#ranting and rambling

[isabeauwolf]

Can I just press my face into Trafalgar Law's chest as I hug him?

[taco-drinking-bleach]

So like, we don't really know who Yanqing's birth parents are, or really his past, but we do know about the more recent stuff. We know that he is a child with a love for swords and amazing skill. With people not knowing he is young He may have master things that may take others centuries. That scares me more then it makes me excited. As we know him having to fight his father is hinted at many times as well as the *jesters to the wall of proof* (Mara, past corruption, history rhymes, Abundance theory). This makes me thing that he might have to fight him much sooner then anyone would like. Yanqing's whole world so far has been his job, Even being in the military at such a young age. Seeing what he can do, I would want to prove myself to, seeing what he has gone through I would want to be an adult. If everyone saw me as such except the one I truly wish would see me as so (Jing Yuan). He IS a child after all with the strengths that others can only dream of. What all this rant so far means is that, Yanqing might have kill Jing Yuan before he will be able to put himself together after. Everyone will be hard on him because the public thinks he is way older. His world will shatter because his job, his life, his father, and his knowledge of the world will shift drastically. He is able physically, although emotionally and mentally he is strong (the Hheliobi event where he got into a mental battle about his self worth). Maybe weaker, not because he isn't capable, but because everyone has there problems, but we all have an anchor. Wither its a person, an object, a memory, or the future that we crave, if we lose our anchor we can suffer. a lot. Yanqing's story build up is a little scary ngl

[flameflier404]

“I hate Valentine’s Day!”

“I don’t have a partner to share it with”

Shut. Up.

Valentine’s Day isn’t all about romance, it’s about relationships, platonic, romantic, familial, friends, any of them.

in school we gave everyone candy, or at least a card. It was fun, we enjoyed it. We were kids who could skip part of our classes to give our classmates crack for kids (sugar). It’s annoying how people think Valentine’s Day is only romance, because it’s not.

happy (early) Valentine’s Day

[bound-in-chaos]

vampire regulus who finds a picture of his lost brother in a museum and ends up on a search for him with historian james potter. only to discover his brother is a trophy husband to heartthrob actor remus lupin…who also happens to be a werewolf.

[eclipsingsolace]

So if you ever watched murder drones. You probs remember episode 6 revealing that Nori was "not very nice" to say the least but then episode 7 reveals that Nori was possessed but from episode 6 worked ALONGSIDE Alice, yet carried an amicable relationship with Yeva post implosion?

So for some reason Alice hates Nori and ignoring the fact that Nori's personality could have changed post amnesia, Yeva doesn't seems the type to hang around a bully.

So why Alice hate Nori (rewrites aside)

I head canon that Nori is the Mother of Beau, not sure from whom else or else's

But then one last act of Nori-ism left him (due to amnesia) so Alice was stuck with 1 last remnant of that little nusiance for the rest of her days.

Do I have any basis for this? No. It just makes sense if she hates Nori is why she treats Beau so bad. If Beau is Nori's kid.

Am I thinking too much into this. YEAH. But ehhh

But also that Nori being a bi mess, I also HC she had a thing for Yeva but Alice had a thing for her so bad blood there because unrequited feelings and depending on which way you go on a color wheel, light blue is the 1 of the 2 mid ways points between red and purple same with orange and purple depending on how Drone Genetics work so Beau could quite LITERALLY be the embodiment of the relationship she didn't get.

Or....you know...being left to die in a underground bunker stuck with Drone Eating Monsters... kind of sucks....but I like my chaos gay HC more 🤣

[suppernerd]

Back here to ask about your reverse falls bc I genuinely love it. Do you have any ideas for how Weirdmagedon/Normageddon/The finale goes down?

TYSM 🙈🫶

Tumblr didn’t show me this for ages for some reason condolences😭

ANYWHO I have many thoughts,,

Firstly regarding the Pacifica - Gideon conflict! As I’ve mentioned before Gideon is actually the one who finds out about the rift instead of pacifi so the au takes a considerable deviation from canon. In episode 17 of s2 dipper and Mabel vs the future - or rather “Pacifica and Gideon vs the future” Pacificas plot is kind of the same- with her getting the offer to STAY in gravity falls with bud and continue her life there. Whereas Gideon is planning Pacificas going away party, whichhh doesn’t go well just like canon. Once Gideon catches wind of Pacificas offer to stay he gets rly upset bc- 1) he’s literally like 10 and this is a big change in his life and 2) because he’s scared of loosing attention from his father and friends. One of Gideon’s main plot points/ developments over the show is him learning that he doesn’t have to be the centre of attention to still be appreciated. So when he hears about Pacifica STAYING in gravity falls he panics and thinks about just how popular and beloved she has become in her short time here. After the heinous confrontation at the end of the episode he runs off into the forest with the correct bag holding the rift (which he knows about). Blendin / his swap (who would his equivalent even be I’ve been thinking about it for so long now omg😭) obviously being possessed by tad would use these fears against him and manipulates him into giving up the rift for “everything to go back to the way it used to be”. Tad puts him right on to sleep in “gideonland” and INTENDS on hiding the rift somewhere ford will never find it. Spoiler alert one thing leads to another and he catches him red handed and they kind of battle it out until the rift is accidentally destroyed in the process.

