defend his mom he keeps those scars hidden with bandages

Made With This Picrew

[cinnabells]

BITTERSWEET TRAGEDY || N.R.

en-haters

ENHYPEN | @ENHYPEN_members

7-member boy group, consisting of Yang Jungwon, Lee Heeseung, Jake, Park Sunghoon, Jay, Ni-ki, and Kim Sunnoo, under Belift Entertainment and Hybe, they’re currently doing promotions for their comeback.

nishimura riki |

‘05 liner. The youngest and most delusional, mysterious boy who wants his childhood buried reads fanfiction every night before bed and had a whole breakdown for the great shutdown of AO3 2023. 

yang jungwon | @wonandonly🔒

‘04 liner. Goes viral for doing anything, leader and mama goose, supports Ni-ki’s delusions, changes his personality every time he finds a new obsession. 

kim sunoo |

‘03 liner. baby girl, biggest inspiration is felix, dedicates his life to looking good. Watches beauty and lifestyle videos 24/7 skipped practice once to watch twice’s comeback live. 

park sunghoon |

‘02 liner. Penguin, who regrets ditching his skating career every time something goes wrong, hates when the others are fruity without him, and was bored one day and made a fan page about himself to interact with engenes.

sim jaeyun |

‘02 liner. A freak who thinks he’s a physic because he predicted meeting stray kids supports everyone’s delusions; all he wants to do is dance and have fun with his friends and likes to watch normal people on Twitch. #hatetheidollife 

park jeongsong |

‘02 liner. Enhypen’s personal chef, the biggest army (not even close), cried his heart out when it was announced that they were going on hiatus. most active on Twitter and second most on Weverse. 

lee heeseung  |

‘01 liner. The oldest, the least active on Twitter, is done with the boys antics but will always support them, definitely is in another situationship, and gives the best relationship advice but can’t take it himself. 

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ׂׂૢ SYPNOSIS;

The life of Leilani Choi was the textbook definition of chaotic; her dad was a military man who was always away for the better part of her childhood, and her mom was, well, she was present at least. Growing up in a mixed-race community should've made this little life a little simpler, yes? Dear mother was overbearing; Leilani just wanted to be normal and go do teenage stuff without her mother on her back all the time. Unfortunately, the people she hung out with were the wrong people, and she suffered the consequences. That's how she found herself in Korea, made a few bad choices, and thus she was forced to move back home, but moving to Korea wasn't all bad; she made new friends and even started a few hobbies, and fortunately one of those hobbies was becoming a fan of Enhypen, and that led her down the road of their maknae, Nishimura Riki, and that became a whirlwind of unexpected paths. The moral of the story is... don't fall in love with a K-pop idol.

ׂׂૢ TAGLIST: @rikidaze @roarr-ki @momoch1s @kirakun @planetmarlowe @nessas-archive @irikhrts

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