#jeremy rambles

[surfinjeremy]

trying to be normal man

[grief3rp1ll3d]

cannib1stic-cr0w -> cann1bal-cr0w -> matpats-hands -> shedletsfag -> tw0-t1me -> azur3-t1me -> grief3rp1ll3d

pfp by @//bazeeble

host name: Jeremy (Jerm)

pronouns: he/it

bodily 17 yrs old :D

System, 3 alters as far as we're aware

^^ would prefer if you called us by the name of whoevers fronting but its whatevs

sideblogs:

@cannib1stic-cr0w (alt acc)

@not-so-sleepy-pumpkin (my cat)

@fazbear-ent-suckz (fnaf rp(?) blog)

@ur-fav-as-a-cat (turning ur blorbos into warrior cats sideblog)

stuff to be cautious of when viewing my blog:

° blood/gore (light - moderate)

° eyestrain

° nsfw topics (not about me or any of my mutuals or random ppl)

DNI:

proshippers

pedos

zoophiles

homophobes

transphobes

other general DNI material

[sleepy-seal]

leucas just opened up a new tab and started looking at pictures of the deathhead hawk moth

[carmenberzattosgf]

This would have been the hottest thing he did in the entire show if he hadn’t started a whole ass fire.

[jordiipordii]

thinking about how Jeremy knows that Jean is afraid of water but not necessarily that he was waterboarded at evermore.

thinking about how Jean knows that Jeremy got clean off coke but not necessarily that he spent 5 weeks in rehab.

thinking about how Jeremy takes the stairs with Jean because Jean is claustrophobic but he doesn’t know Jean was locked in a box.

thinking about how Jean lets Jeremy nap instead of practicing because he’s tired but doesn’t know he’s fallen asleep driving.

thinking about how Jeremy knows Jean had feelings for Kevin but not how deep the pain of Kevin’s betrayal truly goes.

thinking about how Jean has no idea that Jeremy was left high and dry by the first man that was more than just a hookup to him.

thinking about how Jeremy doesn’t know Jean cried so hard he almost vomited after Grayson’s attacks back in the Nest.

thinking about how Jean doesn’t know that Bryson has threatened to plant drugs if Jeremy doesn’t fail the LSAT.

thinking about how Jeremy doesn’t know that Jean has had his life sworn away to a man who can and will use him as an income.

thinking about how Jean doesn’t know that Jeremy’s entire life and future are locked away somewhere that Jeremy doesn’t even know.

thinking about how Jeremy doesn’t know that Jean wouldn’t have lived in any other life.

thinking about how Jean doesn’t know that Jeremy would’ve been waiting forever for him.

just thinking about them and what they don’t know about each other.

also on a lighter note:

thinking about how Jeremy doesn’t know that Jean crushed hard on his photos.

thinking about how Jean doesn’t know that he is undeniably Jeremy’s exact type.

thinking about how Jeremy doesn’t know that Jean’s favorite color is brown because of his eyes.

thinking about how Jean doesn’t know that Jeremy saw gold peonies reflected in his eyes during the fireworks.

[risibledeer]

happy christmas or merry holidays <3

i threw symbolism on this thing like glitter on a school diorama.

[not-equippedforthis]

forever mourning how granada holmes never adapted the three garridebs. diabolical. unbelievable, even. 'if you had killed watson you would not have made it out of this room alive' but in brett's frightfully intense and low, biting, hissing voice. the violent, wild stare versus the gentle hand on watson's knee. all of that precarious control getting flung out the window. the humanity of it. gritting my teeth can you fucking imagine.

[local-human-disaster]

I'm thinking more about Annabelle's confrontation with Henry, because the way Luke (and AJ too) play it means so much to me. It's so realistically scary. So many details I adore in that short minute, because it says so much to me as a queer semi-woman:

Henry calls Annabelle "darlin'" straight off the bat. Of course darlin' is a common stereotypical southern term of endearment, but compounded with Henry's affection for Annabelle, and Annabelle's confused, "oh shit does he mean me" reaction, there's a sense I get that he's already verbally claiming her as his beloved. Without her consent. She's very much not endeared.

The very third thing Henry says is "give me your foot". With zero context. He brushes aside Annabelle's denial ("that's not mine"), and when she doesn't want to, he forces it on her.

Annabelle's reaction throughout this is constantly trying to diffuse the situation, downplaying her reactions. Forcing the shoe on her is already harassment, but she just says "I don't like this". She only pushes Henry's hands away as much as necessary so he wouldn't touch her in an act of very understandable panic, and then she puts her hands down like she's trying to calm them both down.

Because the reality is that historically, queer women face violence from cishet men, as both queer people and as women. Annabelle's reactions scream to me that she's aware that Henry, a man and a police officer, has so much social power over her, an eighteen-year-old young woman. It's not about being a bank robber or not (Henry clearly doesn't care either), or that she can shoot well; it's that she's a woman and he's a man, and the common sentiment was (and still is, in many circles) that women are men's belongings. Queer women aren't queer to those men, because queerness gets in the way of their "rightful" claim over women. Henry doesn't have to explain himself, because he feels entitled to have her even though she doesn't know who he is. He refuses to listen when she repeatedly says she's not interested out of entitlement and arrogance. He doesn't even consider that she might not be into men at all!! He forces the shoe on her, like putting shackles on her to claim her as his. He can be as violent as he wants, and she knows it'll be his word against hers if she makes a scene. So she tries not to.