NOW I don’t think I’ve ever really gone into what ford and tads deal entailed but part of it was when the portal was opened it would give ford the kind of ultimate cosmic power that tad posses when he’s not yk,, trapped in the mindscape. And the only way OUT of this deal for tad was when that had passed, so now tad is -weakened- but free.

For the basic concept of wierdmageddon or Normageddon as u called it (laughed way too hard at that it’s now the canon name) I thought it would be fun if gravity falls kind of got split in two, bc fords kind of short sighted and didddnt really think about what would happen when tad got out the deal. one half super wierd and ‘liberated’ as ford calls it and the other half extremely bleak, desaturated and cult-like.

Also the force- field energy dome is in fact still a thing do not fret,,

First episode of the finale it follows Pacifica travelling around gravity falls two sides after bud gets yk turned to gold,, she ends up finding Robbie at the end though , who are like good friends at this point in the show

For the second episode of the finale it stays relatively the same- with Gideon trapped in a fake “perfect” theme park like world centred alllllll around him, with Pacifica, Robbie and melody (who is soos’es swap how have I not mentioned this before) trying to bust him out. Now with Pacifica and Gideon only meeting that summer we can’t exactly have the cute we’ve been there for eachother all our lives moment in the courthouse like canon BUTT it can be replaced by a cute love doesn’t divide it multiples moment, with Gideon confessing that it’s really not that he wants Pacifica to leave he loves her like a sister he was just scared of the change.

Now kind of alot happens in the final ep but important details are:

- bud and Stan have a kind of confrontation instead of bill and ford here, bud tries to convince him that this is wrong, and he knows that. The only thing that gets him to change his mind is when bus brings up the kids and their future.

- Stan goes behind ford back and convinces the pines kids too (dipper gives in like LAST last minute) to help do the zodiac thingy. (It’s one shorter then canon btw)

- It’s also important to note that tad is NAWT a good guys either, he uses “moral” justifications under his commitment to the axolotl for his actions but his actions are objectively bad half the time so the plan WAS to lure tad to the zodiac and take his power to somehow trick or trap ford into giving his power up

Now I don’t really have any complete ideas for how the final battle would go but my objective idea would be that ford and tad get kind of trapped/ stuck together into this lowkey horrifying demon, think like the cluster from Steven universe yk (-possibly the zodiac works in this universe? Up for debate) and their completely opposite and crashing ideals do not mesh well

Anywho the story DOES end with Pacifica going back to get normal life but swearing to come back EVERY holiday she can

Dipper, Mabel and Stan are kind of left to pick up the crumbling pieces of their little family but it ends on a bitter sweet note- Stan promising to be better, even selling the mansion so they can move somewhere a little home homely

Ford and tad are sent to the theraprism where their roommates lmao, anyway like I’ve said before ford isn’t like EVIL EVIL I think the theraprism would genuinely fix him- give it time ofc

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[wanderingmind867]

My dad always bites his nails, and I picked up the habit as a young kid from him. The only problem is that I have a lower pain tolerance than him. So while he can handle the pain of the biting, my fingers always end up wrapped in bandages. Now to segue away from the mail biting (although some of my fingers are currently sore from that), there's a good chance i might have an oral fixation.

I say that because I always seem to wind up biting my nails, eating persistently all throughout the day (unless i'm at school or food isn't within my field of vision), etc. But even if i have an oral fixation, i like watching things change or diminish as I eat, I think. Because those chewing toys usually left me cold as a kid. They were hard and didn't have any give. Food is a thing which you can (to be metaphorical here) "do damage to." Same thing with nails. It's odd, but I like actually seeing results when I do things (hence why i bite my nails instead of chewing on safer things).