Just. I really love that they didn't shy away from the realities of being queer women. So far most gay couples in sfth are in settings where being gay is accepted, like Ditch, like Bubbamiah. But Annabelle and Butch both don't get to be queer women (or non-men) in an ideal setting with zero homophobia and sexism, and those two intersect very nicely (and realistically) here.

[the-other-soup]

i still think of this from time to time

[dearreaders-things]

things i love about when the sfth boys break:

luke is most likely to absolutely fold and we love him for that. loud laughter from offstage always. who needs a audience when you've got luke. also he's pretty good at snapping back into character lol

sam does the most hilarious expressions when he's trying to hold back his laughs lmfaoo. when he breaks he breaks HARD

aj has such a brilliant smile?? like i'm not even joking he looks like a model every time he flashes a grin after he says smth funny. it's a very nice smile ok

tom scrunches up his entire face bc he refuses to laugh in a scene and it's so endearing. rarely do we get the low chuckle when he's offstage and i love it when we do

[zombiecowboy65]

Jeremy attempting to cook something in the kitchen (under heavy supervision) and it’s a simple dish and really it should not get Jeremy this excited to not burn or undercook it but he is excited and amidst his celebration Jean takes him by the chin and kisses him. And then pulls back almost immediately . And Jeremy’s staring at him with wide eyes and Jean is staring back with even wider eyes and goes to apologize, but Jeremy says please don’t apologize for this unless you’re really sorry. And Jean doesn’t because he’s not. Instead, he asks, can I kiss you again? And Jeremy smiles, big and broad, and says I would like that. So Jean kisses Jeremy again and crowds him up against the counter, and manages to get him up onto the counter, until Jeremy’s back hits the handle of the pan, and startles them both out of it. Jean says , your dinner will get cold. And Jeremy says fuck dinner. And it’s so blunt and uncharacteristically vulgar for Jeremy that it startles a laugh out of Jean. And Jeremy gets a finger under that cross necklace and tugs Jean gently back in, and they kiss and kiss and kiss until jabberwocky barks at them and Jean huffs and pulls back and tells the dog to mind his own business. And Jeremy tells him to be nice because this is Jab’s space too and Jean huffs and puffs some more and says fine. And then scoops Jeremy up by the backs of his thighs and carries him to Jean’s room and plops him on the bed and gets as far as hovering over him before he freezes. And Jeremy reaches up and tucks a stray curl behind his ear and says hey. Just because we’re in a bed doesn’t mean we have to do anything, okay? And it’s the first time he’s said it, and the first time any man will respect it. And Jean nods, and says ok, and they kiss and kiss and kiss some more , losing themselves to touches and gasps and body heat, until Jean knows Jeremy’s mouth better than his own, until they eventually have to break apart, until they fall asleep curled up beside one another, still clothed

[surfinjeremy]

okay i joked but dudeeeeee pompeii slaps

[petvampire]

okay, so like, I absolutely think Jerejean should get married down the road somewhere, they’re so in love and they need a sickeningly cute ceremony and it’s perfect

BUT you know who should get to get married first?

GODDAMN COACH RHEMANN AND ADI

GIVE THE GAY DADS THE WEDDING THEY DESERVE

[carmenberzattosgf]

He needs to be STOPPED

[jordiipordii]

fully believe (and need) for the jerejean first kiss to be so slow and careful, almost meek as they feel each other out, preferably with jean’s hand grabbing jeremy’s chin and jeremy’s hand tangled in jean’s shirt or hair or wherever—

and then they pull back just enough to meet each other’s gaze, their breaths inter-mingling, and suddenly they do a total 180.

jeremy’s arms locked around jean’s neck and jean’s hands pressing jeremy as close as possible, but it still isn’t close enough—

jerejean kissing each other almost hard enough to bruise, like the cord that’s been holding their want and desire for each other finally snapped. they kiss each other’s mouths numb and try to drink each other in because they’ve been waiting for this for so long.

in the stolen glances. the light touches. the heart to hearts. these two have been starved of each other for longer than they’ve even known each other, because they’re soulmates in every single lifetime, but especially this one.

I need that first kiss to be sweet and tender but also touch-starved and desperate

[mymanyfandomramblings]

When talking about why Candace and Jeremy are a wonderful couple, lots of people tend to say it's because Jeremy loves her crazy and doesn't get weirded out by it, but I think it's a little more nuanced than that, in a way that makes it a little sweeter to me.

The thing is--Candace does sometimes freak Jeremy out. And he has occasionally said things like 'you're really kind of freaking me out' and 'okay, you're kind of scaring me now'. But he has also said things like 'Ah, that's my girl' when she goes tearing off to bust her brothers in the middle of dates. These two factors tell me something very important about him--he neither likes her because of her crazy, nor in spite of her crazy. He likes her because she's Candace, which includes her craziness.

And I love that.