[lady-of-ocs]

I'm going to be so for real

The SK8 OVA completely disrupted my day because it distracted me and so everything got thrown off. I usually go to the gym at 12:30? Nope, too bad, you were watching the OVA during lunch, kept pausing to jump around and squeal, and you're going at 1:30 now. Got homework? You just spent an hour looking through the SK8 OVA tag on tumblr. Also you've been blasting music in your headphones thinking about it for another half an hour. You should still be doing homework and/or making dinner? Too bad! Time to download that google drive file of the OVA onto your own google drive! And now you're waiting for it to finish loading so that you can take a screenshot of Kojiro and Kaoru to make a tumblr post <3

I WAS SUPPOSED TO WORK ON MY ILLUSTRATIONS BUT I HAVE TO GO TO BED INSTEAD

[isabeauwolf]

What's does it say about me when Overhaul and Dabi are my top two favorites in MHA?

Just as Tomura Shigaraki parallel's both Dabi and Overhaul, so do they.

Yes, Kai Chisaki was founded and adopted by Pops. He had a home, someone to care for him and raise him, but he wanted more. To repay Pops and raise the Shie Hassaikai's glory and power back from the edge of extinction.

Touya, unlike Tomura and Kai had no one. He tried to go back home, back to his family, but witnessing that nothing had changed even with the three years that he was gone and comatose, he left.

Hero society and citizens turning a blind eye to children in clear need of help, refusing to step in and wait for a Hero when they could have helped, reached out a hand when they were literally right there!

So many falling through the cracks and forgotten.

Outcasts and broken, being forced to pick up the pieces and shoving them back in themselves, all crooked and jumbled, holding on by sheer will alone.

They are both well written characters and villains, driven and obsessive about fulfilling their goals.

In a messed up and twisted way, they were right. Even if it doesn't justify what they did.

Wanting to tear down Hero society.

Wanting to be seen and acknowledged by their fathers figures.

Wanted to be praised and accepted, loved.

Leaving their old names and lives behind to become terrifying Villains in their own right. Pushing themselves to the brink of insanity, justifying their actions and twisted morals.

Becoming the monsters they become.

A demon with no heart.

Frankenstein monster, half alive and half dead.

People can argue that they didn't care about anyone, but themselves, but they're wrong. They did care. They cared too much. Giving up everything: their pasts, their present, their futures, their time and energy, all of it for someone else and got burned for it.

Endeavor and Pops. -_-

Nearly killing themselves over and over again for someone else's dreams and ideals.

Anyone can become a Hero in someone else's eyes when you've reached the lowest or darkest part in your life. Doesn't matter to that person if they are a Hero or Villain. They were their when you needed them most.

False Heroes and the true destruction of quirks growing more powerful, unstable, accepted or rejected depending on your power.

We see the men behind the monsters.

Glimpses of who they truly are underneath the mask they wear and strong front, hiding their insecurities and weaknesses. How truly frail they are beneath their powerful quirks, hidden behind the shadows and darkness they surround themselves in.

Two clearly traumatized men who went through so much physical and mental suffering from a young age compared to most normal, healthy kids. Bottling up their repressed issues, mental scars and striving forward, to be seen, to be loved and accepted in the form of destruction and tipping the balance of "peace" that's covered by the Safety Commission. (That's a whole can of worms that I understand, but frustrates me to no end!)

Instead of choosing to living for themselves and finding their own form of happiness, they instead chose to give their all for someone else's sake and paying heavily for it.

There's a very thin line between: love and hate, revenge and forgiveness, acceptance and ignorance, sanity and insanity.

Good and Evil.

All of it, can change a person.

We see it all, time and time again in fandoms, not just in MHA.

Despite what we already know, theirs still so much that we don't.

So many mysteries, unanswered questions and pieces of both Kai's and Touya's pasts are unknown.

They were both considered candidates for AFO's new body, but were considered failures.

Kai could have escaped the orphanage and been experimented on by The Doctor. Been called a monster, non human. His quirk might have killed his parents or previous guardian's on accident when it manifested similar to Eri's.

We never see him smile, hear him laugh or god forbid make a sound when he's in pain after being hit with both Lemillion's and Deku's powerful punches and attacks. Yes, he's mentioned that overhauling and fixing his own body is painful, but it's clear that he's used to the pain.

Yes, he's grunted and hissed, but hardly flinches. No doubt being forced to fix himself over and over again, growing numb to the pain.

With Touya, all of the mental shock and physical changes after he had awakened, after being burnt alive. You don't tell someone something so live changing right away. It should have been a slow process. Hell, we didn't see him eat anything before giving the poor boy the shock of his life.

Seriously? What the hell was AFO and The Doctor thinking? No, I take that back. They were hoping to use Touya for their own selfish gain and plans.

As fucked up as it is. I'm glad that they both got away from those mens clutches.

God, I just want to give both them hugs, even if they shove me away.

Ugh, I'm rambling again. lol How can I not?

Seriously, look at these deadly handsome devils. Can you blame me? No? Do you agree with me?

-- warning more of me rambling again about them --- (not sorry!) XD

I've shared over and over again why I adore them.

Overhaul stole my heart since I first saw him on screen and Dabi wormed his way in as well out of nowhere, I swear!

I don't think I've seen much discussions about these two as far as I've known. I've talked about it with others, but that's it.

Shiggy and Overhaul, yes. Dabi and Shiggy, yes.

But Overhaul and Dabi? Not much, which is a shame!

Tell me down below or reblog ;)

Feel free to talk, fangirl or discuss theories and your head canons, ocs and whatnot with me!

M'kay, night peeps!

@wtf-ask-baddie-overhaul

[kitkatbishop]

okay so my ass is trying to, tryingggg to, write this fame au with stony and winterhawk and everyone else but i got a bit ahead of myself so now i'm plotting backstories and bullshit and oh my god i wanna chuck my laptop across the room

[alien-ontheinternet]

Not my usual content but I'm really fucking angry rn so I'm just venting/ranting

So today at school (yes I still have school and yes I'm jealous of the people who have already left somehow)

my friend (who we'll call "A" cuz he never gave me permission to say this name)A came up to me and asked me to sign his shirt. And now,A is one of my best friends. I love him to death. But AS A JOKE i wrote "'moth -I hate you". You know,funny haha I'm being sarcastic I obviously don't hate him. But,my teacher saw this and pulled me into class and yelled at me for writing "I hate you". I tried to tell her it was me doing a simple haha joke but she wouldn't back down

She said "you should know better" and "it's not funny" and even "his last memory of you is gonna be the fact that you hate him" and I'm just standing their trying not to have a heart attack. And for once it's not cuz I'm fat asf,it's because I'm laughing so much. But this teacher is a strict motherfucker and would probably kill me if I even giggled so I have to try to stay calm.

She says "you know,I really should send you to the office for this but sense I'm feeling kind I won't now go apologize or else I actually will!!" And my jaw DROPS

WHAT THE FUCK IS HER INTERPRETATION OF "KIND"?

IM NOT SURE HER YELLING AND BEING BITCHY TO SOMEONE BECAUSE SHE CANT TAKE A FUCKING JOKE IS "KIND"

So,she follows me and makes me find A and while trying not to die from laughter,i say "so erm the teacher is making me apologize because or else ima get into the office" and A is shocked and asks if I told her it was a joke and I said "yea,multiple times but she just doesn't listen" Now,me and A are laughing our asses off because we can not belive how dumb she is being right now

Even A tells her it was a joke and I didn't actually mean it but now her face is red from anger and she says "well it wasn't a funny one!!!". As if that's a reason to get this mad,because I made a JOKE.

She makes me cover it up with sharpie ( I wrote it in sharpie so it wouldn't wash off) and I go on with my day telling the rest of our friend group about how stubborn my fuckass teacher is.

[thatratwithablog]

So, I thought this pattern was cute and wanted my own little kitten, but somehow in the sewing and drafting process this kitty came out like. This

He looks like a toy from the Soviet Union, I dont know how but I keep trapping the souls of sorrowful cats in my projects

Little Георги is just in my home now I guess

Any tips on how to make my cats less afflicted by melancholy would be greatly appreciated

[bound-in-chaos]

heroes by bowie is so wolfstar coded

[unhealthy-obessions]

Before I ever read Tithe by Holly Black I was dead set on the fact that Roiben was FINE. He always was to me, ESPECIALLY when he was willing to basically wage war when Kaye got seriously hurt by the Undersea, LIKE BOOM SHAKALAKAAA I instantly loved him

and yk that one epilogue or wtv in one of the Folk of the Air’s books, when it was written in Kaye’s pov and it showed an interaction between them?OH MY FUCKING GOD I WAS HOOKED. kill me now cuz I loved him alreadyyy.

Legit, months later I realized him and Kaye have their own series but I was already binging different series so I put off reading them.

Two YEARS after reading tcp, I’ve finally read the Modern Faerie’sTale and AGGHHH I LOVE THEM SMM they’re genuinely amazing and can do no wrong and I love HIMM SMMM

[wanderingmind867]

I hate talking about sexual stuff, but I vent about it on here because I don't feel very good talking about it in real life. It makes me doubly awkward in real life, so I refuse to acknowledge it. But in any case, I do sometimes masturbate or engage in solo sexual activity (which is why i settled in the label of aegosexual for myself). However... I don't like masturbating all that much. The energy high experienced while doing it is kind of nice, but the crushing embarrassment and energy lows afterwards really can get to you. It's not great. So that's why I end up making the occasional vent post about all of it on here. It's nice to get it all off my chest, I suppose.